'L'derly success!!

teehee! i know u must be wondering whats with the title...well ytd's outing (wasnt really an outing since it was at my hse) was a success!! we watched the concert tell we almost went insane.lol.esp the t concert.can i just say i love the jap t concert now even better than the korean o concert.LOL.although the jap concert costumes still kinda wierd...but...the rest kinda makes up for it.LOL.
it was hilarious...coz before lynn watched it..whenever me and levina goes crazy talking abt the t concert and how insanely sexy they are in that concert.she won understand why.but now...while watching the concert with us...she too went insane...she even went red once.LOL.tsk tsk...me and levina are bad examples.LOL.
then we started cooking lunch together kimchi pancake...miso soup with dumplings toufu and kelp and japchae...the pancake was awesome.it was my first time making it and i was surprised at how well it turned out.LOL.
really hope to have another outing with the 'L'ders soon...hahha!

today going out with jy dom and ernest.lol.kinda wierd combi.and...i havent been out with jy in ages since whenever i contact her she is busy.....gees.kinda annoying really.
i wanna watch he's just not that into u.like the show u can tell how guy arent really that into u...or if he really is.something liddat.at least thats what the book is or smth.

really WANT to get my hands on the mirotic concert dvd that would come out like....next year? i soooo totally wanna watch the clear version of 'xiahtic' ahhh...rewatched it again ytd...but gave up coz of all the screaming and the inaudible song.only could see his sexy moves.lol.and i REALLY REALLY hope dbsk will have the concert in KL.would go insane and be like one of those screaming anooying fan girls.LOL.

okay gonna be late.see ya!

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the horrors (exams) are OVER~!

hey there

omg been ages since i updated.anyways the nightmares are over.and now i am back into my korean fantasies...lots and lots of dramas i wanna watch. one of them beging bittersweet life that stars the my girl lead actor in there.and also ofcoz catch up with BOF..and DBSK! omg their mirotic concert in korea is over alr.omgomgomg...i hope they go to KL.coz the concert looks DAMN AWESOME!!! it looks like one WHOLE new level up from their o concert i have...and OMG u can imagine...although the title of this song is damn ego.LOL. "xiahtic" u can just guess who the solo is sang by...ofcoz...JUNSU.andddd...OMG the dance move is sooooo damnnnnn hottt and the song is soooo awesome...how can he cheorograph and write such a good song?!?!?LOL.tototally in love..!and they all look soooo damn good in the concert...tiptop condition!ahhhh i wanna watcchhh it livee too!

tmr lynn and levina is coming to my hse and we're having a dbsk concert marathon..wanna enjoy before i start working.OMG.like totally excited...abt tmr i mean..and we're gonna whip up some korean food!!! yummy!!! and like we 3 'L'ders are finally having an outing together.LOL.after all the planned and failed attempts...we finally have succeeded and HOPEFULLY working together and earn the big bucks.lol.

ahhh~~! i cant believe that its the end alr.hhahaha.! and also today thankfully BNF was the last paper where BCS students also take...so i could catch a few lasts glimps of NH before and after the exams before the hols started...hopefully take some same subs as him so that i can see more of him...LOL.as usual...he looked good.LOL.esp the HAIRRR!hahahha! i think he shld give lessons to all the guys how to manage their hair...LOL.nahh! cant imagine all the guy's hair looking like him...then he wont be NH alr.lol

won waste anymore time.cya!

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wk so far

ahh...i won say BMIC was easy...it was difficult either.i at least hope for a B?

so like...1 down 3 to go!! i hope the rest of the papers are like BMIC.hahaha.then i won hafta worry abt sitting for supp paper.i know BNF no need.coz our teacher secretly told us WHO failed CA.hahahah.

tmr going to pay the rest of the $$ for the hk trip. ahh~! exciting.though i duno what really i am excited for...i guess just for the chance to go holiday w/out mummy.

it would be AWESOME if this trip was to go KL to watch DBSK live in concert.LOL.hopefully end of the year.....

then gonna study again..love bedok library study area.so quiet and...spaceous...lol.

and then...FUSION~~~!! ahh...gotta go for the night session ONLY.coz like need to study...sighs...

eks.

okay really sleepy.nights.

