aftermath of FTI showcase concert

1 hr is NOT enough...NOT NOT!! but i know that even if it was 2 hrs it wouldnt be enuf. the boys were awesome ytd.it was too good the concert!!
the experience was indescribable. i am looking forward to the next time i get to see their FULL concert. infact i have higher hopes for them since they are s younger grp compared to dong bang boys who have been arnd in the industry for 5 years while ft boys only 2 years. so higher chances of them having concerts in the future.

i miss em soooo much alr! been feeling really down and depressed since the end of the concert....i am suffering the withdrawal symptoms of FTI.i mean yeah i know shld be feeling really happy i saw them in person.and honestly they look BETTER and sound BETTER than u see em on vids.the boys looking younger in person too!they look their age.which is...my age (+/- 1yr) so...i don feel like watching their music vids anymore. hong gi and jaejin is really just TOO CUTE! and jong hun is really tooo hot for words. and i am utterly pleasantly surprised at the new guy seung hyun's perf. the audience was great encouraging him after his parts with a thumbs up signs and cheers.
disappointed that the ONLY thing jong hun said was hi my name is choi jong hun. and min hwannie didnt say a thing. but jaejin's english is good! one part he was like i am looking for a singapore girlfriend.LOL!! and everyone screamed! and then he said.oh im sorry.hahahha!

i totally love everyone in FTI now that won bin is gone.lol.totally prefer the new guy seung hyun.he fits in better in terms of image.the first time i saw won bin i thought he stuck out like a sore thumb. my blog will no longer be pure dong bang anymore.it'll be DBFT blog. now in my heart.they are on par.

now i feel scared to wanna go to db concert....i think the after effect would be worst then what i am feeling now.

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pics pics and more pics of days BEFORE concert

okay today was really damn tired.i duno if i can take it since its like alr 1 am and im supposed to wake up at 5.30 am tmr to head to st james to Q for FT island concert showcase.ahh! i shld take down my countdown timer thing.but it isnt time yet.i have just slightly more than 12 hrs to the concert!!!

even though wasnt a really good day.it ended on a high note thanks to rachel! levina! ft island and... DBSK!

here are some pics that i took while waiting in anticipation for the long awaited concert

first, got the tix

then made the gifts for them whats it with me.guys.and wooden art and craft stuff huh. i guess i thought it'll mean sincere =)(front

rough work of the msg (really really messy!)

(back pic & msg) (even went to laminate the pic!)hong ki's first then jong hun's

the timing for their arrival

went to meet them at the airport! (jong hun TOTALLY waving at our direction...staring STRAIGHT at the cam! how lucky are we?!?! sad tt they are blur though..but the experience...as clear as ever!) min hwan in front of jong hun in the pink beannie
and the one with the sleeveless shirt is new member seung hyun who replaced old member won bin. he is one to look out for tmr! never know how to pronounce his name correctly though =Peven met vivian there!!! sweet!
finally, the presents are wrapped i dont have a yellow wrapper so used gold (hong ki first then jong hun)

and so off to the concert we go =)


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definately a primadonna~!

ohmo! ohmo!

ahh!!!! FT island is FINALLY FINALLY here...after the LONG LONG wait and much much worries.they HAVE ARRIVED IN SINGAPORE!

and me and levina went to go and welcome them together with all the other hundreds of fans.lol. and to my surprise spotted syazwani, farah nadia and their friend, kar young and her friends, vivian and her friend and her friend's sister, jessie.AHHH sooo many ppl are connected! and all are FT island fans

anyways...we waited like 30 mins for them to come out and OMGGG the wait was worth it!!! although a bit disappointed i didnt really see clearly hong gi's face and jaejin's face coz ALL of em wore mask coz of H1N1 prolly...ahhh can practically ONLY see eyes! BUT! omgg omgg omgg omgg omgg omgg omgg! jong hun...aka leader sshi look DIRECTLY at me and levina's direction and waved!!! and u could see beneath the mask from his eyes that he was smiling...AHHH Icould have just fainted there and then.LOL!
and after that i just kept screaming and screaming to levina jong hun was looking at us! he waved at me! waved at us!!!
and...levina managed to take that picture of him looking STRAIGHT at our camera!!!!!!!!! GOSH GOSH! how lucky are we? ahh thank you god!
and after that once they exited...EVERYONE practically RAN AND RUSHED towards the exit too and tried to catch them while boarding their van-limo thing.WOW!! it was an insane scene.lol!

rumour has it they are going to the flyer tmr...lol.some ppl are gonna sit there and stalk them...unfortunately...school calls....=(
but we can see em all we want on sat for the concert.DEFINATELY wanna be as close as possible to them! unfortunately...phototaking and vid taking is not allowed =( they changed the rules...sighs...hope they'll change back!

