wow. i hate poly having only 2 weeks. or rather i hate TP having only 2 weeks. because SP has 3.
i cant believe that in less than a week its the new year already. time for reflections and new resolutions. i shld start thinking alr. LOL. eks. that means im turning 20! LOL. in like 11 mths. =_=
been sleeping at 3-4am these few days. and im amazed at how i can wake up at 10 the next day and not feel sleepy at all. just 6-7 hrs of slp. why cnt i be like this during sch days huh?
so many many things to do. not enough time!! and i havent gone out enough =(
these few days gone shopping. wee~ mon went shop shop with levina. sadly no lynn coz she overseas doing her own shopping in bangkok. and levina gg there like next mth too =_= everyone is getting to buy cheap shopping except me. rawr.
and today i went out shopping and dom. teehee~ kinda weird to be shopping with a guy...just kinda. since he is bestie. he is an exception =)
havent gone out with andrius, vian, nic and ianson in a mth alr! we need to meet soon =P
just another 1mth++-2mths and end of poly?! OMG. that means less than a mth left for MP. EVEN MORE ZOOOMGG. =/ gosh. ok i'm gg back to doing MP. work work work. whooo~!
preparation of slping late agn tonight.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
snap back
im back from my ironically unhealthy holiday from shanghai. LOL. technically...arent all holidays unhealthy? LOL. i had like buffet breakfast every day. more than 8 hrs slp every day. FULL 3 meals a day. spend money and shop everyday. and no work done everyday. wow. ultimate tai tai life. LOL. so i shld never be one. or else i'd get fat. as it is nw i feel soooo freaking fat. zzz.
but its the holiday season. and im gonna feel this way till the end of the yr. or at least till the end of the week. i have set myself a limit!
today had our routined at-least-once-a-year steamboat BBQ at my hse with rc girls. as usual lotsa laughter. and realisation that we have known each other fro 3 yrs alr. and everytime this comes up 2 times pop up into my head 1. hw fast time flies and 2. i still find it amazing hw we ALL gt to be such gd friends over just 3-4 mths of working tgt and i have ppl i know for yrs and i never get that close.
busy this week. merry christmas =)
somethings never change. but nothing is forever. ironic much?
but its the holiday season. and im gonna feel this way till the end of the yr. or at least till the end of the week. i have set myself a limit!
today had our routined at-least-once-a-year steamboat BBQ at my hse with rc girls. as usual lotsa laughter. and realisation that we have known each other fro 3 yrs alr. and everytime this comes up 2 times pop up into my head 1. hw fast time flies and 2. i still find it amazing hw we ALL gt to be such gd friends over just 3-4 mths of working tgt and i have ppl i know for yrs and i never get that close.
busy this week. merry christmas =)
somethings never change. but nothing is forever. ironic much?
Thursday, December 16, 2010
dreary christmas
Ok impromptu trip short hol to shanghai.feeling a little uneasy as im dropping my work and enjoying myself when i feel and know i shldnt. plus worried abt work pile up when i come back.but mummy and aunty wants to go so much. But what is there @ shanghai? Shopping and eating not that fantastic either...well @ least there is sanfu and semir =) not that biig consolation though oh well i shld be greatful that i at least get to go for a holiday and not stuck in Singapore the whole two weeks break.
And so term test is ovveerr~ but mp is not. In the lab nw doing shelf life study. Really dry TBC...
now i just dinner @ heeren's newly opened jap buffet. wooo really alot alot of varieties. But price is also like omggg! ex ttm! hahaha. but great environment and person i eat with =)
Ahh so today's shelf life was quite terrible so many hiccips and not enough time =( wrong time for holiday wrong time for christmas sighsss
Tmr gotta wake up @ 5Am!zzzz
Okay back to eating Although full ttm alrrrr
dieting continue aft christmas. lol.
And so term test is ovveerr~ but mp is not. In the lab nw doing shelf life study. Really dry TBC...
now i just dinner @ heeren's newly opened jap buffet. wooo really alot alot of varieties. But price is also like omggg! ex ttm! hahaha. but great environment and person i eat with =)
Ahh so today's shelf life was quite terrible so many hiccips and not enough time =( wrong time for holiday wrong time for christmas sighsss
Tmr gotta wake up @ 5Am!zzzz
Okay back to eating Although full ttm alrrrr
dieting continue aft christmas. lol.
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Thursday, December 9, 2010
reflections
term tests next week. looked at the time table once more today and was thinking...hey nth to be that stressed abt really....then agn...hmmmm
ahh feeling like i am at a stand still with MP. and at a total loss and blur with PDM. so little subjects this sem and yet they are all heavy weights.
when i look at my reflection i hardly recognise myself. hah. yes mayb its how much weight i have lost. but also i look so tired. and old. with eye bags and wrinkles. i cnt imagine how i'd look like when i am REALLY old.
i wonder why guys are such external creatures?
these few days has just been wierd. phobia of sleeping. and also the loss of apetite. no im not becoming anorexic. just....dont feel like eating. i DO get hungry. and i KNOW i shld eat. but i just dont feel like eating. im guessing that is still a disorder though.
actually....i can explain the phobia of slping part. =x but not the loss of apetite.
i havent been online since monday. starting to feel like im a loner. LOL. and as i have said a few times on FB. i have bipolar moods. like when i left alone to my thoughts i become some emo deep melancholy person. but when im arnd people. i am my bubbly cute irritating self.
and honestly. although i HAVE found my MP3 i still havent touched it at all. weirdly....i loss an interest to listening to music after not listening to it for 3 weeks alr.
just a week more to my impromptu holiday to shanghai. i wonder if i shld have a total R&R or shld i continue with my workaholic streak. im worried what a R&R would do to my momentum u see.
really envy people who go for FAMILY meals/celebrations/holidays/ or have arguments i'd never get one. lately the feelings of anger, disappointment, resentment has been really strong. blame it on my curiousity.
ahh feeling like i am at a stand still with MP. and at a total loss and blur with PDM. so little subjects this sem and yet they are all heavy weights.
when i look at my reflection i hardly recognise myself. hah. yes mayb its how much weight i have lost. but also i look so tired. and old. with eye bags and wrinkles. i cnt imagine how i'd look like when i am REALLY old.
i wonder why guys are such external creatures?
these few days has just been wierd. phobia of sleeping. and also the loss of apetite. no im not becoming anorexic. just....dont feel like eating. i DO get hungry. and i KNOW i shld eat. but i just dont feel like eating. im guessing that is still a disorder though.
actually....i can explain the phobia of slping part. =x but not the loss of apetite.
i havent been online since monday. starting to feel like im a loner. LOL. and as i have said a few times on FB. i have bipolar moods. like when i left alone to my thoughts i become some emo deep melancholy person. but when im arnd people. i am my bubbly cute irritating self.
and honestly. although i HAVE found my MP3 i still havent touched it at all. weirdly....i loss an interest to listening to music after not listening to it for 3 weeks alr.
just a week more to my impromptu holiday to shanghai. i wonder if i shld have a total R&R or shld i continue with my workaholic streak. im worried what a R&R would do to my momentum u see.
really envy people who go for FAMILY meals/celebrations/holidays/ or have arguments i'd never get one. lately the feelings of anger, disappointment, resentment has been really strong. blame it on my curiousity.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
A sleep.
i wish there was more than 24 hrs in a day. now i see why some people find that 24 hrs isnt enough.
coz it would be best if i had like 8-10 hrs of slp aday every single day. ahahaha. now im lucky if i get 6 hrs a day.
it got so bad yesterday that i could type half way. just close my eyes for a sec and actually fall aslp with my hand still on the laptop. AHAHAH. imagine that sight. i can even dream for a moment and then wake up to find that i am still typing something half way.
and so this week has been quite busy? lotsa MP stuffs to be accomplished but nothing done. sighs. mayb we arent delegating well?
honestly, i guess sometimes i do get sian of keep working with the same people tgt in the same grp right? BUT. the convinience and comfortable working style ur used to is the best. so....i LOVE working with the Lders and CLIQUE 6. =) and aiya. now feel that A8A4 is the best. and that through MP. im getting to know people from other courses better. ahahha.
term test is soon. and im scared that i cant cope with the stuffs to study especially with so many projects and deadlines taking up most of my time. i must have better time management.
time flies. the sem is ending soon. and then here comes overseas trips!!! XD and planning for further studies =/ just the thought of seperation from friends and family saddens me =(
in serious need of more money... and i truely regret not going for MNET concert =( like hello....free fan mtg included la! tsk. unfair.
coz it would be best if i had like 8-10 hrs of slp aday every single day. ahahaha. now im lucky if i get 6 hrs a day.
it got so bad yesterday that i could type half way. just close my eyes for a sec and actually fall aslp with my hand still on the laptop. AHAHAH. imagine that sight. i can even dream for a moment and then wake up to find that i am still typing something half way.
and so this week has been quite busy? lotsa MP stuffs to be accomplished but nothing done. sighs. mayb we arent delegating well?
honestly, i guess sometimes i do get sian of keep working with the same people tgt in the same grp right? BUT. the convinience and comfortable working style ur used to is the best. so....i LOVE working with the Lders and CLIQUE 6. =) and aiya. now feel that A8A4 is the best. and that through MP. im getting to know people from other courses better. ahahha.
term test is soon. and im scared that i cant cope with the stuffs to study especially with so many projects and deadlines taking up most of my time. i must have better time management.
time flies. the sem is ending soon. and then here comes overseas trips!!! XD and planning for further studies =/ just the thought of seperation from friends and family saddens me =(
in serious need of more money... and i truely regret not going for MNET concert =( like hello....free fan mtg included la! tsk. unfair.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
as her eyes closed
her body consumed into slumber
her mind resists
it continues to wander
her mind stays wide awake
and goes into another place
her emotions joins in
things take a turn for the worst
few hours later her eyes meet the morning light
her body recharged
her mind exahusted
preoccupied
she won't let her mind rest
no. not after that
she pushes it hard with work
distractions help her destress.
