shinee and suju singing and dancing to snsd's gee...as girls! from suju: heechul in red (as usual he sings the babo part.ahahah),sungmin in dark green,leetuk in light green from shinee: minho in blue, taemin in yellow. aww...key should take minho's place instead. leetuk and heechul so pretty! eks.
30/12shinee RDD.REMIX ver! after NOT watching their perfs for this....it suddenly looks SUPER once again! good to see ALL 5 back together and no more H1N1 for em.ahh as usual key and onew is <3.poor> 30/12suju sorry sorry perf. my kangin and heechul NOT there -cries- and hankyung left alr! -sobs- not the same with them. LOVE ryowook....as for sungmin...EKS!HAIR BAD.
[edited] and lastly, 2pm's parody of you're beautiful it isnt that funny la. but...i think for once i think nickhun is really handsome. he suits this kinda bad boy look. rather than cutie....
and at the seoul'd out concert, FT island sang one word, bing bing bing, barae and love sick.X.X does that mean he wont sing barae at the fanmeeting?!?! eks! i hope not. im looking forward to seeing em sing that song live! =( just another 28 more days to go yo!
i cannot think of any title for this post... today is considered the last day of sch for the year. considering tmr there are no lessons coz lects have been canceled due to the persistance of the students. but sadly...i still have to go back for project. thinking back this week....we shld have taken the opportunity to do the project considering everyday we went to sch for an avg of 3 hrs only.so we don have to go to sch tmr. but we didnt think abt it until...ytd so....we deserve this.
these few days i have been thinking more and more abt my new year resolutions...i will share when new year comes ofcoz.lol.
got back my results.only 1 satisfactory so far...the rest....eesh!i will work harder though...ofcoz i have to!
been addicted to this drama recently...its showing on sats and suns on channel u 7pm...this guy who acted in iljimae is....<3!>
also...suju members are also gonna have...(or have alr i duno) a lawsuit against SMent.one suju member have ALR terminated his contract and went back to china? tsk tsk. when will SMent wake up? they are losing their 2 biggest money makers! looks like they have to rely alot more on shinee and boA...but that sucks...coz that means that shinee would have more pressure and more work to do and less rest. nooo! looks like DBSK is really close to everyone's heart...esp lynn.lol when i mentioned some sad thing abt dbsk the other day.....tears formed in her eyes. didnt drop. but formed. and there was another time a few mths ago also....teehee. she isnt the emotional sort btw. cold heart baby~cold eyes baby~ teehee
ahhh! i saw liang zhi in europe.lol. and somemore when i was in singapore and found out he is going to the same places as me only at a later date i told him i hope we dont meet. and ODDLY. we did! LOL. of all places....it wasnt even an actual place to stop it was just for fun thing.hmmm...why cant other things be a coincidence as well?
saw BD today.....99.9% confirmed i dont see him as an eye candy anymore...that 0.1%....his height -.-
i came back 2 days ago. christmas day. alr missed europe while i was on the plane back to singapore...despite the really extreme cold i had to endure like -15 degrees C. i like wearing winter clothes. i like the snowflakes falling on my jacket. i like the cold wind. i like not sweating just coz i climbed a flight of stairs. i like freshness of the air.
i would especially like to visit poland and austria again. poland..coz of the handsome guys.lol i think the guys there are the handsome-est compared to the other places like hungary, czech, austria. most of em have blonde hair blue eyes and really tall. when i came back...NH and BD are NOTHING alr. looking at them...makes me irritated. and also no matter what people say. saddist or whatever, i enjoyed the concentration camp visit in poland. total highlight of the trip.for me at least.
as for austria...its exactly like the sound of music...the skies are particularly blue...never have i seen a blue-er sky. and the fields...are still quite green despite the cold and there is even the sun still shining really strongly though its winter. i can imagine myself living there. on the last day i just stared out of my hotel window my eyes showing my reluctance to leave.
i never knew the extend of my 'europe sick' till when i came home...going out for dinner aunty sharon and mummy alr knew what they wanted to eat...as for me...no appetite. and it went on till ytd night. and eating at the hawker center seeing the dirty-ness of the place. the slopy clothes ppl wore. the uncouth manners of some. just really turned me off. everytime i leave singapore for a holiday. the more reluctant i become to coming back to SG. now....im looking forward to my next holiday.
but for now....its the term test results time tmr when sch starts again. hmm...i have a feeling that would TOTALLY pull me back to reality.
here i am. my last post before going overseas. FINALLY term tests week is over. H&W went better than expected considering my quiz i ALMOST failed.
ytd FINALLY the best sleep i had in days. 2am-1pm. 11hrs. almost twice the hrs of sleep i had the previous day. however, still not enough to catch up on my sleep x.x
DLding Family outing epis to load into my mp3 to watch while travelling on long distance bus rides. also have to pack my HW to do since this trip i will be gone for the whole of the sch hols.
