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edited!!blogger is back on track
something is wrong with blogger. i cannot choose my font/fontsize/fontcolour. will edit when i come online again.mean time.try and SQUINT.

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met up with net on fri and before that watched the proposal alr. well...the show was OOOkayyy....BUT the guy is handsome.LOL. and the show is kinda funny.just kinda like sandra bollock generally.
then met up with net. i always always think it'd be kinda wierd with just me and her going out since its like we RARELY talk. but time and again it is proven that we kinda never run out of things to talk abt. and i love cathing up with her.HAHAHA. bought mao's present...A BOX OF LOVE xy calls it. HAHAH. it truely is!! especially since it contains ALL her fav tidbits and ODD tidbits that she can take with her for her to her exchange prog for 1 and 1/2 mths to china.and not the city even. so the hygiene conditions of the food mayb....
xy came kinda late due to school.like 5.30 and i kinda left at 6.30.lol!

then today went out with all of RC girls. me, net, xy and mao. yay! i kept emphasizing..."when u go to china...."LOL. e.g. she felt bad that we treated her to lunch and desert. and i was like " when u go to china...u wont have all this!" and when we took a pic all 5 of us together i was like " when u go to china...look at the pic when u miss us.lol"

tmr going for another "sign of the times" course thing...really freaking and amazed by the "signs"

these few days i am like sleeping for only 5-6 hrs. and i hope to sleep early tonight but....i have this HUGE urge to play games on my com first. LOL. so looks like i won be sleeping that early either.

and oddly i was SOOOO excited to fangirling over the exam period.but now...i dun feel like anymore.lol.too lazy to search for the latest?
but all i can say is....FT ISLAND IS COMING TO SINGAPORE AGAIN! yay! BUT no concert this time. BUT if i decide NOT to go for the fanmeet/sign, i'll still definately go to the airport again and stalk. and this time i WILL rmb to video it and not try to take pics which turn out BLUR.
and...DBSK's situation is kinda bad now which makes me feel kinda sad. however it has definately officially passed the 1 year mark of how long i have liked them for. and then this happens.sighsss...! quickly resolve the problem ASAP guys! i am waiting for ur new album again~

looks like i wont be staying at home on mon anymore. will be off to rach's hse for korean drama and cycling at pasir ris park. need to brush up my skills before wed to teach dear levina =D plus need to get some stuff from whitesands. so...ITS JUST NICE!

can't wait to stay at home on mon and tues. feel so tired stay OUT 4 days in a row including tmr. though i think i'd be kinda bored at home and like not sure what to do...but like it'll be good to rest well. PLUS. i think i need to take a break from eating! i have gained weight again.darn. this is never a good thing.

and now there is this really awkward feeling for me that i dun feel like going online.LOL.i just don feel like talking to anyone online. and i dun feel like reading up on SHINee, FTi, DBSK even.LOL. IAMJUSTSOWIERDNOW.

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whoots!

hey there. MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY O.V.E.R! went out with the 'L'ders today and watched up. aww its really such an awesome show.funny and touching. HAH! now levina cant say me and lynn are wierd for crying while watching cartoons.lol.
then we did zilch of shopping.hhaha.no time. but we promised to go shopping again once the 'dress code' for the teaching intern thing is confirmed.
orchard ion is awesome.LOL.it is sooo huge and prettay! nicer than vivo man! but more for the eating than the shopping la. its mostly branded goods from level 1-4 but casual and eateries from b4-b1.cool right.there is a b4.hahaha!felt totally like a suakoo (moutain tortise.frog in the well) when i was there. sooo many cool stuff.even the burger king there looks 'high-end'

cant wait for 'L'derly cycling/swimming session soon! heehee.wee~

and being a bookworm as i am...i already borrowed books ytd before the exam ended.lol. and with a sudden burst of interest in history, 3 out of 4 were abt history. and mummy was like "whats happening to u?!" in a joking manner.LOL. i have always been intriged by history.except singapore's. since sec 3 &4 history.but this is taking it to a whole new level.lol.

totally worried abt the papers this time. BUT. ah well.its over. i learnt to take things in my stride since i came to poly. *lets keep the promise, we made today. =D afew days is fine. but pls don let it drag on.okay? <3<3* classmates ="D">...comparing to some other classes and my other friends.=x

i have tons of vids to catch up on man! i cant wait!

must make it a point to lose weight.AGAIN.this holiday.sighs.sooo sian and texing.


oh and look out for a new revamp of my blog. again. psst. *hint* expect the....expected.LOL!!!!!