her body consumed into slumber
her mind resists
it continues to wander
her mind stays wide awake
and goes into another place
her emotions joins in
things take a turn for the worst
few hours later her eyes meet the morning light
her body recharged
her mind exahusted
preoccupied
she won't let her mind rest
no. not after that
she pushes it hard with work
distractions help her destress.
everytime im in solitude
thats when i feel alone
cold
destitute.
everytime im alone and without
i change my mind
i close my eyes and ears
running away seems best
everytime its just me
thoughts stream in
imagination runs wild
doubts take over.
everytime im on my own
hiding seems the most comfortable
feigning seems the easiest
shuting up seems right.
thats when i feel alone
cold
destitute.
everytime im alone and without
i change my mind
i close my eyes and ears
running away seems best
everytime its just me
thoughts stream in
imagination runs wild
doubts take over.
everytime im on my own
hiding seems the most comfortable
feigning seems the easiest
shuting up seems right.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Q&A with Lorelle Ang
ahahhas. doing this tag by dom from fb of Q&As coz i am finally slightly more free =)
TEN ARE YOURS
1. Are you single – No? =x
2. Are you happy – Yupps
3. Are you bored – nope. life is busy as a beeee.
4. Are you fair – im tanned. but i want to be fair!
5. Are you Italian – nope. but love italian food =P
6. Are you intelligent - DUH~HAHAH
7. Are you honest – i tell white lies
8. Are you nice - very very. especially if we're close
9. Are you Irish - nope. but i love their accent.
10. Are you Asian - totally
2. Nicknames – Lorry, Bell, Typhoon, more....
3. Birth place - China
4. Hair color - black but nt black with red (now brown) highlights
5. Natural hair style – Straight long hair w bangs (planning on changing soon)
6. Eye Color - Dark Brown?black?
7. Birth Date – 15 November 1991
8. Favourite hang out spot - Home, Ion, 313, cineleisure,
9. Favorite colors – Purple, Grey, Red, Yellow, White, Black
10. Places you’d like to visit - Europe, Korea, UK, Japan, HK
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush? –NA i alr said im nt single right?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - YES T.T
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart – unfortunately =/
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - YES T.T
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – who hasnt?
8. Are you afraid of commitment – slightly?
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – cnt rmb.
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer – neither. unless beer is hoegarden if nt cocktail pls...
3. Cats or dogs - BOTH =D
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – Few best friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy.
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – Romantic Night in
8. Money or Happiness – Happiness.
9. Night or day – Night. dun like sun.
10. IM or phone – Phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – nope. im guai.
2. Seen a polar bear – yes
3. Done something you regret – hmmm.....
4. Bungee jumped – Never want to.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - ofcoz =x
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - wads that?
7. Been caught naked – nope.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - nope
9. Cried because you lost a pet – yes. when i was young and my cat got a hit and run accident.
10. Wanted to disappear – hmmm...
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - doesnt matter?
2. Light or dark hair – doesn't really matter to me.
3. Hugs or kisses - both. teehee.
4. Shorter or taller - TALLER.
5. Intelligence or attraction – Both.
6. Topman or Zara – doesnt matter
7. Funny or serious - knows how to make me laugh. but knows when to be serious.
8. Older or Younger - older. max 2 yrs younger.
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - sweet. have enough of bad boys.
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes, tons.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Yes.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – no.
4. Ever been to a rock concert – yes! FTISLAND. ( r they rock?)
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Nope.
6. Ever been on a dance team – Nope.
7. Ever been on a sports team – nope.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – yupps.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? nope. underaged.
10. Ever been in a rap video? – nope.
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Mum.
2. Last person you hugged - ahahhas. him =x
3. Last person you hung out with - Tam Tam Girls!
4. Last time you worked - Last yr Sept. unless OSIP is counted.
5. Last person you talked to - mum.
6. Last person you IM’d - him
7. Last person you texted - Rachel (G)lee
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – him
9. Last person/thing you missed - many many.
10. Last website visited - FB
TEN ARE YOURS
1. Are you single – No? =x
2. Are you happy – Yupps
3. Are you bored – nope. life is busy as a beeee.
4. Are you fair – im tanned. but i want to be fair!
5. Are you Italian – nope. but love italian food =P
6. Are you intelligent - DUH~HAHAH
7. Are you honest – i tell white lies
8. Are you nice - very very. especially if we're close
9. Are you Irish - nope. but i love their accent.
10. Are you Asian - totally
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Ang Tai Foon Lorelle2. Nicknames – Lorry, Bell, Typhoon, more....
3. Birth place - China
4. Hair color - black but nt black with red (now brown) highlights
5. Natural hair style – Straight long hair w bangs (planning on changing soon)
6. Eye Color - Dark Brown?black?
7. Birth Date – 15 November 1991
8. Favourite hang out spot - Home, Ion, 313, cineleisure,
9. Favorite colors – Purple, Grey, Red, Yellow, White, Black
10. Places you’d like to visit - Europe, Korea, UK, Japan, HK
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Yes.2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush? –NA i alr said im nt single right?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - YES T.T
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart – unfortunately =/
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - YES T.T
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – who hasnt?
8. Are you afraid of commitment – slightly?
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – cnt rmb.
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer – neither. unless beer is hoegarden if nt cocktail pls...
3. Cats or dogs - BOTH =D
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – Few best friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy.
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – Romantic Night in
8. Money or Happiness – Happiness.
9. Night or day – Night. dun like sun.
10. IM or phone – Phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – nope. im guai.
2. Seen a polar bear – yes
3. Done something you regret – hmmm.....
4. Bungee jumped – Never want to.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - ofcoz =x
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - wads that?
7. Been caught naked – nope.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - nope
9. Cried because you lost a pet – yes. when i was young and my cat got a hit and run accident.
10. Wanted to disappear – hmmm...
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - doesnt matter?
2. Light or dark hair – doesn't really matter to me.
3. Hugs or kisses - both. teehee.
4. Shorter or taller - TALLER.
5. Intelligence or attraction – Both.
6. Topman or Zara – doesnt matter
7. Funny or serious - knows how to make me laugh. but knows when to be serious.
8. Older or Younger - older. max 2 yrs younger.
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - sweet. have enough of bad boys.
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes, tons.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Yes.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – no.
4. Ever been to a rock concert – yes! FTISLAND. ( r they rock?)
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Nope.
6. Ever been on a dance team – Nope.
7. Ever been on a sports team – nope.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – yupps.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? nope. underaged.
10. Ever been in a rap video? – nope.
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Mum.
2. Last person you hugged - ahahhas. him =x
3. Last person you hung out with - Tam Tam Girls!
4. Last time you worked - Last yr Sept. unless OSIP is counted.
5. Last person you talked to - mum.
6. Last person you IM’d - him
7. Last person you texted - Rachel (G)lee
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – him
9. Last person/thing you missed - many many.
10. Last website visited - FB
Thursday, November 25, 2010
our fate lies with god.
the world is really small. SINGAPORE is even smaller. LOL.
ytd found out that my pri sch fren is my sec sch junior's bf. LOL. honestly the link is more complicated than this. but wont elaborate. THAT is alr cool enuf =)
its funny how fate works in our life. how god plan's our lives. u see. if my sec sch friend. NEVER went JC first than drop out to poly...he would have never met his nw gf.
our life has been planned out by god. he gives us choices to make. but already knowing which path we'd take. so lift all worries up to him. and leave everything in his hands and he knows wads best for us.
wed was a busy busy day. did sensory evaluation. hmmm more improvements to be done ofcoz. but more imptly for lynn's pudding....i pray for everyone's MP or FYP whatever.
the week is coming to an end agn. and my taste buds have not recovered =/ lose my appetite whenever that thought comes to mind. sighs.
and i have been craving ALOT for ice cream lately. i feel like eating magnum. i feel like eat the walls lime ice vanilla filling one i feel like eating the 3 flavours tgt gotcha one. i feel like eating conetto. i feel like eating sticky chewy chocolate. i feel like eat durian ice cream. rawr.
more more more rest this weekend.yay.
i predict. ND would be hard for me to study. i keep falling aslp in lect =_= zzzz.
i wanna go shopping~! i wanna watch HP =( se7en is having free singing tmr @ mandrin gallery orchard. FREE.sighs.
ytd found out that my pri sch fren is my sec sch junior's bf. LOL. honestly the link is more complicated than this. but wont elaborate. THAT is alr cool enuf =)
its funny how fate works in our life. how god plan's our lives. u see. if my sec sch friend. NEVER went JC first than drop out to poly...he would have never met his nw gf.
our life has been planned out by god. he gives us choices to make. but already knowing which path we'd take. so lift all worries up to him. and leave everything in his hands and he knows wads best for us.
wed was a busy busy day. did sensory evaluation. hmmm more improvements to be done ofcoz. but more imptly for lynn's pudding....i pray for everyone's MP or FYP whatever.
the week is coming to an end agn. and my taste buds have not recovered =/ lose my appetite whenever that thought comes to mind. sighs.
and i have been craving ALOT for ice cream lately. i feel like eating magnum. i feel like eat the walls lime ice vanilla filling one i feel like eating the 3 flavours tgt gotcha one. i feel like eating conetto. i feel like eating sticky chewy chocolate. i feel like eat durian ice cream. rawr.
more more more rest this weekend.yay.
i predict. ND would be hard for me to study. i keep falling aslp in lect =_= zzzz.
i wanna go shopping~! i wanna watch HP =( se7en is having free singing tmr @ mandrin gallery orchard. FREE.sighs.
