the countdown begins

ahhh~! incredibly tired now.contemplating if i should strive on with my notes or just collapse onto the bed.

anyways...WHOOHOO~~
i got the tickets to the concert
i got the tickets to the concert
i got the tickets to the concert

my version of stand up by dbsk

stand up!
(junsu)
hey girl~~im so happy now, im so full of joy,
im so high~~i dont need to sleep anymore...
(chorus)
its a sensation, the anticipation nanananana feel so right stand up party tonight~~!!
cant u feel the excitment, at the moment nanananana feel so right stand up party tonight~~!!
(micky)
levina lets go down...for one night....levina lets stay over night....if we can...
(chorus)
oohh the invitation to see FT island nanananana feel so right stand up party tonight~~!!
feel the sensation, the sweet emotions nanannana feel so right stand up party tonight~~!!
hongki lemme hear u singing (oh yeah!) jong hun lemme see u smiling (oh yeah)...c'mon primadonnas, FT island,im ready alright!! rock the house that night!!!

the lyrics is not right.totally me.u can check the actual lyrics.it actually isnt that corny.hahah! its actually a sexy song.i spoiled it i know.lol.
and technically....the concert is in the day...not night...but just so it i can retain most of the original lyrics.

okay enuf of nonsense...back to work for me now that i have hyped myself up=DD

countdown to ft island concert showcase 27 days to go!!!

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oh yeah~!

highlights of the day(usually ppl highlight in yellow right?hahhaha!!!)

-during APEL, when asked abt who is the person i admire and why i talked abt junsu but ofcoz he remained anoynomos(terrible spelling)
-confirmation of going to buy FT island concert tix...whoohoo~!
-went to celebrate yu ru's bdae at ryan's hse. had an awesome fun time with my lgee as usual.and me being really lame.and trying to infect ppl with ft island songs.lol.
-took lots and lots of pics
-discovered something awesomely cool abt my fone thanks to mabel.
-end of term 1.on the way to term test.on the way to holidays.whoo hoo~!
-really tired.but gotta stay up and compile my FPQA notes properly.urrghh.

yellow is also the official colour of primadonnas!the official fanclub for FT island.

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oh no

oh no...planned to study today but ended up watching tvee instead.ahh...! failure.gonna do that now.seems like i'll be sleeping late today.though i am really kinda tired....but not anymore after watching this MV.ahhh...really really wanna see ft island and honggi and leader-sshi now!!!
driving me nutsss. i think honggi looks totally awesome and emo here.which is sooo attractive.lol!
must study tmr! must must!





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?!?!?!

as the holidays get nearer....so does my TERM TESTS!
omg and i JUST realised today that its next week!!! and i all along kept thinking i had like next week left to study after all my projects and quizes are over.yeah right lorelle.think again!!!
-slaps self- ahhh what am i still doing here blogging??? i must go camp at the library this week alr.tear myself AWAY from the com!!!

be optimistic lorelle.be determined lorelle.be optimistic lorelle.be determined lorelle.

ahhH!!! negah bicho!!!toahjuseyyo!

when u are not around, my world seems colder
come back so it wont seem like winter

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fangirling 14 (DBSK's funny quotes)

im struggling to cope with the pending homeworks and tests now.
my weekend has been occupied with the stupid FI technical report. gees.its so darn hardddd! but wierdly enuf comparing to my other friends, it seems me and levina are just being to paranoid and meticulous as they seem to do it with such ease.

however, i am now relaxing (for the countless time ^^) and feel like sharing these funny quotes.sorry rach.not much changmin ones.alot are jae's.he talks too much!however, i got this from a website. so i have no idea how reliable or when or where they said those stuff.

legend: blue=jae red=junsu green=yunho grey=changmin purple=yoochun

"Whether we are in Korea or Japan our hearts are filled with Cassiopeia so if you have an affair with someone else or if I catch you cheating I will go over there right away whether I ride a plane train or car I'll go over there to scold you. Okay? Don't forget DBSK and we DBSK will love Cassiopeia forever too. So if you really have an affair I'll get really mad~"- Jaejoong

Yunho wants 5 sons and 20 daughters(OMGGG) Junsu says "Think of your wife!"Jaejoong says "Are you trying to kill somebody?" (i think this is the most hilarious of all!)

Changmin: Micky just got a text message..Junsu: I got one..-pulls phone out-Changmin: I have a strange suspision that this text is going to end the conversation..Junsu: the text says"Shut up Junsu, your being annoying."