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i hate BOF =(

i know i was gushing abt how much i love that show...BUT everyone's in pain now.joon pyo is in pain...coz he cant be wtih jandi...jandi is in pain coz she cant be with joon pyo...ji hoo is in pain coz jan di is in pain.even jun pyo's mother is sorta sad she has to do that to her son.ee jung and woo bin is sad that joon pyo has changed...even ga eul is sad coz jandi is sad.WHY IS EVERYONE SADDD?i mean alittle sad parts is fine.but does everyone gotta be sad at the same time?budden again...one person isnt sad.and that is the bethrothed of joon pyo.he doesnt know of coz.but they fought over shoes in the shoe store...and like they were running arnd chasing each other.OMGGGGG! spare me the agony of watching such things..i though joon pyo is SUFFERINGGG??!!?!?!?!

and i HATE jun pyo!!!!!!! i know he has his difficulties...but still he don need to say such things to her!!! i know gotta make her give up on his and such.but still!! im sure she'll get the msg even though she is dumb..i didnt even wanna watch that part...where he said she is a stain he wans to remove...OMG! HEARTBREAK!seriously...just the summary on spazzes is enuf....i just watched 2 out of 6 parts of epi 13 and 2 out of 5 parts of epi 14.and coz i alr know the story..i can cry buckets alr.imagine me watching the whole thing! i'd go insane with misery.

I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY DONT DONT DONT feel like watching until the whole darn sad thing is over.i dun wanna watch the part where his bethrothed ACTUALLY falls for joon pyo and asked jandi for help.OMGGG!!! HEARTBREAK! again!

i just wanna jump to the part that joon pyo asks for her forgiveness or smth and try and woo her back...if there is such a part...if its just he returns and she easily forgives him...whats the fun?he should get a taste of his own medicine and let her call him a stain then.! if its NOT then i DONT think i wanna watch ANYMORE.

1 more bloody week

heys ppl

hahaa...i HATE how BOF is progressing now...im still contemplating NOT watching the 13th epi...ek.even unlucky no. see. sighss...i know it isnt real life or anything..and im being too...emotional? budden sighs...i could just box GJP.spazzes' summary is enuf i suppose...since she posts pics and even certain impt quotes.
i'll just skip to epi 14...watch less...sleep earlier also for my fri night.i hope by then everything back to normal.and that ass of a GJP will be with jandi again...but then...it shows how sweet jihoo is to her..ahhh...unrequitted love...bittersweet.

ahhh i just LOVE ft island and their emo songs...i wan their mini album...

gonna study alone tmr =( im a normad.sighs.budden gotta like absorb everything into my head coz the next day is like the 1st paper.

just 1 more week and i'll be on seventh heaven...

looking desperately for jobs too...found 2 so far.but havent gone down for interview.one of them...is in eunos...so my fren was like freaking me out my saying alot of scams happen in eunos...so must be careful...then another job i found on the mocca.com thing..but mummy says becareful also...OMG.and then the guy was like gimme ur hp no.so we can have a meet up...im so damn paranoid abt tt...i know its only normal to have meet ups...like interviews and such...plus i'll be with my frens.but the thing is he is a ...guy...!!but we..or mayb just me..really wan the $$$ desperately since i'll be spending a bunch on HK trip...sighss..

oh the HK trip the hotel doesnt have breakfast provided! sighs...disappointment...then we have to spend more money for breakfast?lol.

im deprived of DBSK.ever since they went to jap to do their publicity thing for "bolero" and their up coming jap album i have rarely seen and heard them..except for the sm town concert...but all fan cams.then the quality so bad...how to hear...?sighss...shld i buy their jap album?DBSK all the way?wooohoo...mayb i can buy in HK.cheaper?

ahh~ sleep now...supposed to study tmr..early early

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freaking excited

heysss...! okay nothing REAAALLLYYY confirmed yet la...budden we alr gave a deposit and stuff...THE RC GIRLS ARE GOING TO HONG KONG! on budget air though...but 4* hotel..and we saw the hotel on the website.damn niceee!not that cheap...abit above budget...sighss..

before the exams have alr started we're alr planning for the hols.sighs...greatest sin! hope i wont get too distracted..already promised myself to start studying proper tmr.

but cant help but occassionaly glance at the hk brochers mummy has collected over the many trips there.but still...this trip would be totally different and i forsee it to be really fun.hopefully NOTHING goes wrong during the duration of our trip...on huge quarals...no one lost or injured etc. ocean park!!! i haven been there since forever...! ahhh...1 big step towards growing up i have took.am im sooo happy that mummy allowed me to go...infact she just annonced today in the morning that she allows me to go to safe countries like jap, korea, hk and taiwan with my frens...KOREA HERE I COMEEE! it would be perfect if when i go DBSK has some kinda concert....or sm town concert also can.

will be totally broke...gotta earn back my money by working...hope we'll get the job together.the 3'Ls'...weirdly enuff...if net gets the job too..its 4'Ls' lol.! plus an 'A'

ahh~! immensly excited..cant wait for the hols..its so near yet soo far...coz of the blasted exams.

okay gonna sleep sooooonnnn so that i can wake up early and start studying tmr.

