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accomplished alot today.had an actual facial. no scam. awesome relaxation. had a really peaceful sleep. but painful squeezing of blackheads. but i didnt cry or shed any tears. yay me.
and also bought wad was supposed to be bought. i controlled ALL urges to buy any wants. only needs. ooo ate takoyaki at ion.yumm. too bad the mitarashi dango the chef around to make.




there is nothing i regret more than
letting u take my breath away everytime we touch
to let you steal my heart away and chain it up
1mth1week1day.

where has my $$$ gone?

omg. firstly i would like to say that....SUPERJUNIOR is gonna have an FULL concert in JAN 2011 next yr! and the BEST tix cost 300bucks! alr told mummy about it and she expressed distaste. since i told her my budget for the coming kpop concert is 300bucks =x
so from now on i have to at least least save 10bucks a week. more would be better ofcoz.
so sch better start soon so that i would be able to eat more sch food and go out less. sighs. i really wanna go shoppinggg! but....i guess kpop concert more impt! oosh.hwaiting.

another reason i hope sch starts soon is so that my mind would be kept occupied....feel like im going crazy...내가 미쳐 나바 =(

weee~ ft's latest perf today 29/08 on inkigayo with love love love & baby love.....teehee. baby love is so cute and romantic. if a guy sings it to me i think i will be touched to tears.lol....jong hun's smile at the begining of baby love perf is soooo *melts*. and i think this is my fav perf of love love love coz seunghyun's rap is the best and the camera DONT focus too much on honggi =x and the rose that burst into flames at the end was AWESOME.


and saw kevin from ukiss on arirang today hosting m wave and the way he speaks eng is soooo cute.eks.



song of the day: electric heart. SHINee

"you with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh i realised
its hard to take courage"

1mth1week.

blahblehbloo

wee~ ft's latest live perf. TODAY.28/08
lynn said smth funny : look at honggi's super red hair. and then his super black thick eyebrows. its so wierd" hahahhahahah! i am SUPER addicted to this song.


nothing much happened the past week. i forgot to mention went out with dom to shop for his bad. LOL. ate swensen's sticky chewy chocolate ice cream. it has deproved!!! hmph! not sticky NOR chewy anymore! rawr.

lol so many ppl turning one yr older this coming mth of september!!! weee~

ahh the last grp coming for the kpop concert hasnt been announced. its killing me.andandand....need to faster fold my hearts for jonghun~!! andandand save money for the concert.OMGGGGG.i predict it will be ex.

i hate nightmares. esp when its too close for comfort and multiple recurring ones. T.T

these "miss you nights" are the longest.
1mth6days

8 mistakes men make

so wad are the 8 mistakes men make?
Mistake #1: Not Listening
The Fix: Three simple words are magic for women, “Tell me more.” And if he really wants to sweeten the deal? “I’m interested.”

Mistake #2: Not Offering Help
The Fix: First, guys need to look up from the TV and see what their women are doing. Most likely, she's not relaxing. Is she doing chores? It’s time to pitch in. “Is there something I can do?”

Mistake #3: Thinking Men and Women are Alike
The Fix: He needs to learn about your needs. What makes you happy? How can he support you? and “Opening up that line of communication will show almost instant results,”

Mistake #4: Misunderstanding the ‘Silent Treatment’
Guys think they’re being punished when their gal gives them the cold shoulder. In reality, the silence means she’s hurt and can’t speak
the Fix: When a woman is quiet, a man needs to ask what’s wrong. He needs to check on his partner and relationship.

Mistake #5: Failing to Communicate
It’s a common complaint women have about men: Why won’t he just tell me what he’s thinking?
The Fix: He has to speak up.

Mistake #6: Thinking That ‘Physically Present Is Enough’The Fix: It’s about the three Ts: talking, touching and tuning in. Men need to make contact with a woman for her to feel intimacy.
“Unless there's S.O.S. – skin on skin – contact or eye contact, it doesn’t count,” Love says.
Mistake #7: Feeling Hurt by a Woman’s Distractions
The Fix: Men should hold her hand when talking to her. “If he’s touching her in some way, he’ll be the loudest thing in her environment,”

Mistake #8: Not Getting How We Operate
The Fix: Women should understand why men behave that way, Armstrong says, and the same goes for your guy. Then the realization may help him change his behavior.

tiring.