Monday, November 22, 2010
goodbye hell week
hahahas. now i know my limits. sleepy is really the most impt lifestyle to me. ahhahas.
i cannot have less than 6 hrs sleep over 3 days straight esp when im already sick with low immunity. yeah yeah. call me weak. or spoilt or whatever.perhaps next time it would be worst. but for now. just let me be.
but i haf to say. its rather fun. to experience total burnout or exhaustion. and honestly. its not that i had tired myself out for nothing. i had fun and did many many many things during this time. although slp had to be sacrificed. there is no choice....this is the lifestyle of my beloved FT, DBSK and UKISS. T.T
so here was the schedule for the week
thurs
tp rawks @ 7.30 @ night did CCN day cookies till 2.45am.
fri
tp rawks @ 7.30 lunch @11 did icing and MP till 4pm. CCN day. then UKISS concert q@6PM show start @ 8pm. ended @10.30 reach home. bathed. did MP slept @ 1.30. stupid me.
sat
GI symposium @ 8 finished @ 1. showed MP stuff to company SUP. ate lunch. did ND project. met up with GV loves @ 7. reached home 11pm. did MP =_= till 1am. totally seh alr.
sun
skipped church =x slept till 12pm. ate lunch bathe. slept till 4pm. studied 1 hr. slept another 2 hrs till dinner. total shit. have quiz next day. slept @ 12
mon
woke up @10. studied. went to sch ate lunch. did MP. studied a little. had tut. quiz time. EFFING screwed up. zzzz. getting overit now. and now doing MP.
idk abt u. but seeing u smile and be happy. makes me the happiest.
i cannot have less than 6 hrs sleep over 3 days straight esp when im already sick with low immunity. yeah yeah. call me weak. or spoilt or whatever.perhaps next time it would be worst. but for now. just let me be.
but i haf to say. its rather fun. to experience total burnout or exhaustion. and honestly. its not that i had tired myself out for nothing. i had fun and did many many many things during this time. although slp had to be sacrificed. there is no choice....this is the lifestyle of my beloved FT, DBSK and UKISS. T.T
so here was the schedule for the week
thurs
tp rawks @ 7.30 @ night did CCN day cookies till 2.45am.
fri
tp rawks @ 7.30 lunch @11 did icing and MP till 4pm. CCN day. then UKISS concert q@6PM show start @ 8pm. ended @10.30 reach home. bathed. did MP slept @ 1.30. stupid me.
sat
GI symposium @ 8 finished @ 1. showed MP stuff to company SUP. ate lunch. did ND project. met up with GV loves @ 7. reached home 11pm. did MP =_= till 1am. totally seh alr.
sun
skipped church =x slept till 12pm. ate lunch bathe. slept till 4pm. studied 1 hr. slept another 2 hrs till dinner. total shit. have quiz next day. slept @ 12
mon
woke up @10. studied. went to sch ate lunch. did MP. studied a little. had tut. quiz time. EFFING screwed up. zzzz. getting overit now. and now doing MP.
idk abt u. but seeing u smile and be happy. makes me the happiest.
Friday, November 19, 2010
u-KISSED.
im damn tired.
and im supposed to quickly rush and do my work and catch up on my slp.
but i just got kissed. *gasp* i got u-kissed. ahahhahs.
sighs. a reminder why i never like combined concerts esp if im going just for one grp. stood for 3.5 hrs before i gt to see ukiss. u kiss sang 5 songs though and talked to us. kekeke. i think i have become ELI biased.OOPS =X couldnt really see either coz i was too short....zzz planned to wear heels today actually but then had so many things on that prevented that from happening.
and then everyone took out their cams instantly when ukiss came onstage it blocked me! i tip toed for 1 hr! but still cnt see full body. then only soohyun came closer to the front of the stage once. then never happened again...they kept standing towards centre or back =_=
didnt get to pass kevin my gift! grrrr couldnt find the gift box....
ahhh....no time to update on my life at the mo. racing against time for MP.
and im supposed to quickly rush and do my work and catch up on my slp.
but i just got kissed. *gasp* i got u-kissed. ahahhahs.
sighs. a reminder why i never like combined concerts esp if im going just for one grp. stood for 3.5 hrs before i gt to see ukiss. u kiss sang 5 songs though and talked to us. kekeke. i think i have become ELI biased.OOPS =X couldnt really see either coz i was too short....zzz planned to wear heels today actually but then had so many things on that prevented that from happening.
and then everyone took out their cams instantly when ukiss came onstage it blocked me! i tip toed for 1 hr! but still cnt see full body. then only soohyun came closer to the front of the stage once. then never happened again...they kept standing towards centre or back =_=
didnt get to pass kevin my gift! grrrr couldnt find the gift box....
ahhh....no time to update on my life at the mo. racing against time for MP.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
it doesnt take much to make me happy
it just takes you and me
it doesnt take much to make me smile
just a smile from u to me
it doesnt take much to touch my heart
just something simple and small
it doesnt take much to make me shed a tear
just a tear or two from you
it doesnt take much to tear me apart
just a heartbreak from you
it doesnt take much for me to stick to love
just your true heart will do
it just takes you and me
it doesnt take much to make me smile
just a smile from u to me
it doesnt take much to touch my heart
just something simple and small
it doesnt take much to make me shed a tear
just a tear or two from you
it doesnt take much to tear me apart
just a heartbreak from you
it doesnt take much for me to stick to love
just your true heart will do
Monday, November 15, 2010
~EM OT YADHTRIB YPPAH
*note: blog title is the copyright idea of levina tay
pampered myself a little ytd. did my own mini facial @ hm...seaweed clay mask is DAEBAK.
zzz hope im nt falling sick...have sore throat. then now keep sneezing...hope there wont be flu once again...zzz D:
today was an AWESOME DAY. why? coz its my bdae. LOL. nahhh.....coz we are seeing success in our products! lynn+michelle finally have another successful pudding flavour and levina+me are improving on the texture of our cookies =)
is it coz its my bdae today? thats why when i woke up this morning i felt so happy and energetic? i think i laughed so much today. ahahha. more than usual...wait. so was ytd. ahahs.
had only 1 lect today then went for TPRAWKS briefing....omg! i have to go to sch @ freaking 7am on thurs and fri and 8am on sat. and its causing me probs alr. EKS! what haf i gotten myself into....ah wells. last sem in TP. should throw myself into any TP activities i can do...
ahaha. FB is gd on ur bade....lotsa GVSS juniors and even pri sch friends wish me happy bdae so i get to talk with em abit which i usually dont. wow. alot of em in TP. =) esp my dearest choir juniors...
anyways went to cafe cartel for dinner today. wee~ free brownie + icecream on ACTUAL birthday day~ YUM. we all shared. so they dont need to spend more money to buy cake =)
i feel so bad coz they paid for my dinner too. which isnt necessary since they bought me a bag too! NICE BAG BTW. kekeke. and we kept laughing!
ahhh im so full and sleepy nw... my eyes....ooo tmr gg to sch late abit =D and gg jogging. yup. need to. otherwise all the cake im eating these few days. OMG. ahaahhaha.
life is unpredictable. its funny how this is always in my head....but one moment someone could be there and the next. gone. so treasure every single moment that u have with family and friends and loved ones. for u never know when its the last.
thank you lord for giving me such wonderful family and friends. although i may not have everything in the world. and may not be able to get all i want, i am thankful for everything and for me to be born in 1991.
"Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever."
Psalm 107:1 (NIV)
pampered myself a little ytd. did my own mini facial @ hm...seaweed clay mask is DAEBAK.
zzz hope im nt falling sick...have sore throat. then now keep sneezing...hope there wont be flu once again...zzz D:
today was an AWESOME DAY. why? coz its my bdae. LOL. nahhh.....coz we are seeing success in our products! lynn+michelle finally have another successful pudding flavour and levina+me are improving on the texture of our cookies =)
is it coz its my bdae today? thats why when i woke up this morning i felt so happy and energetic? i think i laughed so much today. ahahha. more than usual...wait. so was ytd. ahahs.
had only 1 lect today then went for TPRAWKS briefing....omg! i have to go to sch @ freaking 7am on thurs and fri and 8am on sat. and its causing me probs alr. EKS! what haf i gotten myself into....ah wells. last sem in TP. should throw myself into any TP activities i can do...
ahaha. FB is gd on ur bade....lotsa GVSS juniors and even pri sch friends wish me happy bdae so i get to talk with em abit which i usually dont. wow. alot of em in TP. =) esp my dearest choir juniors...
anyways went to cafe cartel for dinner today. wee~ free brownie + icecream on ACTUAL birthday day~ YUM. we all shared. so they dont need to spend more money to buy cake =)
i feel so bad coz they paid for my dinner too. which isnt necessary since they bought me a bag too! NICE BAG BTW. kekeke. and we kept laughing!
ahhh im so full and sleepy nw... my eyes....ooo tmr gg to sch late abit =D and gg jogging. yup. need to. otherwise all the cake im eating these few days. OMG. ahaahhaha.
life is unpredictable. its funny how this is always in my head....but one moment someone could be there and the next. gone. so treasure every single moment that u have with family and friends and loved ones. for u never know when its the last.
thank you lord for giving me such wonderful family and friends. although i may not have everything in the world. and may not be able to get all i want, i am thankful for everything and for me to be born in 1991.
"Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever."
Psalm 107:1 (NIV)
"What shall I render unto the LORD for all his benefits toward me?
I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD.
I will pay my vows unto the LORD now in the presence of all his people."