[edited]no news abt FTi leaving singapore tonight =( so means that my totally hope and wish for meeting them INSIDE the departure area is going down hill. ft island aren't leaving tonight. they are leaving on mon =( no chance of me seeing em at all! oh well. they will be back in slightly more than 1 mths time and i get to shake one of their hands. WEE~! totally looking forward and this time... the 3 Lders are going together. teehee~!
seems like the jaechunsu vs SMent lawsuit is still going on. totally surprised that my fren who went to taiwan said that it is a total DBSK paradise there. looking forward to their new jap album in jan and their perhaps.maybe. korean album in march/april/may
OSIP interivew went quite well. really high chance of going to china. as long as im with someone i know and comfortable with.(like levina.LOL.)i'm fine with going to some ulunated area with avg. standard of living. it is afterall an even better opportunity to help us learn to be more independent and step out of our comfort zone. those who were going to aust....their interview seems scary in comparison. results would be out quite soon regarding postings.
and thanks to FB. i have found out even more things abt BD that i could EVER imagine.LOL.
merry christmas in advance ppl! see u in 2 weeks time
tmr last paper woohoo! and also interview for OSIP to china. eeks. not the best place to go OSIP...but i guess really more for the experience and out-of-comfort-zone concept.
sucks to be me. WHY? FIRSTLY.coz in slightly more than an hrs time...FT ISLAND WOULD BE IN SINGAPORE'S CHANGI AIRPORT!!! and what is worse? I CANNOT BE THERE!! and i also cannot go for prayer meeting for carolling eks. sorry sorry rachel! and what else...i cannot go for the seoul'd out NOR can i send them off when they leave coz i'll be overseas alr. and and and....i cannot buy FT tickets coz im not in singapore! so....my fren is gonna buy for me. and and and i cannot go for carolling on sat or on christmas it self....gees. feel like kinda wasted since i went for almost all practices....oh well. andandand...i CANNOT absorb the mani mani information into my head. gotta rush a project proposal tmr. phew its grp work. andandand i gotta cram going out with my frens on the 26th and 27th of dec when i come back from holiday. andandand...YU RU LISTEN UP~ leeminho is coming to SG again!!!! and i wont be able to go to the airport! but...oh well it isnt like the most exciting thing for me la. but still....he is having a fanmeeting on 21st dec. u can go sistic to see the details and u if u need to know flight details for when he is coming to the airport...i cannot help u coz im not arnd! BUT u can just google it. confirm got.
this week has passed real quick. BD actually wore another colour other than black or white today. wow. i hate nappun noms!! (korean word go find out urself =P)
WOOTS~ just another 3 more papers and its FREEDOM for 2 weeks before sch starts sucks i cannot go for the malaysia trip. oh well. im going somewhere else which is just as GREAT.
but i would just like to slap myself silly now. coz...15 marks just FLEW away....and another reason also coz BD was like just LITERALLY behind me for like more than 10 mins and i was too cowardly to turn behind and look. where did all the courage of a lion go? and apparently...coz levina could get quite a good view. she said they ALL looked at two of us a few times. OMMG. and and and ....i really hate myself for constantly having him in my head. GEES! he prolly don even know i exist. okay la he does. but u get what i mean.
and i saw NH today man! woots! after so long....teehee. but the hype is not on him alr man....sighs. but he still perked me up though.
i got pimple outbreak! LOL. lucky MINI ones. ahahaha! need more SLEEP.
and in another few days time. i can see jong hun oppa again coz of the seoul'd out concert which im NOT going!!! and again in january for the fanmeeting!!!!!! ahh been waiting for this day since forever...actually since june la the last time i saw em. but it REALLY feels like AGES ago.and this time for the fanmeeting i MIGHT be able to shake oppa's hand!!! -swoons-
just another week. thats all im looking forward to. and taking some time away from frens and singapore would make me start to have some time alone to think abt the way i have reacted/behaved towards situations and what i can change and do better. mayb start thinking abt new year's resolution as well.
woots~ found out neon guy aka mcdreamy's name.lol. surprise surprise. wasnt as i expected... found out more abt BD as well. lots of parallels between him and levina's. anyways, hopefully mayb during the hols i'll be able to kick him out of my head and after the hols get back my sanity. i really dun need to be head over heels for a utter MCPIG right now.but right now... he is still driving me completely nuts.
and i would like to congratulate myself for completing 1.2km in 12 mins for someone who hasnt ran that much since sec 4. but with this sense of accomplishment. i am wanting to do more SOON. jogging anyone? and besides....h&w tr is...teehee =P
off i fly to study.eeks term test week has arrived!
i really shld be asleep now since its 2am~ AND no the title has nothing to do with new moon. though the 'new and improved' jacob black is super hot and has a super awesome bod and is ONLY 17 yrs!
i noticed on the way home in the car after carolling how full, bright and high up the moon is. i am sooo amazed by its beauty that i looked up the whole journey. how it shines through the dark clouds and the surrounding environment of the moon has its brightness as well.
i think i am like the moon. in a good and bad way. coz the moon isnt always as full or as bright to shine through the dark clouds.i wish the moon was forever bright. then maybe so would i
tons of memories are flashing infront of me and i realise i still miss you. bell
i left off on thurs talking abt going cycling with clique 6-yan fang. well chin ying didnt go in the end either so it was just me, lynn levina and yvonne. had a GREAT breakfast picnic thanks to my helper of the day levina for preping with me. sadly and to my disappointment...we didnt manage to successfully teaching yvonne how to cycle at the end of the 2 hrs. and levina's stomach pain was so bad...so we left ECP to parkway for lunch. on the way there in taxi, yvonne gave her the menstrual pill and VOILA~ everything is okay again and after lunch off we went back to ECP for cycling. it is TOTALLY crap going on a PH. NEVER ever again would i. since we're still kinda novice at cycling...and its so damn freaking crowded. i think i said cursed UNCOUNTABLE times. i must repent. and the weather was like...i mean i didnt really mind cycling in drizzle or whatever...but heavy rain is a nono. and i was wanted to go to shelter so quickly that when lynn suddenly stopped. i crashed into her. WHOO~ luckily fragile mama heng didnt fly or smth.
a slightly more slack week this week compared to previous with TONS of test, reports and project proposal deadlines. BUT. not to be too happy coz test is next week! WTH. the calm before the storm.
but after that it is taking a 2 week break from reality..off to exotic europe?? every dark cloud has a silver lining....however gotta bring some assignments over to do.