JS - My roommate.. He stacks his clothes on his bed. He himself doesn’t sleep on the bed and instead sleeps outside on the living room floor. He gives his one and only bed to his clothes, which is an unfortunate thing. The question is, does he sleep on the floor because he’s too lazy to clean it up? I hope he quickly cleans up his bed, and as he is my roommate, I want to sleep with him, Youngwoongy-hyung. Just please. Let’s clean up. A little bit.It’s because it’s unfortunate. Really, there are two beds in our rooms; it’s what Youngwoongy-hyung and I use together. There are two beds, but they’re placed together (side-by-side)*To Jaejoong* Say something.YC - I went over to their house a day before yesterday, and I went to Junsu’s room, and he was doing something. And I asked him, “Hey Junsu, who sleeps over there?” And Junsu, who was on the computer said, “the clothes sleep there.”*laughter*JS - Seriously! His clothes sleep on the bed and he sleeps on the floor. I just don’t get it!JJ - It’s because..Host -Because you don’t want to bother cleaning it upJJ - No, no, more than that. I have a lot of clothes, and there isn’t enough closet space to put them all away. There are clothes Yoochunnie left behind before he moved out, and there are other managers’ clothes too, and I can’t just throw them away.. And so they just kept stacking up, and it isn’t organizedJS - Once, I said let’s sleep together, I really want to sleep with you, so let’s clean up. And we did clean up! . . . . . About 5 days later, everything went back to the way it was before.

i know...last one was really kinda long.seeya guys! hope u enjoyed this...yunho doesnt really talk much huh.lol.

gosh! ft island is really coming! i have no idea why i am so excited like my heart beating so much ytd.hahhaha!(since i am not really super overly crazy as i am for dbsk.) still! its soo cool if im able to see them in person. besides totally love their songs!

gotta go finish up hw stuff tahhhtahh~

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goals!

goals for the week and forever

1) patience!! esp with my friends and the computer!
2)understanding
3)determination for quiz/term test/exams
4)and ofcoz my optimism!

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fangirling 13 (dbsk secrets?)

oo stumbled upon this tonight

secret part 1:
JUNSU:Almost all of Junsu's phone calls are made to his older twin brother Junho.
YOOCHUN:Micky, who fell in love with flip-flops, have been spending his days from February to November wearing them.
JAEJOONG:Jaejoong is ID No. 1 in Bigeast fanclub namelist.
CHANGMIN:Changmin has never believed in Santa Claus ever since he was born.
YUNHO:Because of Yunho's habit of singing in the shower, he spends the longest time in the bath

secret part 2:
Junsu:If he could reincarnate into an animal in his next life, he wants to become a penguin! The reason is: Penguins are cute when they walk.
Yoochun:He likes beer that comes in a BIG glass. If there is green soy bean(something that looks like a snow pea) to go along with the beer, it will be heavenly happiness for him!
Jaejoong:In the composing of the song "Wasurenaide", Jaejoong thought through the whole meaning of the song in Japanese before writing the lyrics in Japanese.(This probably means that he did not think through the meaning of the song in Korean, but instead chose to think in the Japanese perspective)
Changmin:Changmin, who gives people an impression of being steady and earnest, will become very chatty when he becomes drunk, and laugh uncontrollably.(LOLLLLLL, that's funny to imagine!)
Yunho:Yunho likes to travel, and the place he wants to go to most right now is Las Vegas.

part3:
Junsu:He is ID no. 3 in Bigeast fanclub namelist
Yoochun:When Yoochun was 16 years old, he got his driving licence in America.
Jaejoong:Jaejoong has the most celebrity friends among all the DBSK members.
Changmin:In order to train his muscles, Changmin carries a heavy bag with him wherever he goes.
Yunho:Because Yunho always loses his things, fellow DBSK members and staff call him the "Careless King". He had even lost stuff that he had borrowed from other DBSK members.

part 4:
JUNSU:Junsu really likes singingEven when he is in the dressing room, he will sing in the same volume as when he is on stage.
YOOCHUN:Yoochun can never accomplish any tasks in the morningHe cannot wake up early even when Tohoshinki’s schedule is fully packed
JAEJOONG:Jaejoong feels that his most charming feature is his [white/fair muscles]CHANGMIN:If Changmin can reincarnate as an animal, he wants to become a panda.Why?Reason: He can sleep as much as he wants!
YUNHO:Yunho has the best vision among the members

part 4:
JUNSU:When Junsu was in Primary 4, he transferred to another school because he was chosen as a professional baseball player.But, because he was not tall enough, he gave up being a baseball player and set his goal to become a singer instead.
YOOCHUN :Recently, Yoochun has been learning the "Teenage language"especially the phrase [そっすねー] that he has been repeating recently.Because of this, all the other members like to imitate him now.[I have no idea what そっすねー means though
JAEJOONG:Jaejoong will play his music at a loud volume and sleep
CHANGMIN:Bigeast Fanclub ID no. 2 is Changmin[Ok, so No. 1 = Jaejoong, No. 2 = Changmin, No. 3 = Junsu!]
YUNHO:Yunho wanted to become a police inspector when he was young,In order to have additional advantage for his then-prospective career,he went to take up Aikido and Taekwondo.