Psalm 116:12-14 (KJV)
Saturday, November 13, 2010
fangirling 67
woo! its 6 days left to the concert...but according to eli's tweet, 5days for em to come to SG. that means they'll be arriving on thurs night! OH.MY.GOSH. how. freaking. exciting. KYYAA. and he said that he wants to come to SG and buy blackberry cassing...shld i get one for him?!
awww....ukiss is gonna have their goodbye stages soon T.T oh well...kinda sick of that song alr =P nt the perf though..was hoping they'll get perf their other songs. or have a full track of before yesterday
jyj's showcase concert in new york looks awesome. PLUS with yoochun's new cropped haircut. looks tons younger now & junsu and jae's new hair colours, totally awesome! and im so touched to see the "red ocean" in NYC T.T and to see the ang moh's comment at the end....i got goosebums. im so proud of em.
its quite sad hw they need to pay for all the advertisements of their showcase themselves, since they dont have a management team anymore and also their "working visas" to enter USA were rejected so they had to cancel alot of their showcases...but they felt bad to cancel all so they paid some of the costings to have the concert so as nt to disappoint their fans
and guess wad....jae and yunho still talk! woohoo. and so does changmin and junsu? smth like that la....proofs that DBSK is still on good terms with each other! yayness. that means that i can still look forward to their reunion in like 10 yrs time? =P
awww....ukiss is gonna have their goodbye stages soon T.T oh well...kinda sick of that song alr =P nt the perf though..was hoping they'll get perf their other songs. or have a full track of before yesterday
jyj's showcase concert in new york looks awesome. PLUS with yoochun's new cropped haircut. looks tons younger now & junsu and jae's new hair colours, totally awesome! and im so touched to see the "red ocean" in NYC T.T and to see the ang moh's comment at the end....i got goosebums. im so proud of em.
its quite sad hw they need to pay for all the advertisements of their showcase themselves, since they dont have a management team anymore and also their "working visas" to enter USA were rejected so they had to cancel alot of their showcases...but they felt bad to cancel all so they paid some of the costings to have the concert so as nt to disappoint their fans
and guess wad....jae and yunho still talk! woohoo. and so does changmin and junsu? smth like that la....proofs that DBSK is still on good terms with each other! yayness. that means that i can still look forward to their reunion in like 10 yrs time? =P
Friday, November 12, 2010
selfish?
this week has been much of a drama.....
realised the last time i blogged was wed
wed:
the longest day of the week EVER. had APEL @ 8am...then did MP all the way till 6....technically we were practically wasting time since mdm K is always uncontactable and we kept needing our whey protein....if nt we dont have ingredients! so we were only in the lab for 2 hrs. then went jogging. LIKE FINALLY. the longest time i ever jogged man! i was shocked. left sch to BR @ 6.45 came back to sch @7.40! worst, i had to reach church by 8! zzz so late alr. so didnt eat proper dinner. just grabbed a bite from mr bean...cheese pancake. YUM. RUSHED back @ 10.30 only to find out there is no pops in seoul =( and then found out star golden bell is nw pushed back to 12.20....so i studied ND all the way till 12.20....watched a little of SGB and was kinda boring so went to slp...zzz LONG DAY.
thurs:
weee had PDM lab....kekeke green tea swiss roll was TERRIBLE for the first trial. but second trial we improved =) but still improvements must be made
was kinda chaotic coz there were some ingredients that they said they will get for us then in the end dont have or they say they never order~ so we had to quickly go out and get it ourselves etc. the chef is nice though...kekeke and i enjoy calling out "yes chef!" ahahah....like PASTA or like HELL'S KITCHEN. but he is kinda scary and strict sometimes..
then also found out smth abt MP lab....everyone gt a warning letter when its nt even our fault. the whole day we were like wtf wtf wtf while discussing it...lol. we went to ask mr see and he was like "dont worry..." =_=
friday
had test early in the morning...already haf a few careless mistakes here and there =_=...totally forgot to revise in the morning...LOL. too busy enjoying music and singing along... then had CSAS ppt...ah these 2 finally over...like a huge sigh of relief.
on top of that found out that they canceled our warning letter alr coz the REAL culprits admitted to their mistake =x
then plus had no ND lab today since tr alr gave us the proj. briefing on tues. =) so...i went out...watched megaminds. OMG.....boring like duno wad. LOL. yeah sure there were SOME funny moments but more moments where i wanted to slp. zzzz =/ plus it was 10 buckss?!
teehee. never the less....its the company that made it gd...
hmmm tmr....nt that there are lotsa things to do...just that its time consuming...zzz
plus gotta chiong my straw hearts...LOL. shld fold even while slping =P
wad a diff THAT one day made....but why do i foresee more obstacles to come? nth is smooth sailing anyways...
zzz mayb im too selfish?
could it be you?
realised the last time i blogged was wed
wed:
the longest day of the week EVER. had APEL @ 8am...then did MP all the way till 6....technically we were practically wasting time since mdm K is always uncontactable and we kept needing our whey protein....if nt we dont have ingredients! so we were only in the lab for 2 hrs. then went jogging. LIKE FINALLY. the longest time i ever jogged man! i was shocked. left sch to BR @ 6.45 came back to sch @7.40! worst, i had to reach church by 8! zzz so late alr. so didnt eat proper dinner. just grabbed a bite from mr bean...cheese pancake. YUM. RUSHED back @ 10.30 only to find out there is no pops in seoul =( and then found out star golden bell is nw pushed back to 12.20....so i studied ND all the way till 12.20....watched a little of SGB and was kinda boring so went to slp...zzz LONG DAY.
thurs:
weee had PDM lab....kekeke green tea swiss roll was TERRIBLE for the first trial. but second trial we improved =) but still improvements must be made
was kinda chaotic coz there were some ingredients that they said they will get for us then in the end dont have or they say they never order~ so we had to quickly go out and get it ourselves etc. the chef is nice though...kekeke and i enjoy calling out "yes chef!" ahahah....like PASTA or like HELL'S KITCHEN. but he is kinda scary and strict sometimes..
then also found out smth abt MP lab....everyone gt a warning letter when its nt even our fault. the whole day we were like wtf wtf wtf while discussing it...lol. we went to ask mr see and he was like "dont worry..." =_=
friday
had test early in the morning...already haf a few careless mistakes here and there =_=...totally forgot to revise in the morning...LOL. too busy enjoying music and singing along... then had CSAS ppt...ah these 2 finally over...like a huge sigh of relief.
on top of that found out that they canceled our warning letter alr coz the REAL culprits admitted to their mistake =x
then plus had no ND lab today since tr alr gave us the proj. briefing on tues. =) so...i went out...watched megaminds. OMG.....boring like duno wad. LOL. yeah sure there were SOME funny moments but more moments where i wanted to slp. zzzz =/ plus it was 10 buckss?!
teehee. never the less....its the company that made it gd...
hmmm tmr....nt that there are lotsa things to do...just that its time consuming...zzz
plus gotta chiong my straw hearts...LOL. shld fold even while slping =P
wad a diff THAT one day made....but why do i foresee more obstacles to come? nth is smooth sailing anyways...
zzz mayb im too selfish?
could it be you?
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
FML?
ahahaa! nah not F mine! ahahahs.
today was a weird day.
firstly, woke up 1 hr earlier coz TWO. not only one but TWO of my mum's clocks were 1 hr faster! so she thought i was late for sch alr and frantically woke me up....after i woke up alr and brushed teeth etc she saw that her other clocks were only 7am......so i went back to slp for another hr. wooo. ahahhas. i know amazing right? i still fell back to slp =x
lets start with smth funny that happened. i usually LOVE scaring levina. ahahas. prankster yeah i am =P so she went to top up water at the water cooler and she heard footsteps behind her. so she thought it was me trying to scare her.....ahahahs so she turned arnd real quick and did some ninja pose. and then to her embarassment! it was just 2 random guys walking past. and i bet they had some wierd expression on their face and think she's weird. AHAHHAS. so we tried posting that on FML. and guess what....they actually moderate! u submit a story, they let a few panelist read and if its nt gd enough they reject ur story. wow. never knew that. ahahahahas.
and to end off the day....we Lders went to the ASc com lab to analyze our survey results. and then i think they must have turned off the aircon coz it was really stuffy. initially only lynn felt it.....slowly i had the effects too.... wad were the effects? me and her went insane. like laughing gas was released into our system....hahahahas especially me? laughed for no reason and uncontrollable. poor levina. freaked by us two....and then slowly i felt SUPER tired. like totally slurred while talking and even nodding off in the middle of a sentence! ahahaaha! oh well....early night tonight...tmr waking up early early for lame apel and its lab day. WOO.
off to do my work. *yawns?*
god has been good to me so far. =) i guess things will work out nicely if we just continue to leave things in his hands and not worry about it.
still. faithfully yours.
today was a weird day.
firstly, woke up 1 hr earlier coz TWO. not only one but TWO of my mum's clocks were 1 hr faster! so she thought i was late for sch alr and frantically woke me up....after i woke up alr and brushed teeth etc she saw that her other clocks were only 7am......so i went back to slp for another hr. wooo. ahahhas. i know amazing right? i still fell back to slp =x
lets start with smth funny that happened. i usually LOVE scaring levina. ahahas. prankster yeah i am =P so she went to top up water at the water cooler and she heard footsteps behind her. so she thought it was me trying to scare her.....ahahahs so she turned arnd real quick and did some ninja pose. and then to her embarassment! it was just 2 random guys walking past. and i bet they had some wierd expression on their face and think she's weird. AHAHHAS. so we tried posting that on FML. and guess what....they actually moderate! u submit a story, they let a few panelist read and if its nt gd enough they reject ur story. wow. never knew that. ahahahahas.
and to end off the day....we Lders went to the ASc com lab to analyze our survey results. and then i think they must have turned off the aircon coz it was really stuffy. initially only lynn felt it.....slowly i had the effects too.... wad were the effects? me and her went insane. like laughing gas was released into our system....hahahahas especially me? laughed for no reason and uncontrollable. poor levina. freaked by us two....and then slowly i felt SUPER tired. like totally slurred while talking and even nodding off in the middle of a sentence! ahahaaha! oh well....early night tonight...tmr waking up early early for lame apel and its lab day. WOO.
off to do my work. *yawns?*
god has been good to me so far. =) i guess things will work out nicely if we just continue to leave things in his hands and not worry about it.
still. faithfully yours.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
goodbye
goodbye long weekend.