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can i just say first that i am sooo proud of junsu for being so popular.lol.i am sooo happy that my top 2 fav korean ppl are...top 2 in Mnet's top 5 artist tt ppl wanna go out with for v.dae.

1. lee min ho! (Goo Jun Pyo in BOF)

3 . kim junsu! dbsk (love that look! SEXYYY) 3.kim beom (Ee Jung in bof)

4. g-dragon from bigbang...dont care

5. hyong jung from ss501 (ji hoo in BOF) (why ppl say he not good looking?)

i most certainly would like to go out with junsu first though...and then goo jun pyo...why is yunho not in the list??!! darn that g-dragon person!

from here u can sooo tell that BOF is like the top drama in korea now...and darn well it deserves it!here is the pics of the guest appearance by that guy thats kinda hot...! save for the glasses.i love his smirk.lol.

tahh-dahhh!! trransformeeedd...!
oooo....why doesnt anyone look like him?
this is hilarious...! it looks like jan di is standing on his face and the rest are just stepping on his body! lol.
here are some ft island vids.although abit old.but i totally love the lead singer hongki's voice.for singers..im ALWAYS captivated by their voice FIRST.

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okay making this short and sweet.coz i need to rush off.but will continue later.

i have OFFICIALLY become a convert...well not exactly convert.but im starting to LOVE FT island songs and i TOTALLY am in love with hongki's voice...as for his looks...hmm...short hair ba.long hair is too girly for me.

and i am TOTALLY smitten with BOF short guest appearance of hejae?is that his name...ahh will show u pics.
and i totally LOVEE BOF and lee min ho...! ahhh~! suddenly...just for a while...DBSK seems far in the distance...OH WELL.they are back! lol.

i just heard their new song preview.jap ofcoz.well...not so crazy over it yet.sounds a bit wierd for me.but im SURE the more i hear it the more i'll like it.cant wait for it to come out.

hmmm...wierdly enuf feel like buying ft island latest album.lol.

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lonely day?

hey ppl....its a new skin...hope its easier for u guys to read...and find my archives.

today is vdae eve..and also technically the last day of school...so almost everyone in class gave out chocolates and sweets....and at least everyone recieved something...quite dissapointed that NH didnt come...guess he was too lazy to just come for 1 hr of lesson...me and levina devised a plan..which ofcozz we wouldnt use...but...still it was funny...coz i was thinking how to give NH chocolates for vdae.and then she say throw at him and then he'll pick it up and eat.LOL.and ytd in the lift on the way home was thinking abt him..when weirdly enuff i heard his name on the radio...it was the name of the singer that the song just played..and weirdly enuf the singer was a girl...but it was just sooo damn coincidental.

in the end not going to KL cruise with the rc girls anymore..coz they thought it may be boring...aww shucks...abit of a disapointment for me coz i wanted to hunt down anyshop that has DBSK merchandises...but oh well...in the end its HK.anythings fine for me really...as long as its with them and its cheap...coz honestly i have been there sooo many times i've lost count.lol.and seriously...it wasnt coz i WANTED to go there....budden i guess the itenary with them is different from those of my when i go with mummy and aunty sharon.coz those are more shopping and eating.but this...we wanna go ocean world prolly disney land...eat cheap dim sum? and also ofcoz shop la.budden all would be on budget...we're going to the travel fair on sun to check the prices out...sighsss hopefully the vacation job would be on track so i can at least recover the money i am gonna spend on the hol.the reality of mummy allowing me to go HK is still...feeling unreal.

well...vdae.is a day every year that reminds me that im alone still...just celebrating with friends...so it WAS bitttt depressing just now when i was spending my time studying alone.sheesh...so emo at that time...thankgoodness got distracted abit by giving andrius some chocs and smsing jy.and ofcoz listening to dbsk...well...coz i at least said that by spending time with my books i managed to read BMIC till chapt 3.sighs...so much more to go.

erms.gonna watch BOF soon...really late alr though...and...just to show u guys this...but i doubt anyone would know what this is abt anyways...changmin is goo jun pyo...jae is woo bin...yunho is ee jung, micky is ji hoo and junsu is jandi (lol) i must say yunho and micky DO look like the actual characters...its ABIT demeening for jae to act as woo bin and its totally poor thing for junsu to be the girl...sighss...they said that actually DBSK was approached to act as F4...budden someone would be out then...and then...i DOUBT they can act as well as the current F4 in BOF.budden i REALLY wanna see dbsk in some drama soon.

rushing off to watch BOF now...was highly anticipating the epi 11 and 12 the whole week.comment on my skin kays