jong hun oppa looks sooooo handsome in real life ahhh!!! cant wait to see hong ki and jaejin and all of em in real life performing!

sooo sooo excited and happy now!
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bored..

i am rotting at the com lab with lynn almost falling asleep..lol.while i let her continue to wanna sleep..im gonna do a questionaire similar to the meme thing that rach is doing...

what was the last thing to dreamt of?
erms...cant really rmb

is there anyone u miss now?
yes =(

what is/are ur greatest wish(es) now?
to see dbsk live in the flesh
to own the TSC and MIROTIC concert dvd
to get at least 3.5 GPA

what are ur unrealistic hope/s?
to marry junsu!LOL OR yunho/yoochun also can =P
to get at least 3.5 GPA?

what is ur realistic hope?
to marry someone LIKE junsu

what do u want for ur future?
to have a sucessful career and loving family (with 2 children!)

are u excited abt anything now?
YES YES!!! FT ISLAND SHOWCASE CONCERT!

this isnt helping! i hate long breaks.

back to school and news updates

ahh! havent gotten used to the school schedule...still too used to sleeping late and waking up late.thank goodness there isnt alot of lessons during the first week so much rest and attention is not needed.

i amm ssooooo bummed!!! the fansign thing i did for dbsk wasnt chosen.ahh! and i REALLY think mine is really nicer compared to those that were choosen for the fanvid!some were like just sooo plain...im soooooo disappointed! i was really hoping with anticipation over the weekend...i suspect coz i had a biased for junsu! lol.ahhh!

anyways...yay! ft island has confirmed their flight schedule into singapore and we'll be welcoming them at the airport!!hahah! gosh! just less than 48 hrs and i'll be able to see jong hun and hong ki and all the rest of the ft island members! and in just another 3 more days it is FINALLY their concert which i have been counting down for since sooo long ago when i bought their concert tix.ahh im soooo glad that they didnt cancel due to the H1N1 scare.guess i was worried for nothing.
i decided to paste my photo at the back of the door plague im making for hong ki and jong hun...lol.so that at least they know who it came from?hahah.quite embarassing though...!

oh! and i have finally posted my origami dolphin to the person who is collecting all the dolphin origamis and giving it to junsu for his birthday. at least i know that this one they WOULDNT be choosing and i mine would DEFINATELY be given to junsu.

shall post pics of the origami dolphin for junsu and the gifts i preped for ft island soon.but right now...rushing off for prison break!

ahh~ still extremly extremly disappointed! i had such high hopes!

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fangirling 15 dbsk

through this i can tell that jae is a meanie coz he wans to "expose" junsu's lame jokes.and yunho is REALLY still a cute little kid at heart and...changmin is a pervert.still.lol.



here is koda kumi's tour at tokyo dome.this song is featuring dbsk.thats why i showed it.plus...wanted to show the size of tokyo dome.it is really kinda big! but cant really see.never really show.but from what i see..its quite huge.whoo hoo~! feel soooo proud for dbsk for making it so far.50 THOUSAND ppl attending! that is 2 times the ppl usually attending 1 concert.and its for 2 days.the boys will be working hard.fighto!initially didnt really like the song..but then now after hearing it on the non-stop disc from the secret code album...i love it!


here are some of the variety shows.i wont post all here.just the first part.then when u watch the rest u can click the other parts that are at the side as well. really hard to find dbsk on these kinda funny chat shows now days =( this is really funny.i miss em lots lots.love junsu deep deep! poor thing.they look really tired though. ahh after watching the second part, i really wanna marry a korean guy!lol.i dont mind recieving a self recorded song from junsu for my birthday!

THATS ALL FOLKS <3<3!>
becoz its all cassiopeia talk...its red again =P

BELL

conversion (no..nothing abt maths ^^)

yay! my life grp (aka cell grp) member CHUA YU RU has converted to become a DBSK fan.WHOOHOO! (even though it is for jae.but still...whoohoo~!) congrats rach.we have succeeded on our mission to convert more ppl into dbsk fans.muahahahha!
she was in total love love after watching dbsk's jap concerts.cant blame her. i was too! hahaha. they are just tooo mighty hot in their performances there. yay dbsk!

totally enjoyed my time today girls.we shld have a bof meeting next seeing how u girls love it so much.lol.

speaking of which...i have turned from totally hating jap to totally loving it when it comes out of dbsk's mouths.lol.i know.totally biased love.hahha! but the thing is i love it coz it doesnt have the usual manja-ness...erms..how to say....aiya duno how to explain...and also their music is not like typical ayumi kinda songs.
(becoz all this is totally cassiopeia talk.its in red.hahha!)

