oh no?

the world is ssshhhhho ssshhoo small.and singapore is even smaller. first i found out that NH used to like pris' cousin. and NOW.rachel's friend is NH's BFF. and he is like suspicious of me. ofcoz he duno who i am.but still...like OMGGG! x.x. sooo dead. coz i have a really strong feeling that.....he'll find out one day! phew~ wont see him much at all anymore.hahahha.

and this week has been fairly free.so have been sleepiing,using com and watching tv ALOT ALOT.too much infact. and studying like....too LITTLE to count.gees. how can i be so slack?next week is alr study week man!and fri is first paper!techically its mon but FPQA is open book test.so don need to studyhahahha!
but i think my NLS teacher was really good. at first we were doubting her and like saying she didnt give us any tips/hints when there are like 2 times the thing to study for her sub. and today...voila! teehee~ BUT! it was the case for our APFS tr hmph! and that sub is the first.X.X

and tmr still going to a farewell party.really gotta buck up!!!

here is just some random superjunior vid which i found the other day and was laughing hysterically.alone.at the sch com lab.and everyone stared.freaked out i suppose.lol!



song of the day= SHINee's A.MI.GO 아.미.고 wee~ totally loving the korean words.

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short and sweet

today i finally watched harry potter and the 1/2 blood prince with lynn...and luckily for us, TM gv still had to time slots for it.it isnt as boring as everyone says,though the fighting could be more.and i'd prefer the book anyday. but still...hahaha! looking forward to the last one. apparently it'll be split into half.so...there shld be no excuses what so ever in cutting lots of scenens.

bought 2 earrings. again.GEES!!! my whole earring rack is full.like seriously packed till no space. got.to.stop.

this week is kinda free since most tutorials have finished and assignments and projects due-d and passed up. however, this is not the time to slack. it is the time to get my head into studying and prep for the up coming exams. and then.....ITS HOLIDAY TIME! oh yeah~!

dbsk still having the ongoing lawsuit. sighs.really long coz they still gotta perf and stuff. but i gotta admit though SMent is really working them like slaves. SMent produces good stuff!just look at suju,shinee,SNSD etc. comparing to poor FTisland......hahaha

need to keep a low profile on NH. he is getting curious. which is bad.

countdown to holidays=15 days!! whoo hoo~!

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fangirling part 19 (dbsk,ft island & shinee)

sm town concert has been postponed. and rumour is that its coz of the ongoing lawsuit between dbskand SMent.HAH! but i guess the rest of the SM artist's fans would be kinda pissed.and here are some DBSK merchandises i would LOVE to get my hands on. the dbsk karaoke merchandises.they look soooo awesome man! would be awesome if it was junsu/yunho ones!

here is of FT island's latest perf.
ytd 07/08 this is live! so so awesome!always love it live.coz there is just much more bass.love their outfits for both perfs. finally not the recycled repeated ones they always wear that u can also see in their pics in their new album


today 08/08 a little trot intro of barae....please don think jaejin's voice is awful.for trot the voice is like that..and OMGGG love jong hun's wink at the begining! and he can really work the camera at his guitar solo! teehee! but why is seung hyunnie wearing a skirt over his jeans?!?! LOL. and hongki's voice today is kinda flat.muahahha!he's voice is not that perfect after all.lol\


i dont think i'd ever get tired of jaejinnie and seunghyunnie rapping.coz its just too good.and not sian-ish.unlike a certain person.lol.and seunghyunnie is really getting more and more confident compared to his first perf. i saw before.yayness!
and the shinee's juliette goodbye stage (08/08 today) =( that means they wont be performing juliette anymore on stage.love their dance here.looks like they are giving their all.oh! they are finally gonna start venturing into japan though.



and lastly a duet between jessica from snsd and onew shinee's leader-sshi.his voice is awesome! and he looks great in that outfit.this song is almost as good as junsu's and jang ri ying's duet timeless.

all these bands/groups i duno why they have to keep singing the same same songs. i mean they shld also perf. some of the other songs from their album like FTi should perf more bing bing or their woodman and angel. and shinee could perf. their talk to you or senorita.

thats it for now =) leaving u with a cute pic of onew!

