oh crap

i left off on thurs talking abt going cycling with clique 6-yan fang. well chin ying didnt go in the end either so it was just me, lynn levina and yvonne.
had a GREAT breakfast picnic thanks to my helper of the day levina for preping with me.
sadly and to my disappointment...we didnt manage to successfully teaching yvonne how to cycle at the end of the 2 hrs. and levina's stomach pain was so bad...so we left ECP to parkway for lunch. on the way there in taxi, yvonne gave her the menstrual pill and VOILA~ everything is okay again and after lunch off we went back to ECP for cycling.
it is TOTALLY crap going on a PH. NEVER ever again would i. since we're still kinda novice at cycling...and its so damn freaking crowded. i think i said cursed UNCOUNTABLE times. i must repent. and the weather was like...i mean i didnt really mind cycling in drizzle or whatever...but heavy rain is a nono. and i was wanted to go to shelter so quickly that when lynn suddenly stopped. i crashed into her. WHOO~ luckily fragile mama heng didnt fly or smth.

a slightly more slack week this week compared to previous with TONS of test, reports and project proposal deadlines. BUT. not to be too happy coz test is next week! WTH. the calm before the storm.

but after that it is taking a 2 week break from reality..off to exotic europe?? every dark cloud has a silver lining....however gotta bring some assignments over to do.

i gotta soo agree with this korean artist when she said the best thing she likes of a guy is when he wears a grey tee. teehee. x.x
saw BD today guess he is still an energy booster....i think most of his PACK of frens are all kinda handsome.they are ALL my energy boosters.TEEHEE.

i love carolling more and more rachel! yay! andandand i hope i DO become an SGL.

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fangirling part 29

i can finally fan girl i suppose.lol. FINALLY more free time.

first of all. DBSK or rather jaechunsu recieved the award on the behalf of dbsk for the best asian star/s. this is such a proud moment for me that in the midst of this all.... they are still the best? and i cried at the speech. this whole thing isnt resolved yet. and it will definately cause increased and uneccessary tension among everyone. read the more info part at the right bar for the translation of the speech


and then the first perf since onew recovered from H1N1. unfortunately now poor cute taemin has H1N1!! its passing arnd SHINee..! nooo...hopefully key and minho are strong enough! woots~ my dubu onew looks like a real bad boy here...must be the effects of the flu~

and their latest perf.sound quality not so good so hafta increase volume a little.i like their new 'scarf' concept~ feels odd without poor taeminnie in this perf. the dancing is just...lack energy?and with minho's not so powerful vocal...bet he's really nervous.but with key's sexy-ness at 1.30 -faints- love it that they are singing live <3

next up FT triple's love letter perfs
jong hoonie is back with his indian headband thing.woots~ as usual his expression is oozing with sexy-ness

jong hoon oppa looking good. and jaejin's hair is different all the time and this time...i totally like

150th post

i wish i had the courage of a lion and a brain like einstein.LOL. these are smth that would really come in handy right now for various non-related reasons.

totally zonked. i think u can leave me in a room with heavy metal music blasting from the speakers and i can still fall asleep. the only thing keeping me from doing that right now is the com and tv

tmr picnic and cycling at ECP! woots~! eggcited. literally. coz me and levina gonna make egg sandwich+french toast+cocktail cheese sausages. feel like experimenting all type of yummy picnic ways to cook eggs truly egg-citing.
and we 'L'ders are gonna have a new student! woots! our dear yvonne (whom we haveny catch up with for a long time) teehee. hope we can succeed in 1/2 an hr again =)
then mayb we're gonna chiong cycling after tt....3-4 hrs?!

lastly...TOTALLY disappointed and heartbroken and sadddd BD rejected me on FB! TWICE.i mean which loser would try again after being rejected ONCE. apparently...ME.
oh well...looks like my battery charger needs to be changed

read smth really interesting today. falling in love is like giving birth. the inital stage is blissful. and when its coming to an end...it hurts like hell. BUT. after its over. u forget abt the pain and start all over agian.
great analogy man!

