and this is supposed to let us experience first hand how teaching home econs/FNN is? yeah right. how does wrapping new library books with plastic help? what am i supposed to put in my weekly relection? "this week i wrapped new library books with plastic. thorugh this i have learnt how to cut in a straight line" like wtf?! and the fact i am stuck with a nitwit does not help things.
while other ppl get to write stuff like " i thought a class with PPT today" or " i invigilated an exam today"
and to cut things worse...my source of comfort...isnt there anymore. thanks to my enthusiasm for wanting to move on. and i have been dreaming wierd happy things which makes me feel like crap when i wake up.coz i know it will never hapen in reality.
i am absolutely dreading the remaining weeks of holiday i have left. if u even call it that. but its not that i am really looking forward to the start of school either. i just wanna sleep all i want get up whatever time i please and slack arnd aimlessly. i think the only days i am looking forward to everyday NOW is the fri,sat,sun and going out with friends. that is REALLY short lived considering i only end sch at like 1.45 (can go home earlier as its the exam period)]
i was lamenting and wallowing in self pity last night. with nothing able to cheer me up. lucky i took some measures or else...my eyes would just be slits this morning with tons of skin surrounding
anyhow considering i didnt blog for a few days alr. i am gonna blog abt sat!~ yay! i absolutely love going out with GVrojak. esp when ianson is arnd.hahah! it gives me such a sense of joy and tickles me even now when i think about some stuff he says.
and we're T.O.T.A.L.L.Y excited to plan a trip for us in march/april. coz like i duno...hahahha~ it just sounds absolutely exciting. hopefully ianson would not be in army by then. but the other 2 guys are really fun too!
and and and....me and vivian were discovering all the odd typical guy sterotypes that ianson does NOT do.LOL. which is really funny when u see his face. and can u believe it...we spent almost close to 3 hrs at jack's place eating and talking... and at the end of the meal the guys were pointing out that the table arnd us has changed customers at least 2-3 times.LMAO!
it was really a day full of joy and laughter. sadly, ianson's As are soon...soo he told us not to ask him out till after. ahh~ i am kinda bummed i'll be missing them during the 2 weeks dec hols. if not we could have the christmas pot luck/gift exchange again.
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