just over the weekend. just 3 short days....many things happened that were squeezd into these 3 days. it happens so quickly. and yet. the impact was huge. mayb even call it life changing? nah nt so kwazhang. but along that line. LOL. zzz when ever i think abt it i feel like cursing T.T
but its really strange.....its like i woke up feeling totally different.wad this? hmmm....i wonder =\
oh God. please gimme strength and wisdom....monday is coming so let me go back to normal. O.O
celebrated dom's bdae. teehee. quite sad la. but hey! we had fun man =D although seldom hang out with the other 2 guys....except once before....sure i felt wierd being the only girl in the begining....but then....hw awkward can it get right? we know each other for so long alr. everyone was funny anyways. poking fun @ each other. plus being the only girl on that day. my opinion was valued.....ahahaha! enjoyed starbucks....mmm yum! my fav tall caramel frappe no whip...i can memorize the way they say it by heart coz its the ONLY thing i EVER order there. i fell in love with it at first taste. kekeke.
and then ytd went to collect my altered jeans and dress. and guess wad....to my horror my dress became a blouse. wtf right? instead of cutting ONLY 3 inches off the hem.....the person cut 7-8 inches. o.m.g....
ahhh mini presentation and quiz this week. damn. gees. i think over the weekend i also became more vulguar. zzzz. because i thought of another word instead of 'damn'
oh God. please help me to control my tongue and help me think before i speak.
looks like i got lotsa forgiveness to seek from God tonight.
i will start work in 5 mins. wad shld i start on first? quiz? MP research? Presentation Research?
and i shall aim to slp early tonight. full day tmr....zzzz.
ahh totally random. ALRIGHT!YOOCHUN CUT HAIR. LIKE.....FINALLY~
and perfect skin boy joongki coming. eeee my fav playboy in SKKscandal....right. the ONLY playboy. ahahah.
had an awesome dinner tonight. teehee homecooked beehoon.....by me ofcoz who else cooks in this hse? =_=
hello long week ahead....
just over the weekend. just 3 short days....many things happened that were squeezd into these 3 days. it happens so quickly. and yet. the impact was huge. mayb even call it life changing? nah nt so kwazhang. but along that line. LOL. zzz when ever i think abt it i feel like cursing T.T
but its really strange.....its like i woke up feeling totally different.wad this? hmmm....i wonder =\
oh God. please gimme strength and wisdom....monday is coming so let me go back to normal. O.O
celebrated dom's bdae. teehee. quite sad la. but hey! we had fun man =D although seldom hang out with the other 2 guys....except once before....sure i felt wierd being the only girl in the begining....but then....hw awkward can it get right? we know each other for so long alr. everyone was funny anyways. poking fun @ each other. plus being the only girl on that day. my opinion was valued.....ahahaha! enjoyed starbucks....mmm yum! my fav tall caramel frappe no whip...i can memorize the way they say it by heart coz its the ONLY thing i EVER order there. i fell in love with it at first taste. kekeke.
and then ytd went to collect my altered jeans and dress. and guess wad....to my horror my dress became a blouse. wtf right? instead of cutting ONLY 3 inches off the hem.....the person cut 7-8 inches. o.m.g....
ahhh mini presentation and quiz this week. damn. gees. i think over the weekend i also became more vulguar. zzzz. because i thought of another word instead of 'damn'
oh God. please help me to control my tongue and help me think before i speak.
looks like i got lotsa forgiveness to seek from God tonight.
i will start work in 5 mins. wad shld i start on first? quiz? MP research? Presentation Research?
and i shall aim to slp early tonight. full day tmr....zzzz.
ahh totally random. ALRIGHT!YOOCHUN CUT HAIR. LIKE.....FINALLY~
and perfect skin boy joongki coming. eeee my fav playboy in SKKscandal....right. the ONLY playboy. ahahah.
had an awesome dinner tonight. teehee homecooked beehoon.....by me ofcoz who else cooks in this hse? =_=
hello long week ahead....
Saturday, November 6, 2010
ukissme perf updates
KYYAAA~ just another 13 more days~! and i can seeee KEVVINN!!!!!!!AND UKISSS!!!
music core 07/11/10
music bank 05/11/10
open concert 04/11/10
music core 07/11/10
music bank 05/11/10
open concert 04/11/10
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
R&R
ahhh....today another whole day spent @ the lab. BUT. i love it. kekeke. mayb coz it involves baking. mayb coz of the people in the lab too. no maybes....definately coz of both. but the results....lol. TSK. the taste is fine....the taste is always fine. its the darn appearance. LOL.
wooo...tmr no PDM lab. and also we're for some reason nt doing any MP lab work...just thinking abt it makes me feel lertagic and restless. but nevertheless means i can rest more and go exercise tmr.been eating WWWAAYY too much lately. TSK. makes me feel so unhealthy...zzzzz. TSK. when am i gonna go jog again!? TSK. why must i have cravings.....
i feel soooo sleepy.....my eyes are so tired. but i have a full late night tv schedule ahead. LOL. EKX on arirang @ 10.30-11 and SGB on KBS world @ 11.20-12.30. i hope ukiss or ft island is on this week. teehee. cnt wait for the new variety on KBS world oh my school! teehee.
rach told me that JYJ's ayyy girl plays on 98.7fm. awesomnessss.kekeke.
cnt wait for JYJ's second album duno when.....lol
my wisdom tooth is giving my pain now...zzzz
cant trust myself these few days. im doing everything i would hate a person to do. wads wrong with me. then again....i musnt overthink things and get myself into crap again...idk why im always tip toeing around trouble.
ooo another 16 more days. woohhooo! KEVIN! hahahs which reminds me....i left my pencil case @ micro lab ytd and only realised it today. and instead of worrying abt the contents of the pencil case....i was worried more for my ukiss keychain. =x
long weekend ahead. sundays gonna be busy from now on. with carolling practices. lotsa things to do. shld start studying too
wooo...tmr no PDM lab. and also we're for some reason nt doing any MP lab work...just thinking abt it makes me feel lertagic and restless. but nevertheless means i can rest more and go exercise tmr.been eating WWWAAYY too much lately. TSK. makes me feel so unhealthy...zzzzz. TSK. when am i gonna go jog again!? TSK. why must i have cravings.....
i feel soooo sleepy.....my eyes are so tired. but i have a full late night tv schedule ahead. LOL. EKX on arirang @ 10.30-11 and SGB on KBS world @ 11.20-12.30. i hope ukiss or ft island is on this week. teehee. cnt wait for the new variety on KBS world oh my school! teehee.
rach told me that JYJ's ayyy girl plays on 98.7fm. awesomnessss.kekeke.
cnt wait for JYJ's second album duno when.....lol
my wisdom tooth is giving my pain now...zzzz
cant trust myself these few days. im doing everything i would hate a person to do. wads wrong with me. then again....i musnt overthink things and get myself into crap again...idk why im always tip toeing around trouble.
ooo another 16 more days. woohhooo! KEVIN! hahahs which reminds me....i left my pencil case @ micro lab ytd and only realised it today. and instead of worrying abt the contents of the pencil case....i was worried more for my ukiss keychain. =x
long weekend ahead. sundays gonna be busy from now on. with carolling practices. lotsa things to do. shld start studying too
Monday, November 1, 2010
1st
an interesting thing that lynnette said today
we're like stars and idols....having busy schedules everyday...running and rushing here and there with no time to rest. but i must say i love the adrenaline rush it gives me. LOL. i know right. sick. AHHAHA.
today was like insane. 9.30-12 prepared our agar for shelf life study
12.45-2.45 did out cookie/pudding MP 2.45 went to find mdm k but she didnt come to sch. rushed for 3 oclock PDM tut 3-5. 5-6 PDM lect.
then while watching SKKS just nw on KBS also had to rush on CSAS......until nw...zzzz
luckily the show kept my mood sane....teehee. yoochun arhhh. teehee. the ayyy girl MV finally out. teehee. my junsu oppa so handsome =) faster come again next yr!
im so tired nw.....9am again tmr. lol. while some ppl have no classes! =(
oh well. i'll just pretend im really living the life of an idol. LOL.
weee~ ukiss in 18 days.
i.want.to.do.more.MP.less.of.other.subs....now.NOW.now. need.MOREmoreMORE progress.
im obsessed.
zzz need sleep first.
we're like stars and idols....having busy schedules everyday...running and rushing here and there with no time to rest. but i must say i love the adrenaline rush it gives me. LOL. i know right. sick. AHHAHA.
today was like insane. 9.30-12 prepared our agar for shelf life study
12.45-2.45 did out cookie/pudding MP 2.45 went to find mdm k but she didnt come to sch. rushed for 3 oclock PDM tut 3-5. 5-6 PDM lect.
then while watching SKKS just nw on KBS also had to rush on CSAS......until nw...zzzz
luckily the show kept my mood sane....teehee. yoochun arhhh. teehee. the ayyy girl MV finally out. teehee. my junsu oppa so handsome =) faster come again next yr!
im so tired nw.....9am again tmr. lol. while some ppl have no classes! =(
oh well. i'll just pretend im really living the life of an idol. LOL.
weee~ ukiss in 18 days.
i.want.to.do.more.MP.less.of.other.subs....now.NOW.now. need.MOREmoreMORE progress.
im obsessed.
zzz need sleep first.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
happy halloween
omg. the world is becoming a scary place.....
this thing abt the ilumanti or smth....abt lady gaga it just seems soooo believable...ok mayb shinee's lucifer also....but less believable. but still reading abt it and seeing the stuff shown is just kinda scary....mayb i shld stop singing lucifer....my mum says even though shinee may nt be part of the cult. but when u keep singing lucifer its like calling out to it.....zzzz *shivers*
and then mummy just told me that opposite my hse the row of semi-Ds one hse got robbed at broad day light! while the owners were @ hm and they threatened them with knifes at their throats. THANK GOD no one was hurt. and if i walk hm from bedok...that is where i walk past. SCARRYY.
and then in SG too frequently there are mad man who just randomly kill/stab/rape women just coz they hate em. at some occurs during the day too....