funny convo today between the 'L'ders
lynn: (telling us abt her sister getting scared one night when she heard a crack sound and the aircon suddenly blew really strongly)
me: mayb its ur bone! LOL
lynn: -.- (say that she explained to her sis its a coincidence)
me: mayb its REALLY ur bone crack when u turned
lynn: LOL. just now when i was walking my bone cracked
me: see! LOL!
lynn to levina: ur bone never crack before when u were walking??
levina: i seldom have a bone crack *crack* (while turning to me her ankle bone cracked) LOL!!!



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need more sleep

its close to 1am and i am barely awake but forcing myself to study for the quizes pending. need better time management and priorities. lgee needs to get started on the book soon before i faint.

today i didnt smth i NEVER imagined i'd do THIS fast. i KNOW i'd do it one day. but NEVER TODAY. i added BD on FB!!ahhh! coz me and levina had a deal. and since she kept her end of the bargain i have no choice right...nahh thats just an excuse.LOL. unfortunately for me. i dun think i can sleep well tonight knowing he hasnt accepted =(
miss him today. he appeared before me but i didnt notice. HOW COULD I?!?! sighs mayb if i had seen he could recharge my batteries. but hearing levina describe how he looks sent a current into my body alr. teehee. funny how we predicted correctly the colour of the tee he is gonna wear today. no surprise that we were correct though.

cant believe levina had a lift moment with her eye candy. at least 1 minute together...! (with others arnd ofcoz) BUT STILL...the luckiest COW on earth today. hmph.

i will NEVER try to sleep while STANDING in a MOVING bus. LOL. i kinda lost my balance even though the uncle didnt jerk or whatever. just a normal stop at the traffic light. and the ppl arnd me stared at me either out of pity or thinking im weird. hope its not the latter.

so fast and we need to make our decision abt our SIP. well i made mine up alr. BUT still its so rushed since we only knew today and gotta submit by thurs. i hope this sem's GPA wont drop....need to maintain if i wanna get into the SIP of my choice.(i think)

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love...

teehee! today is a whole post of thanks!

firstly thank god for giving me a bunch of wonderful mix of frens in poly...they really keep my going...

today was a terrible day. screwed up test totally. think if im lucky i can get 2/15! but the tr is too cute for me to hate.LOL. cute as in funny not cute as in hot. he reminds me of charlie brown's fren..the one always with a blanket.

must really thank lynn for that shoulder to cry on.LOL. she felt like a mom/sister for a moment.

and also must really thank key. LOL act like i know him liddat. this pic of him TOTALLY made me crack up and smile. and push my test depression away. he looks like a madman who got possesedd.LOL.he was dancing to ring ding dong.

and also there is this guy called yu xuan in class and he is like an innocent young boy who me and levina thinks look like this HK drama guy

and with his innocence...(duno if its an act) makes me laugh.

and not forgetting me and levina's tribal high five routine thing.ahahah. we definately look silly doing it which cracks me up all the time

and then when i was feeling tons better. we made bread for FPP prac today and i got to see the kitchen NH works in which is SOOO cool coz it looks like some submarine with awesome kitchen equipments. and the bread turned out well and had lots of fun with my grp (Lders, chin ying and jui wei) taking pics while waiting for the bread dough to rise. and i got to show off my experience i had with bread.LOL. and again...that charlie brown character tr is soo cute. hahah! we persuaded him to take home the bread we made and he said okay i'll tell my wife that my girlfren baked it for her.LOL.

and to end the day with a bang...(just as i was thinking abt him...)i SAW BD! woots! and again we had like this few secs eye connection (imagine the electricity) LOL. it was actually 6.30....imagine if my grp didnt have the duty to mop the floor today i wont have gone home so late and i wouldnt have met him.teehee~

why do most guys like to always wear tight white or black tees to show off their bods!??