secret to the title for the song 9095
on DBSK’s music page on Naver, The last few characters of this url is artistID=9095, which means DBSK’s id code on Naver’s music page is 9095. This id is permanent and is the fixed code for artistes after they are added to Naver’s music page, meaning that from the start, DBSK’s id code has been 9095.Jaejoong once said 9095 is the password to his heart, so in actuality Jaejoong’s true loves are DBSK and music.

and lastly... this has nothing to do with their secrets or what so ever but a kinda old mirotic perf of them...junsu focused.and OMGosh! i knew that mirotic dance steps were hot but WHOAH! i have never seen it performed soooo well before.whoo hoo~! jun-chan!


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updates

ahh ytd was a total nightmare for me. i thought it would totally affect me the whole of today.coz i was unable to sleep well last night. but voila! this morning when i woke up i felt as if nothing happened at all.yay optimism. and also coz mayb facebook and a certain someone helped me sorta help me release some frustrations last night. anyways, i am really sure now that i will totally wash my hands off all matters alr.

insulting my optimism repeatedly is really the last straw.im still struggling to be optimistic abt my course and my school work thinking what to do after poly.and even sooner..which subject electives to take. and i am constantly tryna motivate myself by thinking of junsu's always cheerful and optimistic outlook.(although its true what levina says tt the situation is totally different for us compared to him.but still.... )
so when he insulted my optimism to me it was like insulting junsu???hahahha.

anyways...good news is...my mum allows me to go for ft island concert.whoo hoo~! i thought she'd be a little stiff abt it.but nope.omg! totally surprise there.even offered to pick me from the concert venue if it ends really late.lol.but ofcoz...nothing is confirmed yet for the concert.for all u know they may just end up still going to m'sia? nonono!!!

oh! and chris allen won AMI!WHOO HOO~ i am sooo pleased.not tt i think he deserves it....just tt he deserves it better than adam.i AMAMAMAM just toooo biased! but the person whom i really think deserves it is ....DANNY GOKEY! and even mummy agreed today.ahahha!

ahh...here is a clip of junsu being able to stand and perform again.although he really looks a little sad that he isnt able to dance all the cute dance for this cute song like the rest of the members.leader-sshi looks really happy though.hahha!don like the wierd outfits though...why does all they jap concerts have wierd outfits?




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its abt the way you are~~

someone wise once told me before...actually just my mum la.never to force ur own expectations on others.
this is one thing i really really must learn to do.
or else everyone would get really upset at me.hahha.and i'd be upset too.
everyone has their own way of doing things differently.so...i shld let them be the way they are.

OMG.ft island coming to singapore?!?!?! WOAHH~ why cant dbsk come together?they could have a FTDB concert collaboration! awesomeness. nahhh...different company.so its impossible? DBSJ mayb. but still if i can i would loveee to go even though i am not toally in love with them as much as i am with DBSK.but still would love to experience a korean concert and plus love their songs.and wanna see hong gi and leader- sshi in person!

ooo interesting! today for FI lect.the only only subject NH (my eye candy) is the same as me.however...we never go to the same LT.then today we kinda made excuses to go to the link up so i can see him...and but he went to the main! gees.talk abt not meant to be.budden lynn say she saw him looking at clique 6.and she say mayb looking for me.LOL!!! mayb coz he always notices me looking at him...sooo...
ahh~~ a really wild thought...but a lovely thought.

and it totally shocks me how fast the H1N1 virus has spread in osaka and kobe.more than 100 confirmed cases alr. im so worried dbsk wont catch the virus as well as there are still on going concerts and activities there.they are always kept in my prayer.

your every word i always keep in my memory.
even though i will never be by ur side,
just being able to hear you, see you, talk to you,
i feel contented.

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fangirling 12

random dbsk audios.ahhh wish they could be on our radio station too!!!but i wont understand...even if they speak english...LOL.OMGosh...! why are they so cuteee!??



LOL!junsu's first kiss according the physcological test is french kiss?!?!