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pissed off

heys...im soooo darn pissed off right now i can just kill and wring someone's neck at this moment...i mean its like u dont HAVE to like DBSK but u dont HAVE to diss them isnt it!!!! who the hell cares if u like snsd or wondergirls.ur a guy.im a girl.i dont BLAME u for not liking DBSK...at least i didnt say that sometimes wondergirls dress cheap and snsd can be fake right?!?!?! i didnt insult them at all. all i said was that i wish that i would be able to see dbsk and i dont really care abt snsd and wondergirls coz i don listen to their songs. and i merely stated facts that they DID win the top music awards in korean and they DO have the largest fan base arnd the world.ahhhh omg this is driving me insane...and since when was he interested in korean music? just a few mths ago he told me i shld listen to music that i understand the lyrics.like WTF. and all he can tell me is that he thinks blah blah from wondergirls is really cute.wtf.are u really that shallow? at least if u ask me what i liked abt dbsk in the first place.honestly its coz they can sing and dance really well...initally when i liked them...i didnt even know who was who...u just know i like jae's and junsu's voice.ahhh~~~ he is retarded!!

anyways...study wk is next wk...planning to book for the cruise next wk tues.and then...why am i not in the study mood yet? sighs...and there really is alot to study...and i didnt get to see NH toda...hmm...somehow suprisingly...not terribly disappointed? and i guess at this age guys are not that mature in their thinking yet? coz we had this optional breast cancer talk and a few guys went...literally for fun and they laughed their way through...geez...and this is supposed to be a serious matter?cant wait to see BOF GJP and JD...

omg.im still pissed.-mentally kicks his ass...repeatedly-shingkiongkesho!!!!!!( none of ur business)

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secrets unrevaled!

making this a darn quick one...rushing off the watch american idol...anyways found out NH's real name...class...cds...lots of things abt him...JUST by having the luck of sitting behind him during lect today.OMG i was sooo esctatic...and his name starts with an L too!!!!!! and he has darn cool handwritting of any guy i have ever seen...cursive! and i know i keep saying this... but i LOVE his back view...lol.and being able to sit BEHIND him and just look at his BACK was soo cool.LOL.and he actually has really nice teeth (as if he used braces before) and dimple on his...err...left cheek? ahh...like kim beom from BOF!

and speaking of BOF i love love love totally LOVEEEE the show! just reading the summary spazzes typed on her blog was enough to make me cry alr.imagine the amount of tissue paper i would need when i ACTUALLY watch it on my fri night BOF marathon time slot.lol. LOVE the innocent romance between goo joon pyo and geum jan di....love isnt that simple anymore in real life. ahhh...and i must say that jan di is a darn good actress...and lee min ho (GJP) has really soulful eyes that can just melt my heart when he is angry sad or happy...there is just this certain innocence abt him...as usual...i cant wait for my fri nights to come...!!!! i PROMISE i would totally rush to buy the dvd of this show when it comes out in singapore...however i think i'll be really long....i can wait...=D

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here is some of their clips when they were in jap doing some vareity shows sorry not so recent..and sorry that the previous vids cldnt work as the vids were removed.anyways here is the link to show how much DBSK members love spicy food. like me!!!

part 1 of 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSfT8NIDuJk

part 2 of 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puPErVhC7zA

part 1 of 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nffQI6lZXOQ

part 2 of 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzlWtYF5koo

part 3 of 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f04EQdFs9SE

enjoy! poor Dong Bang boys...after that they had recording...so poor thing ehh..sighs...

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here is like the top 100 pop idols of the year or smth...and OMGGG although junsu isnt like 1st.BUT he like totally topped the rest of the dbsk members.lol.ahhh sooo proud of him.hahah.here is the list.i know some of them...and duno alot.hahha.but its a mix of the girls and guys.but...im genuienly surprised that the popular changmin...is the last out of all the dbsk members?and that yoochun is even more higher ranking than jaejoong?solma(possible)?anyways coz its like top 100 i'll just skip to those ppl i KNOW.