i gotta soo agree with this korean artist when she said the best thing she likes of a guy is when he wears a grey tee. teehee. x.x saw BD today guess he is still an energy booster....i think most of his PACK of frens are all kinda handsome.they are ALL my energy boosters.TEEHEE.
i love carolling more and more rachel! yay! andandand i hope i DO become an SGL.
i can finally fan girl i suppose.lol. FINALLY more free time.
first of all. DBSK or rather jaechunsu recieved the award on the behalf of dbsk for the best asian star/s. this is such a proud moment for me that in the midst of this all.... they are still the best? and i cried at the speech. this whole thing isnt resolved yet. and it will definately cause increased and uneccessary tension among everyone. read the more info part at the right bar for the translation of the speech
and then the first perf since onew recovered from H1N1. unfortunately now poor cute taemin has H1N1!! its passing arnd SHINee..! nooo...hopefully key and minho are strong enough! woots~ my dubu onew looks like a real bad boy here...must be the effects of the flu~
and their latest perf.sound quality not so good so hafta increase volume a little.i like their new 'scarf' concept~ feels odd without poor taeminnie in this perf. the dancing is just...lack energy?and with minho's not so powerful vocal...bet he's really nervous.but with key's sexy-ness at 1.30 -faints- love it that they are singing live <3
next up FT triple's love letter perfs jong hoonie is back with his indian headband thing.woots~ as usual his expression is oozing with sexy-ness
jong hoon oppa looking good. and jaejin's hair is different all the time and this time...i totally like
i wish i had the courage of a lion and a brain like einstein.LOL. these are smth that would really come in handy right now for various non-related reasons.
totally zonked. i think u can leave me in a room with heavy metal music blasting from the speakers and i can still fall asleep. the only thing keeping me from doing that right now is the com and tv
tmr picnic and cycling at ECP! woots~! eggcited. literally. coz me and levina gonna make egg sandwich+french toast+cocktail cheese sausages. feel like experimenting all type of yummy picnic ways to cook eggs truly egg-citing. and we 'L'ders are gonna have a new student! woots! our dear yvonne (whom we haveny catch up with for a long time) teehee. hope we can succeed in 1/2 an hr again =) then mayb we're gonna chiong cycling after tt....3-4 hrs?!
lastly...TOTALLY disappointed and heartbroken and sadddd BD rejected me on FB! TWICE.i mean which loser would try again after being rejected ONCE. apparently...ME. oh well...looks like my battery charger needs to be changed
read smth really interesting today. falling in love is like giving birth. the inital stage is blissful. and when its coming to an end...it hurts like hell. BUT. after its over. u forget abt the pain and start all over agian. great analogy man!
funny convo today between the 'L'ders lynn: (telling us abt her sister getting scared one night when she heard a crack sound and the aircon suddenly blew really strongly) me: mayb its ur bone! LOL lynn: -.- (say that she explained to her sis its a coincidence) me: mayb its REALLY ur bone crack when u turned lynn: LOL. just now when i was walking my bone cracked me: see! LOL! lynn to levina: ur bone never crack before when u were walking?? levina: i seldom have a bone crack *crack* (while turning to me her ankle bone cracked) LOL!!!
its close to 1am and i am barely awake but forcing myself to study for the quizes pending. need better time management and priorities. lgee needs to get started on the book soon before i faint.
today i didnt smth i NEVER imagined i'd do THIS fast. i KNOW i'd do it one day. but NEVER TODAY. i added BD on FB!!ahhh! coz me and levina had a deal. and since she kept her end of the bargain i have no choice right...nahh thats just an excuse.LOL. unfortunately for me. i dun think i can sleep well tonight knowing he hasnt accepted =( miss him today. he appeared before me but i didnt notice. HOW COULD I?!?! sighs mayb if i had seen he could recharge my batteries. but hearing levina describe how he looks sent a current into my body alr. teehee. funny how we predicted correctly the colour of the tee he is gonna wear today. no surprise that we were correct though.
cant believe levina had a lift moment with her eye candy. at least 1 minute together...! (with others arnd ofcoz) BUT STILL...the luckiest COW on earth today. hmph.
i will NEVER try to sleep while STANDING in a MOVING bus. LOL. i kinda lost my balance even though the uncle didnt jerk or whatever. just a normal stop at the traffic light. and the ppl arnd me stared at me either out of pity or thinking im weird. hope its not the latter.
so fast and we need to make our decision abt our SIP. well i made mine up alr. BUT still its so rushed since we only knew today and gotta submit by thurs. i hope this sem's GPA wont drop....need to maintain if i wanna get into the SIP of my choice.(i think)
firstly thank god for giving me a bunch of wonderful mix of frens in poly...they really keep my going...
today was a terrible day. screwed up test totally. think if im lucky i can get 2/15! but the tr is too cute for me to hate.LOL. cute as in funny not cute as in hot. he reminds me of charlie brown's fren..the one always with a blanket.
must really thank lynn for that shoulder to cry on.LOL. she felt like a mom/sister for a moment.
and also must really thank key. LOL act like i know him liddat. this pic of him TOTALLY made me crack up and smile. and push my test depression away. he looks like a madman who got possesedd.LOL.he was dancing to ring ding dong.
and also there is this guy called yu xuan in class and he is like an innocent young boy who me and levina thinks look like this HK drama guy and with his innocence...(duno if its an act) makes me laugh.
