23rd post in china

so mummy is on the plane on the way back to SG alr.
an awesome weekend get away for her and aunty sharon. hahahaha. good hotel in a good district plus cheap shopping and food =D
i quote aunty sharon " cheap shopping is good. u wont become poor or guilty" aahahahha xD

i had a great time at the hotel too! hahahaha continental + chinese breakfast! awesomeness...<3>

quote from mummy " when you go back to SG. we can start our food tour" ahaahahaha xD yes. i kinda thought abt what i wanna eat alr when going back. not that i absolutely miss em here now and have cravings and stuff since i am not much of a local delights person.
and totally miss TP's tomyam toufu and beehoon and pao and siew mai at flavours. and mensa's western!

well its back to work for me. though technically not much work is done in the first place.
the summer holidays for the china students are coming already. 5th july onwards. the sch would prolly be deserted? since no highsch students etc.
ghost town?

WOW just another 4 more weeks starting from today. i am so amazed by how time really flies....like a fly. xD ahhh lameness...ahaahah....mixed feelings abt going back

i am sooo glee-fied. LOL. i love true colors

ah its getting so hot now. but i still dont think it as hot as SG. but i WANNA experience FLOOD! lol.

bell

22nd post in china

im glee-fied? ahaahaaha. jsut really love the songs they are singing....but the drama part..not so drama uh. ahahaha.
more vids =) just soooo addicted to endless love and no air now....and take a bow still (though its alr 1 week?) ahhahahah.





and i just LOVE their mash ups. like how they choose the song to be able to blend together is just so AWESOMAZING.teehee.

so fast and it is the weekends again. mummy is here alr. meeting her tonight! weee~ comfy hotel bed here i come. and apparently according to aunty sharon. they borught over sooo many food stuff seem like a refugee. oops =x ahaaahha luckily they weren't stopped at immigration for smuggling or smth.HHAHHAH. i have alot of things to pass to her too though =x

kinda lost where to bring her though....ahahha. oh well~

i wonder what the other 4 will do when we 2 are away.TEEHEE. i hope they have fun though =)

boring week again....cannot wait to mayb go chengdu for holiday

bell

random

i finally found glee on function....weee~ not as good as i expected. still dont get the hype over it. BUT love the songs and voices. so here is one song that im totally addicted to. and like.....idk. it just made me cry.zzzz.

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

21 post in china

this is officially the start of the 5th remaining week in china. wow. time really fliessss.

mummy is coming this thursday....that is just super fast! i hope she would like what i have planned for her.....i mean nanchang is kinda really small and boring and no city life...so...LOL.

i hate the mosquitoes here...they are sooo wierd...i think i have like more than 10 mosquito bites all over my body so far alr. and like they are wierd bites....like not ur typical bites back in SG. zzzz....drives me CRAZZYYY

anyways went to the new nanchang campus ytd. is HUGEEE and sooo new compared to the one we are at now. its like the size of.....SP? but like new like RP? and like they even have their own shopping street there and 7 canteens.LOL. went cycling there. GOT super irritated with the bike coz its too high. and im too short =( GRRR. so i can NEVER turn properly without ALMOST falling. and i even DID fall once.

sometimes i hate it when i see things i dont wanna. and i remember things i shouldnt. that makes me want to run away and hide. so technically. i cycled away.LOL. this is the time i wish i was back in SG. T.T. i need a clear mind.

love is the name of the game
communication gives you bonus points
commitment helps you level up
and trust helps you win the game.
i seem to be losing already.

bell

post 20 from china

wow been a long time since i have blog...

wow its raining DAMN heavily...and its not like it hasnt before. but its the first time its a thunderstorm..! besides the first day we came where the thunder was SOOOOO loud like it was just next to us.

lostsa things happened during the time....and so fast its the weekends again....that means only another 5 more weeks here. sighs~ ofcoz i wanna go back and see lgee and rc girls and lynn and nic and ianson and vivian and andrius........but i will definately miss the lifestyle here...

anyways went to holiday at mt lushan on tues and wed. coz ONLY on mon we found out that it was a PH on those 3 days...so we went to work for nothing. and then if we had known earlier we would be able to spend more time planning and spending the time at mt lushan over the weekends as well. instead of rotting in nanchang. LOL. air was REALLY fresh and wonderful. the night sky was AWESOME. i dont think i have ever seen stars SOOOOO bright and BIG and MANY MANY before...! i was sooo touched by the awesome wonder of god's creation. and an AWESOME sense of acheivement for walking/trekking for 2-3 hrs on BOTH days...! weeee~ although tired and leg ached at the end of the holiday. it was really a good getaway and left me feeling more refreshed.

so now im looking forward to the next holiday. possibly cheng du? the land of pandas =D ryan....?? aahahahaha. and i finish buying all my gifts! OMG......i even think i have extra ! eks. i spend too much. teehee.

