wow. its wednesday already! the half way mark for the working days. and this also happens to be the half way mark for the OSIP. so many things have happened. so much complications and dramas. but im glad it is slowly resolving itself. hopefully the worst has passed. and there are only better days to come.
oddly i am missing school alot. the teasing of other people. just joking arnd and having fun. commenting on teachers. studying and stressing together with friends. eating sch food. ahhh....ahahhaha i know i know. i am wierd!
yet at the same time. time passes too quickly. it wasnt like that initially. the days here was a drag. but suddenly, weeks seemed to pass in a blink of an eye. i am scared of going back to SG. it will suddenly be an unfamiliar place. and reality will suddenly hit all too quickly what is already installed for us.
i guess its human nature, be it guy or girl, to be fickle minded. to already decide on smth and then question ur decision or back out and change ur mind or just go ahead with it hoping nothing would go wrong and that you are just overthinking things. i guess it is normal for the decision to be because of the feelings that suit how u feel at that moment on that day and then change tmr because the feelings have changed?
dont even get me started on feelings. it is smth that cannot be wronged or blame. because no one can control their feelings and what is to come.
but, isn't it worse to just sit on the fence. hoping each day will pass by without u needing to even make a decision? what about the person who is waiting for that decision? is it wise to keep the person waiting? is it wise to keep the person to make wild guesses?
andandand. i feel soooo frustrated. why does it seem to be only me who actually makes the effort to want to make things right when i know everyone is worried and feeling frustrated as well. i mean wads the point in being worriedand frustrated abt the issue when nothing is being done to improve the situation? if everyone is just waiting for each other. nothing will be done. first it was just cliques. now?? individuals?! next time...why not just save it and not ask since the ans is going to be like this?
self-control lorelle. let calmness fill ur mind.....breatheee....
sorry =x generalranting.lol.nth specific or in particular.just boredom+pent up feelings.
daily bread on 1/06
quote "Questions...........Keep asking. Then, through faith in God’s Word and the work of the Holy Spirit, listen as He leads you in His way."
never be afraid to ask questions. when u ask, god can tell u are eager to seek him and learn more about his word =D
daily bread 2/06
quote "You may be facing a problem that leaves you feeling helpless. It may be the loss of a job, a difficult family or work situation, or health struggles. We have a powerful God to whom we can bring our concerns. So before you do anything else, remember to ASAP—Always Say A Prayer" "Prayer should be our first response rather than our last resort."
KYYAAA~ see the new jonghun pic?? ahahahaha love it TTM! [credit:RACH's blog] yay~!
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