and just ytd i saw a mad man @ bedok scolding hokkien vulgarities to air and pointing middle finger and looked outraged! i was so scared he would attack me...
just when u thought that day is safer than night...think again...
today went to eat BKT again @ clark quay and then walked arnd clark quay to see their night life. they were celebrating halloween! so there was like a headless bride, grim reaper, chinese zombie, some star wars ppl, ghost busters etc kekeke. quite cool. but the grim reaper was kinda scary and the zombie was just gross. i hope rach is feeling better now =)
and ate ice cream. YUM. tsk tsk. must go swim tmr alr. weekends has to be my exercising days....havent been jogging either. tsk....2 diff time tables clashingw each otheer zzz.
tsk. MP is lagging behind. just so totally not used to nt doing our trials anymore and chatting with the ppl in the lab while waiting and letting em try out awful whey fortified cookies. lol.
its nt that my time table is so packed and we are so busy. its coz the stupid LAB's time table is so packed....zzz
and we alr need to hand up earlier than the rest and the stupid lab will be closing
zzz but right now im also thinking....hw to somehow squeeze and go for ukiss fanmeet + concert...zzz tickets still available lehs....i was spazzing in LT just now freaking levina out when i saw the line up for the fanmeet...zzz.
i know right now im crazy over ukiss. but i havent forgotten wad's/ who's most impt. GOD.
this thing abt the ilumanti or smth....abt lady gaga it just seems soooo believable...ok mayb shinee's lucifer also....but less believable. but still reading abt it and seeing the stuff shown is just kinda scary....mayb i shld stop singing lucifer....my mum says even though shinee may nt be part of the cult. but when u keep singing lucifer its like calling out to it.....zzzz *shivers*
and then mummy just told me that opposite my hse the row of semi-Ds one hse got robbed at broad day light! while the owners were @ hm and they threatened them with knifes at their throats. THANK GOD no one was hurt. and if i walk hm from bedok...that is where i walk past. SCARRYY.
and then in SG too frequently there are mad man who just randomly kill/stab/rape women just coz they hate em. at some occurs during the day too....
and just ytd i saw a mad man @ bedok scolding hokkien vulgarities to air and pointing middle finger and looked outraged! i was so scared he would attack me...
just when u thought that day is safer than night...think again...
today went to eat BKT again @ clark quay and then walked arnd clark quay to see their night life. they were celebrating halloween! so there was like a headless bride, grim reaper, chinese zombie, some star wars ppl, ghost busters etc kekeke. quite cool. but the grim reaper was kinda scary and the zombie was just gross. i hope rach is feeling better now =)
and ate ice cream. YUM. tsk tsk. must go swim tmr alr. weekends has to be my exercising days....havent been jogging either. tsk....2 diff time tables clashingw each otheer zzz.
tsk. MP is lagging behind. just so totally not used to nt doing our trials anymore and chatting with the ppl in the lab while waiting and letting em try out awful whey fortified cookies. lol.
its nt that my time table is so packed and we are so busy. its coz the stupid LAB's time table is so packed....zzz
and we alr need to hand up earlier than the rest and the stupid lab will be closing
zzz but right now im also thinking....hw to somehow squeeze and go for ukiss fanmeet + concert...zzz tickets still available lehs....i was spazzing in LT just now freaking levina out when i saw the line up for the fanmeet...zzz.
i know right now im crazy over ukiss. but i havent forgotten wad's/ who's most impt. GOD.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
ukiss shut up! performance spams and spazz
i.cant.believe.i.am.going.to.see.EKX.soon.my.beloved.kevin. *screamssss*
can i totally just spazzz right here?
you know how some idol grps have those school suprise thing! what if they have a surprise visit to TP?! i mean after all bedok reservior is just next door! so convinient right?!then mayb they come to our tutorial class and like ask specially for me and levina and lynn! WAHHHHH! then somemore ccn day! then they can like check out the booths and like if they come to my class booth and want free stuff i'll ask them to dance for me!!! eksss! and kevin shld totally seranade to meeee! i'll like go insane!
ahahhas i am gonna make this HUGGGEE request to EKX on twitter.
here are the list of songs i wish they would sing
1.shut up!
2.manmanhani
3.bingeulbingeul
4.without you
5.not young
6.mworago
last night i watched EKX on pops in seoul and watched ukiss MuBank perf and i cannot believe they will be coming OUT of tv into reality!
havent been updating their perfs. dont worry got alot. and can u believe it....ukiss only found out abt coming to SG today =_= when i knew abt it like 2 weeks ago....
they are gonna celebrate kevin's bdae. which is actually 6 days later. kevin's bdae is 10 days after mine btw. which makes him younger than me! omggg i cannot call him oppa =( they are like buying him a cake etc.....im just afraid that they are going to celebrate it during the fanmeeting! which IAMNTGOING! SOBSCRIESWHINES.
im so totally addicted to their rap part.ahahhas.
24/10/10 (inkigayo)
23/10/10 (music core)
22/10/10 (music bank)
21/10/10 (m!countdown)
20/10/10 (award ceremony) shut up!
manmanhani
even though i know abit sian to watch over and over again...but diff music shows have different camera man.....so u get to see diff scenes and angles of the dance...i see new things all the time =)
can i totally just spazzz right here?
you know how some idol grps have those school suprise thing! what if they have a surprise visit to TP?! i mean after all bedok reservior is just next door! so convinient right?!then mayb they come to our tutorial class and like ask specially for me and levina and lynn! WAHHHHH! then somemore ccn day! then they can like check out the booths and like if they come to my class booth and want free stuff i'll ask them to dance for me!!! eksss! and kevin shld totally seranade to meeee! i'll like go insane!
ahahhas i am gonna make this HUGGGEE request to EKX on twitter.
here are the list of songs i wish they would sing
1.shut up!
2.manmanhani
3.bingeulbingeul
4.without you
5.not young
6.mworago
last night i watched EKX on pops in seoul and watched ukiss MuBank perf and i cannot believe they will be coming OUT of tv into reality!
havent been updating their perfs. dont worry got alot. and can u believe it....ukiss only found out abt coming to SG today =_= when i knew abt it like 2 weeks ago....
they are gonna celebrate kevin's bdae. which is actually 6 days later. kevin's bdae is 10 days after mine btw. which makes him younger than me! omggg i cannot call him oppa =( they are like buying him a cake etc.....im just afraid that they are going to celebrate it during the fanmeeting! which IAMNTGOING! SOBSCRIESWHINES.
im so totally addicted to their rap part.ahahhas.
24/10/10 (inkigayo)
23/10/10 (music core)
22/10/10 (music bank)
21/10/10 (m!countdown)
20/10/10 (award ceremony) shut up!
manmanhani
even though i know abit sian to watch over and over again...but diff music shows have different camera man.....so u get to see diff scenes and angles of the dance...i see new things all the time =)
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
drugged
hahas on e bus on e way to orchard for market research... its more of an excuse to take time off w. e Lders n gd food ㅋㅋㅋ. having lotsa cravings for food recently. i just finished my cravings for fries n fast food...now its for beehoon, chocs, beef. my cravings for bubble tea is forever on going. LOL.
Ytd was stupid...went to sch @ 9 to use lab only to find that there r classes inside! grrr we really saw tt it was free all e way whole day...zzz we shared flavours beehoon for breakfast tom yam toufu and sambal fried rice for lunch! woooo miss it lots.
These few days i keep feeling drugged...by e time its e end of e day i think i can close my eyes n fall aslp anywhere.. and when i wake up in e morning i can barely open my eyes...
Tsk stupid time table gave me false hope...i saw in e 19th nov ccn day. then i thought coz yr 3 usually don't need to have any stalls means we r free on that day! buy noooooo yr 3s r supposed to have a stalll! tsk! TSK! T.T so still just concert @ nite...yf say go BR n haf e stall =p
N then lab session for PDM is so long! n its gonna be super similar to my MP now! lol fun but tiring...zzz hope we cn choose our own members n nt according to register no.
Ok.getting headache doing this for too long on e bus.hahahas
Ytd was stupid...went to sch @ 9 to use lab only to find that there r classes inside! grrr we really saw tt it was free all e way whole day...zzz we shared flavours beehoon for breakfast tom yam toufu and sambal fried rice for lunch! woooo miss it lots.
These few days i keep feeling drugged...by e time its e end of e day i think i can close my eyes n fall aslp anywhere.. and when i wake up in e morning i can barely open my eyes...
Tsk stupid time table gave me false hope...i saw in e 19th nov ccn day. then i thought coz yr 3 usually don't need to have any stalls means we r free on that day! buy noooooo yr 3s r supposed to have a stalll! tsk! TSK! T.T so still just concert @ nite...yf say go BR n haf e stall =p
N then lab session for PDM is so long! n its gonna be super similar to my MP now! lol fun but tiring...zzz hope we cn choose our own members n nt according to register no.