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super robotic

i seem to see a certain pattern in my days...accept certain days...
mechanicallly i have sch on avg 9am-6pm everyday. by the time i come home have dinner watch tv and wash up its 9. and i study or do projects. with certain 10pm channel 5 shows i watch at the same time on some days. and then after that continue with my work till on avg 1am.

i am WAAYY behind my korean drama and live perfs. REALLY missing DBSK oppas ALOT too.
and totally cramming tuts to the weekends together with whatever else to study for the next week. x.x

phew~ i saw BD on fri...like FACE TO FACE and we had eye contact for at least 3-5 secs and i went totally insane after that. my heart again...almost poped out of my rib cage. TOTALLY a recharge of my batteries.coz just before that got really pissed and stressed out with my grp member for coming late hence causing a late submission of project proposal...luckily tr not strict.

looking forward to the LONG weekend this coming week and HOPEFULLY cycling trip with clique 6! miss hanging out with yvonne and yan fang. the 2 Ys.

did a 5 love languages quiz recently.as in what u WANT from ur partner and the five signs are time, service, gifts, touch, words of affirmation. my primary love language is service and secondary is time. cannot really rmb la. all were quite even at 23-30% accept for the words of affirmation one where i ONLY had 3% impt to me.LOL. i guess i dun like sweet talkers? ahahah. and now im doing the DISC personality test and the result is that i am

DISC Personality Style

Inspiring Inspiring, influential, interactive, and interested in people. This person likes to interact with others and have fun. They tend to focus on talking with people and keeping things exciting over tasks.

Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

YAY! today's LGEE breakfast fellowship at ryan's hse. where i managed to get 3 qns of FPP tut done. caught up with the A levels ppl. played board games. im totally a board games kinda person than a computer games kinda person. and just TOTALLY had fun and LMAO lots of times. TOTALLY love the LGEE girls! woots~ made me high the whole day through =D

sometimes i feel TOTALLY out of placed when i realised im kinda surrounded with really god-fearing , religious people both in church and in school. makes me feel TOTALLY inferior in my faith.

oopps. have spent too much time here alr. WILL fangirl soon. promise. off i fly to continue my report!

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sweetest 18

woots! finally 18!! binge drinking anyone?LOL kidding. just the influences from the project im doing now.

highlights (it goes according to ranking)
1) 4 guys made a cake for me! (totally unexpected. totally surprised. totally touched...ALMOST to tears)
2)ate raw beef and fresh oysters!! at this italian restaurant (no i dun have an e.coli poisioning or norwalk virus or scombrotoxin or hepA virus.LOL)
3) FREE tiramisu cake with compliments from the chef coz its my bdae. at the italian restaurant overall the best meal i ever had there.
4) rachel's blog dedication/msg to me!
5) have another COOL baking and korean recipe book and a bdae card in my fav colours!
6)liang zhi thanking me for intro-ing FTisland and k-drama.LOL!
7)lots of wall comments on FB. and one from quite an impt person to me + all the smses i recieved
8)the msg from church today.totally applicable to our lives (shall share another day when i have time. rushing to study now)

and in exactly another months time...its JUNSU's bdae! but i wont be arnd to dedicate a post to him...=(

off i fly

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horrifying..?

ytd was ccn day. BUT didnt get to walk arnd and see the stalls as they only start at 12 and we ended sch SUPER early like 11. so...we couldnt wait as we were too hungry alr. and also disappointed i didnt get to see BD or NH.


anyways ytd was the pre-bdae celebration thing...to me that is...LOL.