and not forgetting me and levina's tribal high five routine thing.ahahah. we definately look silly doing it which cracks me up all the time
and then when i was feeling tons better. we made bread for FPP prac today and i got to see the kitchen NH works in which is SOOO cool coz it looks like some submarine with awesome kitchen equipments. and the bread turned out well and had lots of fun with my grp (Lders, chin ying and jui wei) taking pics while waiting for the bread dough to rise. and i got to show off my experience i had with bread.LOL. and again...that charlie brown character tr is soo cute. hahah! we persuaded him to take home the bread we made and he said okay i'll tell my wife that my girlfren baked it for her.LOL.
and to end the day with a bang...(just as i was thinking abt him...)i SAW BD! woots! and again we had like this few secs eye connection (imagine the electricity) LOL. it was actually 6.30....imagine if my grp didnt have the duty to mop the floor today i wont have gone home so late and i wouldnt have met him.teehee~
why do most guys like to always wear tight white or black tees to show off their bods!??
i seem to see a certain pattern in my days...accept certain days... mechanicallly i have sch on avg 9am-6pm everyday. by the time i come home have dinner watch tv and wash up its 9. and i study or do projects. with certain 10pm channel 5 shows i watch at the same time on some days. and then after that continue with my work till on avg 1am.
i am WAAYY behind my korean drama and live perfs. REALLY missing DBSK oppas ALOT too. and totally cramming tuts to the weekends together with whatever else to study for the next week. x.x
phew~ i saw BD on fri...like FACE TO FACE and we had eye contact for at least 3-5 secs and i went totally insane after that. my heart again...almost poped out of my rib cage. TOTALLY a recharge of my batteries.coz just before that got really pissed and stressed out with my grp member for coming late hence causing a late submission of project proposal...luckily tr not strict.
looking forward to the LONG weekend this coming week and HOPEFULLY cycling trip with clique 6! miss hanging out with yvonne and yan fang. the 2 Ys.
did a 5 love languages quiz recently.as in what u WANT from ur partner and the five signs are time, service, gifts, touch, words of affirmation. my primary love language is service and secondary is time. cannot really rmb la. all were quite even at 23-30% accept for the words of affirmation one where i ONLY had 3% impt to me.LOL. i guess i dun like sweet talkers? ahahah. and now im doing the DISC personality test and the result is that i am
Inspiring, influential, interactive, and interested in people. This person likes to interact with others and have fun. They tend to focus on talking with people and keeping things exciting over tasks.
YAY! today's LGEE breakfast fellowship at ryan's hse. where i managed to get 3 qns of FPP tut done. caught up with the A levels ppl. played board games. im totally a board games kinda person than a computer games kinda person. and just TOTALLY had fun and LMAO lots of times. TOTALLY love the LGEE girls! woots~ made me high the whole day through =D
sometimes i feel TOTALLY out of placed when i realised im kinda surrounded with really god-fearing , religious people both in church and in school. makes me feel TOTALLY inferior in my faith.
oopps. have spent too much time here alr. WILL fangirl soon. promise. off i fly to continue my report!
woots! finally 18!! binge drinking anyone?LOL kidding. just the influences from the project im doing now.
highlights (it goes according to ranking) 1) 4 guys made a cake for me! (totally unexpected. totally surprised. totally touched...ALMOST to tears) 2)ate raw beef and fresh oysters!! at this italian restaurant (no i dun have an e.coli poisioning or norwalk virus or scombrotoxin or hepA virus.LOL) 3) FREE tiramisu cake with compliments from the chef coz its my bdae. at the italian restaurant overall the best meal i ever had there. 4) rachel's blog dedication/msg to me! 5) have another COOL baking and korean recipe book and a bdae card in my fav colours! 6)liang zhi thanking me for intro-ing FTisland and k-drama.LOL! 7)lots of wall comments on FB. and one from quite an impt person to me + all the smses i recieved 8)the msg from church today.totally applicable to our lives (shall share another day when i have time. rushing to study now)
and in exactly another months time...its JUNSU's bdae! but i wont be arnd to dedicate a post to him...=(
ytd was ccn day. BUT didnt get to walk arnd and see the stalls as they only start at 12 and we ended sch SUPER early like 11. so...we couldnt wait as we were too hungry alr. and also disappointed i didnt get to see BD or NH.
anyways ytd was the pre-bdae celebration thing...to me that is...LOL.
went to suki sushi with the 'L'ders plus chin ying. too bad yvonne and yan fang couldnt make it. otherwise it would be a dejavu moment
then after that...me and lynn managed to convince levina and chin ying to watch the highly anticipated horror movie of the year...paranormal activity! woots! well...it was like kinda boring initially. felt like sleeping...plus since it was using a camcorder...the moving arnd constantly made me feel giddy...but....the climax was quite fast moving. to sum up the story. its abt this girl who has had a demon following her arnd since she was young. and her BF is tryna tape it down and ends up provoking it causing the occurances in the hse to get worse. and eventually the girl got possesed. that was when it started to get creepy. and at the last part according to the other 3 (i didnt dare look coz i know i would have nightmares) her face became distorted after killing her BF. however made me feel TONS better when it said at the end that its purely fictional.LOL.
as my BDAE present i got a muffin tray and a springform cake pan from the 2 'L'ders and a really mini-fied card.ahahah.=3>
today mood quite bad. really worried abt the darn PBPN test on wed which i have 2 WHOLE chapters plus abit of another....sobs. and the tutorial for PBPN too...i seriously hate this sub!
woots. first things first. teehee. vids of shinee shinee's perf 13/11 ytd
^OMGGG minho is SINGING!!! which is like the FIRST time im hearing his voice...which is kinda good! why didnt he sing initially!?!?!? i miss my dubu though =( onew please get well soon glad that jong hyun is back though.