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2 down 3 to go

wee~ yay. i am done with 2 papers already. and only left.ahhahaha. and we 'L'ders are already planning for the first week of hols. since there will be that silly teaching internship for a mth that is taking up almost the WHOLE of my hols =(
hope it wont be boring and i wont meet some difficult students also.
but when u think abt the $$$ hehehe~
oh no...but that means that i wont be able properly concentrate on watching korean vids on youtube etc either as there isnt enuf timeeee

alrighty back to studying...=(

soon soon i'll be freeeee

song of the day: some SHINee song that popped into my head during exams while i was staring into space.lol.

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where did the nerves go?

ahh....today is officially the first paper for exam. and i don feel nervous at all.odd.compared to all the past papers i had before. i feel really relaxed this time. not that i am really confident that i know everything. it don think i do. however, i feel i do?hahhaha! contradictions much.

anyways...i think i have spend too much time studying for today's paper and not much on the other 2 subs...which makes me afraid of the other two papers i am gonna have. i mean like my next paper i only have over the weekends to study. which is 2 days compared to today's where i had like a week?hahahha! dies. x.x

cant wait for the hols though. and in true lorelle's style. already planning what to do for the holidays.LOL!
looks like its gonna be a packed and fruitful one?

song of the day: i dont care by 2NE1

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failssss

i am an utter failure. LOL. i said i wont watch SHINee/ DBSK/ FT island/ SUJU whatever vids. but i still DOOO!LOL. sighs sighs sighs. i mean its like i try not to...but sometimes studying can get sooo boring i just cant resist. and when i try to resist i end up watching random youtube vids like spongebob or friends

and....im still watching a major lot of tv. i mean its like i try not to watch those 8.00pm/8.30pm shows whatever. but i end up watching re-runs of chinese show at 11.00pm-12.00am with aunty sharon which makes me sleep really late. and then everytime i said okay im gonna sleep right after that i JUST had to turn on my com! gees.
so i end up really kinda sleepy in the morning unable to learn much.ARGH!
and im still thinking of watching singapore idol tonight though i think the talent is like.....
but i wanna watch to see janna and tarmizie. and mayb chester?

and now... NH's fren thinks im a stalker. LOL. great. i just HAD TO tagg him again after i said i wanted to keep a low profile and keep away from his tagg board for a while.

OH. i went to like add some pri school long lost frens. how cool is that. i think girls makes greatest changes in appearance don u think? i think most of my prisch guy frens kinda look the same but most of my girlfrens have changed alot in terms of looks.like me.LOL.even scondary school frens some cant recognise me =( i hope its coz ive become prettier? =P

ahh! see i reached school early and i blogged.x.x my excuse is coz i left my thumbdrive in sch ytd. must be coz its the same colour as the keyboard so it was camouflouged? coz so odd i even reminded levina not to forget to bring home hers.hahaha.

kays off to meet levina and buy breakfast before i start studying. edited

yay! im sooo proud of levina! she has finally added G.C a.k.a."papa" hmm..really cant think of a better code name leh...too used to "papa" hahah! anddd...WHY WHY does he has to wear those "NERD" specs similar to that jaejin (FTi) wears? it makes it harder for me to not look at him.LOL.coz to me he looks even cuter now=x

song of ytd: hot issue by 4minute
song of today: i dont care by 2NE1

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lorelle's good bye stage (fangirling 20)

anyways yups as the title of my entry suggests. its the goodbye stage for me for now.im taking a step back from my fangirling "career" and resume it later after the exams.hahahaa! i promised myself today with rach as my witness. however, i don think i can ban myself from internet and blogging totally so shall still continue but limiting to weekends preferably suns only.

so although it is really late. i am gonna have my last fangirling session NOW.hahaha!