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nostalgia~

alrighties
this is my 101th post on this blog.which is wow.didnt know i blogged that much.
anyways its the end of another term soon.end of 1 sem. time passes really fast compared to year 1 days. guess since we clique 6 enjoy each others company more and more now =)
however, end of the sem means the end of all the subs i am taking now. and that means no more socio or FI the 2 subs i am really looking forward to for the week coz of particular reasons.lol. FI=NH(eye candy)
and socio=papa chia ( coz i love seeing a certain person reaction when SHE sees him =p) why we call him papa? coz he dresses like one! he dresses really fatherly. with a polo tee tucked in at the front and berms and shoes

and also HOHO. he recently cut his hair short from neck-length and it made a huge difference.
and the funniest thing i over heard him say to his fren was(scenario: learning abt gender in socio and tr was showing us pic of girls/guys who underwent sex change and asked us to guess if it is a guy or girl originally) and LOL! all those they thought were real girls.were actually GUYS last time! hhahah!
so....he asked his fren :"would u rather marry a guy that became a girl or a girl became a guy?" and then his fren was like if a girl become guy then is guy what! u gay arh!" LOL! HOHO is such a himbo~

exams coming in 2 weeks and starting to feel the uneasiness and anxiousness alr.hahaha.however, in no such mood to study.i love my new lappy though.ultra fast! loads vids like whoo~ don have to wait donkey years just to load a clip anymore.yayness.total awesomeness.

latest vid of ft island singing barae 06/08.the smoke is irritating though -.- and poor Seung hyunnie ( the first guy to rap) he looks like he hasnt been having enuf sleep.eye bags alert! and poor thing he made a mistake at the end. he was abt to rap.would rather listen to his rap and cut short hongki's singing.lol. his hair is distractingly awful.

and this is an old song of theirs.lovesick also perf. on 06/08.sorry not that clear. but totally prefer the current one since seung hyun is the one rapping.(coz its one of my fav raps in their songs)hahahha! i know so evil.coz apparently the member that left is kinda down and out =( and it really unfair that in this vid the spotlights are the brightest at hongki and not the rest.i can barely see em!

i really cant believe that seung hyunnie is only turning 17 this sept!im sooo stalking their each perfs man.hahah! totally in love with their new album after listening to the songs so many times alr. i wanna learn barae. although would love to learn bing bing bing more.but too fast? barae the verses are easier.

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distraught

i am utterly speechless and distraught.im going crazy with waves of tears.i duno what to think now....it seems like dbsk and sm cannot come to an agreement and emotions are running high. i just really wont know what to do if dbsk really disbands. i mean...its coming to their 6th year anniversary soon.and its been 1 year since i knew abt them. and during that 1 year. my world has been revolved arnnd them. what am i gonna do if they just disband so suddenly becoz of this silly thing?! both sides say they wanna settle this asap.but why is things going so slowly? its coming to 5 days alr! if only yunho and changmin remains whats the point? its not dbsk anymore. i mean even though i totally love yunho and jae isnt my fav person in the world...but all 5 of em belong together.
as quoted from cassiopeia, dbsk official fanclub :"The group's continued existence is more important than SM." dbsk's fan club holds the Guiness World Record for the largest fan club with around 800K members.They began an 'Against TVXQ's Disbandment' petition on an Internet portal site. This petition that aims to collect 200K signatures has already collected 20K in the past four days.

ofcoz...nothing is official.but i cant help but let the news get to me.

