fan girling part 31

anjell live performance...yonghwa <3!
SHINee performance at golden disk awards shinee world+RDD woots~ they look good and have some new slick moves yo!

suju sorry sorry remix! LOVEEE ryowoks voice. no idea if i spelt correctly. i coundnt recognise it was sorry sorry at first =P

no time to talk much. need to study tahhs

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love x3

okay i am rushing my assignments now. eeks. been super busy since the new year started. first it was our LGee new year party at Ryan's hse.with potluck,gift exchange and reflections abt the year. plus watching UP and attack of the pin up boys (suju) i didnt sleep till 4?

then the next morning, at 10am is amy and ber's wedding. woots! he looks awesome in his military uniform and she looks sooo stunning in her wedding dress. sighs...AND they had the sword arch by the groom's fellow army people in uniforms too.where the bride and groom walked under
the wedding lasted till 1 plus and i went over to rach's hse to slack for a while before meeting XY and mao mao at bedok to buy ingredients for our steamboat & grill dinner.

anyways...reflecting on the year made me really thankful so i really would like to give a shout out of thanks
thank you my life group the tam tams.esp ryan. u guys have really helped me grow with my walk with god and i REALLY hope we can be in the same LG for at least 10 more years.ahahha.thanks to esp the female tam tams for being such great listeners and sharing abt everything under the sun. i think we really bonded alot this year. thank you rachel and dianh for teaching me cycling and encouraging me to be an SGL. thank you rachel for always fangirling with me even when ur tired and asking me to be in the carolling com to get to know all the other carolling com people better. yay! yu ru lets work together and be great SGLs. i believe through this we can help each other grow more with god and also bond more with each other! and yay! liang zhi! FT island;honggi fanboy.teehee.thanks to those who made the bdae cake for me....REALLY wont forget! it was quite touching really.

thanks you Lders.thanks to u two darlings...i am less moody now days...throw tantrums lesser. thanks lynn for being so cute and patient and letting us 2 always poke fun at u! soul sucking 500 yr old lady! aahhaaha. and thanks dearest levina for secluding urself less....and being more positive so i am more positive too! and also sharing and spazzing on eye candies! hehehe.we have heart to heart connection! LOL.

thanks to RC girls. although we seldom get to meet....coz of lots of clash in schedules, but i still really enjoy our outtings...though what we usually talk abt is nothing substantial....there is still alot of laughs. thanks xy and net for ur craziness~ and also mao mao for her patience. i really enjoyed our HK trip. holiday again soon!

my sincere new year wish would be that DBSK would be as one again and come back to korea and release a korean album and start all their perfs and variety programmes togeter

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fangirling part 30

woots~ just nice. the 160th blog post, the 30th fangirling post and the end of the year! the fangirl in me is back....a present for readers?LOL.

29/12shinee juliette acoustic ver.! woots~ awesomeness

shinee and suju singing and dancing to snsd's gee...as girls! from suju: heechul in red (as usual he sings the babo part.ahahah),sungmin in dark green,leetuk in light green from shinee: minho in blue, taemin in yellow. aww...key should take minho's place instead. leetuk and heechul so pretty! eks.

30/12shinee RDD.REMIX ver! after NOT watching their perfs for this....it suddenly looks SUPER once again! good to see ALL 5 back together and no more H1N1 for em.ahh as usual key and onew is <3.poor>
30/12suju sorry sorry perf. my kangin and heechul NOT there -cries- and hankyung left alr! -sobs- not the same with them. LOVE ryowook....as for sungmin...EKS!HAIR BAD.


[edited] and lastly, 2pm's parody of you're beautiful it isnt that funny la. but...i think for once i think nickhun is really handsome. he suits this kinda bad boy look. rather than cutie....

and at the seoul'd out concert, FT island sang one word, bing bing bing, barae and love sick.X.X does that mean he wont sing barae at the fanmeeting?!?! eks! i hope not. im looking forward to seeing em sing that song live! =( just another 28 more days to go yo!

yups thats all for now. HAPPY new year !