here is the picture of you MV like finally.whoots! was totally looking forward to this!and the boys look AWESOME AWESOME! love yunho's papa-ish look.teehee~ and the scenary is also sooooo nice! at saipan(japan). i wan this picture book too!


next, FTi's barae...AGAINN!13/09 prefer hongki's hair here since it is straight. BUT.haircolour...still a nono!jaejin and jong hun looks kinda tired though. and seung hyun is giving such a tough look ahahah! and minhwannie is so cute lip-syncing jaejin's rap part

14/09 wow! loving the stage here man! and teehee~ as usual love jong hun's expression while is he doing his solo.and minhwannie lip-syncing the rap is cute.BUT irritating when hongki does it!

15/09. and as ALWAYS AND FOREVER, jong hun is working the camera with his guitar solo, jaejin being cute with his rap and seung hyun being strong and confident and eye-candyish for his rap.

16/09. i think i saw jong hun's red underwear.LOL!seung hyunnie is looking fierce these days!hahah!although i don like hongki...but his stare at the end is just...-tingles- its his eyes.must be his eyes.

16/09 this one is where jaejin and jong hun introduces the digital charts like who is the top etc. sorry no subs. but i think that they are really cute together.esp when they sing along to the sogns they intro.HAHAH!yay! ft island is 4th! and love it when they did the heart thing.and how they held hands and bowed together.ahhh~!and when jaejin said sorry when jong hun was dancing to the no.1 song.ahahha! cute neh!

26/07 this was from quite long ago.that is why they have the subs alr. its just as cute as the one up there!


12/07happen to find this. ahh! isnt onew just toooo cute for words and minho so sexy?hahah.future yunho?minho should be given the opportunity to sing more and not just rap man. he has good voice potential...

and lastly, this is quite and old vid too.but i love minho's rap at the begining and i love this song too!

and found this purely by accident.im sooo lucky hahah! onew and another girl artist.whoo! i love guy/girl duets muchies!


and apparently, suju is like top of the list of korean artist to bring into singapore and DBSK is no where to be found =( anyways if suju comes i MIGHT just go to their concert.LOL.
and some org. is sueing SM for postponing the SM town concert due to DBSK's case. MUAHAHA! take that you evil ppl!they want refund PLUS conpensation.teehee~

wanted to post lots of pics but as blogger had problem i kinda closed it alr. its okay. aftet the exams i have all the time in the world.

song of the day : SHINee: SHINee's world

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tired.

right. now i see what dinah means by there is something wrong with blogger. but according to Eugene its coz of the taifoon.get the pun? typhoon that occurred in taiwan that is screwing up internet stuffs.like recently was Hotmail.which i think i AM gonna change to g.mail. yay! blogger is back to normal.this means i can post the pics i promised ytd




i am never really good at saying goodbyes.especially since i just said goodbye to 2 ppl who made these few months really interesting and funny.really couldnt bear to leave the airport much.however just knowing they will be back soon in dec makes me feel better alr.

on the way to the airport had a really nostalgic feeling.it reminded me of the 2 times when mummy sent me to the airport to welcome and send back FTi.sighs.really miss em lots.

today had carolling mtg/making of publicity vid. poor dear rach.seems so stressed out abt it. hwaiting girl.nan rachel midoh! although not really close to alot of the ppl there. im glad im able to contribute something and like make more friends?yuppies.

going to school earlier tmr to study with levina. poor darling.she is sick again.sighs.

really tired now since i have been out almost the whole day. shld be getting to bed soon.but not before i post my fangirling stuff!
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tired, bruised and battered

today is a WOW! day.hahaha! woke up in the morning arnd 9 plus and met rach and went to buy 1. potatoes 2. mayonaise 3.bacon bits. put em together and VOILA! basic potato salad. but then... i kinda overcooked the potatoes.so like....hehe.it became kinda like slightly mashed and not really clearly cubed like it shld be. but it still taste MMM! YUMMY.hahhaa!

