comparisons

comparisons. this is wad people do all the time. compare the good stuff, or the bad. and sometimes compare ourselves to others or others with others. either way. sometimes comparison will put a person down and delude our state of mind.

it will make us start questioning ourselves. and sometimes in a bad way as well. and the effects are as bad.

it could have started or led to things such as envy. and dont get me started on envy. because once it progresses and turns to jealousy things and start to get ugly.

and so who really knows a human heart? sometimes we seem worst than animals. often compared to the loyalty of dogs. everyone is different. and yet somehow the basis are the same. it seems easier to understand others based on their behaviour and thinking. and it seems so clear to us. however, their would be the more cynical ones or the more paranoid ones who would probe ur thoughts and behaviour. because the cynics feel that things are never as they seem. could this be because of their own behaviour and thinking?thats why they think the same applies to others?

so the question is. when do u take things at face value and when can things really not be as they seem?

yes. i compare. i envy. and im cynical. and that equals to disaster brewing in my head.

back from paradise

ok korea is like the new place i dont mind migrating to anymore. aside from like london. LOLS. and besides its always good to marry someone asian rather than an ang moh right? ahahhas plus korea has cheap cheap cosmetics to encourage u to maintain good complexion.

and the food is sooo awesome~! i miss it like soooo much and like the food back home in singapore now seems so fake and lame like nothing compared to korea's original version. and although i miss korean food so much it just doesnt tempt me back here in singapore...

and although we had to walk like mad just to change from one mrt line to another. not like singapore where u just cross over and its the other line alr....and although it was quite tough but it is really good natural exercise man...i mean u can so easily just get ur 30 mins a day exercise just by using the mrt....and suddenly singapore's mrt is so boring and it just doesnt gif me the enthusiasm....like there are no korean celeb adverts arnd or like shopping centres dont play kpop songs and drive u mad...

i wonder how long it would take for me to snap back to reality and get back to normal and get used to the way things are in singapore. i am already thinking abt when and how i can go back there again like REALLY soon! gosh....not enough not enough~ T.T