LOL! jun-chan??yunho and changmin sounds so cute calling junsu tt =D

fangirling 11

hey guys....forgive my sudden outburst ytd.feeling tons better now ever since i got the junsu file from rach today.<3>

its been a long time since i fan girl-ed.hahahha!
contents:
1) junsu's get well soon posters
2) junsu's 24th bdae-project
3) yoochun cum dbsk new CF (utter cuteness and random changmin-yunho couple moment)

1)recently as u guys know junsu had sprained his ankle and at this forum there were some get well msges that were directly sent to him ( i contributed!!!) so the person took a picture of how the msg board looks like a woah! overwhelming responses! i cant find mine!!! but im glad to know so many ppl are concerned for him and supports him.junsu-sshi hwaiting! <3
i found mine after much much difficulty! i cant believe its really sent to him !!! its the one below.just next to the "!" OMGGGosh!! =DD can you spot it???2) wanna join the birthday project? just tell me and i'll include you in when i send mine over =) i'll even flold the dolphin for you.all you gotta do is write ur inspirational msg (so that when he is unhappy...almost like never....when he reads ur msg.he'll be encouraged and happy =))

unfortunately i duno how to put up the poster advert.so just tagg me if ur interested.

3)lastly!! the CF you've been waiting for.even found the subbed one for u guys =) check out 0.20 secs for the minho couple moment.

let me bitch

OH!!!MY!!!GOSH!!! if it wasnt so fragile i would love to throw it on the floor or even stomp on it.and right now i would like to scold a few hundred f words.but i wont.thats how angry and frustrated i am right now.i have hit my com like more than 10 times in these 2 days.and my com isnt a desktop its a laptop...luckily weekend is just 2 days.or else a few keys or mayb even the screen would have been spoiled alr.

the com is just too screwed up to function.and its not just when i play farm town.even on msn.or just normal internet.it freaking screws up and hangs.its worse when i play facebook.and just nice my mum's quick and virus free com don have the software for facebook games.i practically use her laptop alr for my projects and stuff.why?coz my laptop cant even freaking read my thumbdrive.like FTW?!?!?!

how can i possibly wait like another 7-6 mths?!??!!

and what pisses me off further is how it totally affects my mood.i was soooo frustrated that i cried okay. and it makes me easily frustrated at others when i know its not their fault for anything.i just needed an outlet.and because my my freaking slow com it makes me stay on the com longer coz i cant get things done.which affects my school work schedule too! ahhh~~~ i wont even talk abt how much i love watching BOF today coz i barely watched it.too busy checking if my com has "un-hanged"

i just wish there was someone right here beside me now who could just tell me some lame joke and make me feel better.i cant always entertain myself u know.THIS IS JUST DRIVING ME INSANE.
can a laptop just fall from the sky now?how can some ppl be so darn freaking lucky and get a FFFFRRRREEEEE laptop?!??!?!?!?!

i just bet the person who invented virus-free software are those who invented viruses too!

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a teary good-bye

nahh! its nothing sad...just me being my silly emotional self.
saw my american idol fav got "voted out"....what i am gonna say may be biased and offensive...but i'd rather have danny than adam...i mean adam is like the same ol' style everyweek...and its getting more boring and annoying.so totally over the top.even my mum..who USED to be a fan of adam thinks so.as for chris...he is kinda cute and he DID improve alot.so i don mind him being there.YES.i AM just bias against adam.

and then i noticed a similarity!!! i know sooo random...but i notice that all my "ideal" guys...are singers!!! what's cool is that they are from all parts of the world.ireland-nicky byrne (westlife), korea-kim junsu (dbsk),america- danny gokey (AI)...ahh shan't elaborate on the other similarities!

these few days, school has been hilarious for some reasons....and mainly self inflicted....hmm wrong word application...anyways been laughing hysterically ahh just keeps the bluess away...thats why my font is red not blue...im not angry though..just feeling the lurveee.<3

oh alright...im addicted to farm town and restaturant city....LOL.

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feeling blue...(get the joke? ^.^)

you know how people say just put in all your effort and if you dont do well at least you know you've tried your best?
is that supposed to let one feel better?
well if it is....it's NOT WORKING!....it just makes me feel worse since i HAVE tried THAT hard and yet..my efforts are kinda useless.i might as well just do last min cramming and even if i DONT do well i know its coz i didnt put in enuf effort.
i have been feeling really bitter the whole day.esp when im alone.i dun wanna put the mood of my frens down with me.so i quickly recovered.but all this just really frustrates me.
it makes me just wanna stop studying altogether.
my morale is just soooo down and discouraged now.
makes me wonder again...why did i take this course?