haha. today started with a trip to tamp with the Lders for lunch. then walked arnd and laughed our heads off at all our own comical jokes. like how levina is the husband and im the wife and lynn is the mistress. and then goes on like so taiwan drama.
and how me and levina think lynn looks like an octopus thanks to the picture at old chang kee. with a roundish head and then skinny tentacles. LOL.

then it was time for NAPFA. eks. dreading. but then...i managed to pass all stations...which was a miracle....i only expected to pass incline and sit ups. but now my whole body aching....and im preparing it to get worst tmr =(

smth random. my mum walked into my room just now and was like. omg why ur room smells so sweet? smells of a cake shop. coz of my grape body scrub, the passionfruit body butter and my apple face moisturizer.fruity smells infused together.LOL.

ft's latest live comeback perf~ weeee


so near yet so far
so close yet out of reach
how long can i keep this up for?

1mth5days

마치dark chocolate처럼

today my day 마치 60% dark chocolate 처럼. it was bittersweet. it is something that i can smile at yet have tears in my eyes. where i can be happy and sad at the same time.

and yes! i got the whole new mini FT album. thanks to LZZZZ.ahahhaa. come and get it from me ppl whoever wants =P
my MP3 just hangged 2 times while transfering.omg. when that happened. so did my heart.

the eng translations for FT's new song love love love. T.T

my heart stops beating, my breathing dies. you are leaving
my heart is freezing. i loved you. i was happy.
i was born as your man. so i loved u endlessly
that's it. i try to resist the urge to cry

the raindrops soak my whole body
i force myself again. look up.look up at the sky
the rain enters my eyes as i think of you
and it replaces the tears i have been holding in

(chorus)
i loved you madly and i was so very happy
the love memories given to me, sent you away
goodbye my love love love
take care my love love love
even if the tears filling up soaks my whole body
now its goodbye goodbye goodbye
leave me and please be happy
one step, one step, you're going further away

silently i fill up a glass of alcohol
as i hardly hold it with my hands i let out a sigh
i drink one glass as i think of you
i also swallow the tears i have been holding in
(chorus)
my heart is cold, i didnt know love
really thank you. now i understand that this is what love is

my heart stops beating, my breathing dies. you are leaving
(chorus)
the raindrops soak my whole body
even if the tears filling up soaks my whole body
now its goodbye goodbye goodbye
leave me and please be happy
one step, one step, you're going further away

guard your heart
don't fall so easily
just because.
i love you.
1mth4days

WHOO HOO. ft's new mv.

cannot wait to DL the album.lol. not out yet =(
why they never show much of jonghun! urgh. but min hwan's and jaejin's hair is the nicest. teehee.
and as usual honggi's vocals is.AH-MAZEEE-ZINGGG.

[edited]

Korean Pop Night Concert 2010 EPIC CONCERT. 23 OCTOBER 2010. IN SINGAPORE. ONE STAGE. SIX K-POP BANDS - BIG BANG! FT ISLAND! GIRLS GENERATION! INFINITE! SHINEE! GUESS THE LAST BAND?

omg~! both shinee and ft!?!?! wad if they have fanmeet on same day! who to choose??? decisions decisions! and so many BIG names! tix would be ex.

blast from the past

hahas....im still reading my EJ. and here are the randoms that i found (out).
1) When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at allfine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
2)change your expectations.it'll change your perception.have little expectations.you'll have little disappointment
3) WTF used to be my fav word. hahahah.
4)how much i hated poly in yr 1.1 because every blog starts with "im so depressed today" or " today sucks" but things got better after coz of clique 6+1 and Lders.
5)2 yrs since i started liking DBSK.
6)from a mag: 99% of guys dont wanna talk or even be good frens with their exes once they broke up.BUT for girls.its the other way round.they WANNA stay and be frens with the guys coz they dont wanna like waste the friendship
7)my current fone will be 2 yrs old in oct.
8)i eat alot during poly. MUST.NOT.REPEAT.WHEN.SCH.REOPENS.
9) dec 15 was the day me and levina first attempted to learn cycling. and failed. hahaha. it was also junsu's bdae. and we shouted over the bridge where the cars were passing under"happy birthday junsu!!"
10) lynn is truely like some movie buddy of mine.hahaha.everytime i see its " i watch blah blah movie with lynn today"

today just spending time with me myself and i. hmmm....hahaha.feeling really sleepy now....just finished watch PS.i love you. its good to watch this kinda shows alone at home. coz i cried buckets...and out loud.LOL.
last night was the second time i dreamt abt going to a dbsk concert!!! funny thing is....it was a JYJ concert. and i got junsu's autograph and hugged jaejoong =P

been dreaming of food too often lately. ytd ytd night was korean ramen and last night.dokbokki.
my cravings:
1.bugis junction DOKBOKKI AND KIMCHI
2.salmon lobster sushi and top shell
3.kfc cheese fries
4.steak
5.pepper lunch curry beef with cheese.

