wow. i hate poly having only 2 weeks. or rather i hate TP having only 2 weeks. because SP has 3.
i cant believe that in less than a week its the new year already. time for reflections and new resolutions. i shld start thinking alr. LOL. eks. that means im turning 20! LOL. in like 11 mths. =_=
been sleeping at 3-4am these few days. and im amazed at how i can wake up at 10 the next day and not feel sleepy at all. just 6-7 hrs of slp. why cnt i be like this during sch days huh?
so many many things to do. not enough time!! and i havent gone out enough =(
these few days gone shopping. wee~ mon went shop shop with levina. sadly no lynn coz she overseas doing her own shopping in bangkok. and levina gg there like next mth too =_= everyone is getting to buy cheap shopping except me. rawr.
and today i went out shopping and dom. teehee~ kinda weird to be shopping with a guy...just kinda. since he is bestie. he is an exception =)
havent gone out with andrius, vian, nic and ianson in a mth alr! we need to meet soon =P
just another 1mth++-2mths and end of poly?! OMG. that means less than a mth left for MP. EVEN MORE ZOOOMGG. =/ gosh. ok i'm gg back to doing MP. work work work. whooo~!
preparation of slping late agn tonight.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
snap back
im back from my ironically unhealthy holiday from shanghai. LOL. technically...arent all holidays unhealthy? LOL. i had like buffet breakfast every day. more than 8 hrs slp every day. FULL 3 meals a day. spend money and shop everyday. and no work done everyday. wow. ultimate tai tai life. LOL. so i shld never be one. or else i'd get fat. as it is nw i feel soooo freaking fat. zzz.
but its the holiday season. and im gonna feel this way till the end of the yr. or at least till the end of the week. i have set myself a limit!
today had our routined at-least-once-a-year steamboat BBQ at my hse with rc girls. as usual lotsa laughter. and realisation that we have known each other fro 3 yrs alr. and everytime this comes up 2 times pop up into my head 1. hw fast time flies and 2. i still find it amazing hw we ALL gt to be such gd friends over just 3-4 mths of working tgt and i have ppl i know for yrs and i never get that close.
busy this week. merry christmas =)
somethings never change. but nothing is forever. ironic much?
but its the holiday season. and im gonna feel this way till the end of the yr. or at least till the end of the week. i have set myself a limit!
today had our routined at-least-once-a-year steamboat BBQ at my hse with rc girls. as usual lotsa laughter. and realisation that we have known each other fro 3 yrs alr. and everytime this comes up 2 times pop up into my head 1. hw fast time flies and 2. i still find it amazing hw we ALL gt to be such gd friends over just 3-4 mths of working tgt and i have ppl i know for yrs and i never get that close.
busy this week. merry christmas =)
somethings never change. but nothing is forever. ironic much?
Thursday, December 16, 2010
dreary christmas
Ok impromptu trip short hol to shanghai.feeling a little uneasy as im dropping my work and enjoying myself when i feel and know i shldnt. plus worried abt work pile up when i come back.but mummy and aunty wants to go so much. But what is there @ shanghai? Shopping and eating not that fantastic either...well @ least there is sanfu and semir =) not that biig consolation though oh well i shld be greatful that i at least get to go for a holiday and not stuck in Singapore the whole two weeks break.
And so term test is ovveerr~ but mp is not. In the lab nw doing shelf life study. Really dry TBC...
now i just dinner @ heeren's newly opened jap buffet. wooo really alot alot of varieties. But price is also like omggg! ex ttm! hahaha. but great environment and person i eat with =)
Ahh so today's shelf life was quite terrible so many hiccips and not enough time =( wrong time for holiday wrong time for christmas sighsss
Tmr gotta wake up @ 5Am!zzzz
Okay back to eating Although full ttm alrrrr
dieting continue aft christmas. lol.
And so term test is ovveerr~ but mp is not. In the lab nw doing shelf life study. Really dry TBC...
now i just dinner @ heeren's newly opened jap buffet. wooo really alot alot of varieties. But price is also like omggg! ex ttm! hahaha. but great environment and person i eat with =)
Ahh so today's shelf life was quite terrible so many hiccips and not enough time =( wrong time for holiday wrong time for christmas sighsss
Tmr gotta wake up @ 5Am!zzzz
Okay back to eating Although full ttm alrrrr
dieting continue aft christmas. lol.