^and here is their perf of reply (noona nomun yappun) ring ding dong and juliet. sad that they didnt do the dance for juliet... and u can see that the NOONAs are really loving it. love dubu's voice =) jong hyun not arnd at that time though. it must be a pre-recorded show
^here is their perf 08/11 and eeteuk from suju is taking over onew as he is down with H1N1 =( at least this is not as weird as when yesung took over jong hyun when he wasnt arnd. <3> now...FT triple ^ this was ytd 13/11. jong hun is NOT wearing the head band alr...now he dun look like an angel alr. he looks like his normal handsome self.totally addicted to the song and love the rap
^ 07/11 i love jong hun's eyes flirting with the camera! i got electrocuted!
^ 06/11 totally addicted to this song! love the rap and the meaning behind this song. the end!
okay so the stalker in me has imerged again! LOL. new eye-candy.woots~ im TOTALLY nuts over. diedie. however....ytd while me and levina FINALLY plucked up the courage and tried to ask him and his frens to do a survey for us for our project. they just quickly scoot away. like WHAT?~ i was so TOTALLY pissed...
yet when i saw him today...even though the memory of humilation is FRESH in my mind....i couldnt help but do a double take and my heart almost beat OUT of my body.lol. .this is even worse than the NH saga. (which i FINALLY took the courage to add onFB) sadly he is in yr 3 so i wont see him anymore after april.=(
played badminton again today. doubt i'd have the time to do so again next week. starting to get more and more busy. even though i AM supposed to be busy NOW. but im not getting started. i am SOO tiredd. have been sleeping like past midnight almost everyday now. sighss. however a daily dose of him will totally perk me up. LOL. im a gone case man.
a 'jerk jock', 'drunk chef'? none. i prefer 'the boy next door'. ( as s bf. but as for an eye-candy...hehehe)
CCN tmr! woots~ classes canceled! except for 1. but 1 hr only. soo...no sweat. then can walk arnd and see what ppla re selling. teehee. anddd...im gonna be of legal age soon.teehee.
this isnt recent at all. but just some vid i found abt dbsk. http://video.nate.com/208454015 ^ this is abt them adlib-ing and dragging notes so perfectly. http://video.nate.com/205671648 ^this vid are songs that has been edited. they took out the melody and leaving only the harmony...like the songs with the different parts at the backgrnd that usually cannot be heard.although quite different from the actual songs, its nice!and changmin ACTUALLY sings high notes VERY often. this is cuts of bolero,kiss the baby sky,wasurenaide,bye love bye & my love dont cry respectively.
^ this is a vid i found by chance of em playing jenga and how junsu lost and have to make all of em laugh. notice how our ledaer-sshi can be so stoned faced. but on second attempt....he LOL...ahh junsu <3! ^ this is jaejoong's heaven's postman preview. looks really sad. i cried T.T
^ this is the recent vid of shinee's ring ding dong perf ytd with suju's yesung. LOL kinda wierd coz to me yesung is one of the wierd ones in suju.ahahaha. and he just appears at the begining and end of the song. and don dance. its key and taemin who takes over jong hyun.BUT I LOVE THIS perf coz its LIIVEE! u get to hear their perfect voices. and taemin's is good! woots~
^ this one also last week 30/10 onew and key's smile....i LIKE~
^ this is ft triple's perf recently on 5th nov(jaejin, jong hun and minhwan).they look like ANGELS!
^ this is on the 30th oct last week on music bank love jong hun's clothes and rap =D
OMG ages since i blogged thanks to my busy schedule. so gonna start from sun.i think i stopped arnd there.
sunday: church took home smth close to my heart. abt ministering to others only when we put ourselves in others' shoes are we able to relate and understand them better to help them and touch their lives and make a difference. however first we need to be aligned with god and have communication with god so we know what direction he wans for us to have to minster to others.
however, we cannot touch everyone's life and we could have alr done so without us knowing it and we'll only find out when we go to heaven to recieve god's rewards
some people may not be given extra time,extra chances. no one knows the future; time flies size the day.while we are still young we should try and make a difference NOW. and had first carolling practice monday: nothing much...or rather i cant rmb. just know i was DARN tired.
tues: still SUPER tired. had h&w consultation and me and levina have a little "plan" abt the surveys to be done. teehee~ heard bad news abt HOMIN's parents abt the whole DBSK lawsuit. quite frustrated abt the whole thing.
wed: read some bad news (high possibility of rumour) abt DBSK's lawsuit abt how the jaesuchun is divided from homin.was really depressed. had second carolling practice. i am NOT preped to be the conductor. i cannot commit also =( found out NH has an eye candy. LOL. and he made chilli crab~ OMG x.x i prefer peper crab though =P
thurs: levina said that the wed news was most prob a rumour and that the company had done it and not homin themselves and we shld have more faith in the 5 of em and shouldnt believe anything NOT directly from them. hence... i re-tittled my blog to 난 동방신기 믿어! 영원히~ which means i trust/believe dong bang shin ki! forever~ and put the song stand by u. that is kinda the cassiopeia slogan for this whole saga to show support for the boys. played badminton in school. woots! love it love it. and OMG we saw G (papa) and oddly made me go insane too when he kinda took off his shirt to change into another in front of us.
fri: 2nd attempt to make noodles. we finally decided on a shape to make. next week is the ACTUAL thing alr. so...NO mistakes this time or else...marks deducted or smth. sobs~ no lgee today. mummy left for her office retreat. so...rach came over to stay. woots~ although REALLY tired but we watched dbsk TSC concert till 1 am.woots! and this time i could relax and watch and not in a hurry like the other time with the "L" ders. so i paid attention to "xiahtic" and OMGGG its sooo hot and sexy.-drools- i like sleeping on the floor. i think i can adapt to life in korea/japan.LOL.
