someone wise once told me before...actually just my mum la.never to force ur own expectations on others.
this is one thing i really really must learn to do.
or else everyone would get really upset at me.hahha.and i'd be upset too.
everyone has their own way of doing things differently.so...i shld let them be the way they are.
OMG.ft island coming to singapore?!?!?! WOAHH~ why cant dbsk come together?they could have a FTDB concert collaboration! awesomeness. nahhh...different company.so its impossible? DBSJ mayb. but still if i can i would loveee to go even though i am not toally in love with them as much as i am with DBSK.but still would love to experience a korean concert and plus love their songs.and wanna see hong gi and leader- sshi in person!
ooo interesting! today for FI lect.the only only subject NH (my eye candy) is the same as me.however...we never go to the same LT.then today we kinda made excuses to go to the link up so i can see him...and but he went to the main! gees.talk abt not meant to be.budden lynn say she saw him looking at clique 6.and she say mayb looking for me.LOL!!! mayb coz he always notices me looking at him...sooo...
ahh~~ a really wild thought...but a lovely thought.
and it totally shocks me how fast the H1N1 virus has spread in osaka and kobe.more than 100 confirmed cases alr. im so worried dbsk wont catch the virus as well as there are still on going concerts and activities there.they are always kept in my prayer.
your every word i always keep in my memory.
even though i will never be by ur side,
just being able to hear you, see you, talk to you,
i feel contented.
<3 bell
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
fangirling 12
random dbsk audios.ahhh wish they could be on our radio station too!!!but i wont understand...even if they speak english...LOL.OMGosh...! why are they so cuteee!??
LOL!junsu's first kiss according the physcological test is french kiss?!?!
LOL! jun-chan??yunho and changmin sounds so cute calling junsu tt =D
LOL!junsu's first kiss according the physcological test is french kiss?!?!
LOL! jun-chan??yunho and changmin sounds so cute calling junsu tt =D
fangirling 11
hey guys....forgive my sudden outburst ytd.feeling tons better now ever since i got the junsu file from rach today.<3>
its been a long time since i fan girl-ed.hahahha!
contents:
1) junsu's get well soon posters
2) junsu's 24th bdae-project
3) yoochun cum dbsk new CF (utter cuteness and random changmin-yunho couple moment)
1)recently as u guys know junsu had sprained his ankle and at this forum there were some get well msges that were directly sent to him ( i contributed!!!) so the person took a picture of how the msg board looks like a woah! overwhelming responses! i cant find mine!!! but im glad to know so many ppl are concerned for him and supports him.junsu-sshi hwaiting! <3
i found mine after much much difficulty! i cant believe its really sent to him !!! its the one below.just next to the "!" OMGGGosh!! =DD can you spot it???
2) wanna join the birthday project? just tell me and i'll include you in when i send mine over =) i'll even flold the dolphin for you.all you gotta do is write ur inspirational msg (so that when he is unhappy...almost like never....when he reads ur msg.he'll be encouraged and happy =))
its been a long time since i fan girl-ed.hahahha!
contents:
1) junsu's get well soon posters
2) junsu's 24th bdae-project
3) yoochun cum dbsk new CF (utter cuteness and random changmin-yunho couple moment)
1)recently as u guys know junsu had sprained his ankle and at this forum there were some get well msges that were directly sent to him ( i contributed!!!) so the person took a picture of how the msg board looks like a woah! overwhelming responses! i cant find mine!!! but im glad to know so many ppl are concerned for him and supports him.junsu-sshi hwaiting! <3
i found mine after much much difficulty! i cant believe its really sent to him !!! its the one below.just next to the "!" OMGGGosh!! =DD can you spot it???2) wanna join the birthday project? just tell me and i'll include you in when i send mine over =) i'll even flold the dolphin for you.all you gotta do is write ur inspirational msg (so that when he is unhappy...almost like never....when he reads ur msg.he'll be encouraged and happy =))unfortunately i duno how to put up the poster advert.so just tagg me if ur interested.