3 - DBSK, Junsu =D(yayness) his pic in the vid really does him justice.
5 - DBSK, Yunho
6. SS501, KIM HYUN JOONG
8 - SNSD, Taeyeon
10 - DBSK, Yoochun
11 - Big Bang, Daesung
13 - Shinhwa, Eric
15 - Big Bang, Taeyang
16 - DBSK, Jaejoong
19 - Shinee, Taemin
20 - Super Junior, Eunhyuk
24 - F.T Island, Hongki
26 - DBSK, Changmin
27 - H.O.T., Kangta
29 - SHINee, Minho
32 - Super Junior, Heechul
34 - Shinhwa, Andy
35 - Se7en
40 - SNSD, Tiffany
41 - SHINee, Onew
42 - Super Junior, Kangin
48-CSJH, Stephanie
49 - Super Junior, Siwon
51 - Rain
58 - super Junior,Eeteuk
59 - SHINee, Jonghyun
62 - Shinhwa, Junjin
64 - Shinhwa, Shin Hyesung
81 - SHINee, KEY
89 - Super Junior, Donghae
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H27BV0F9-LM

next is the top 20 list of pretty boys.LOL.and see!! i knew that jaejoong and lee jun ki were like pretty...girly.lol.and alot of the BOF boys are there too...teehee.
1. Kim Hyunjoong (SS501) (bof) WTF HE REALLY LOOKED LIKE A GIRL WHEN HE PIN HIS HAIR UP.
2. Jo Insung
3. Lee Minho (bof) he isnot pretty what.he is damn cute and handsome!
4. Jang Geunseok ( duno dont care)
5. Jung Ilwoo ( duno dont care)
6. Jang Donggeon ( this guy is NOT pretty...in fact he was kinda handsome when he was young...used to be aunty sharon's fav actor)
7. Kim Beom (bof) so this is how u really spell his name...lol
8. Kang Dongwon
9. NichKhun (2PM) ( oh this guy is soo handsome.lol)
10. Kim Wonjoon
11. Kim Hyeseong ( eww! he shldnt be here!)
12. Kim Heecheol (Super Junior) (OMG he really looks like a girl too!)
13. Lee Junki (totally agree again..he shld be no.1 hahah...but he looks sooo good when he has a playboy character!!! esp in my girl <3)
14. Jaejoong (DBSK) (totally 100% agree...he shld be no.2)
15. Won Bin (noooo how can he be pretty? he is DARN hot can?? he shouldnt be here!!! i havent seen him for sooo long =( and now when i see him he is in this list?solma?)
16 Kim Jaewook ( this guy acted in the coffee prince as the...gay? i cant rmb.the one with long hair la...he where got pretty?)
17. Lee Hongki (FTIsland)(oh no!! levina..saw this?? he looks darn girly in the vid)
18. Park Sihoo (heads up.this is the step bro of iljimae in iljimae.levina see this?his biceps are like woah! how can he be pretty boy?)
19. Taemin (SHINee) (lmao the person commented sang a shinee song...noona nomun yehpun..sister ur so pretty.LOL.)
20. Lee Seunggi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9dnqUgt8oI

love this bolero perf.finally a full one...love all the high notes! cant wait for the movie to come outtt!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAWRJ3Cege4

some footage from sm town concert. would love to post the songs.but they are fan cams so cant hear.so here is the dance battle for junsu who is looking so darn hot in his white suit and nothing else.lol. have seen danced better though...dance moves abit wierd for me.but nonetheless...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvjuam2_Xc4
and here is yunho's dance battle...also looking ever so hot!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oozlAm2K2IU

and i saw on spazzes lots and lots of yunho's pics for his bdae thing...OMG there are soo many hot ones...i almost...ALMOST feel as if the one i like most in dbsk in yunho and not junsu.ALMOST.

ahh...i realise...not many will be interested in this....

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i see the rainbow

today i am finially done with my french role play...that isnt scary at all..but still makes me nervous..as it was JUST in front of the teacher and NOT the whole class...so was pretty okay.plus had a thumbs up from him...so we felt pretty good after that.
also...done with my world issues ppt presentation...also...another thumbs up from the teacher...this one we had to do it in front of the class...but..nah...prolly only half the class showed up...so..not too nerve wrecking...we got full marks for group presentation u know!!! hahaha!! but duno abt the individual assesment la.
im so relieved now...hmm....

oh yeah...and then managed to catched glimpses of NH.hhahaha!!! and he wore formal clothes today coz he has presentation too..and he totally can pull of the formal look okay.the last person who i rmb could do that was bjorn.hahha.ahhh..he looked awesome..plus with his hair...DASHING.from the back...lol.i just totally love his back view.lol.

hmm...gonna start studying soon i hope.no i must.ahh...im just really happy and LAZY today i dont feel like doing anything.but im gonna sit down and study on my own in school tmr.ahhh~~ sighs sighs.so many things to rmb....

im gonna post more DBSK stuffs again...meeanne(sorry)~!