sat: made pancakes with rach for breakfast. GOOD first attempt at it =D although looks wise nothing compared to macs. but....taste wise...i LIKE! watched a few ring ding dong perfs & some FT triple vids which i will post later. and hit the gym. she was supposed to go for HIPHOP dance class but got the condos mixed up and since it is kinda late alr she did brisk walking on treadmill instead. after learning NLS and H&W.... in my head i keep thinking of wanting to exercise~ totally behind ALL my assignments. just found out that onew has H1N1 =( first was jong hyun then now onew...oh no~ the rest better take care! AOB: and lately i realised i have this thing for guys that are tall,well build with broad shoulders, nice hair, nice smile. just give me that combi or anything more and i'll just faint.
well its wed alr. and what can i say abt the days that have passed? tiring~ ytd was quite fulfilling though despite all the hectic-ness.
dough resting
dough sliced to noodles steaming the noodles deep frying the noodles ^^ytd we made noodles~ yay! from SRATCH okay! however whenever we're doing all these...its for experimentation purposes and i always feel bad coz i feel like we're wasting food...but i guess no choice right. unless we eat it....but...hehehhe(laughs nervously) anyways...we were the FIRST grp to complete it.YAYNESS. coz we were PRACTICALLY pushed arnd from each work station TOTALLY hectic-ly with everyone else still bluring arnd.LOL.luckily we have on task and focused grp members! woots~
and...i FINALLY saw NH.woots~ LOL. ever since i mentioned in my blog saying that i hate seeing his drunk pics...i have never seen em again.LOL. purely coincidental i assure u...coz he don read my blog.i think.
and also there was this icool thing at campus promoting this new type of thermometer 'icool badge' or smth. that is supposedly cooler and more convininient?LOL. (i got it today and its EXACTLY like the old thermomenter save for the difference in shape) \ anyways so TPSU kinda organised some activities and stuff...and WOOTS~ i FINALLY got to see honggi look alike....ehehhehehe.~okay la the ONLY thing alike is the smile. but stilll...im kinda smitten.TSKTSK.and since the time i knew he existed and his smile is like honggi's i have NEVER seen him in person.and suddenly...i see him so often now.yayness~!
so that was how fruitful ytd was.LOL.
but today....i have liked all my proj grps so far... coz they consist of A8A4 students.my classmates. HOWEVER, due to convinience purposes FOR the teachers.....they grouped us accoring to register number for ADFS. which...SUCKS.coz that means i am seperated from the other 2 'L'DERS =( but PHEW~ i have celesta. so my grp has a mix of A2 and A3 students. -reluctant- and whats an even more pain in the butt is that i have lab (practical) sessions 4 days out of 5! so i have to wear long pants and covered shoes. i hate that.c'mon...in this kinda singapore weather?!?! sheesh~
^on a brighter note....here is FT triple's live! yay! have been anticipating this. HOWEVER. not very good quality. no worries. i will post a clearer one when i find it. woots~ jong hoon raps here! and i agree with alot of ppl that i am used to jaejin on bass instead of guitar. however...im getting used to jong hoon on piano. he looks so angelic.LOL.
^ here is the making of the RING DING DONG mv by SHINee. yay! onew so cute when he make fun of the word afro electro.LOL. coz of the way the korean pronounced afro, ah-fer-oh, it sounds like this korean word, ah-pu-roh, which means next time/in the future kinda thing.LOL. and jong hoon telling him its not like that like talking to a small kid.LOL. cuteneessss~
^ here is SHINee's latest perf ytd 27/10 but its a onew fan cam only. teehee. he is so sexy, handsome and cute.=D love his expressions
and the latest on dbsk ^here is their contract.i duno if its real another or someone just making this up. BUT if it IS real. OMG. that is soooo unfair. a REAL. slave contract here is the latest of the lawsuit: Sang-Hyuk Lim / TVXQ legal representative for the members: “Up until now the problems in the contract we always argue about are about the length of 1.contract period, 2.revenue-sharing issues, and 3.financial penalties. I keep certified our claim to these problems, and I am very glad for the decision.”
The court, as considering the fact that the members could sustain group activities, therefore they agreed not to fully terminate the exclusive contract effect. However, the lawsuit that was filed by TVXQ members is to fully terminate the exclusive contract effect.
1. 3 TVXQ members side are welcome to the court decision, yet they’re still going to bring an action for damages against the unfair distribution of income. >> to settle about unfair distribution income problem (claim no.3 2. As now 3 TVXQ members have more rights to choose what they want to do and what they dont want to do, in spite of the Court also thinks that 13 years period of contract is an excessive length in a contract period, however, they don’t find it a big fuss anymore about the matter. >> Court rejects to approve (claim no. 1), about contract period. As for penalties (claim no. 3), there should not be any penalties involved as so far the 3 TVXQ members agree not to leave SM
3. Regarding the income issue, a fierce legal battle is now expected to continue.
eng trans: sharingyoochun@wordpress
however, SMent wants to apeal on this however they are not saying what they wanna apeal for just yet. they will give an official statement soon. im glad its FINALLY gonne be OVER soon. however, im REALLY worried about the outcome. on a better note, DBSK is gonna have their LAST mirotic concert in shenzhen...i think this was impromtu decision for their fans as a fan service.and apparently its gonna be the best out of all the perfs. woots~but unfair to the rest uh.
^here is FT triple's new MV called love letter.hmm...well i LOVE the chorus...but the verses...BUT i like the MV. i think they look angelic.lol.esp the pic im gonna post below.