we were supposed to be studying but since we had to constantly keep watch of the potatoes. we i let her watch SHINee's vids and FTi vids.hhahahah! all those that i posted on my blogs la.and after that she kept humming barae.hahahah! and im still totally addicted to A.MI.GO.
then after that off we went to east coast park for andrew and eddie's farewell party. initially kinda irritated coz they switched location and didnt tell us! so we were kinda lost for a while and lugging the mashed potato salad along.never knew potatoes were that heavy. and finally met up with dinah and found em. and then me and rach didnt play soccer/captian's ball we just sat and chat with whoever wasnt playing either. and after a while....rach me and dinah decided to go cycling. or rather they decided to teach me how to. that is when the bruise battered and tired comes in.LOL.

after the unfruitful? time with levina, i felt really doubtful yet determined this time round.can always rmb tt day.coz it was junsu's bdae day.hahah!and that day was....FUN.though didnt learn anything.hahah! anyways, initially it was just rach and dinah who were helping. then victoria came and help too. so altogether 3 ppl! lol. no wonder that time me and levina cannot make it! coz we were short handed. PLUS. both dunno how to cycle. then i could finally like paddle paddle and emergency break.paddle paddle almost crashing.lol! so i have like LOTS of blueblacks and scratches here and there. i must try again to get my steering right and cycle in a straight line.

and also i must credit andrew also! he was being really nice like encouraging and tryna help too!
think i'd definately miss andrew when he goes back.hahah! i mean coz this time he has been like back here for soooo long. so like definately will feel abit odd without him suddenly again.

i think both andrew and eddie were touched when we got the cake for em. lol. come back soon again guys~!

thanks ALOT ALOT rachel, dinah, victoria and andrew for ur help and encouragement. i finally have the courage to paddle on my own. although not perfected yet.love you guys muchies!

and now... me and levina and lynn can try together again sometime?hahah!

some pics of usthere is something wrong.shall upload tmr.

really REALLY tired now. shall sleep.


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oh no?

the world is ssshhhhho ssshhoo small.and singapore is even smaller. first i found out that NH used to like pris' cousin. and NOW.rachel's friend is NH's BFF. and he is like suspicious of me. ofcoz he duno who i am.but still...like OMGGG! x.x. sooo dead. coz i have a really strong feeling that.....he'll find out one day! phew~ wont see him much at all anymore.hahahha.

and this week has been fairly free.so have been sleepiing,using com and watching tv ALOT ALOT.too much infact. and studying like....too LITTLE to count.gees. how can i be so slack?next week is alr study week man!and fri is first paper!techically its mon but FPQA is open book test.so don need to studyhahahha!
but i think my NLS teacher was really good. at first we were doubting her and like saying she didnt give us any tips/hints when there are like 2 times the thing to study for her sub. and today...voila! teehee~ BUT! it was the case for our APFS tr hmph! and that sub is the first.X.X

and tmr still going to a farewell party.really gotta buck up!!!

here is just some random superjunior vid which i found the other day and was laughing hysterically.alone.at the sch com lab.and everyone stared.freaked out i suppose.lol!



song of the day= SHINee's A.MI.GO 아.미.고 wee~ totally loving the korean words.

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short and sweet

today i finally watched harry potter and the 1/2 blood prince with lynn...and luckily for us, TM gv still had to time slots for it.it isnt as boring as everyone says,though the fighting could be more.and i'd prefer the book anyday. but still...hahaha! looking forward to the last one. apparently it'll be split into half.so...there shld be no excuses what so ever in cutting lots of scenens.

bought 2 earrings. again.GEES!!! my whole earring rack is full.like seriously packed till no space. got.to.stop.

this week is kinda free since most tutorials have finished and assignments and projects due-d and passed up. however, this is not the time to slack. it is the time to get my head into studying and prep for the up coming exams. and then.....ITS HOLIDAY TIME! oh yeah~!

dbsk still having the ongoing lawsuit. sighs.really long coz they still gotta perf and stuff. but i gotta admit though SMent is really working them like slaves. SMent produces good stuff!just look at suju,shinee,SNSD etc. comparing to poor FTisland......hahaha

need to keep a low profile on NH. he is getting curious. which is bad.

countdown to holidays=15 days!! whoo hoo~!

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