happenings

lets start with the most recent thing! 

i went to JB for the first time! WOOT WOOT. yeah i know im like 21 alr and never been there >.> in fact the FIRST time i went to ANY part of M'SIA at all was like in 2010 to genting and KL with levinaaaa~
so anyway i have always heard things abt JB. both good and bad...like the stuff there is really cheap but dangerous place etc. but ah well...went w eugene dear n his parents and i was really excited to see how it is really like there...
i FINALLY bought a replacement phone cover ( coz SG doesnt stock nice S2 covers anymore T.T) and i changed my screen protector and all cost like less than 10SGD! i was so happy! (not abt the price but tt i finally found it aft searching for so long) 
went to JUSTCO and had the korean food that eugene's family talks abt ever so often...well its ok i guess...yeah reasonable price but not the best korean food i have eaten i guess...then i went to their supermarket. so many ppl! >.< then proceeded on the GIANT. some of the things there are really quite cheap! like the MAGNUM ice cream! 10 RM for 3!! on top of that they have flavours not available in SG! i was like O.O! in the end MAN! they REALLY bought ALOT of stuff! 
the jam is really terrible and their system there is really quite backwards...what do singaporeans have so much to complain abT?! :) but it was a great change of environment for a date...although it was w the parents...i wld definately want to go there again! 

and so...moving on...classes has been so bleh...juniors are really nice ppl...puts us to shame honestly...but im such an anti social i cant even stand it. and so loneliness always sets in...and this week i learnt tt loneliness is a horrible thing...makes us think or do things that we wld never have thought we wld...
on top of that...no one to really push and give me the momentum to study...so really slacking off alot and not rly having the urgency to study although im supposed to be scoring better since it is my second try. and my FYP is also suffering >.< so behind schedule if i might say so myself 

and so christmas is coming! so excited for it! prepared some gifts to give to others before i go for my holiday....once again...it will be a christmas overseas and hopefully a white christmas again :) i think half of my life i have spent christmas overseas....however, i wld like to visit a place in autumn one day. 

and now tt i am 21....im afraid of the unknown :/ 

friends and what nots

and so have sorta started again...re-taking packaging and engineering with the juniors :/ all alone from the senior batch coz the others bailed n dropped out. thank god for that really nice NYP junior that i sat next to.... and that levina's office is just near by for me to have lunch with during really long lunch breaks...just to chit chat n brighten my somber mood...

i hate to admit it...but i miss lynnette! D: hahahas. i miss the teh o peng da that we will share for breakfast...and chatting w each other during lecture when it gets boring...those simple things...

but i must admit...without all the distractions...i dont fall aslp in class and i pay more attention! but maybe because i have only 2-3 hrs of lecture instead of like 7.... poor juniors. >.< i cant wait for this paper to be over! 

it sucks to know and admit it to yourself that there are people out there who dont like you. you wonder what u did wrong....but u would prolly not know. but that is reality. :( just have to live with it. and pray that everything would get better...

可能我越帮越忙。。。what would an only child know right? 只会令人讨厌。。。i have learnt things the hard way. i wont cross the line again...