^here is shinee's latest live perf ytd. i told u im gonna stalk their perfs.ahahahah.i just like to see the different expressions they put on each time.this one onew is super cute.hehehe.i dont get tired of this song. only irritated its the only song they perf
and i managed to go to see lee minho off at the airport ytd!!! i think god must have found be pitiful or smth...mummy found it inconvinient to go to church without the car so she say dun go since i went for youth fellowship on sat alr. and so i could go to see lee minho! weets. hmmm...it was really quite tiring with lots of false alarms causing us to run here and there...quite irritating....and he came fashionably late....to me la. since comparatively FT came 2 hrs plus before their boarding time and lee minho came 1 hr. soo...there were alot of fans there since frens pass the msg that he hasnt arrived yet etc. really hecctic and the security guards were so scary. not surprisingly i didnt scream at all.LOL. quite calm really since im not really a fan or whatever. just wanna see how he looks like in real life. he looks the same. tall and skinny and handsome.lol. but he is really quite shy and polite to the fans. when he went into the customs area he turned arnd and bowed and waved at us a few times and after he passed he did it a few more times. thats what i call fanservice man! at that moment i cant help but wave back and felt a little high. hope he acts again soon.
anyways on a sad note. SMent doesnt pay their artist loyalty money or smth whenever they compose or write their own songs unlike other companies like JYP.sighs.they are totally EVIL.
i can never help but feel sad when i see dbsk together. its such a happy scene yet a fragile one...and see the TSC concert with so many supporters in japan and them being the no.1 group in japan is also making me feel really proud to be their fan ^and here is the support they had at the shanghai concert which was canceled and 'revived' again. totally awesome.
okay. nothing much new. just some SHINee perfs. that i have been tracking.a.k.a stalking.LOL.
^ this was shown on the 23rd ytd i think here they are clearly lipsyincing. but sometimes that is what the producers want. no idea why. and its not a bad thing to them or whatever. but sometimes they shld let us viewers hear their real voice.
^ this 24th...which is today at first i thought they were lip syncing but i guess that the track is playing at the background coz they havent recorded the one without voices.but they are still singing coz some parts i can HEAR its their real voice. i think onew is really cool here.at part 0.56 onwards. it shows his more....mature side?HAHAHH.made me go nuts when i saw his part =P i also like 2.53 minutes onwards when they start to slow down the song abit LOVE onew and jong hyun's vocals there totally. and im starting to like taemin more now...after his voice has stabilised and thus he seems more confident of himself now on stage and everything. i hope the bullying in sch has stopped for him lastly...TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY hate minho's hair. awful awful! but after a while it gets annoying when they keep singing the same song. same thing applied to barae.[i hope] by FT island.
on a sadder note....this was about a mth ago only i ignored it and...i feel its sooo touching and for a moment i actually like jaejoong and find he is a good big bro to the rest.
Jaejoong’s letter to members (Mirotic Period)
To: Yoochun Yoochun, you don't say much usually but writing this down using these kind of words make me a little embarrassed. I know you have been very tired recently, worried and forcing a smile out - I feel sorry. We are always together and the other members are unable to see your sadness but the hard words have to be said out. If you're tired, tell me, I will help you. I will also listen to all your troubles because I am always by your side. You can tell me anything and everything - the soul of my life. Yoochun, I love you.
To: Junsu My cute Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK; Junsu, the sound of DBSK. Kim Junsu, hyung really thinks you're important, do you know? I have never forced you to do anything and you have always treatedd me seriously. Sorry, but I love you, my cute little brother, Junsu. Thank you, and sorry, as comapred to many others, hyung really understand your past, and wants to help you and that is why please continue working hard! I love you, Junsu!
To: Changmin Our small and cute cat, we haven't been making you do the cooking recently, sorry. Because of you, we have almost become closer, frustrating. However, we totally understand it is due to your fatigue and your lost energy when you occasionally tease us and command us to do stuff. We are all almost crazy.. haha.. always with a good heart and full of innocence, Changmin. You must continue working hard next time. We are always protecting you, if you're tired, you must say it and we will help you. Forever the youngest, I love you.
To: Yunho Jung yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho. Are you tired recently? My, Yun, Ho, the reason he became the leader is because he has to tolerate all the hardships. Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way. I want to help shoulder some burden but am always unable to.. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content in the letter? "Sleep earlier, if you don't sleep I will kill you.." Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you. [OMG yunjae moment~]
and woots~ i was testing the dbsk TSC tokyo dome DVD and WOW. its TOTALLY better than when i watched it on the small screen.AKA.laptop on youtube.and their vocals are just AWESOME! the best i have heard so far....cant wait to watch ALL.and there is 'CHECKMATE' and 'XIAHTIC' (no key though) and 'WILD SOUL' for their solos....yay! anticipation and exciting has risen to an all time high for me.
please let the end of the year come faster... i realised not too long ago that its just in slightly more than 2 weeks+ 2 mths. yay~ really this year has been pretty bad...well there are its good moments and bad moments... suddenly this sections seems like it shld be posted at the end of the year titled summary of 2009.... hmm that is a good idea...
anyways to me....the bad moments are really much more than the good...sighs. i really hope that next year would be a better year.
this week the start of sch isnt as slack as i thought it would be.alot of tuts/labs that i thought werent gonna happen did. starting to dislike some modules alr. and even worst the effects of being seperated from yan fang and yvonne was worse than i anticipated.really tiring week.needs LOTS of getting used to
and also im not going to the airport to see lee minho at all. not even when he touch down in SG (coz no one is going)or when he is at plaza sing (coz i have carolling mtg & young adult service) or leave SG(coz i have church). sighs. the timing is just the worst.
i HAD alot of things to blog abt...but i forgot overtime.oh well...