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Thursday, December 9, 2010
reflections
term tests next week. looked at the time table once more today and was thinking...hey nth to be that stressed abt really....then agn...hmmmm
ahh feeling like i am at a stand still with MP. and at a total loss and blur with PDM. so little subjects this sem and yet they are all heavy weights.
when i look at my reflection i hardly recognise myself. hah. yes mayb its how much weight i have lost. but also i look so tired. and old. with eye bags and wrinkles. i cnt imagine how i'd look like when i am REALLY old.
i wonder why guys are such external creatures?
these few days has just been wierd. phobia of sleeping. and also the loss of apetite. no im not becoming anorexic. just....dont feel like eating. i DO get hungry. and i KNOW i shld eat. but i just dont feel like eating. im guessing that is still a disorder though.
actually....i can explain the phobia of slping part. =x but not the loss of apetite.
i havent been online since monday. starting to feel like im a loner. LOL. and as i have said a few times on FB. i have bipolar moods. like when i left alone to my thoughts i become some emo deep melancholy person. but when im arnd people. i am my bubbly cute irritating self.
and honestly. although i HAVE found my MP3 i still havent touched it at all. weirdly....i loss an interest to listening to music after not listening to it for 3 weeks alr.
just a week more to my impromptu holiday to shanghai. i wonder if i shld have a total R&R or shld i continue with my workaholic streak. im worried what a R&R would do to my momentum u see.
really envy people who go for FAMILY meals/celebrations/holidays/ or have arguments i'd never get one. lately the feelings of anger, disappointment, resentment has been really strong. blame it on my curiousity.
ahh feeling like i am at a stand still with MP. and at a total loss and blur with PDM. so little subjects this sem and yet they are all heavy weights.
when i look at my reflection i hardly recognise myself. hah. yes mayb its how much weight i have lost. but also i look so tired. and old. with eye bags and wrinkles. i cnt imagine how i'd look like when i am REALLY old.
i wonder why guys are such external creatures?
these few days has just been wierd. phobia of sleeping. and also the loss of apetite. no im not becoming anorexic. just....dont feel like eating. i DO get hungry. and i KNOW i shld eat. but i just dont feel like eating. im guessing that is still a disorder though.
actually....i can explain the phobia of slping part. =x but not the loss of apetite.
i havent been online since monday. starting to feel like im a loner. LOL. and as i have said a few times on FB. i have bipolar moods. like when i left alone to my thoughts i become some emo deep melancholy person. but when im arnd people. i am my bubbly cute irritating self.
and honestly. although i HAVE found my MP3 i still havent touched it at all. weirdly....i loss an interest to listening to music after not listening to it for 3 weeks alr.
just a week more to my impromptu holiday to shanghai. i wonder if i shld have a total R&R or shld i continue with my workaholic streak. im worried what a R&R would do to my momentum u see.
really envy people who go for FAMILY meals/celebrations/holidays/ or have arguments i'd never get one. lately the feelings of anger, disappointment, resentment has been really strong. blame it on my curiousity.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
A sleep.
i wish there was more than 24 hrs in a day. now i see why some people find that 24 hrs isnt enough.
coz it would be best if i had like 8-10 hrs of slp aday every single day. ahahaha. now im lucky if i get 6 hrs a day.
it got so bad yesterday that i could type half way. just close my eyes for a sec and actually fall aslp with my hand still on the laptop. AHAHAH. imagine that sight. i can even dream for a moment and then wake up to find that i am still typing something half way.
and so this week has been quite busy? lotsa MP stuffs to be accomplished but nothing done. sighs. mayb we arent delegating well?
honestly, i guess sometimes i do get sian of keep working with the same people tgt in the same grp right? BUT. the convinience and comfortable working style ur used to is the best. so....i LOVE working with the Lders and CLIQUE 6. =) and aiya. now feel that A8A4 is the best. and that through MP. im getting to know people from other courses better. ahahha.
term test is soon. and im scared that i cant cope with the stuffs to study especially with so many projects and deadlines taking up most of my time. i must have better time management.
time flies. the sem is ending soon. and then here comes overseas trips!!! XD and planning for further studies =/ just the thought of seperation from friends and family saddens me =(
in serious need of more money... and i truely regret not going for MNET concert =( like hello....free fan mtg included la! tsk. unfair.
coz it would be best if i had like 8-10 hrs of slp aday every single day. ahahaha. now im lucky if i get 6 hrs a day.
it got so bad yesterday that i could type half way. just close my eyes for a sec and actually fall aslp with my hand still on the laptop. AHAHAH. imagine that sight. i can even dream for a moment and then wake up to find that i am still typing something half way.
and so this week has been quite busy? lotsa MP stuffs to be accomplished but nothing done. sighs. mayb we arent delegating well?
honestly, i guess sometimes i do get sian of keep working with the same people tgt in the same grp right? BUT. the convinience and comfortable working style ur used to is the best. so....i LOVE working with the Lders and CLIQUE 6. =) and aiya. now feel that A8A4 is the best. and that through MP. im getting to know people from other courses better. ahahha.
term test is soon. and im scared that i cant cope with the stuffs to study especially with so many projects and deadlines taking up most of my time. i must have better time management.
time flies. the sem is ending soon. and then here comes overseas trips!!! XD and planning for further studies =/ just the thought of seperation from friends and family saddens me =(
in serious need of more money... and i truely regret not going for MNET concert =( like hello....free fan mtg included la! tsk. unfair.
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