and also...really like watching suju on variety shows.lol.i mean i agree with levina that they are really funny.hahha! but then again...sometimes i prefer dbsk even though not as funny?lol.i know...totally biased love again.
what can i say.i am an addict.and an idiot for them.

and also a total family outing fan.lol.love love the family so much.the weekly guest NOT impt at all.its the members that totally crack me up.unfortunately my 2 loves will be leaving the show! how is that possible!? why?! who else can take over chun hee?the dumb and clumsy and totally hilarious in a stupid way? he is totally my fav.and ye jin...the totally milder one compared to hyori! i must watch the coming epis.since its the one where its their last show =(

also...i am wierdly starting to become a shinee fan?LOL.i just totally love their new song juliette and also think that jong hyun is totally good looking and has an awesome voice.lol.the song is really catchy! juliette~! jong hyun is the one with the colourful tee with the paper clip necklace.lol...


ahh...on the way home in mummy's car was listening to ft island which i ask angela to help me burn so i can do just that.and OMG.my headache and tiredness and moodyness was totally gone.ft island therapy helps lots too.thanks angela dearie.loves ya!miss ya!

totally excited! just another 6 more days!!!!gosh! now when i say it.or rather type it...it seems closer than ever...! ahhh! taking the first train down! (since mum will prolly never allow me to Q overnight) its times like this i wish i had a chauffer or smth.lol.
however...still really worried for the increased numbers of H1N1 in singapore.plus a possible communal spread that has happened?OMGosh.worried.
i hope sch will cancel or smth.lol.so whatever and whenever time ft island arrives we can go down to the airport and see em!

on a bad note...sometimes i just dont understand ppl's tantrums.lol.but oh well...i guess i always have em too.so i need to be more understanding towards that.besides.its not always its like that.just today.but it was quite a spoiler.though i tried to ignore it.
and also tp is so dumb.how can year1s and year 2s have the subject selection/cds ALL on the same day and time?!?! the system is bound to hang and lagg.gees.it took like 2 hrs to FINALLY confirm everything.and i think i was considered lucky alr.i bet there were some who got it worst.

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on a lighter note (meme Q&A)

on the lighter side...gonna do a meme from rach's blog.
here are the questions(warning! they are dbsk biased)

A character(s) I like:JUNSU!!!!!JUNSU!!!!JUNSU!!!yunho?yoochun?(all 3 dbsk) jong hun?(ft island),hyun bin (actor)incase u didnt know who here is the pic

A character(s) I dislike:erms...2pm?2am?(1day!)lol.

Character I love that other people don't: micky park yoochun!(dbsk) woobin (character in BOF not real life.dont really follow at all) omg im shocking myself everday!

Character everyone else loves that I don't: jaejoong(dbsk).sorry.just cant stand the girly look and...inproportionate body and also the sometimes all too smooth vocals (unless! there are the occassional times when his hair isnt perfect and he doesnt look all prim and proper and looks like a...GUY!!!)
2pm.sadly.i still cant figure out the fuss abt em.(except mayb nick kun is acceptable)
changmin.(dbsk)(oops) nothing really revolts me.nothing really attracts me either.he just dont have an effect one me. (his high pitch amazes me all the time.esp mirotic.but...not the hand gestures that goes along with it)

Character with the best hair:hmm....none.they always always have some odd styles i dont like.but so far....only yunho(dbsk) is consistant with his hairstyles.never once has he had a hairstyle that one look and i'd say.WHATS WITH HIS HAIR?!

Character with the best eyes: junsu, yunho(dbsk)
hongki!(ft island) although i usually dont like guys with single eyelids and small eyes....i think that korean guys have this effect on me!

Character with the best smile:jong hun!(ft island)
junsu!yunho!and hate to admit...jaejoong.(no "!" for him!)(dbsk)

Character I'd kiss:JUNSU!(dbsk)(duh!a total dream come trueee)
jong hun(ft island) (with that ultra kissable lips).
yoochun?(dbsk)he has kissable lips too!hahah!

A pairing(s) I like:yoosu!!! (yoochun and junsu)(dbsk) like yoochun is the only one with laughs at junsu's jokes and also jokes along with junsu and stuff. like two of em are super funny together.
hongki and jong hun!(ft island) ahhaha.i duno why.they just seem to belong.lol!
junsu and eunhyuk.(dbsj)hahha! these two dissing each other (jokingly) is really hilarious! and just love to see the love & friendship there.