3)lastly!! the CF you've been waiting for.even found the subbed one for u guys =) check out 0.20 secs for the minho couple moment.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
let me bitch
OH!!!MY!!!GOSH!!! if it wasnt so fragile i would love to throw it on the floor or even stomp on it.and right now i would like to scold a few hundred f words.but i wont.thats how angry and frustrated i am right now.i have hit my com like more than 10 times in these 2 days.and my com isnt a desktop its a laptop...luckily weekend is just 2 days.or else a few keys or mayb even the screen would have been spoiled alr.
the com is just too screwed up to function.and its not just when i play farm town.even on msn.or just normal internet.it freaking screws up and hangs.its worse when i play facebook.and just nice my mum's quick and virus free com don have the software for facebook games.i practically use her laptop alr for my projects and stuff.why?coz my laptop cant even freaking read my thumbdrive.like FTW?!?!?!
how can i possibly wait like another 7-6 mths?!??!!
and what pisses me off further is how it totally affects my mood.i was soooo frustrated that i cried okay. and it makes me easily frustrated at others when i know its not their fault for anything.i just needed an outlet.and because my my freaking slow com it makes me stay on the com longer coz i cant get things done.which affects my school work schedule too! ahhh~~~ i wont even talk abt how much i love watching BOF today coz i barely watched it.too busy checking if my com has "un-hanged"
i just wish there was someone right here beside me now who could just tell me some lame joke and make me feel better.i cant always entertain myself u know.THIS IS JUST DRIVING ME INSANE.
can a laptop just fall from the sky now?how can some ppl be so darn freaking lucky and get a FFFFRRRREEEEE laptop?!??!?!?!?!
i just bet the person who invented virus-free software are those who invented viruses too!
=bell=
the com is just too screwed up to function.and its not just when i play farm town.even on msn.or just normal internet.it freaking screws up and hangs.its worse when i play facebook.and just nice my mum's quick and virus free com don have the software for facebook games.i practically use her laptop alr for my projects and stuff.why?coz my laptop cant even freaking read my thumbdrive.like FTW?!?!?!
how can i possibly wait like another 7-6 mths?!??!!
and what pisses me off further is how it totally affects my mood.i was soooo frustrated that i cried okay. and it makes me easily frustrated at others when i know its not their fault for anything.i just needed an outlet.and because my my freaking slow com it makes me stay on the com longer coz i cant get things done.which affects my school work schedule too! ahhh~~~ i wont even talk abt how much i love watching BOF today coz i barely watched it.too busy checking if my com has "un-hanged"
i just wish there was someone right here beside me now who could just tell me some lame joke and make me feel better.i cant always entertain myself u know.THIS IS JUST DRIVING ME INSANE.
can a laptop just fall from the sky now?how can some ppl be so darn freaking lucky and get a FFFFRRRREEEEE laptop?!??!?!?!?!
i just bet the person who invented virus-free software are those who invented viruses too!
=bell=
Thursday, May 14, 2009
a teary good-bye
nahh! its nothing sad...just me being my silly emotional self.
saw my american idol fav got "voted out"....what i am gonna say may be biased and offensive...but i'd rather have danny than adam...i mean adam is like the same ol' style everyweek...and its getting more boring and annoying.so totally over the top.even my mum..who USED to be a fan of adam thinks so.as for chris...he is kinda cute and he DID improve alot.so i don mind him being there.YES.i AM just bias against adam.
and then i noticed a similarity!!! i know sooo random...but i notice that all my "ideal" guys...are singers!!! what's cool is that they are from all parts of the world.ireland-nicky byrne (westlife), korea-kim junsu (dbsk),america- danny gokey (AI)...ahh shan't elaborate on the other similarities!
these few days, school has been hilarious for some reasons....and mainly self inflicted....hmm wrong word application...anyways been laughing hysterically ahh just keeps the bluess away...thats why my font is red not blue...im not angry though..just feeling the lurveee.<3
oh alright...im addicted to farm town and restaturant city....LOL.
=bell=
saw my american idol fav got "voted out"....what i am gonna say may be biased and offensive...but i'd rather have danny than adam...i mean adam is like the same ol' style everyweek...and its getting more boring and annoying.so totally over the top.even my mum..who USED to be a fan of adam thinks so.as for chris...he is kinda cute and he DID improve alot.so i don mind him being there.YES.i AM just bias against adam.
and then i noticed a similarity!!! i know sooo random...but i notice that all my "ideal" guys...are singers!!! what's cool is that they are from all parts of the world.ireland-nicky byrne (westlife), korea-kim junsu (dbsk),america- danny gokey (AI)...ahh shan't elaborate on the other similarities!
these few days, school has been hilarious for some reasons....and mainly self inflicted....hmm wrong word application...anyways been laughing hysterically ahh just keeps the bluess away...thats why my font is red not blue...im not angry though..just feeling the lurveee.<3
oh alright...im addicted to farm town and restaturant city....LOL.