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear
how much i love you
please dont take my sunshine away

bell

fangirling 49 (JYJ dome concerts and dbsk)

ahhh so here are the updates of jaejoong, yoochun, and junsu's (JYJ) dome concerts in tokyo and osaka this week....just the thought that they cried during the concert while during the Ment...fills my eyes with tears and my heart with pain ;__;

incase u were wondering....JYJ is an OFFICIAL unit from AVEX. the 3 of em were offered a contract.....that means....DBSK CEASES TO EXIST! noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

For Yuchun and Jejung, the stage was probably their stage after 5 months hiatus. This is the first time of the 3 people to do live together. Being greeted with a great cheers of approximately 46,000 audiences, the largest number in the history of Kyocera Dome, Jejung said, “It was really anxious, when thinking about this live. Whether the fans will really come… but it’s awesome.” then he chocked up with cry. Yuchun said, “I thank to all of our fans that I’m able to continue singing today.” with tears of gratitude, Jejung also added, “We will strive to always make everyone smiling.” in tears and promised for further growth in the future.Lastly, Junsu, “I’m glad that many people came,” said with watery eyes, the new unit’s new song “いつだって君に (For You Always)” (release date to be determined) and 4 other unreleased songs were included in 18 songs that were performed in the concert that night.The concept of this Dome concert is to deliver the members’ gratitude to fans who have supported them until the end.

on a happier note, yunho is starring in a musical as prince shin from goong. worried if he is able to pull off the 'mightier than u' aura. lol. but imagining him in prince attire is LOVEE

and also, junsu has won quite a few awards. first, for his role in the musical 'Mozart' that he was in a few mths back. second, "BC Loung.G Popularity Award" he won 70% of the votes. and lastly, junsu has reached the 'gold' for the sales of his single solo album.YAY! and everyweek, junsu's solo album is increasing in ranking at the oricon charts! im so proud of him! ahhh~

im just glad that DBSK fans are united....and not split like some fans from 2PM after jaebom left.

we cassies rock! =D

bell

19th post in china

wow this week has passed.....or rather FLEW BY at the speed of light.lol. today is friday already! -shockkkk-

so i guess...this week nothing much to be said coz nothing much was done.

ahh....the 3rd season of GG is disappointing me....no more evil high sch bitch plotting anymore....
now its boring college. LOL.
but brilliant legacy and personal preference is LLOOVVEE!

today....saw smth that freaked the hell out of me. lol. before we left SG to come to china, our senior who came last year mentioned abt spiders palm size....but when we came we saw none of that sort but just teeny weeny ones. BUT TODAY! i saw it. OMGGGG it was disgustingly scary. luckily it isnt those hairy and thick kinds.....but it was still as scary! the legs are longer than the body!

next week there is a PH. weee~ teehee. and soon it will be the SUMMER HOLIDAYS! teehee. but that means....we're nearer to going back.

ahh latest updates abt jaejoong, junsu and yoochun's dome concerts in japan up next T_T

those tender eyes
that peaceful look when you sleep
your warm arms
they are what i'll miss when you're gone

bell

18th post in china

another weekend is over. only 7 weeks remaining for OSIP. well. there are pros and cons.


okay so latest update is...mummy and aunty sharon are coming to visit me here in china! and i get to stay in the hotel....weee~ ahahaha! but poor 4 of em...wonder what they are going to be doing during that 2-3 days.


i am finally watching gossip girls season 3! weeeee season 1&2 were awesome. ahahahah. i hope seaseon 3 wont disappoint


and OMGGG OMGGG OMGGGG! i just FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY recieved the long awaited letter from rachel....and to my ULTIMATE suprise.....its letters from BOTH my LGEE and SGEE members!!!! and instantly when i read the letters....tears just started flowing down! im sooo touched TTM! i suddenly realise how much i miss u guys!! i dun wanna migrate overseas to where ever where ever anymore! how can i do without u guys every friday night or every sunday morning?! i love you guys sooo much. i realise how big a part u play in my life and how important u guys are to me! although some messages are short, i can just imagine u talking to me. shall write back instantly!!