i was thinking no matter what i shld go and see the shanghai concert this oct.even if it means i am going alone (most prob with mummy) coz it could be the last time seeing them together?!?!?! u never know. i dun wanna regret anything just like how i still regret not going to a SINGLE westlife concert last time.unfortunately....the tickets are ALREADY sold out!!! within 2 days! and the shanghai concert is the fastest selling so far. is it coz of the light of recent events?
i envy kar young. she got to see yunho and changmin that u think abt it....could it be that it was only yunho and changmin up close at a restaurant while they were having dinnner...come to think of it...mayb the reason why only the 2 were there is coz the other 3 were discussing abt this issue?
and to think i was waiting for their comeback stage to korea soon.
all 5 of my dbsk oppas must be really tired and drained emotionally and mentally.i mean as a fan i feel like this alr. imagine how they must be feeling since they are the one going through it and still have to put on a happy and brave front for the fans.

sighs this really is a mood spoiler isnt it. really in no mood to do anything gonna have an early night and cry myself to sleep

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dots

hmm....the news abt dbsk has been affecting me recently. i mean ya.i dun wanna be too emotional abt it. i hardly even know them personally.and just from what i see on shows.and now i see that even that could be fake?since sm controls what they say.so they may not be showing their true selves.but still....

the news has taken a toll on all the fangirls and the members themselves. interal conflicts between the cassies on different fans taking sides.
for me the devil and angel are playing inside my head too.which is bad. i think this news is really harming dbsk and sm. according to the sources.even forbes. were saying that ever since this matter, sm's shares has drop alot. the members must be really tired.and yet they still gotta go on and perform at a nation in japan. sighs. the price u gotta pay for being famous.

tmr having socio presentation.which.i don think i am looking forward to coz when i was practicing just now...i realise it is really too odd to present when the rest hasnt watched the show.and infact i doubt anyone knows abt the show since it is a local show compared to the rest like billy elliot and save the last dance etc. which really sucks. although i did enjoy the show kinda.

the days really canot come and go any faster.

oh and best new so far. got my new lappy alr.and im using it and having fun.lol! hope it wont give me any probs...deperately transfering stuff to my lappy.

really late and shld be off to bed now. cya

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fangirling 18 (FTi + shinee perfs)

tsk tsk! i am obviously tooo tooo free this weekend having 3 fangirling entrees!?!
i am recently and currently quite into shinee (esp onew) they are just cute man!

first off FT island! with..barae again...oh well.nevermind.tough i get tired of hongki's over expressive face sometimes and his over the top bright red hair (okay..im just biased)...never get tired of seung hyun's and jaejin's raps and expressions.plus jong hun's fingers with the guitar and his expressions! (though...some perfs they dont play live...and the first perf below, jong hun's expression was bad...prolly bad mood)both perfs ytd 1/08

they play live here though. so the guitar sounds and everything sounds really different.



and something quite long ago already. not a FT song.but has jong hun inside.(yayness!) and some other 2 guys whom i duno. the mv is really cute. basically she sent like some sos thing that her "love battery" is low.so the 3 guys sneak out from their office to reach her in time. and she picks jong hun! (yayness again)and personally. i love this cute song...though i duno why vivian finds her voice irritating =( i find her voice unique and she is really really pretty.almost plastic.lol.i cant find any other songs by her though...

next up shinee!here they are performing amigo(in suits!)(note: does not mean friend in spanish for this song)it is really rare that u see these boys in suits. coz its just not them! its too stiffling for their active characters.but in general i love guys wearing suits and performing. i mean just look at how dbsk performs wrong number/are u a good girl in suits!


and their latest juliette perf just this evening 2/08


and a random clip i found. a shinee parody ver. of harry potter. although i dont really see the link duno which film they were tryna copy but...onew's 'evil' laughter was so cute!


right. in another 3 weeks the exams are here. so prolly no more fangirling stuff except for the latest on the dbsk saga on the official statements and hopefully closure.stay tuned~! shan't slack anymore.too slack-ish these 2 weeks seems like holiday alr~

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(note: yellow=FTI official colour, green=shinee's official colour)

fangirling 18 ( the dbsk saga finally coming to an end?)