went to suki sushi with the 'L'ders plus chin ying. too bad yvonne and yan fang couldnt make it. otherwise it would be a dejavu moment


then after that...me and lynn managed to convince levina and chin ying to watch the highly anticipated horror movie of the year...paranormal activity! woots! well...it was like kinda boring initially. felt like sleeping...plus since it was using a camcorder...the moving arnd constantly made me feel giddy...but....the climax was quite fast moving. to sum up the story. its abt this girl who has had a demon following her arnd since she was young. and her BF is tryna tape it down and ends up provoking it causing the occurances in the hse to get worse. and eventually the girl got possesed. that was when it started to get creepy. and at the last part according to the other 3 (i didnt dare look coz i know i would have nightmares) her face became distorted after killing her BF. however made me feel TONS better when it said at the end that its purely fictional.LOL.


as my BDAE present i got a muffin tray and a springform cake pan from the 2 'L'ders and a really mini-fied card.ahahah.=3>

today mood quite bad. really worried abt the darn PBPN test on wed which i have 2 WHOLE chapters plus abit of another....sobs. and the tutorial for PBPN too...i seriously hate this sub!

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fan girling part 28

woots. first things first. teehee. vids of shinee
shinee's perf 13/11 ytd

^OMGGG minho is SINGING!!! which is like the FIRST time im hearing his voice...which is kinda good! why didnt he sing initially!?!?!? i miss my dubu though =( onew please get well soon glad that jong hyun is back though.


^and here is their perf of reply (noona nomun yappun) ring ding dong and juliet. sad that they didnt do the dance for juliet... and u can see that the NOONAs are really loving it. love dubu's voice =) jong hyun not arnd at that time though. it must be a pre-recorded show

^here is their perf 08/11 and eeteuk from suju is taking over onew as he is down with H1N1 =( at least this is not as weird as when yesung took over jong hyun when he wasnt arnd. <3>
now...FT triple
^ this was ytd 13/11. jong hun is NOT wearing the head band alr...now he dun look like an angel alr. he looks like his normal handsome self.totally addicted to the song and love the rap

^ 07/11 i love jong hun's eyes flirting with the camera! i got electrocuted!

^ 06/11 totally addicted to this song! love the rap and the meaning behind this song.
the end!

its been a while

okay so the stalker in me has imerged again! LOL. new eye-candy.woots~ im TOTALLY nuts over. diedie. however....ytd while me and levina FINALLY plucked up the courage and tried to ask him and his frens to do a survey for us for our project. they just quickly scoot away. like WHAT?~ i was so TOTALLY pissed...

yet when i saw him today...even though the memory of humilation is FRESH in my mind....i couldnt help but do a double take and my heart almost beat OUT of my body.lol. .this is even worse than the NH saga. (which i FINALLY took the courage to add onFB) sadly he is in yr 3 so i wont see him anymore after april.=(

played badminton again today. doubt i'd have the time to do so again next week. starting to get more and more busy. even though i AM supposed to be busy NOW. but im not getting started. i am SOO tiredd. have been sleeping like past midnight almost everyday now. sighss.
however a daily dose of him will totally perk me up. LOL. im a gone case man.

a 'jerk jock', 'drunk chef'? none. i prefer 'the boy next door'. ( as s bf. but as for an eye-candy...hehehe)

CCN tmr! woots~ classes canceled! except for 1. but 1 hr only. soo...no sweat. then can walk arnd and see what ppla re selling. teehee. anddd...im gonna be of legal age soon.teehee.

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fangirling 27

this isnt recent at all. but just some vid i found abt dbsk.
http://video.nate.com/208454015
^ this is abt them adlib-ing and dragging notes so perfectly.
http://video.nate.com/205671648
^this vid are songs that has been edited. they took out the melody and leaving only the harmony...like the songs with the different parts at the backgrnd that usually cannot be heard.although quite different from the actual songs, its nice!and changmin ACTUALLY sings high notes VERY often. this is cuts of bolero,kiss the baby sky,wasurenaide,bye love bye & my love dont cry respectively.