Ok.getting headache doing this for too long on e bus.hahahas
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Saturday, October 23, 2010
oops =x
oops no.1
i realised i update my status on FB and twitter with my new hp. oops!
oops no.2
now even more reason for twitter. to stalk JYJ (recently created acc just 2 days ago and they got more than 100,000 followers each alr) and also coz of the kpop artists coming to sg for the next few mths (so far till jan) so that i can know when they are coming etc. stalking much? oops!
oops no. 3
the airport is like my second home now. oops! luckily my ACTUAL home is just a few stops away.
oops no.4
ukiss is coming to singapore in nov for fanmeet and mini concert @ bedok reservior. when i found out i was as excited as i found out abt JYJ coming to sg. thing is...its on a fri and i have the fullest time table for that day! feel like skipping lects if i can. oops! (fanmeet + concert= 168 concert only= 38!!!! 6 songs somemore. so cheap)
oops no.5
didnt get to see a single grp out of the 7 that came for kpop night that just ended. T.T coz either weird timing of they left by VIP. and after i found out that ft& shinee sang 4 songs and big bang sang 6 makes me regret nt going. but when i rmb the price....248! oops!
oops no.6
havent started on my research and tasks for my MP....and tmr i'll be out almost whole day somemore! oops!
oops no. 7
love the baking trials for the cookies. but dislike the nutritional anaylsis and sensory evaluation....coz ours is HIGH GI, HIGH PROTEIN, HIGH SUGAR. oops!
oops no. 8
sch is starting.....and i dont want it to start. more like an OH NO! than and OOPS!
i realised i update my status on FB and twitter with my new hp. oops!
oops no.2
now even more reason for twitter. to stalk JYJ (recently created acc just 2 days ago and they got more than 100,000 followers each alr) and also coz of the kpop artists coming to sg for the next few mths (so far till jan) so that i can know when they are coming etc. stalking much? oops!
oops no. 3
the airport is like my second home now. oops! luckily my ACTUAL home is just a few stops away.
oops no.4
ukiss is coming to singapore in nov for fanmeet and mini concert @ bedok reservior. when i found out i was as excited as i found out abt JYJ coming to sg. thing is...its on a fri and i have the fullest time table for that day! feel like skipping lects if i can. oops! (fanmeet + concert= 168 concert only= 38!!!! 6 songs somemore. so cheap)
oops no.5
didnt get to see a single grp out of the 7 that came for kpop night that just ended. T.T coz either weird timing of they left by VIP. and after i found out that ft& shinee sang 4 songs and big bang sang 6 makes me regret nt going. but when i rmb the price....248! oops!
oops no.6
havent started on my research and tasks for my MP....and tmr i'll be out almost whole day somemore! oops!
oops no. 7
love the baking trials for the cookies. but dislike the nutritional anaylsis and sensory evaluation....coz ours is HIGH GI, HIGH PROTEIN, HIGH SUGAR. oops!
oops no. 8
sch is starting.....and i dont want it to start. more like an OH NO! than and OOPS!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
fangirling 66 (ukiss)
finally some difference besides DBSK. ahahha. been trying nt to look at other bands coz i was still in my dbsk mode.
here is ukiss @ radio station singing shut up! and manmanhani. they are so cute still trying to dance at such a small space XD
ukiss @ mwave with before ytd and shut up!
ukiss @ inkigayo. i think inki's camera guy is the best. show all angles and nt biased to anyone.
shinee making of hello mv coming up soon. look out for it...i canont find with subs so far so didnt post.
here is ukiss @ radio station singing shut up! and manmanhani. they are so cute still trying to dance at such a small space XD
ukiss @ mwave with before ytd and shut up!
ukiss @ inkigayo. i think inki's camera guy is the best. show all angles and nt biased to anyone.
shinee making of hello mv coming up soon. look out for it...i canont find with subs so far so didnt post.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
JYJ vids spam & more
just watched 2 hrs of DBSK history live streaming from japan....lucky japs. rawr. tmr cont. miss yunho's dancing, their acapella harmonization and also just seeing ALL 5 TOGETHER.
sadly....only JYJ is kinda active....so i have some of their vids
im sure lynn will like this vid! XD but they all look so sad. esp junsu =(
jae solo
ayumi hamasaki's blossom ft. jaejoong =) so handsome *.* (embeding disabled) *spoiler ahead* HE DIESSS T.T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTxEbK1Y0fM&feature=related
JYJ tokyo dome thanksgiving concert wads with yoochun's hair! :0 i want to go to a concert like that! oh man...i rmb they showed their concert on tv...if only i found out abt this streaming website earlier T.T T.T T.T the DVD for this cost 85++ bdae present for me anyone =P
rainy blue. never heard before.
melody and harmony. the ending is so cute. its making me laugh and cry at the same time.
w with eng subs T.T are they dedicating this to DBSK and to yunho & changmin? they look so sad singing it T.T sry nt clear.
their press conference...audio like nt very clear? but here u can hear yoochun's awesome eng =P
lynnette! i found the article =)
great gig.POOR planning http://tnp.sg/show/story/0,4136,258774,00.html?
drama @ press conference http://tnp.sg/show/story/0,4136,258784,00.html?
sadly....only JYJ is kinda active....so i have some of their vids
im sure lynn will like this vid! XD but they all look so sad. esp junsu =(
jae solo
ayumi hamasaki's blossom ft. jaejoong =) so handsome *.* (embeding disabled) *spoiler ahead* HE DIESSS T.T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTxEbK1Y0fM&feature=related
JYJ tokyo dome thanksgiving concert wads with yoochun's hair! :0 i want to go to a concert like that! oh man...i rmb they showed their concert on tv...if only i found out abt this streaming website earlier T.T T.T T.T the DVD for this cost 85++ bdae present for me anyone =P
rainy blue. never heard before.
melody and harmony. the ending is so cute. its making me laugh and cry at the same time.
w with eng subs T.T are they dedicating this to DBSK and to yunho & changmin? they look so sad singing it T.T sry nt clear.
their press conference...audio like nt very clear? but here u can hear yoochun's awesome eng =P
lynnette! i found the article =)
great gig.POOR planning http://tnp.sg/show/story/0,4136,258774,00.html?
drama @ press conference http://tnp.sg/show/story/0,4136,258784,00.html?
Sunday, October 17, 2010
DBSK vids spam
the last few mvs they did together T.T
toki wo tomete
break out! (heard jyj & yunmin filmed this seperately...)
stand by you
their 2009 MKMF song compilation perf where they won the best artist award
after watching all these vids. i really miss yunho and changmin's voice. every single one of em have VERY unique and awesome voices. DBSK is really DAEBAK. always keep the faith.
toki wo tomete
break out! (heard jyj & yunmin filmed this seperately...)
stand by you
their 2009 MKMF song compilation perf where they won the best artist award
after watching all these vids. i really miss yunho and changmin's voice. every single one of em have VERY unique and awesome voices. DBSK is really DAEBAK. always keep the faith.
JYJ love~
OMG. it is literally a dream come true for me to see JYJ. just a few mths ago i vividly rmb dreaming abt going to a JYJ/DBSK concert.
everything happened so fast. so hard for me to soak in the moment when we arent as close to the stage as compared to the FT island showcase/fanmeet. it still feels so sureal that anything actually happened.
none the less, i rmb screaming my lungs out until i had a headache just minutes into the starting.
they had 2 change of clothes. first they come out in white. honestly....i prefered JAE'S clothes the best. teehee. wad a tease. just a blazer with nth inside. when he danced i thought i saw his abs =x junsu's clothes was wierd. it was like wearing a tube with an apron over. LOL. but it showed his muscular arms =x yoochun....nth to say. LOL. all covered up.
the other set of clothes was all black. teehee. yoochun's clothes was like a girl's. a long sleeved LONG top with black leggings.LOL!
the song list was as follows: empty, be the one, be my girl, chajatta, ayy girl, empty remix
i tell u i think we felt sooo liberated to be able to stand and jump and go insanely high for the last song. since the rules were that we arent allowed to stand during the concert.
unfortunately...nt many pictures too. we could only take pics before and after the concert. not during. PLUS we were sitting right at the side where the security guards walked arnd =_= so suay cannot even sneak one or two shots.
poor VIP ticket holders....apparently the photo taking with the boys were canceled! only get to shake hands and autographed poster. but then the shaking hands was VERY rushed too. and they paid like $250.
i think i'd rather q overnight or SUPER early in the wee hrs for a first come first serve basis and stand in a very small area where everyone squeezed together (like the FT showcase) @ least the sound system would be better, we're ALL even closer to the boys and we get to take vids and pics to rmb.
here are some fan cams from korea's showcase. couldnt find clear ones from singapore. the stage in korea is so nice....ours so budget =(
ayyy girl
be the one & be my girl (my fav!!)
but nevertheless. im glad i got to see the 3 of my favourite boys. it was a sea of red ytd night. this shows that all us cassies are still wating for all 5 to be reunited together.
and as yoochun said when he said goodbye "always keep the faith" T.T
everything happened so fast. so hard for me to soak in the moment when we arent as close to the stage as compared to the FT island showcase/fanmeet. it still feels so sureal that anything actually happened.
none the less, i rmb screaming my lungs out until i had a headache just minutes into the starting.
they had 2 change of clothes. first they come out in white. honestly....i prefered JAE'S clothes the best. teehee. wad a tease. just a blazer with nth inside. when he danced i thought i saw his abs =x junsu's clothes was wierd. it was like wearing a tube with an apron over. LOL. but it showed his muscular arms =x yoochun....nth to say. LOL. all covered up.
the other set of clothes was all black. teehee. yoochun's clothes was like a girl's. a long sleeved LONG top with black leggings.LOL!
the song list was as follows: empty, be the one, be my girl, chajatta, ayy girl, empty remix
i tell u i think we felt sooo liberated to be able to stand and jump and go insanely high for the last song. since the rules were that we arent allowed to stand during the concert.
unfortunately...nt many pictures too. we could only take pics before and after the concert. not during. PLUS we were sitting right at the side where the security guards walked arnd =_= so suay cannot even sneak one or two shots.
poor VIP ticket holders....apparently the photo taking with the boys were canceled! only get to shake hands and autographed poster. but then the shaking hands was VERY rushed too. and they paid like $250.
i think i'd rather q overnight or SUPER early in the wee hrs for a first come first serve basis and stand in a very small area where everyone squeezed together (like the FT showcase) @ least the sound system would be better, we're ALL even closer to the boys and we get to take vids and pics to rmb.
here are some fan cams from korea's showcase. couldnt find clear ones from singapore. the stage in korea is so nice....ours so budget =(
ayyy girl
be the one & be my girl (my fav!!)
but nevertheless. im glad i got to see the 3 of my favourite boys. it was a sea of red ytd night. this shows that all us cassies are still wating for all 5 to be reunited together.
and as yoochun said when he said goodbye "always keep the faith" T.T
Saturday, October 16, 2010
exxxxccciitteedd
im freaking excited to my bones right now.im screaming internally inside.the trip to the airport was wasted.i didnt get to see junsu or jae! but i saw yoochun in the bus though.made me so excited i had to bite my finger to prevent myself from adding to the screams arnd. mayb i shld wear heels to the airport next time. LOL. my calfs ached from tiptoeing =( and i think they had too many left over tickets they randomly gave em free @ airport!! like totally WHAT! UNFAIR! oh well @ least that gives poor dbsk fans a chance who alr spent money buying kpop night tix.