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OMG can i just say how much i like his side view? although he prolly cut his hair and its black and everything...he just still looks hot
omg did u see how close the audiences are to him? they can almost touch him! i wanna be there too! when will it be my turn????

he is still looking as hot and appealing as ever!
happy birthday yunho!!!

oh my....poor him.all the juniors getting their revenge.LOL.bet he saw that coming anyways.its their tradition.hahhaa.

clearer skies..or not

its the sunshine after the rain....ytd i didnt think i would be able to feel the full capacity of hapiness...but today...with everything back to normal i gather....i AM really happy and excited for the coming holidays!!!

called the job place...arranged for interview with frens. GOING for cruise with rc girls to KL omg!!! how exciting is that...i plan to go and buy DBSK stuff there...like their concerts and also perhaps some merchandises if i manage to find the shop levina mentioned with all the dbsk stuffs there...initially mummy allowed me to go on my own...but after aunty sharon mentioned to mummy to remind me to becareful and not follow strangers etc...mummy started getting paranoid and stuff...sighs..i dont blame her for being worried...but i kinda hate it when she does that too..coz some how to rather we may end up in some arguments...anyways...whatever im still excited abt that even if she is coming along or not i AM going.i told her like WAYYY in advance.we planned this like in dec or smth alr. looks like another 2 of my wishes on my wish list is another step towards being fulfilled.the 2 abt making more money and going holiday with frens....ahhh~ i hate this suspense thing

3 days ago on sat the 7th was yunho's bdae.the admirable mature? leader of DBSK.yay! another year older...he'll make a good father one day i gather.he looks like one when he was on this show with the little girl who was blind.he was sooo good to her it touched my heart i cried or smth. anyways...kar young went to that concernt.OMG jealous nehhhh!!!!! and its like just before her exams.if i were her...i would have LOTS of energy after seeing the sm family that i would have all the momentom to study and do my exam.OR i would be DAMN distracted thinking when i would be able to see them again....ahh~! ofcoz to her it isnt that big an excitement anymore since this is her 2ND time seeing DBSK in a concert LIVE. when will my turn come??? mayb if dreams really do come true...the one i had abt going to a DBSK concert will become reality....

study wk next week.barely started on revising...planning soon. ahh cant wait for FC and BNF revision lect and i can HOPEFULLY- cross fingers- see NH during that time...hahaha! prolly spur me on??? budden again...OMG.can die.BNF has like 10 chapters for the exams.why dont u just stab me a million times now?

anyways...i am GONNA post like a million...or not...pics of DBSK at the sm town concert.ahh! and u know what...i was flipping through some mags to find pics of food for my french role play prop (menu) and i realise there were articles of DBSK way back in 2006 before i was familiar with them...that was arnd the time when vivian liked them.ignorant me...didnt know what i was missing.so ofcoz when i saw the articles...and pics...i went insane...squeeled... immediately TORE the pages out and squeeled somemore.hhaha.what rachel said was right.i quote " dbsk is like a happy pill right?" darn right u are!!! they are a drug that makes u addicted and has really terrible withdrawal symptoms.LOL.

french role play and world issues ppt presentation tmr.wish me luck! seeing my fellow classmates rehearsing jap makes me thank my lucky stars that i dont like jap(thats why i didnt choose jap for cds)

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disappointment?

how should i discribe it?i wasnt really angry.it was more of disappointed feeling really.almost close to rejection kinda feeling.LOL.does that make me less of a fren?how do u tell the difference between frens good frens best frens?
hmmm...?? this question has been popping this whole week.

was kinda disappointed i didnt get to see NH today.would have really been the highlight of the day.there WAS empty rows of chairs in front and behind me in the LT which would be the best places for him to be really.

next wk is the last wk of sch before the exam week.sighs.why is it that other schools have alr started their study week?that means their hols are like earlier.does that mean they learn lesser things? or they have a faster pace of teaching?or they have lesser time to grasp or for revision.like for me now...most of the lects are ending.actually...ended.in fact next wk is more or less considered a sorta study week since there are ALMOST no lects on the topics and the lects are more for COMPLUSORY revisions and stuff...

had a great time during LGEE today.new bible study materials....new way of conducting the bible study as well...on a more solem note.and ofcoz the occassional spewing of things that are "bimbotic" hahaha!

joey suddenly smsed me.asking me how i got over him last time BLAH BLAH.and then he said its coz he thinks his dog is gonna die.and then he mentioned a certain girl (that wasnt his girlfren) was hot.and then he said he was talking abt her dogs.and im like WHATEVER.see...thats how i got over him later on. when i realised how much worser his character is getting.nevermind how much he is improving on how to treat relationships (at my expense) budden again...looking at the statement above and the many other statements he has made. makes me doubt if he really did improve. anyways....i ALWAYS believe that OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND kinda thing. all that absence makes the heart grow fonder really is all crap. it DOESNT work.

anyways...really tired.but gonna force myself to watch BOF 2 epis by tonight.ahh~~! seriously cant wait for the few more days that i have left to the school hols.