[2/08]{credits: star news}from soompi.com/forums
After Tonight Meeting, Official Position Announcement Will be revealed....they will finally reveal the official position on the 3rd......"and tomorrow (August 3rd) through press conference, we’ll hold an official press release regarding this matter.”About the statement they made related to press release on August 1st ...“Originally, we didn’t make plan to reveal anything yet since we want the case to be done in steps. However, as there are so many misinformation about the truth fact being rolled up, therefore we decided to hold an official press release.”Jaejoong, Junsu, and Yoochun represented by SEJONG on July 31st submitted an injuction application at Seoul Central Dis rict Court to remove the exclusive clause effect in their contract against SM Entertainment. In addition, to verify information related to income, a preservation of evidence application have been an additional submission as well.

i hope that sm will review the contract and all will end well and everyone would be happy again. =) TOHO TOHO FIGHTO!

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fangirling (the dbsk saga continues)

just some news extraction from websites. phew i am reassured. plus last night oddly after i thought levina had alr gone to bed...she woke up from the dead.LOL! and reassured me. although wasnt totally convinced...but i am even more convinced now =) so it is almost 99% confirm that there WONT be a disbandment. and....the lawsuit is just to change the existing contract. SM better give it to them man! or else they'll be losing some big-time money makers. and it just touches my heart seeing the support that dbsk has by all the cassies arnd the world on threads and forums. and also by other fans like suju fans and 2pm fans who never really concerned themselves abt dbsk related matters.whoo hoo~ boys, dont worry. u have many cassies supporting u here too =)

so rachel and lynn, we can put our minds and hearts at ease...for now=D

{credits: dksldi @ soompi} from spazzes.wordpress
1. What is DBSK’s break up, and why did this break up news pop out? Are the news about DBSK true?
The words about DBSk breaking up came up as the news of the 3 members Jaejoong, YuChun, and Junsu filing a ” Provosional disposition of suspending exclusive/ongoing contract” to the court came out. The breaking up rumors are just false rumors. The reason why the breakup rumors came out is because of the news of the members filing a suspension of the contract created more rumors amongst the fans. The most known false rumors flowing around from this were : The members not getting along, and the problems with Sm.ent and the member’s cosmetic line. A these rumors came out the break up rumors came out as well. The only real truth that are out about DBSK is the news about the members filing a suspension of contract. That’s the only one.

2. What is the deal with DBSK’s rumors about setting up a cosmetic company and the problems? What kind of relation does this have?
To tell the truth there is no relation with the cosmetic line and DBSK’s break up rumors. Of course the members that had filed the contract suspension were the ones that are opening the store, but the members are not the owners of the cosmetic company. They are just managing ONE store. The only thing the 3 members are responsible for is just ONE branch of the entire company. There were rumors about the members and the company in the past, and it seems to have been building up into false rumors. but the cosmetic line having relations to the reason of why the members have filed the contract suspensions are not true. These rumors are just what the people are assuming because they have no clue what is going on with what is true and what is not true. because of this reason, as long as there has not been a clear statement of confirmation, it is not true.

6. Even though they are rumors, rumors have been proved true alot of the times. Are there anything out there that are actual facts?
As long as the rumors have not been formally confirmed there is no possible way that we can call it actual facts. But we are for sure that the only thing 3 members haved done is that they filed a lawsuit to FIX the 'slave contract', the validity date of the contract, and unfair contract listings. And to do this they have right now put a hard stance by putting a suspension to the validity of the existing contract. Alot of people are saying that DBSK will just become the 2nd H.O.T. and S.E.S. but situation is very different. DBSK is not just top idols in Korea but also artists who are very influential outside of Korea. SM.ent is not a company that would kick out DBSK just because their artist put a lawsuit. Even if dbsk was to break up from Sm.ent, this does not mean that DBSK will break up. DBSK is also in contract with a entertainment group AVEX in japan. The contract validity with AVEX ent. has not ended and also have contracted with 2 companies for 2 CFS. If DBSK was to even break away from SMent, they will have to deal with damages for breach of contract with Avex. Thing will get dirty.

