a million thoughts goes through a girls mind when they are silent. often conflicting. but who cares? i just brush em aside at the end of the day despite the nagging feeling..
i can never escape from that shadow no matter how much i want to. because it doesnt seem like one.even though i know what im getting myself into. and yet it seems like that peak of sun's ray behind dark rain clouds instead.
had popeyes with andrius, vivian and nic today. too bad ianson had to march =_= we can never seem to have dinner at his grandpa's restaurant! grrrr. love hanging out with em.
another 5 days? and we get to see JYJ.....i really hope i wont regret getting cat B tix. ahhh their songs arent even out yet! must like spam listen to em. just like how im spamming my brain and ears with ukiss. ahahaha.
loving my new fone. lol. i think i'd become even more anti social from now on? and i always complain when andrius does that. TSK. wads the society transforming into because of high tech gadgets? TSKTSK! wad am i transforming into? ahahaha
more pasta cooking today. on the menu it was bacon mushroon and tuna linguini. it was postponed to today coz last week everyone was sick and had to eat soupy stuff so i cooked chicken soup instead. its a joy to cook for a loved one. double happiness when they appreciate and praise ur cooking. i want a husband like that.
more cookies tmr. =)
wishing it was something more.
10/10/10
no.5
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Saturday, October 9, 2010
fangirling part 62
wooo hot out of the oven. ukiss shut up! MUcore perf.change to HD for better quality.prefer them in their white suits ytd =x aww and no hankies?? =(
this song is cute. wierd that when i first heard it i didnt like. i guess i lik eeverything abt ukiss now. tends to be the case all the time for me. ahahas
watching rain's drama now. fugitive: plan B or smth. ahaahha. he is so cute. show is nice so far. cannot wait for the next few eps =)
this song is cute. wierd that when i first heard it i didnt like. i guess i lik eeverything abt ukiss now. tends to be the case all the time for me. ahahas
watching rain's drama now. fugitive: plan B or smth. ahaahha. he is so cute. show is nice so far. cannot wait for the next few eps =)
Friday, October 8, 2010
shut up!
ahahahhaa i am SUPERRRR addicted to this song. i think i'll dream abt it tonight asking ppl to shut up!. ahahahhahha! the WHOLE day i irritated the 2 Lders saying sshikeurok! (shut up!) until i got lynn addicted to the song alr. YESS! i think i listened to the song by watching the live perf close to 20 times alr. but who can get enough of the live perf??? (Y)
yes! getting my new phone tmr for my early bdae present and with data plan so that i can check twitter updates sooo convinient. wee~ i hope HTC is good though...
today was the "pre-trials" of our products. the L&L team (me and levina) doing cookies and the L&M team (lynn and michelle) doing choco pudding. awesome time at the lab. i think i was like on the super high of highs today. infact i think everyone is in the best of moods coz we have more or less recovered from our shitty feeling of sickness. ahahhas. and ofcoz baking and cooking! who will feel down doing that?
and yet again im proven right NEVER to listen to other people's bad opinion abt ppl until u see it for urself. so always give the other person a chance.
on monday the actual "trials" starting.
oh no! felicia down with dengue! poor girl! i bet the doctor would diagnose me with dengue if i had fever for another day. ahahhas.
now im sooo broke coz of the JYJ tickets. luckily now everyday go to sch so nv spend much money...can save again really easily.
need to catch up with dom, jy, andrius. havent seen em in ages.
everything would be perfect if we weren't like stranges.
but i guess.
i cannot have everything
yes! getting my new phone tmr for my early bdae present and with data plan so that i can check twitter updates sooo convinient. wee~ i hope HTC is good though...
today was the "pre-trials" of our products. the L&L team (me and levina) doing cookies and the L&M team (lynn and michelle) doing choco pudding. awesome time at the lab. i think i was like on the super high of highs today. infact i think everyone is in the best of moods coz we have more or less recovered from our shitty feeling of sickness. ahahhas. and ofcoz baking and cooking! who will feel down doing that?
and yet again im proven right NEVER to listen to other people's bad opinion abt ppl until u see it for urself. so always give the other person a chance.
on monday the actual "trials" starting.
oh no! felicia down with dengue! poor girl! i bet the doctor would diagnose me with dengue if i had fever for another day. ahahhas.
now im sooo broke coz of the JYJ tickets. luckily now everyday go to sch so nv spend much money...can save again really easily.
need to catch up with dom, jy, andrius. havent seen em in ages.
everything would be perfect if we weren't like stranges.
but i guess.
i cannot have everything
fangirling 61
wooo~ today Q-ed for 2 hrs+ before i could get my hands on JYJ tickets! but its worth it coz now just another 7 days more and we 3 Lders have realised 1/2 of our dream! i dont care how long it takes but if i have a chance to see dbsk EVER. i MUST. pics i took. look at the crowd! the waiting room is AWESOME though. so high class! @ a hotel ballrm. not like other concerts. so budget. ahhahs. 4th row lehs. quite infront! but at the side side side....hope can see em!!!! i guess in our hearts.....dbsk is always and forever #1 T.T
check out ukiss's latest live perf today on MUbank! they look better in white suits compared to their blue suits ytd. but then their hankie drop in ytd's perf is better.