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fangirling!!!

part 1: junsu told his "old man" jap gags...aoyama a mountain u cant climb (blue moutain if u say it in another way) making puns of jap words.no one gets it..but they make fun of it later on...eg..when yunho got lost while hiking but managed to be found coz he called his mom with his hp.then the host said oh there was reception?then another host said...he must have climb the aoyama. jae wanted to own a supermarket when he was young so he can eat the stuff there whenever he wans.he stills wans to 10 yr later.(jokingly) then when junsu was young he liked to tell his OWN jokes but no one understands them.but he just keep talking anyways.SO CUTE.reminds me of me now.lol. yunho loves hiking when he was young....then the host asked if it was popular in korea.or is it yunho's the only one.and then he asked the other members if they liked hiking.and then said no.never tried.LOL.they asked junsu what was his first impression of yunho when he first joined SM entertainment.junsu was like 13-14 then and yunho was 16-17. and junsu said he looks like the kind who would buy sweets and give em to me.thats how i made frens with him.lol.and then yunho said junsu was lively and TOO optimistic.LOL.then they asked what they thought abt jae.and junsu said he initially thought jae was cold towards them.but as he talked to jae....he felt jae was like miso soup.LMAO.wierd analogy.totally no link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9Jt-gPLMD4

2nd part:jae's yunho and junsu's first impression of changmin was that he was really good to his seniors.like if there is the last chair he would let them sit.BUT now...he'll say...i'll sit.lol.then the host asked how they were selected out of 120 trainees to be in DBSK and yunho said they were all in different grps and then junsu continued by giving example of how they were grped.and then he gestured to jae to speak and jae said.yeah it was something liidat.then he host said...u're too lazy to speak right.lol.so junsu continued. then they said initially they were embarassed by their name DBSK.but now they are not.they are confident.and junsu randomly says.we're DBSK!LMAO.poor junsu is left out and has to sleep with the manager.its 2 in a rm.BUT.the members complain that he occupies 3 rms.his musical stuff in yunho and chagmin's rm.his personal com in the living rm and he sleep in the manager's rm.hahahah. he says coz he is smart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIVl_j4kq6E

new man in my life?

heya firstly...i really hafta say that the past few days has really been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me.lotsa ups and downs.its like it suddenly takes me back to the past when i used to really dislike poly life...
then its like another thing i really REALLY dislike is when how people tell you after a test/exam its sooo hard sooo hard sure cannot do well blah blah...and then...they get so high marks...or even FULL MARKS and then practically shoves it at ur face.LIKE GEES!!
i guess the only thing keeping me sane are really junsu/DBSK, and levina and NH the new man in my life.LMAO.shall elaborate abt that later.

ahh...anyways more abt today...i consider myself ABIT of a perfectionist....so i cant really take set backs or failures well.in fact i'll start getting frustrated/angry with myself...and start to get like zi bei and low morale and stuff....really bad...and today...it was kinda like a triple blow to me man....coz first...got back my maths quiz...which i alr new before hand that i wouldnt really do well..but due to a certain someone...made me feel MUCH worse...and then RIGHT after that is my BMIC lab test...which previous classes who have alr taken it says that it is horribly difficult...so that makes me worried...and when i went there...its true..i can JUST almost bet that the slide for the microscope is like spoilt or smth coz alot of ppl including me cannot see even a spec of microorganism on it.and then its like my fren's bunsen burner had problem also...they shld really check the supplies before letting us use u know.its so darn screwed up~! and so that was my second set back....and ofcoz lynn said its so hard...gee...i'd know better than to believe that its difficult for her. so while the first grp was waiting for the second group to finish...we were doing nothing...BAD for my mood.so i thought mayb i shld go to the com lab and like use the com to vent on my blog...BUT. gees.the com lab was so darn crowded! and then what was WORSE of all is that my mp3 couldnt work either.WHY? coz i was careless enuf to forget to turn it off the previous day and NOW the batt has konked out and cannot be used. so much for DBSK therapy. and then...decided to go library...and then when they were all done..lynn called me to tell me...but duno whats wrong with her damn fone...or mayb it was too noisy...she says hello...i say hello many times.and she hangs up.this happen twice.im like WTF.alr pissed enuf....i was starting to think today JUST wasnt my day...