{credit:xiah-sshi.com} [01/08 new filing claim]
SM are to hand in all "account books, the contract, receipts, transfer slips and all other documents" as the members file for along with their lawsuit against SM Entertainment.The Exclusive Contract Validity Suspension and Provisional Disposition Request Form that was filed ....... This can be seen as an act of gathering evidence in the case that it is found that SM has not been faithful to keeping the contract of TVXQ in accordance with the law.This conclusion can be made because when one is face with a preservation of evidence request form, they must hand in all account books, contracts, receipts, transfer slips and all other documents related to the parties in question.-part edited out-However, Lawyer Lim Sang Hyuk from law firm Sejong, who is representing the three members in this case, stated in reference to SM's official statement that, "The cosmetic company, which may have caused some disagreements amongst TVXQ in an emotional point of view, was not the reason TVXQ filed the lawsuit. ......It is wrong to think that TVXQ would file a lawsuit just because of a company that isn't even TVXQ's main work priority."

note from lawyer:
....The contents of the article by Daily Sports have been extremely exaggerated, ...I, especially, never stated that only three of the members will be active together. In contrast, there does not exist any ill feelings between the members, and the members wish that the 5 will always remain together.I will be careful with my words from now. I hope that the fans will continue to support the members.Sincerely, SangHyuk Im"

{credit: allkpop.com} from xiah-sshi.com
There are now new UNOFFICIAL updates floating around in Korea as millions of Cassopeias are going sleepless and searching for more information about their beloved group.
Apparently, Yoochun and Junsu have been going around together looking for law firms during their vacation so this was certainly not something that happened overnight.
....Many are wondering if SM Entertainment are just papering over the cracks. As of now, all TVXQ notices and schedules on the SM Entertainment homepage have been deleted, including the SM Town Concert schedule.Perhaps not strange to many but odd considering that they are SM Entertainment's #1 group now, TVXQ has had a 13 year "slave contract" with SM Entertainment. TVXQ members have only received a 0.5% increase in salary over the past 5 years despite their amazing success and huge fanbase.
All 5 members are actually preparing to sue SM Entertainment because of this, not just Junsu, Yoochun, and Jaejoong.Junsu's dad had been the representative of the 5 members and was at the head of the preparations to sue SM Entertainment. But SM entertainment found out about the pending lawsuit and proceeded to "bully around" Junsu. Yunho and Changmin aren't sueing SM at the moment, but neither are they resigning with SM at the end of their contract. Contrary to rumors, there has been no conflict within TVXQ members, ...SM has been taking from 70%-90% of the profits that TVXQ makes, leaving only 10%-30% for the members themselves. Most people think that Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu will win their case because it is against Korean law to make "slave contracts."
....Ever since Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu started the cosmetics endorsements, SM Entertainment began to try and put down their efforts, wondering why the members were trying to go into business without first consulting with them. Junsu was being pushed around by a lot of upper officials in SM Entertainment because of his dad's involvement and his private endorsements.Yunho and Changmin aren't betraying TVXQ for not being involved in the law suit. They all have wanted to leave SM Entertainment, but couldn't because of their contracts. Even if they had wanted to leave, the amount of money fighting lawsuits would be enormous. All 5 members are standing together against SM. It is very distinct that this is not a TVXQ vs. TVXQ fight, but rather a TVXQ against SM fight.It should be noted that Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu do not want to completely terminate their contract, but they do want major revisions to be done...

oh man...i dont think anyone would really bother reading this. hahahah. i feel so sad for junsu and dbsk that they have to go through this though....sighs~