Nth can dampen my spirits now coz in a mo in gonna get to see JYJ and most imptly junsu oppa!! woo ♥♥♥
Now at expo bk waiting for levina to have our dinner.
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now q-ing to go in to the hall.the q so damn damn long. so excited to see fangirls arnd.even got aunties!omg!so excited!but so hot!urgh perspiring! so funny to evesdrop! fangirls unite! how we can clique due to a common topic
oh and fri's survey went well..The camp looks like chalet!so many guys all look alike... Then they have to march from one place to another in a row with a serious face so cartoon!
Wooooo gonna start soon!10mins to 8pm! hope no delays...*kyyyaaaaa**screamss* ㅋㅋㅋㅋ excitinggggg
Nth can dampen my spirits now coz in a mo in gonna get to see JYJ and most imptly junsu oppa!! woo ♥♥♥
Now at expo bk waiting for levina to have our dinner.
[edited]
now q-ing to go in to the hall.the q so damn damn long. so excited to see fangirls arnd.even got aunties!omg!so excited!but so hot!urgh perspiring! so funny to evesdrop! fangirls unite! how we can clique due to a common topic
oh and fri's survey went well..The camp looks like chalet!so many guys all look alike... Then they have to march from one place to another in a row with a serious face so cartoon!
Wooooo gonna start soon!10mins to 8pm! hope no delays...*kyyyaaaaa**screamss* ㅋㅋㅋㅋ excitinggggg
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Friday, October 15, 2010
long ride
on the train to jookoon now zzzz but not bad... had eugene to accompany me to dover.. and who knew that on the green line there is so much seats after raffles? 대박! thought i had to stand all the way considering that bedok was packed like sardines hahaha! just a few more stops...5 more i think..i hope the army guys will be cooperative in doing the surveys..so exciting! never seen the inside of a camp before.aish think my hp will be confiscated?
So ytd had another 3 trials for the cookies..woo not bad! 2 Out of 3 succeeded!yeah! we're getting there...
Wonder why i have dreams everynight...abt anything...when you havve dreams it means that my Mind is still awake and active right? tsk.means im not properly resting!
Tmr is sat alr! JYJ HERE I COME! JUNSU HERE I COME! lol thinking abt it i haven even listen to their new songs properly yet...i just dl 2 days ago...how to sing along tmr?!?!
1 more stop! Pheww.. not late.
Wish me luck bye!
So ytd had another 3 trials for the cookies..woo not bad! 2 Out of 3 succeeded!yeah! we're getting there...
Wonder why i have dreams everynight...abt anything...when you havve dreams it means that my Mind is still awake and active right? tsk.means im not properly resting!
Tmr is sat alr! JYJ HERE I COME! JUNSU HERE I COME! lol thinking abt it i haven even listen to their new songs properly yet...i just dl 2 days ago...how to sing along tmr?!?!
1 more stop! Pheww.. not late.
Wish me luck bye!
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Thursday, October 14, 2010
fangirling 63 vid spams
ukiss & ft island latest perf. today unfortunately coz its so new and latest. no HD quality yet =(
ukiss in all white! another awesomazing perf. absolutely love
wow honggi's hair is just awesome...this one jonghun but hair alr too! cannot wait for their repackaged album with new songs and new perfs.
fairly old perf. last mth...jonghun havent cut hair
25/09 notice how honggi isnt wearing his rings and accessories? looks so bare!
24/09
speaking of FT island....my poor jonghun oppa got some stupid unreal RUMOURS going arnd abt him....saying that he made a thai singer pregnant and then not taking responsibility and that because of that he is going to quit FTi...HOW absurd can that be right?!?!
but then FTi so bad....they made a comment saying that dbsk and ss501 have made a path for them...(this is coz DBSK and ss501 they have disbanded and they are the most popular in korea) =(
love this 2NE1(go away) and SE7EN (i'm going crazy) song....feel like i can relate =_=
2pm's comeback. new song. i'll be back. song nt bad....like it when i dont see their face =x
ukiss in all white! another awesomazing perf. absolutely love
wow honggi's hair is just awesome...this one jonghun but hair alr too! cannot wait for their repackaged album with new songs and new perfs.
fairly old perf. last mth...jonghun havent cut hair
25/09 notice how honggi isnt wearing his rings and accessories? looks so bare!
24/09
speaking of FT island....my poor jonghun oppa got some stupid unreal RUMOURS going arnd abt him....saying that he made a thai singer pregnant and then not taking responsibility and that because of that he is going to quit FTi...HOW absurd can that be right?!?!
but then FTi so bad....they made a comment saying that dbsk and ss501 have made a path for them...(this is coz DBSK and ss501 they have disbanded and they are the most popular in korea) =(
love this 2NE1(go away) and SE7EN (i'm going crazy) song....feel like i can relate =_=
2pm's comeback. new song. i'll be back. song nt bad....like it when i dont see their face =x
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
free.
Haha I'm on the bus on the way to parkway for ingredients hunting... Finally a day off!!!coz tr also day off haha.poor levina...migraine :( ytd we did like 4 trials of cookies and finally it had a snap! You have no idea how happy me and levina was...we were like *.* -sparklesparkle- finally finally approved by tr. Haha. Hwaiting!!! Just few more trials to go. Sense of satisfaction is awesome
Tonight going out with dom and jy...finally :):) poor thing their school.starts next week.teehee we still have another week holiday :P
Watched yoochuns drama on kbs last night...cannot believe we're seeing him just this Fri!!! Totally excited ^^
Oops reach alr...bye XD
Tonight going out with dom and jy...finally :):) poor thing their school.starts next week.teehee we still have another week holiday :P
Watched yoochuns drama on kbs last night...cannot believe we're seeing him just this Fri!!! Totally excited ^^
Oops reach alr...bye XD
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Monday, October 11, 2010
laziness costs...
Omg the cost of laziness is ex...accidentally deleted blog post 3 times while exploring Blogger using phone...Tsk and still too lazy to turn on lappy and get off the bed =_=
Got scolded by tr again today...haha oh well we deserve and she made sense there is always tmr and a next time.bleck prolly get sick of.cookies at the end...nt a fan alr in the first place.
Went jogging today.like finally! Weather was shiok by the time.talked till forgot time coz it was just so peaceful and windy at the reservoir. Again I was pleasantly surprised...
Mummy's office colleague's bro died today...motor accident...only 20++T.T makes me think if I have anything or many things to regret if I were to die tmr or tonight in my sleep. I can alr think of a few...and also if my presence will be missed
i regret not holding on to you tighter
Darn can't edit text font or colour...grr
Got scolded by tr again today...haha oh well we deserve and she made sense there is always tmr and a next time.bleck prolly get sick of.cookies at the end...nt a fan alr in the first place.
Went jogging today.like finally! Weather was shiok by the time.talked till forgot time coz it was just so peaceful and windy at the reservoir. Again I was pleasantly surprised...
Mummy's office colleague's bro died today...motor accident...only 20++T.T makes me think if I have anything or many things to regret if I were to die tmr or tonight in my sleep. I can alr think of a few...and also if my presence will be missed
i regret not holding on to you tighter
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Sunday, October 10, 2010
silence underrated. sssh =x
a million thoughts goes through a girls mind when they are silent. often conflicting. but who cares? i just brush em aside at the end of the day despite the nagging feeling..
i can never escape from that shadow no matter how much i want to. because it doesnt seem like one.even though i know what im getting myself into. and yet it seems like that peak of sun's ray behind dark rain clouds instead.
had popeyes with andrius, vivian and nic today. too bad ianson had to march =_= we can never seem to have dinner at his grandpa's restaurant! grrrr. love hanging out with em.
another 5 days? and we get to see JYJ.....i really hope i wont regret getting cat B tix. ahhh their songs arent even out yet! must like spam listen to em. just like how im spamming my brain and ears with ukiss. ahahaha.
loving my new fone. lol. i think i'd become even more anti social from now on? and i always complain when andrius does that. TSK. wads the society transforming into because of high tech gadgets? TSKTSK! wad am i transforming into? ahahaha
more pasta cooking today. on the menu it was bacon mushroon and tuna linguini. it was postponed to today coz last week everyone was sick and had to eat soupy stuff so i cooked chicken soup instead. its a joy to cook for a loved one. double happiness when they appreciate and praise ur cooking. i want a husband like that.
more cookies tmr. =)
wishing it was something more.
10/10/10
no.5
i can never escape from that shadow no matter how much i want to. because it doesnt seem like one.even though i know what im getting myself into. and yet it seems like that peak of sun's ray behind dark rain clouds instead.
had popeyes with andrius, vivian and nic today. too bad ianson had to march =_= we can never seem to have dinner at his grandpa's restaurant! grrrr. love hanging out with em.
another 5 days? and we get to see JYJ.....i really hope i wont regret getting cat B tix. ahhh their songs arent even out yet! must like spam listen to em. just like how im spamming my brain and ears with ukiss. ahahaha.
loving my new fone. lol. i think i'd become even more anti social from now on? and i always complain when andrius does that. TSK. wads the society transforming into because of high tech gadgets? TSKTSK! wad am i transforming into? ahahaha
more pasta cooking today. on the menu it was bacon mushroon and tuna linguini. it was postponed to today coz last week everyone was sick and had to eat soupy stuff so i cooked chicken soup instead. its a joy to cook for a loved one. double happiness when they appreciate and praise ur cooking. i want a husband like that.
more cookies tmr. =)
wishing it was something more.
10/10/10
no.5
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