but all i ate for lunch today was YTF and tonight oats -_-
new fridge coming tonight...wee~ *claps* no more irritating noises.
still so many things i have to accomplish today! but i just really need a nap now.

today was awesomazing

"Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another’s personhood."
10 ways to love

• Listen without interrupting. (Proverbs 18)
• Speak without accusing. (James 1:19)
• Give without sparing. (Proverbs 21:26)
• Pray without ceasing. (Colossians 1:9)
• Answer without arguing. (Proverbs 17:1)
• Share without pretending. (Ephesians 4:15)
• Enjoy without complaint. (Philippians 2:14)
• Trust without wavering. (Corinthians 13:7)
• Forgive without punishing. (Colossians 3:13)
• Promise without forgetting. (Proverbs 13:12)

[credit:LZ's blog]

recently addicted to this song unconsious reality. thanks to LZ who has been flooding me with artist VS poet songs.
when i was on the bus today. listening to the lyrics....hmmm.....nice. my fav part. the chorus

i'd take another pill to fall asleep
and slip into unconscious reality
i slowly fade away and begin this dream
where the pieces fit so easily

i'm never really awake
but i'm not asleep, no i'm not asleep
i try to fade away and begin this dream
where the pieces fit so easily

watched expendables today. teehee. likelovelike~ its like funny dialogue and the violence and action is entertaining. hahaha.
sept 30 charlie st cloud is out. weee~ looking forward. tmr FT mv is out. weee~ looking forward. fri NAPFA.eeekkkss~ NOT looking forward.

ate gelare's 1/2 price waffles today after sooo long....like since sec 4? AWESOME. LOVELOVELOVE. teehee. like crisp on the outside and soft texture on the inside. and when its served hot with the cold ice cream.....MMMMM.YUM. but ofcoz when the ice cream melts and makes the waffle soggy and the waffle is cold. then....hahahha. let other ppl eat =P

today is a sinful day. ate too much and didnt exercise. sighs. shall make up for it tmr.

[edited] omg i was sooooo damn damn damn bored. and i tried my luck on EJ to find my old old blog. and YES! EJ chose to work.lol. coz i rmb it not working alot when i tired in china. hahahhaha. brings back wierd memories =( and i realised i STILL use the same methods from like 2008 to distract me when smth is on my mind. k-drama or read.

"lie to me and tell me everything is going to be okay"
1mth2days.

chapalang.

ahhh phew~! thought i was going to flunk my test....but in the end it was a real LOL moment coz me and lynn got same marks. she said we got telepathy.LOL. and we got the total opposite from the avg ppl....as in test 1 others did well we did badly and test 2 we did well but others did badly.
then went window shopping with lynn. hahahahs. KEYWORD:WINDOW.no $$$.

cannot wait for charlie st cloud to come out in movies. teehee. wanna see how zac efron has grown out of his highsch musical days.....actually i alr have. he was awesome in 17 again =P
lol. i cried just watching the trailer....the movie must be worse...yay.lol.


so many ppl's bdae coming.OMGGG.ahahhaha. weee~ time to get my creative brain power into play??? but my brain dont feel like working. its rotting.eks.

"your past is like your shadow. hidden in the dark. and appears when light shines. but never able to forget or escape it"

"all you had to do was say the word. and i would have waited. now its too late. i have moved on. and we both missed our chances"

ok so FT new MV love love love teaser is out.REALLYJUSTADAMNTEASE.0.38mins only.wth? but its long enough to see their awful hair =x looks like its the puppet concept this time. yay! another emo song by FT.

and today or smth, JYJ was having an A nation concert in japan while yunho and changmin having SM town concert.
T.T *criessobscries* wads happening to dbsk the recent news abt yunho and changmin saying they support SMent. and yoochun having a new tattoo without yunho and changmin's names........criessss...
random old vid. their best days. they here all really super handsome sia.


i love you like there is no tomorrow
and that yesterday didnt matter
1month1day.