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fangirling part 16 (dbsk+ ft island)

im really really damn worried, depressed and shocked right now.i mean it seems really absurd to the person reading this.but although it is ONLY coming to 1 yr since i have support dbsk.it seems like forever to me. and even though i have more love for certain members.i really cannot imagine them being apart from each other.cannot imagine one member less from them. what really is going on here? why isnt yunho and changmin standing united with jae-chun-su in this lawsuit?
apparently, this has been going on for 2 mths alr. and 2 mths?! thats like the time even before the tokyo dome! how is it possible that jae-chun-su can act so normal still like nothing is going on? and apparently, because of this...there is internal conflict between the '2 sides' in dbsk?!?! pls say this is just a rumour! they have been a group for sooo long almost 6-7 years. this would really be the worst way to "break-up"

what vivian my good friend and a fellow dbsk fan says that SM is too controlling and hopes that dbsk would leave SM and move to another company like JYP. apparently, even what dbsk says on vareity shows are also controlled by the company in the contract or whatever. that is why u see ppl like 2pm or whatever are more open abt stuff? aiya i duno. coz i nv really watched their shows

and based on what i have learnt is that they are paid 9:1 or 8:2 ratio and ofcoz the bigger portion going to SM ent. and also DBSK is one of their highest earning profits other then BoA. compared to JYP paying their artist 5:5 no mater even if they just debuted. so what is this man?!

is that why jae's show was postponed?? unity is power no? and junsu doesnt have a proper solo activity like the rest? or he don wanna decide on one yet coz of this.and jae-chun's solo activity not as big scaled as yunho and changmin?!?! (they are both acting in dramas)

here is the news : [One of Asia’s biggest group Dong Bang Shin Ki, has 3 of its members in a possible lawsuit against their own company SM Entertainment. Dong Bang Shin Ki members Xiah JunSu, Micky YooChun and Hero JaeJoong had gone to Seoul Central District Court to hand in an application for provisional disposition to terminate all effects of their exclusive belonging rights contract with SM on 31st July.

It has been known that their reasons for doing so is that the contract with SM Entertainment has many irrelevant conditions attached. It is also known that the content to the contract the 3 members cannot agree to includes having them belonging exclusively to SM Entertainment for 13 years and also unhappiness over profit allocation.

The lawyer responsible for this case said, “We are currently preparing for a lawsuit against SM for this contract. (About the reasons to why) We cannot reveal the details now.” There has also been saying that the 3 members have differing views to SM on their upcoming ‘Dong Bang Shin Ki cosmetic enterprise expansion’. Currently out of the 3 members, JunSu is already doing a cosmetic business with his parents. It is said that there were plans for the company to operate a cosmetic business, with sheep placenta as the main ingredient, using the group’s name as the brand name in Seoul GangNam and GyeongGiDo IlSan. It is said that there were also plans for the business to be launched in China bringing in hundreds millions KRW in profit. But it has been said that the 2 sides are having some differing views and also complications arose through their discussion on how the product and brand will go.

Follow up #1: What will happen to the 3 members’ activities scheduled for Dong Bang Shin Ki? there is the upcoming SMTown Live 09 on 16th August. It seems that the members may not be appearing for the concert with their lawsuit with the company. Especially with all the rumours lately about ‘disbanding of Dong Bang Shin Ki’. To add on, one of the 3 members’ parents have also established their won entertainment company in China.

Follow up #2: One of the Korean new media has known through phone call from SM and SM said, “We are aware that some of the (DBSK) members have some disagreements with the company, but we do not know that they have sparked a lawsuit wth the company. The director board of the company is currently having an urgent meeting in an undisclosed place in Seoul to discuss about their countermeasures.” They also added, “We will have our official stand asap”. ]
{credits xiah-sshi.com}

and to think that just a few days ago this clip was aired...so sad watching them saying what the members mean to them. but does it still mean what it meant then? watching this just makes me cry harder.

~sighs~ levina....where are u when i need u? bet u are sleep huh.haha

on a happier note, ft island is #4 this week going up 5 places since last week.wee~ here is their latest perf. TODAY.31/07


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