ahh~~~ but!! when i went for BNF lect...i saw my eye candy!!! ahhh...instantly made me smile...well...to me my eye candy has the back view, side view and hairstyle of junsu...so he really REALLY reminds me of junsu...so this makes me happy.i duno what's his name...or even his class...i only know his course.DUH.coz only 3 courses taks BNF module.and out of the 3 courses.1 of the them only has 1 class.so he is definately NOT in there. anyways we nicked name him NH for nice hair.LOL.coz he DOES have nice hair and that TOTALLY made me notice him.coz i felt he has similar hair style to junsu.LOL.i RMB noticing him like LONG ago...but totally forgot abt it coz it was last yr before the really long mid term hols...so its like i didnt really do well for BNF quiz...however i was kinda too happy to be sad.TEEHEE.

and then when we went for lunch..i was hoping he'd be at the same place eating.then i this guy who is possibly his fren and got my hopes up...and then i saw ANOTHER of his fren which i KNOW sat with him in the LT during the lect and got ALL excited.turned out...he was sitting in PERFECT view of where i was sitting.so while eating i was enjoying the "wonderful view" in front of me.thank goodness i didnt make a mess as i wasnt really concentrating on how i ate.
unfortunately...i have this HUGE feeling he smokes or smth.not really sure. but he does kinda look like the type who does. but i can just imagine him cooking or smth...ahhh~! so suave...initially i (wierdly enuf) didnt like looking at his face.wasnt really eye-candy material.only his back view and front view.but the more i look at him the more i think he is kinda good looking from the front as well. especially when he either has the act cool expression or when he TOTALLY softens and has a LOL moment.he looks really kinda good. ahh~~~ but his rating kinda fell abit coz of the possibilty he may be a smoker.

oh tell u a really LAME joke. well coz we were making fun of this guy...who isnt very good looking...but he is supposed to act as "rain" u know the korean actor/singer in lynn jap role play.and then coz for jap always hafta add a "san" like lorelle-san kinda thing. so i said i am rain-san. then my fren continued...i am umbrella-san...and then i burst out laughing coz i thought of someting lame...( 1 huge thing in common with junsu..lame-ness..i take pride in it) anyways...then i continued..i am yu-san.LMAO. there are really ALOT of lameness going on..

ooo...cant wait for tmr where i can watch BOF "marathon" till the wee hrs...GYP here i comeeee

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not so busy after all?

heya there!!

ahh! i watched BOF until like 3am on fri..or technically sat morning.but it was all worth it...there were like TONS AND TONS of touching parts that made me cry....and according to levina the korean version has fast forward quite alot...which is good meaning there wont be any part 1 part 2 kinda thing like the taiwanese version.no clif hangers and waiting-in-suspense moment! yay! i am sooooo extremely happy that both of them finally got together goo jun pyo(GYP) and jandi! ahhh i need a GJY in my life too! he is that kinda tough on the exterior but actually really naive and innocent hearted inside...also partly dumb.LOL!ahhhh he is soooooo cuteee
i just mentally slapped myself for thinking that....junsu is #1~! anyways...trying my best to save the 2 epis of BOF that comes out today and tmr till friday night...at least i have something to look forward too...

anyways...did alot on sun...finished up fc project, world issues project, french translations and even had time to watch the begining episodes of iljimae.coz i didnt watch and was kinda lost when i started watching 2/3 into the show...u can never get enuf of lee jun ki! and i cant wait for hols to come...i spotted tons and tons of hyun bin shows that i wanna watch on mysoju...soju is a type of wine btw....koreans love drinking them. ahhh~! hyun bin is one of my fav korean actors whom i dont go ONLY for looks...but he does have an ULTRA cute smile! hahaha

so now besides the stupid 10 mins MCQ 10 QNS for my world issues tmr, csas1 group role playing thing and my damn lab test on thurs...i have nothing much for this week. really fotta brush up on the theory of the results expected and also the procedures for doing the lab experiments.hmm...shld be quite okay i hope...

also cant wait to find out if DBSK will be going to KL for their mirotic concert....-crosses fingers- im still ultra excited since that day that i found out..almost 1 wk alr...today we 3 'L's were even planning the mode of transport of going there...budget air?train? and even sharing of hotel rooms...ahhh~! ultra exciting!!! being a few steps nearer to fulfilling my #1 wish on my wishlist is driving me insane~!
darn it that they are in japan now promoting their new single and also soon to be new album....coz sooo many variety shows that they appear on seem to be not readily available to me...unlike when they appear on the variety shows in korea =(. miss them like CRRRAAZZZYY! i quote their song "its my crazy love for you~~" having withdrawal symptoms.really no one can lift my spirits like they do~!

bottem line is....I CANT WAIT FOR THE DAMN HOLIDAYS TO ARRIVE ALREADY!

alrighty! im off now to read my world issues project.no sweat i hope...basically common sense?

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