short break

as i have previously mentioned... or not. i am on a short break from school. not a well deserved break...but a break none the less. 

this break. really nice. break from going to school break from the people in school break from studying break from everything school related. just lazing at home. getting to do things that i havent had to chance to really relaxingly, without a worry or care, enjoy doing. like baking and reading watching tv...

tried all sorts of new things that i have not tried before. ventured out of the basic cookies and muffins. but onto something still easily done but not the usual. eg. lemon bars and mushroom bacon quiche. turned out to be quite a success. not perfect. but acceptable to my and dear's standard :) that is the important part. 
ofcoz again...my bread was disastrous...i can never bake a perfect bread...why?? but i shall try again...

and reading. read a novel today...a whole book in a day. was so awesome. got to experience those feelings that i used to when i read a book in the past. laugh at the jokes, cry at the sad parts...maybe the book is really good. but its abt a girl who feels insecure all the time abt herself and she manages to realise that she is beautiful as she is :') the title of the book is my big nose and other natural disasters. guess which part she hated abt herself the most. hahas!

and my mood has really improved. because now everything moves at the pace i want. i do things i want to do and i get to decide when i want to do it. i get adequate sleep and rest. like 10 hrs a day man! and i get to just relax and enjoy home movies on saturdays or just walking around with dear. 
everything can be done without a preoccupied mind. without worrying like oh no. i got this project or report due date coming up i got a test or exam coming up...

and i also get to spend more time with mummy like shopping or having lunch together...or even just being at home with her..at least she has company now. 

but that having said...a part of me wishes that i dont have to retake any damn exam and actually started my internship already. but well. life gives you lemons...make lemonade...