this yr. is truely the yr of change. so many countries are going to have elections = high chance of change to the presidents or prime ministers or whichever is impt. 2012. people say would b a bad yr for alot. it sure started out that way. but yet now. things seemed to have improved a whole lot. well at least for me - as compared to the past 6 mths. its like my life is finally moving along to a positive direction. or so i think.
school. more bareable with me having to break down my barriers and being more friendly to my friends and less aloof and cold.
relationships. things still remaining status quo with the besties. and as they say. when one door closes another one opens. this yr just proved that theory. the first door shld not only be closed it should be locked and the key thrown away incase it reopens again. JUST SAYING.
church. coping with the lack of a strong leader for support and readjusting to being on closer terms with the one remaining. feeling closer to my girls as well and feeling their growth is prolly the most rewarding thing of being a leader. not that im saying im a good leader. i did nth rly. they just matured on their own. all god's credit.
fears. they change all the time. new ones added old ones gone or still remains. but worries and fears. they just show the trust that we have in god. so i always remind myself not to worry and to trust him for he is THE most faithful person in the entire universe. and sometimes. fears are the food for devil too.
i hope the tiring circle ends here. i hope this is really the last. i want this to be the last. otherwise. if even this ends up downhill. there is really no other hope alr. coz i feel like ive gotten the best. hopefully nth changes throughout the yrs :x
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