^ this is a vid i found by chance of em playing jenga and how junsu lost and have to make all of em laugh. notice how our ledaer-sshi can be so stoned faced. but on second attempt....he LOL...ahh junsu <3!
^ this is jaejoong's heaven's postman preview. looks really sad. i cried T.T


^ this is the recent vid of shinee's ring ding dong perf ytd with suju's yesung. LOL kinda wierd coz to me yesung is one of the wierd ones in suju.ahahaha. and he just appears at the begining and end of the song. and don dance. its key and taemin who takes over jong hyun.BUT I LOVE THIS perf coz its LIIVEE! u get to hear their perfect voices. and taemin's is good! woots~

^ this one also last week 30/10 onew and key's smile....i LIKE~

^ this is ft triple's perf recently on 5th nov(jaejin, jong hun and minhwan).they look like ANGELS!

^ this is on the 30th oct last week on music bank love jong hun's clothes and rap =D

ages since~

OMG ages since i blogged thanks to my busy schedule. so gonna start from sun.i think i stopped arnd there.

sunday:
church took home smth close to my heart. abt ministering to others
only when we put ourselves in others' shoes are we able to relate and understand them better to help them and touch their lives and make a difference. however first we need to be aligned with god and have communication with god so we know what direction he wans for us to have to minster to others.

however, we cannot touch everyone's life and we could have alr done so without us knowing it and we'll only find out when we go to heaven to recieve god's rewards

some people may not be given extra time,extra chances. no one knows the future; time flies size the day.while we are still young we should try and make a difference NOW.
and had first carolling practice

monday:
nothing much...or rather i cant rmb. just know i was DARN tired.

tues:
still SUPER tired. had h&w consultation and me and levina have a little "plan" abt the surveys to be done. teehee~ heard bad news abt HOMIN's parents abt the whole DBSK lawsuit. quite frustrated abt the whole thing.

wed:
read some bad news (high possibility of rumour) abt DBSK's lawsuit abt how the jaesuchun is divided from homin.was really depressed. had second carolling practice. i am NOT preped to be the conductor. i cannot commit also =( found out NH has an eye candy. LOL. and he made chilli crab~ OMG x.x i prefer peper crab though =P

thurs:
levina said that the wed news was most prob a rumour and that the company had done it and not homin themselves and we shld have more faith in the 5 of em and shouldnt believe anything NOT directly from them. hence... i re-tittled my blog to 난 동방신기 믿어! 영원히~ which means i trust/believe dong bang shin ki! forever~ and put the song stand by u. that is kinda the cassiopeia slogan for this whole saga to show support for the boys. played badminton in school. woots! love it love it. and OMG we saw G (papa) and oddly made me go insane too when he kinda took off his shirt to change into another in front of us.

fri:
2nd attempt to make noodles. we finally decided on a shape to make. next week is the ACTUAL thing alr. so...NO mistakes this time or else...marks deducted or smth. sobs~ no lgee today. mummy left for her office retreat. so...rach came over to stay. woots~ although REALLY tired but we watched dbsk TSC concert till 1 am.woots! and this time i could relax and watch and not in a hurry like the other time with the "L" ders. so i paid attention to "xiahtic" and OMGGG its sooo hot and sexy.-drools- i like sleeping on the floor. i think i can adapt to life in korea/japan.LOL.

sat:
made pancakes with rach for breakfast. GOOD first attempt at it =D although looks wise nothing compared to macs. but....taste wise...i LIKE! watched a few ring ding dong perfs & some FT triple vids which i will post later. and hit the gym. she was supposed to go for HIPHOP dance class but got the condos mixed up and since it is kinda late alr she did brisk walking on treadmill instead. after learning NLS and H&W.... in my head i keep thinking of wanting to exercise~ totally behind ALL my assignments. just found out that onew has H1N1 =( first was jong hyun then now onew...oh no~ the rest better take care!
AOB:
and lately i realised i have this thing for guys that are tall,well build with broad shoulders, nice hair, nice smile. just give me that combi or anything more and i'll just faint.

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