song of the week: Ring Ding Dong by SHINee....literally WEEK. coz i have been addicted to it since last fri when i posted their MV. and i have watched the MV like 10 times at least and live for 5 mayb. song of the day: Bodyguard by SHINee (random song i heard on my mp3 this morning and it just got stuck in my head)
i finally changed my blog skin pic thing. and as u can tell since DBSK is the main attraction this time...the MAIN colour scheme is red =D and i HAVE included bits of suju and shinee blood inside coz i incoperated suju's blue and shinee's green into the colour scheme. and FT island is pushed to the side.LOL. and from now on all my posts will be in purple unless im fangirling =P
i am not gonna change until like the next holiday. im gonna change the song soon though. but too lazy to do it now.
poor yunho leader-sshi...he fainted...sighs...these celebrities really need to stop getting over worked and stuff. and i really wan the DBSK saga to be over. =( making me sad when i see em together so happily when it could be broken anytime. such a fragile thing.
gees. sch reopening tmr...and heroes is at 11.30 every sun~! how to get up the next day....really dun wanna switch the the school mode so fast...i wan more holidays. i guess what im really looking forward to now is having the 2 dbsk concert dvds, the trip to eastern europe in DEC and also the probable holiday with GV rojak... =D
i havent done this in a longg time...and im just gonna VOMIT everything about anything out. prolly some people alr know about this but im just gonna post anyways...from the newest to the oldest.
^ first up is shinee's comeback on MUbank! woots~! quite excited abt this as they have an edgy style now compared to their fun street fashion previously for their romeo album. and from what i have SEEN. this is...WOAH~ key looks soo awesomely handsome compared to his cuteness previously(however his hair reminds me of yoochun's mirotic days) ...and i kinda like jong hyun's hair too. not digging onew's much here.looks like he just got out of bed. but he's still <3 ^ here is their MV for ding ding dong. however, here i DONT like jong hyun's hair. BUT i love onew's AHAHAH. andd i think that key looks absolutely exceptionally totally HOT here. esp the mirror part.
^ ft island's new jap single raining. here is their MV and im sooo glad that jaejin got to sing more parts and he is also much more confident in the singing now too with really strong vocals. and seung hyun's rap as usual is <3. ^ here is dbsk's new variety show when they were at saipan. as usual i will only give the first ep first part and u gotta find the rest urself. and ....it is HILARIOUS as usual...ahh! the funny witty comments from hosu and yunjae and yoosu couple moments.this is TOTALLY awesome.totally LOVE LOVE them. on a sour note...the latest news abt dbsk is NOT good.apparently SMent and JAEYOOSU cannot come to an agreement abt the contract. and the verdict will be out soon.
^ and lastly...i think you're beautiful is like THE BEST SHOW EVER.since BOF.lol.hopefully the ending wont be as irritating as BOF.here is the first ep first part
and this just in from levina.LOL. that kangin...one of my favs in suju is involved in another trouble again! previously it was coz he beat up someone in a pub. and NOW it was a hit and run and he was DRUNK!thankfully he turned himself in later...BUT still...TOTALLY bad!! im so sad and worried for him...he is kind of a badass huh. -.-
oddly im a little excited abt lee minho coming.LOL. here is his updated schedule coming on the 24th.estimated time 12noon at T1 (this is yet to be confirmed) he will be going to plaza sing on the 25th for etude house promotion at 11am...not sure about orchard ion as previously mentioned.
and im also T.O.T.A.L.L.Y excited at the possiblity of seeing FT boys again. and...aunty sharon is going to japan this mon so i am SOOO hoping that she would be able to get the dbsk TSC concert for me.
and im thinking shld i still stick to my DBFT concept for my blog or shld i prolly intro some SHINee and SUJU blood in?LOL.
woots~ today is like my second last day...and there is just another hr left before dismisal.YAYNESS.
sighs im so tired.lol. i totally slept when i came to sch today on and off....and teehee today my partner didnt come so like....its so relaxing. but its still so boring anyways...
later meeting clique 6 and eating sushi buffet. i forgot and i ate brunch.sighs.hope i wont waste my money later. but i hope i dont stuff myself either.hahaha
and i totally LOVEEE dbsk all over again AGAIN.lol. coz on tues night i stayed over at rachel's hse together with cheng yi...LZ's sis and we fan girled together. and seriously...junsu's voice is like incomparable to anyone else.ahahhaha~! and soooo sexy their dance.teehee.
and i cannot wait for the other episodes of you're beautiful to come out.hahaha. coz like i really wanna see how to love triangle or square unfolds. although the ending is predictable...i wanna see the proccess..and as usual im NOT rooting for the predictable ending.sighs.
hmm shall go work on making the new "skin" i've been talking abt for so long...since now that the hols are gonna be over alr.
as my holidays are coming to an end...i must say that i really give thanks to god for friends. they are the ones that keep me sane everyday while im at this dead end job. here are a list of people i wanna thank for making my holiday a good one. in no particular order ofcoz. and if i miss out ur name. sorry. it was meant to.teehee. 1.Lders 2.rachel lee 3.chua yu ru 4.dinah 5.Liang zhi 6.ryan (no idea why) 7.rc girls 8.3 contract trs in hai sing 9. vivian 10.ianson 11.nicholas goh 12. jing yin 13. dominic 14.jun xian
BUT ofcoz....there is ALWAYS the other side of the coin....there are some people who just made my holidays hell...AND some of are which i actually CALL friends.irritating.feel like slapping them till they get confused and then strangle them till they turn blue and then tickle them till the laugh and turn red. oh well...u cannot get the best of both worlds.
on the brighter side...just some others that made my holidays look brighter 1. GOD 2. dbsk esp saipan 3. FT island esp u're beautiful drama 4.suju EHB 5.NEW mp3 that can store vids to entertain me on bus rides