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i cannot think of any title for this post...
today is considered the last day of sch for the year. considering tmr there are no lessons coz lects have been canceled due to the persistance of the students.
but sadly...i still have to go back for project. thinking back this week....we shld have taken the opportunity to do the project considering everyday we went to sch for an avg of 3 hrs only.so we don have to go to sch tmr. but we didnt think abt it until...ytd so....we deserve this.

these few days i have been thinking more and more abt my new year resolutions...i will share when new year comes ofcoz.lol.

got back my results.only 1 satisfactory so far...the rest....eesh!i will work harder though...ofcoz i have to!

been addicted to this drama recently...its showing on sats and suns on channel u 7pm...this guy who acted in iljimae is....<3!>

also...suju members are also gonna have...(or have alr i duno) a lawsuit against SMent.one suju member have ALR terminated his contract and went back to china? tsk tsk. when will SMent wake up? they are losing their 2 biggest money makers! looks like they have to rely alot more on shinee and boA...but that sucks...coz that means that shinee would have more pressure and more work to do and less rest. nooo!
looks like DBSK is really close to everyone's heart...esp lynn.lol when i mentioned some sad thing abt dbsk the other day.....tears formed in her eyes. didnt drop. but formed. and there was another time a few mths ago also....teehee. she isnt the emotional sort btw. cold heart baby~cold eyes baby~ teehee

ahhh! i saw liang zhi in europe.lol. and somemore when i was in singapore and found out he is going to the same places as me only at a later date i told him i hope we dont meet. and ODDLY. we did! LOL. of all places....it wasnt even an actual place to stop it was just for fun thing.hmmm...why cant other things be a coincidence as well?

saw BD today.....99.9% confirmed i dont see him as an eye candy anymore...that 0.1%....his height -.-

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'europe sick '

i came back 2 days ago. christmas day.
alr missed europe while i was on the plane back to singapore...despite the really extreme cold i had to endure like -15 degrees C. i like wearing winter clothes. i like the snowflakes falling on my jacket. i like the cold wind. i like not sweating just coz i climbed a flight of stairs. i like freshness of the air.

i would especially like to visit poland and austria again. poland..coz of the handsome guys.lol i think the guys there are the handsome-est compared to the other places like hungary, czech, austria. most of em have blonde hair blue eyes and really tall. when i came back...NH and BD are NOTHING alr. looking at them...makes me irritated. and also no matter what people say. saddist or whatever, i enjoyed the concentration camp visit in poland. total highlight of the trip.for me at least.

as for austria...its exactly like the sound of music...the skies are particularly blue...never have i seen a blue-er sky. and the fields...are still quite green despite the cold and there is even the sun still shining really strongly though its winter. i can imagine myself living there. on the last day i just stared out of my hotel window my eyes showing my reluctance to leave.

i never knew the extend of my 'europe sick' till when i came home...going out for dinner aunty sharon and mummy alr knew what they wanted to eat...as for me...no appetite. and it went on till ytd night. and eating at the hawker center seeing the dirty-ness of the place. the slopy clothes ppl wore. the uncouth manners of some. just really turned me off. everytime i leave singapore for a holiday. the more reluctant i become to coming back to SG. now....im looking forward to my next holiday.

but for now....its the term test results time tmr when sch starts again. hmm...i have a feeling that would TOTALLY pull me back to reality.

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good bye singapore

here i am. my last post before going overseas. FINALLY term tests week is over. H&W went better than expected considering my quiz i ALMOST failed.

ytd FINALLY the best sleep i had in days. 2am-1pm. 11hrs. almost twice the hrs of sleep i had the previous day. however, still not enough to catch up on my sleep x.x

DLding Family outing epis to load into my mp3 to watch while travelling on long distance bus rides. also have to pack my HW to do since this trip i will be gone for the whole of the sch hols.

[edited]no news abt FTi leaving singapore tonight =( so means that my totally hope and wish for meeting them INSIDE the departure area is going down hill. ft island aren't leaving tonight. they are leaving on mon =( no chance of me seeing em at all!
oh well. they will be back in slightly more than 1 mths time and i get to shake one of their hands. WEE~! totally looking forward and this time... the 3 Lders are going together. teehee~!

seems like the jaechunsu vs SMent lawsuit is still going on. totally surprised that my fren who went to taiwan said that it is a total DBSK paradise there. looking forward to their new jap album in jan and their perhaps.maybe. korean album in march/april/may

OSIP interivew went quite well. really high chance of going to china. as long as im with someone i know and comfortable with.(like levina.LOL.)i'm fine with going to some ulunated area with avg. standard of living. it is afterall an even better opportunity to help us learn to be more independent and step out of our comfort zone. those who were going to aust....their interview seems scary in comparison. results would be out quite soon regarding postings.