=bell=
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
feeling blue...(get the joke? ^.^)
you know how people say just put in all your effort and if you dont do well at least you know you've tried your best?
is that supposed to let one feel better?
well if it is....it's NOT WORKING!....it just makes me feel worse since i HAVE tried THAT hard and yet..my efforts are kinda useless.i might as well just do last min cramming and even if i DONT do well i know its coz i didnt put in enuf effort.
i have been feeling really bitter the whole day.esp when im alone.i dun wanna put the mood of my frens down with me.so i quickly recovered.but all this just really frustrates me.
it makes me just wanna stop studying altogether.
my morale is just soooo down and discouraged now.
makes me wonder again...why did i take this course?
=bell=
is that supposed to let one feel better?
well if it is....it's NOT WORKING!....it just makes me feel worse since i HAVE tried THAT hard and yet..my efforts are kinda useless.i might as well just do last min cramming and even if i DONT do well i know its coz i didnt put in enuf effort.
i have been feeling really bitter the whole day.esp when im alone.i dun wanna put the mood of my frens down with me.so i quickly recovered.but all this just really frustrates me.
it makes me just wanna stop studying altogether.
my morale is just soooo down and discouraged now.
makes me wonder again...why did i take this course?
=bell=
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
in the week
-junsu's leg is recovering fast =D
-been studying for test
-happy with my diet so far
-still REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go to the mirotic concert!!!
-in another mth its holidays alr
-still trying to cope with the new subjects
-trying not to dislike so many teachers
-been having fun with friends in school so far =DD
-levina thinks im addicted to face book...oh well...mayb i am~! which is baddd!
=bell=
-been studying for test
-happy with my diet so far
-still REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go to the mirotic concert!!!
-in another mth its holidays alr
-still trying to cope with the new subjects
-trying not to dislike so many teachers
-been having fun with friends in school so far =DD
-levina thinks im addicted to face book...oh well...mayb i am~! which is baddd!
=bell=
Friday, May 8, 2009
good day~!
well after a few complains shall increase my font size. sorry abt the mini size.hope this is better.
today it started with a really wet and thundery...as usual its sunshine after the rain.
had to see ms ma which all of us dreads.phew...no apel.or else straight 3 hrs see her. finally had 2 hrs continuous break...able to go outside of school to eat.and also we had spare time to chat random things together.which is really fun.and something all 6/7 of us havent been able to do in a really long while. really loved it. all the awkwardness for me has gone.
had lgee.really fun as usual.laughed alot at all the lame jokes =P
today is a fun day.and hopefully no matter how busy i am or stressed.it will always be this way.
see ya peeps!
=bell=
today it started with a really wet and thundery...as usual its sunshine after the rain.
had to see ms ma which all of us dreads.phew...no apel.or else straight 3 hrs see her. finally had 2 hrs continuous break...able to go outside of school to eat.and also we had spare time to chat random things together.which is really fun.and something all 6/7 of us havent been able to do in a really long while. really loved it. all the awkwardness for me has gone.
had lgee.really fun as usual.laughed alot at all the lame jokes =P
today is a fun day.and hopefully no matter how busy i am or stressed.it will always be this way.
see ya peeps!
=bell=
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
happenings so far
things are looking much brighter now that i have "removed" my "sunglasses" and weirdly enuf, the socio tr talks abt that concept too...but in a different way. in a perspective that ppl who wear different "glasses" looks at thing differently. mine is...wearing "sunglasses" makes everything look "dark" when it is actually really "bright" out there.
recently been feeling tired alot.and really paranoid thinking im having some sort of illness that has the symptoms of tiredness, headaches etc. hahah. been sleeping alot.and weirdly it scares me.
well the H1N1 thing has been spreading like a wild fire. apparently alot of ppl like going to mexico??and the virus is a pig+bird+human virus mutation.like WOAH.how scary is that...even so tt the humans can infect pigs?!?!?
so like all the kiasu-ness and hype abt in school...so its like when u reach school hafta take temp and they'll give u this sticket dot thing.w/out it...cannot enter sch library.eesh.such a hassel.and..the sticker is NOT sticky enuffff....
finally sorta finish with FPQA package 1.1. yikes.going on to package 1.2. dunno why it didnt seem like a consolation when tr was telling us tt 1.2 would be easier and that package 1.1 and 1.2 is the hardest of the lot.i'll judge for myself.
sometimes i think our grp has too many ppl...leaving one or 2 with nothing much to do...esp when they belong to a more quiet nature.
and finally...when levina told me this morning it didnt seem like such a big deal.and i could even joke abt it.but when i saw it for myself it brought me to the brink of tears. junsu is injured and he is still the ever so happy and optimistic person he is. he is even performing in the concert in a wheel chair...which is sooo awesome! it totally touches my heart. he really doesnt wanna let his fans down at all. i think sm really shld overwork them less....it kills me sometimes knowing how hard they work without much rest at all.the video below shows abit of him performing at the concert in the wheelchair.just skip to the singing.don care abt the talking at the front.junsu hwaiting!!!DBSK hwaiting!!!<3
well its back to doing my unfinsihed businesses...
