Wednesday, May 13, 2009

feeling blue...(get the joke? ^.^)

you know how people say just put in all your effort and if you dont do well at least you know you've tried your best?
is that supposed to let one feel better?
well if it is....it's NOT WORKING!....it just makes me feel worse since i HAVE tried THAT hard and yet..my efforts are kinda useless.i might as well just do last min cramming and even if i DONT do well i know its coz i didnt put in enuf effort.
i have been feeling really bitter the whole day.esp when im alone.i dun wanna put the mood of my frens down with me.so i quickly recovered.but all this just really frustrates me.
it makes me just wanna stop studying altogether.
my morale is just soooo down and discouraged now.
makes me wonder again...why did i take this course?

=bell=


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