and thanks to FB. i have found out even more things abt BD that i could EVER imagine.LOL.

merry christmas in advance ppl! see u in 2 weeks time

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sucks to be me

i'll make this quick. need to study terribly.

tmr last paper woohoo! and also interview for OSIP to china. eeks. not the best place to go OSIP...but i guess really more for the experience and out-of-comfort-zone concept.

sucks to be me. WHY?
FIRSTLY.coz in slightly more than an hrs time...FT ISLAND WOULD BE IN SINGAPORE'S CHANGI AIRPORT!!! and what is worse? I CANNOT BE THERE!!
and i also cannot go for prayer meeting for carolling eks. sorry sorry rachel! and what else...i cannot go for the seoul'd out NOR can i send them off when they leave coz i'll be overseas alr.
and and and....i cannot buy FT tickets coz im not in singapore! so....my fren is gonna buy for me.
and and and i cannot go for carolling on sat or on christmas it self....gees. feel like kinda wasted since i went for almost all practices....oh well.
andandand...i CANNOT absorb the mani mani information into my head. gotta rush a project proposal tmr. phew its grp work.
andandand i gotta cram going out with my frens on the 26th and 27th of dec when i come back from holiday.
andandand...YU RU LISTEN UP~ leeminho is coming to SG again!!!! and i wont be able to go to the airport! but...oh well it isnt like the most exciting thing for me la. but still....he is having a fanmeeting on 21st dec. u can go sistic to see the details and u if u need to know flight details for when he is coming to the airport...i cannot help u coz im not arnd! BUT u can just google it. confirm got.

this week has passed real quick.
BD actually wore another colour other than black or white today. wow.
i hate nappun noms!! (korean word go find out urself =P)

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2 down 3 to go

WOOTS~ just another 3 more papers and its FREEDOM for 2 weeks before sch starts
sucks i cannot go for the malaysia trip. oh well. im going somewhere else which is just as GREAT.

but i would just like to slap myself silly now. coz...15 marks just FLEW away....and another reason also coz BD was like just LITERALLY behind me for like more than 10 mins and i was too cowardly to turn behind and look. where did all the courage of a lion go? and apparently...coz levina could get quite a good view. she said they ALL looked at two of us a few times. OMMG. and and and ....i really hate myself for constantly having him in my head. GEES! he prolly don even know i exist. okay la he does. but u get what i mean.

and i saw NH today man! woots! after so long....teehee. but the hype is not on him alr man....sighs. but he still perked me up though.

i got pimple outbreak! LOL. lucky MINI ones. ahahaha! need more SLEEP.

and in another few days time. i can see jong hun oppa again coz of the seoul'd out concert which im NOT going!!! and again in january for the fanmeeting!!!!!! ahh been waiting for this day since forever...actually since june la the last time i saw em. but it REALLY feels like AGES ago.and this time for the fanmeeting i MIGHT be able to shake oppa's hand!!! -swoons-

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just another week more

just another week. thats all im looking forward to. and taking some time away from frens and singapore would make me start to have some time alone to think abt the way i have reacted/behaved towards situations and what i can change and do better. mayb start thinking abt new year's resolution as well.

woots~ found out neon guy aka mcdreamy's name.lol. surprise surprise. wasnt as i expected...
found out more abt BD as well. lots of parallels between him and levina's. anyways, hopefully mayb during the hols i'll be able to kick him out of my head and after the hols get back my sanity. i really dun need to be head over heels for a utter MCPIG right now.but right now... he is still driving me completely nuts.

and i would like to congratulate myself for completing 1.2km in 12 mins for someone who hasnt ran that much since sec 4. but with this sense of accomplishment. i am wanting to do more SOON. jogging anyone? and besides....h&w tr is...teehee =P

off i fly to study.eeks term test week has arrived!

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full moon

i really shld be asleep now since its 2am~ AND no the title has nothing to do with new moon. though the 'new and improved' jacob black is super hot and has a super awesome bod and is ONLY 17 yrs!

i noticed on the way home in the car after carolling how full, bright and high up the moon is. i am sooo amazed by its beauty that i looked up the whole journey. how it shines through the dark clouds and the surrounding environment of the moon has its brightness as well.

i think i am like the moon. in a good and bad way. coz the moon isnt always as full or as bright to shine through the dark clouds. i wish the moon was forever bright. then maybe so would i

tons of memories are flashing infront of me and i realise i still miss you.

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