here are some screen caps of their MV. looksssssss gooooodddd =x
ukiss have clean ver. of their MV. ahahahahs! who wants to see their clean ver??? anyways the dirty ver. also not so dirty wad. and its wad fangirls like....right levina? ahahhahas!
smth random: lynn's sister has the same taste as me. she is totally NUTS abt junsu and she likes kevin when she saw him.....ahahah. i was suggesting to lynn that mayb aft jyj me and her sis will become good frens. AHAHA.
check out ukiss's latest live perf today on MUbank! they look better in white suits compared to their blue suits ytd. but then their hankie drop in ytd's perf is better.
here are some screen caps of their MV. looksssssss gooooodddd =x
ukiss have clean ver. of their MV. ahahahahs! who wants to see their clean ver??? anyways the dirty ver. also not so dirty wad. and its wad fangirls like....right levina? ahahhahas!
smth random: lynn's sister has the same taste as me. she is totally NUTS abt junsu and she likes kevin when she saw him.....ahahah. i was suggesting to lynn that mayb aft jyj me and her sis will become good frens. AHAHA.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
fangirling part 60
whooooooo~ ukiss mv released....and their live perf alr....!!
the song took me some time to get used to...not as easy listening as man man hani, bingeul bingeul or mworago...but still good. SHUT UP! ahahhaa.
another shinee hello live perf
tmr is the collection of JYJ showcase tickets already! excitedddd! today i listened to their song and im reminded of how awesome their voices are....ost for yoochun's drama
the song took me some time to get used to...not as easy listening as man man hani, bingeul bingeul or mworago...but still good. SHUT UP! ahahhaa.
another shinee hello live perf
tmr is the collection of JYJ showcase tickets already! excitedddd! today i listened to their song and im reminded of how awesome their voices are....ost for yoochun's drama
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
dreams vs reality.
i think i must be too scared of mrs k alr or tmr's proposal interview. coz today everytime i fall asleep i dream smth abt the proposal or questionnaire ahahhha! 3 times leh~ cannot escape. mayb during the whole MP i will become a kancheong spider and after the whole MP i will become a perfectionist like mrs K.
a few days ago it was just some bitter taste on my tongue i cannot get rid off. today its that PLUS dead taste buds. lol. i cannot taste anything at all! my green tea tastes like water. and when i drink water it only enhances the bitter taste in my mouth. yucksss TTM. and then i cannot smell anything at all either! when i bathe....i cannot smell my shampoo or my body shower.
but this period of sickness helped me to catch up on sleep too. so its an opportunity given. and its an opportunity for everyone arnd me. coz when im sick im more serious and quiet. so take this opportunity to enjoy your peace! coz when im much better. the crazy lame girl will be back =P
everyone who is sick....hope u guys get well soon! drink lots and lots of water. eat soupy food and stay away from heaty food! esp since now MP in progress. or exams for sec sch and A levels soon too for JC students.
a few days ago it was just some bitter taste on my tongue i cannot get rid off. today its that PLUS dead taste buds. lol. i cannot taste anything at all! my green tea tastes like water. and when i drink water it only enhances the bitter taste in my mouth. yucksss TTM. and then i cannot smell anything at all either! when i bathe....i cannot smell my shampoo or my body shower.
but this period of sickness helped me to catch up on sleep too. so its an opportunity given. and its an opportunity for everyone arnd me. coz when im sick im more serious and quiet. so take this opportunity to enjoy your peace! coz when im much better. the crazy lame girl will be back =P
everyone who is sick....hope u guys get well soon! drink lots and lots of water. eat soupy food and stay away from heaty food! esp since now MP in progress. or exams for sec sch and A levels soon too for JC students.
fangirling part 59
i have been away for just a few days and so many things have happened! ukiss has released their MV teaser for shut up! and their new mini album break time. tmr is their comeback on mnet countdown performing shut up! ukiss boys are back as men! tsk. how can someone as skinny as kevin have pecs. tsk.
shld i buy their mini album? it has a 50pg photobook. and the CD looks like this....so cool right? i want the kevin one!
and ukiss has really unique fanmeetings! they had a ukiss kiss me(their fanclub name) sports day! can u see the fans wrestling with ukiss?!?!?! wow right?
and this is alvin's(alexander + kevin) perf for finally on m wave. finally! ahahha. love this songg sooo much. the best quality i can find so far =(
and also...shinee has FINALLY released their full mv for hello and the song is getting good reviews! finally they all look young and fresh again =)
pre-ordered the jyj showcase concert tickets ytd online already. within 5 mins the VIP tickets were sold out! and it took me 45 mins to process my tickets coz apparently there were 4000+++ ppl trying to pre-order at the same time. today cat A alr sold out. cat B and C limited. fri is collection day. wooo. excited. feels soooo sureal. in another 1 week+ i can see junsu alr! its like. OMG. what present to give them????