A pairing I dislike: hmm...none.

added all these questions myself hehe.

character with the best voice: junsu(dbsk).any song he sings is awesome.fast songs make my heart beat erractically.slow songs make my heart melt and moves me.

hongki!(ft island) his voice is soooo powerful. makes me cry.

jong hyun???(shinee).really nice voice.he has the looks too.incase u didnt know who..here is the pic

character with the best bod : HANDS DOWN.JUNG YUNHO OF DBSK.just love love love his body.sooo.sooo.proportionate.like dont have too big abs...or too skinny waist like 24cm (ahem.jae.ahem.joong.ahem.) except mayb his arms are on the big side.but still...it'll be warm and i'll feel protected. ofcoz i know u know who yunho is.i just wanna put his pic here =P

junsu!!! although he isnt all muscular like yunho and prolly still a little on the skinny side. but its still proportional and im loving it.

siwon (suju).heactually has a really nice bod.anddd he is really handsome.and apparently a real gentleman to boot!here is his pic!

character with the best dance moves: yunho and junsu!!! their dances are sooo...hot hot hot! i mean if u see their concerts...they are the ones who have the most energy and stamina and doing it with the most umph!

character with the worst dance moves: jaejoong.dont really like seeing him dancing during concerts.he always looks so tired and worn out and lacking the umph! in the dance steps

sorry if anyone was offended or saddened by this...

bell

nerves are building up...

ahhh after mmany discussions and change of plans...the rc girls finally had an outing together today! we went to eat seoul gardens and then made our way to hort park...none of us really knew how to get there except for the bus number.thankfully i guessed which bus stop to take from and we took it from there blindly.ahhaha! but i think after spending less than 2 hrs there we got really tired, sweaty and hot from the walking and the sun...well it is really quite nice there...although we didnt get to go to the henderson wave (wooden bridge) thing...(we'd have to walk another 2.2km!) soo...hahhaha~! we headed back...took an hr long journey by bus back to bedok and then bought some ingredients to bake cute muffins.(although turned out disasterous)lol!

just another 2 days to friday where i have to make the bigggg decision of food science?or nutrition? although after much contemplation....im pretty much skewed towards food sci...but...ahh! i cant bear the thought of doing either.lol.sooo complicating....better discuss with more ppl.gotta spend another 1 1/2 yrs doing which ever i choose.sooo....ah! why did i choose this course in the first place?!!?

the H1N1 flu cases are increasing everday and not just by 1 or 2.and THAT.IS.SCARING.ME. i cannot get rid of my paranoia that ft island will cancel.i pray with all my heart that it goes on as scheduled.

ahhh also ytd the submission for the dbsk encouragement fansigns have closed.and.....i'll have to stay tuned to the forum and youtube to see if they have posted the vid alr.thats the only way that i'll know if i made the cut for the dvd vid slide show. 3 mins...for the entire "show"...how many fansigns can that show? alot alot i hope. although...not feeling really optimistic after seeing sooo many entries and ALOT are all sooo niceee!and i was wondering if they'll pick those who had pics of themselves in there over those who didnt.( =( which is me )

and....i really really hope wentworth aka michael wont die in the end of prison break.ah!

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busy busy~!

alright! finally the hols are starting? finally bought the kimchi i have been craving for for the past week! and also all the gifts art and craft materials im making for jong hun and hongki. ahhh im soo scared i cant meet the deadline...



and finally meeting up with rc girls on tues and having an official 3'L'ders outing on wed.ahh! i wish the hols never end...its almost like 2 more weeks to go to the concert and there is no sign of them canceling it...whoohoo!



the mirotic concert is just toooooo awesome! esp the "are u a good girl" and "wrong number" perf.OMGGG went insaneeee even though watched it like 3 times alr.



however...really really disappointing news for me...vivian cannot make it to the mirotic concert (shanghai) in oct coz of SIP!!!! SOOOO last chance and hope is KL!!! and even if there isnt the concert there in the end....grabbing the dvd from KL is a must must~!



ahh~ sooo tired now...headache...was cracking my brains for creative brain juices which i lack much. but managed to do something simple (compared to some others). its for this project where they are gonna compile the encouragement fansigns into a dvd slide show and give it to dbsk to see as they are gonna perform at tokyo dome which is their biggest wish ever! and its GONNA happen.however...not ALL fansigns get choosen to be on the slide show.i hope mine is though...alot of effort was put...compared to those who just used com (paint/photoshop) i am am am am really really really really proud of them though.they TOTALLY deserve it.just listening and seeing their performances when they debuted till now....they have grown and improve soooo much! and thanks to them...i have one more source of happiness...
so this is mine...how??nicee??nicee??

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