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in the week

-junsu's leg is recovering fast =D
-been studying for test
-happy with my diet so far
-still REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go to the mirotic concert!!!
-in another mth its holidays alr
-still trying to cope with the new subjects
-trying not to dislike so many teachers
-been having fun with friends in school so far =DD
-levina thinks im addicted to face book...oh well...mayb i am~! which is baddd!

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good day~!

well after a few complains shall increase my font size. sorry abt the mini size.hope this is better.

today it started with a really wet and thundery...as usual its sunshine after the rain.

had to see ms ma which all of us dreads.phew...no apel.or else straight 3 hrs see her. finally had 2 hrs continuous break...able to go outside of school to eat.and also we had spare time to chat random things together.which is really fun.and something all 6/7 of us havent been able to do in a really long while. really loved it. all the awkwardness for me has gone.

had lgee.really fun as usual.laughed alot at all the lame jokes =P

today is a fun day.and hopefully no matter how busy i am or stressed.it will always be this way.

see ya peeps!

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happenings so far

things are looking much brighter now that i have "removed" my "sunglasses" and weirdly enuf, the socio tr talks abt that concept too...but in a different way. in a perspective that ppl who wear different "glasses" looks at thing differently. mine is...wearing "sunglasses" makes everything look "dark" when it is actually really "bright" out there.

recently been feeling tired alot.and really paranoid thinking im having some sort of illness that has the symptoms of tiredness, headaches etc. hahah. been sleeping alot.and weirdly it scares me.

well the H1N1 thing has been spreading like a wild fire. apparently alot of ppl like going to mexico??and the virus is a pig+bird+human virus mutation.like WOAH.how scary is that...even so tt the humans can infect pigs?!?!?
so like all the kiasu-ness and hype abt in school...so its like when u reach school hafta take temp and they'll give u this sticket dot thing.w/out it...cannot enter sch library.eesh.such a hassel.and..the sticker is NOT sticky enuffff....

finally sorta finish with FPQA package 1.1. yikes.going on to package 1.2. dunno why it didnt seem like a consolation when tr was telling us tt 1.2 would be easier and that package 1.1 and 1.2 is the hardest of the lot.i'll judge for myself.
sometimes i think our grp has too many ppl...leaving one or 2 with nothing much to do...esp when they belong to a more quiet nature.

and finally...when levina told me this morning it didnt seem like such a big deal.and i could even joke abt it.but when i saw it for myself it brought me to the brink of tears. junsu is injured and he is still the ever so happy and optimistic person he is. he is even performing in the concert in a wheel chair...which is sooo awesome! it totally touches my heart. he really doesnt wanna let his fans down at all. i think sm really shld overwork them less....it kills me sometimes knowing how hard they work without much rest at all.the video below shows abit of him performing at the concert in the wheelchair.just skip to the singing.don care abt the talking at the front.junsu hwaiting!!!DBSK hwaiting!!!<3

well its back to doing my unfinsihed businesses...

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school so far

well..lately it has been pretty busy....with all the up coming projects and stuff...driving me crazy on the research part.esp when u gotta make sure that the sources are reliable etc.ahhh...makes me really sleepy when i gotta read all the various info..all sciency and stuff...
and worse is that i have yet to switch from the holiday carefree mode to busy school schedules.im still at the point of wanting to watch tv all the time!
my lab sessions are gonna start alr.which means that i no longer will be able to go home earlier than supposed to.3 lab sessions a week??? could be good...but then again..it really depends what we're gonna do for the lab sessions for the particular subs.
already so early in the term a few subs are not to my liking.particularly APFS(applied food sanitation) really boring,FPQA(food processing and quality assurance)really tedious,and csas.its like a follow up of formal report writings except this time we gotta research on the articles as well!

well glad to let u guys know tt im feeling much much better now since the previous entry.i have decided not to look to the past and let it bother me.instead look forward and stay positive...the junsu way!!!that way i would be happier.and tts really what i need.esp with the stressful sems ahead.

and im totally in love with DBSK's new album which i just bought.i never knew that i would be able to like jap songs so much.lol.well partly coz they don't sound like most jap songs i have heard.really anime-ish and jap-ish.

and the mirotic concert is really torturing me.ahh...everyday i wake up thinking..."why cant i go to the thailand one?""why cant they come to singapore?even just for a fan signing""hopefully they have it in KL"
oooo totally love the mirotic concert photobook pics.....unfortunately i think my mum would so kill me if i buy it.

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