and i also FINALLY FINALLY watching ALL the eps of you're beautiful! ahahahhaah! LOVVEE the ending! so rrrromantic! how come some ppl dun like?!
i LURRVEE the last few scenes.

when the time comes to step back to reality. can i continue to cling on or must i let go?

bell

fangirling 48

weee~ lately i have caught the K wave REALLY BADLY again.... teehee~!

first up personal preference....a comedy drama. where LEE MINHO (in awesome hair!!!) is misunderstood as a gay guy and he had to stick to his story so that he can move in with this girl.....and he starts to fall in love with the girl and blah blah. ahahahaha. typical story. but I LIKE~


and then brilliant legacy/shining inheritence. where lee seung gi is a cutie...teehee. i love bad boys who are actually sooo DUMB and innocent.

and finally....i am FINALLY finishing up on you're beautiful that i left unwatched like..last year? ahahhahahha.

and yay! MBLAQ won on m!countdown today! (and levina is gong CRRRAAAZZZYYY watching the MV OVER AND OVER AND OVER again like a perv!! lol!) but....joon is really.....KYYAAA~ and thunder has really BLOOMED.teehee ^^; even lynn likes them now esp thunder~



and tonight im going to watch my girlfren's an agent.teehee. from rach's blog and other's recommendation....im sure it would be nice.PLUS....i like the guy in the show ~



the weekends are here! i have a love-hate RS with it ahahhaha~

bell

17th post in china

wow. its wednesday already! the half way mark for the working days. and this also happens to be the half way mark for the OSIP. so many things have happened. so much complications and dramas. but im glad it is slowly resolving itself. hopefully the worst has passed. and there are only better days to come.

oddly i am missing school alot. the teasing of other people. just joking arnd and having fun. commenting on teachers. studying and stressing together with friends. eating sch food. ahhh....ahahhaha i know i know. i am wierd!

yet at the same time. time passes too quickly. it wasnt like that initially. the days here was a drag. but suddenly, weeks seemed to pass in a blink of an eye. i am scared of going back to SG. it will suddenly be an unfamiliar place. and reality will suddenly hit all too quickly what is already installed for us.

i guess its human nature, be it guy or girl, to be fickle minded. to already decide on smth and then question ur decision or back out and change ur mind or just go ahead with it hoping nothing would go wrong and that you are just overthinking things. i guess it is normal for the decision to be because of the feelings that suit how u feel at that moment on that day and then change tmr because the feelings have changed?

dont even get me started on feelings. it is smth that cannot be wronged or blame. because no one can control their feelings and what is to come.
but, isn't it worse to just sit on the fence. hoping each day will pass by without u needing to even make a decision? what about the person who is waiting for that decision? is it wise to keep the person waiting? is it wise to keep the person to make wild guesses?

andandand. i feel soooo frustrated. why does it seem to be only me who actually makes the effort to want to make things right when i know everyone is worried and feeling frustrated as well. i mean wads the point in being worriedand frustrated abt the issue when nothing is being done to improve the situation? if everyone is just waiting for each other. nothing will be done. first it was just cliques. now?? individuals?! next time...why not just save it and not ask since the ans is going to be like this?

self-control lorelle. let calmness fill ur mind.....breatheee....
sorry =x generalranting.lol.nth specific or in particular.just boredom+pent up feelings.

daily bread on 1/06
quote "Questions...........Keep asking. Then, through faith in God’s Word and the work of the Holy Spirit, listen as He leads you in His way."
never be afraid to ask questions. when u ask, god can tell u are eager to seek him and learn more about his word =D

daily bread 2/06
quote "You may be facing a problem that leaves you feeling helpless. It may be the loss of a job, a difficult family or work situation, or health struggles. We have a powerful God to whom we can bring our concerns. So before you do anything else, remember to ASAP—Always Say A Prayer" "Prayer should be our first response rather than our last resort."

KYYAAA~ see the new jonghun pic?? ahahahaha love it TTM! [credit:RACH's blog] yay~!

bell

i'll stand by you

this is a random dedication esp to HIM. and all of my goodest of good friends like Lders, Lgee, RC girls, vivi, ianson,nic,andrius. love u guys TTM xD
no idea why this song poped into my head today. but lyrics are very apt.

Oh why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you