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recently been feeling tired alot.and really paranoid thinking im having some sort of illness that has the symptoms of tiredness, headaches etc. hahah. been sleeping alot.and weirdly it scares me.
well the H1N1 thing has been spreading like a wild fire. apparently alot of ppl like going to mexico??and the virus is a pig+bird+human virus mutation.like WOAH.how scary is that...even so tt the humans can infect pigs?!?!?
so like all the kiasu-ness and hype abt in school...so its like when u reach school hafta take temp and they'll give u this sticket dot thing.w/out it...cannot enter sch library.eesh.such a hassel.and..the sticker is NOT sticky enuffff....
finally sorta finish with FPQA package 1.1. yikes.going on to package 1.2. dunno why it didnt seem like a consolation when tr was telling us tt 1.2 would be easier and that package 1.1 and 1.2 is the hardest of the lot.i'll judge for myself.
sometimes i think our grp has too many ppl...leaving one or 2 with nothing much to do...esp when they belong to a more quiet nature.
and finally...when levina told me this morning it didnt seem like such a big deal.and i could even joke abt it.but when i saw it for myself it brought me to the brink of tears. junsu is injured and he is still the ever so happy and optimistic person he is. he is even performing in the concert in a wheel chair...which is sooo awesome! it totally touches my heart. he really doesnt wanna let his fans down at all. i think sm really shld overwork them less....it kills me sometimes knowing how hard they work without much rest at all.the video below shows abit of him performing at the concert in the wheelchair.just skip to the singing.don care abt the talking at the front.junsu hwaiting!!!DBSK hwaiting!!!<3
well its back to doing my unfinsihed businesses...
=bell=
Friday, May 1, 2009
school so far
well..lately it has been pretty busy....with all the up coming projects and stuff...driving me crazy on the research part.esp when u gotta make sure that the sources are reliable etc.ahhh...makes me really sleepy when i gotta read all the various info..all sciency and stuff...
and worse is that i have yet to switch from the holiday carefree mode to busy school schedules.im still at the point of wanting to watch tv all the time!
my lab sessions are gonna start alr.which means that i no longer will be able to go home earlier than supposed to.3 lab sessions a week??? could be good...but then again..it really depends what we're gonna do for the lab sessions for the particular subs.
already so early in the term a few subs are not to my liking.particularly APFS(applied food sanitation) really boring,FPQA(food processing and quality assurance)really tedious,and csas.its like a follow up of formal report writings except this time we gotta research on the articles as well!
well glad to let u guys know tt im feeling much much better now since the previous entry.i have decided not to look to the past and let it bother me.instead look forward and stay positive...the junsu way!!!that way i would be happier.and tts really what i need.esp with the stressful sems ahead.
and im totally in love with DBSK's new album which i just bought.i never knew that i would be able to like jap songs so much.lol.well partly coz they don't sound like most jap songs i have heard.really anime-ish and jap-ish.
and the mirotic concert is really torturing me.ahh...everyday i wake up thinking..."why cant i go to the thailand one?""why cant they come to singapore?even just for a fan signing""hopefully they have it in KL"
oooo totally love the mirotic concert photobook pics.....unfortunately i think my mum would so kill me if i buy it.
=bell=
and worse is that i have yet to switch from the holiday carefree mode to busy school schedules.im still at the point of wanting to watch tv all the time!
my lab sessions are gonna start alr.which means that i no longer will be able to go home earlier than supposed to.3 lab sessions a week??? could be good...but then again..it really depends what we're gonna do for the lab sessions for the particular subs.
already so early in the term a few subs are not to my liking.particularly APFS(applied food sanitation) really boring,FPQA(food processing and quality assurance)really tedious,and csas.its like a follow up of formal report writings except this time we gotta research on the articles as well!
well glad to let u guys know tt im feeling much much better now since the previous entry.i have decided not to look to the past and let it bother me.instead look forward and stay positive...the junsu way!!!that way i would be happier.and tts really what i need.esp with the stressful sems ahead.
and im totally in love with DBSK's new album which i just bought.i never knew that i would be able to like jap songs so much.lol.well partly coz they don't sound like most jap songs i have heard.really anime-ish and jap-ish.
and the mirotic concert is really torturing me.ahh...everyday i wake up thinking..."why cant i go to the thailand one?""why cant they come to singapore?even just for a fan signing""hopefully they have it in KL"
oooo totally love the mirotic concert photobook pics.....unfortunately i think my mum would so kill me if i buy it.
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