Sunday, October 3, 2010
winter?
these few days it seems like winter to me. last night i wore long sleeves and long pants to sleep plus blanket and my aircon was 24. today when going to church i wore stockings with my skirt and wore sweater. and i keep getting goosebumps and light headed. would be interesting if i fainted though....always wanted to experience the feeling.
and then today....my block nose started. TSK. thanks arh. keeps coming one by one.
been living by panadols and sleep. ahahhas. there goes my exercises T.T oh well but appetite not that good either anyways.
tmr is MP proposal submission! i must be well for tmr. and also tmr is the pre-order of JYJ's showcase concert at 7pm. TSK. why at dinner time. must rush home...
must sleep immediately after i watch the last ep of GMH. im still freezing...brrrr. though no aircon or fan or anything now. =( perhaps crying is bad =x
poor mr lee kwan yew. please dont pass away anytime soon. singapore still needs u! ahhh~ mrs lee kwan yew is such a role model. i wanna be a wife like her too helping my husband in his career etc. but then...i need to find a husband like lee kwan yew too! who even though he couldnt speak or whatever. he'd visit her whenever he can at the hospital and read her favourite poems to her for TWO YEARS. how romantic is that....*sparkles*
on a side note....cannot wait for ukiss' mv teaser soon this coming week. kevin so handsome....*sparkles*
and then today....my block nose started. TSK. thanks arh. keeps coming one by one.
been living by panadols and sleep. ahahhas. there goes my exercises T.T oh well but appetite not that good either anyways.
tmr is MP proposal submission! i must be well for tmr. and also tmr is the pre-order of JYJ's showcase concert at 7pm. TSK. why at dinner time. must rush home...
must sleep immediately after i watch the last ep of GMH. im still freezing...brrrr. though no aircon or fan or anything now. =( perhaps crying is bad =x
poor mr lee kwan yew. please dont pass away anytime soon. singapore still needs u! ahhh~ mrs lee kwan yew is such a role model. i wanna be a wife like her too helping my husband in his career etc. but then...i need to find a husband like lee kwan yew too! who even though he couldnt speak or whatever. he'd visit her whenever he can at the hospital and read her favourite poems to her for TWO YEARS. how romantic is that....*sparkles*
on a side note....cannot wait for ukiss' mv teaser soon this coming week. kevin so handsome....*sparkles*
Friday, October 1, 2010
fangirling part 58
and omg. is it my dream came true?????? that JYJ IS COMING TO SINGAPORE?!?!?!??!?! O.O even though im super weak now. BUT im SUPER excited!!! im definately going! its like part of my wish list~
and then...somemore...there is an MNET concert in DEC! (rather JYP.=_= since almost all JYP)
Mnet Ultimate
Date: December 4th 2010
Venue: Fort Canning
Time: 5PM-12AM
Artistes: 2AM, 2PM, Mblaq, Miss A, (one more TBC)
Price: $188 (excluding $3 sistic charge)
did u note the time?? its like 7hrs!!!!!!!!!!!
last night i dreamt abt going to an FT concert coz i think i regreted not buying the tickets....mayb now i dont have to regret anymore!!!! .... ahhh im going crazy and my head is exploding (due to excitement and headache =x)
oh ft island coming out new song again for their repackaged album.
end of GMH today. i wonder wad role honggi is. i wonder how the ending is also...next show...nappun namja? (bad boy)
shinee's new stage perf for hello
strange that their full MV hasnt come out.
and then...somemore...there is an MNET concert in DEC! (rather JYP.=_= since almost all JYP)
Mnet Ultimate
Date: December 4th 2010
Venue: Fort Canning
Time: 5PM-12AM
Artistes: 2AM, 2PM, Mblaq, Miss A, (one more TBC)
Price: $188 (excluding $3 sistic charge)
did u note the time?? its like 7hrs!!!!!!!!!!!
last night i dreamt abt going to an FT concert coz i think i regreted not buying the tickets....mayb now i dont have to regret anymore!!!! .... ahhh im going crazy and my head is exploding (due to excitement and headache =x)
oh ft island coming out new song again for their repackaged album.
end of GMH today. i wonder wad role honggi is. i wonder how the ending is also...next show...nappun namja? (bad boy)
shinee's new stage perf for hello
strange that their full MV hasnt come out.
SUDDEN.
omg. this is super weird. i suddenly got sick today. in the morning i woke up feeling groggy and had sudden cough. i thought its coz of the 6 hrs sleep i had only last night. but it got abnormal during and after lunch. and i just got weaker and weaker esp from the blasting aircon in the cinema. when i got home. i had fever alr. mild though. 37.9 =_=
anyways....today watched charlie st cloud. teehee. i think zac efron's acting improved =). the show had its touching moments T.T and its boring moments zzzz. or mayb coz i was feeling really tired? ahahhs.
some pics to show:
so many kpop grps coming to SG all of a SUDDEN! wooo~ (aww why cannot be ukiss?)
anyways....today watched charlie st cloud. teehee. i think zac efron's acting improved =). the show had its touching moments T.T and its boring moments zzzz. or mayb coz i was feeling really tired? ahahhs.
some pics to show:
so many kpop grps coming to SG all of a SUDDEN! wooo~ (aww why cannot be ukiss?)
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