i just couldnt resist putting this up. and honestly.i started getting addicted to the songs only after watching these. which is kinda odd for me. lol. and key and wooyoung is super <3 and i miss jaebeom!
first one is gee by snsd and i really think shindong from suju is cool! he is the one who speaks first.it is really rare to find a bigger sized guy compared to the sticks arnd
and this is genie. and...taemin is really too gay for me here
Thursday, September 17, 2009
history?
well so far the school intership has been so....mundane...
its like we are basically paid to.....stone away and chat to pass the hours. hahhha. i think during this 3 days i have asked him TONS of questions alr. LOL. and know his a little better everydaynow the convos are much better. more spontaneous and no need to plan the topic to diccus like i did before.hahaha. but i am glad that i have more things to do now but somehow i feel like now i do not have much time to do.
today i finally came home after school and slept away. sooo tired...
yesterday went out with GVrojak. as usual i enjoyed it lots and couldnt bear to leave those people.and ianson came! yay! after yesterday i realised that he is really funny bitchy has key's image and i really miss hanging out with him. i think he can be like a really good friend kinda thing.hahahha.i laughed tons due thanks to him
he is one of those people whom i'll never forget how we became friends.hahah! it was super memorable! omg. i think i love him.lol. but not in that way la. its really ytd that i really appreciate his friendship and how much a difference he can make.
and also much much thanks to nic.G for pei-ing me after my school ended all the way to meeting with vivian and the rest. although it was kinda weird initially....but it was okay la after a while. we watched aliens in the attic which was not too bad.ahhaha. the guy was handsome. and looked somewhat familiar. i am sooo touched and appreciative for ytd. i promise i will rmb whatever u mentioned abt urself. so please dont feel like kicking me down the stairs anymore.hahhaha.
i actually quite like to rmb people's likes and dislikes. coz its really interesting.
yay tmr school ends early.and it is casual day! HAHAHA. so like jeans for me. and after that it would be Lders outting to seoul gardens! i have been waiting for this day since the second day of the wisdom tooth operation last week.lol. i guess tmr would be a short day. with alot of stuff to complete! x.x
and after yesterday. i realise there are somethings which ARE really difficult to let go. it is really much much easier said than done. & humans are really men of habit
bell
its like we are basically paid to.....stone away and chat to pass the hours. hahhha. i think during this 3 days i have asked him TONS of questions alr. LOL. and know his a little better everydaynow the convos are much better. more spontaneous and no need to plan the topic to diccus like i did before.hahaha. but i am glad that i have more things to do now but somehow i feel like now i do not have much time to do.
today i finally came home after school and slept away. sooo tired...
yesterday went out with GVrojak. as usual i enjoyed it lots and couldnt bear to leave those people.and ianson came! yay! after yesterday i realised that he is really funny bitchy has key's image and i really miss hanging out with him. i think he can be like a really good friend kinda thing.hahahha.i laughed tons due thanks to him
he is one of those people whom i'll never forget how we became friends.hahah! it was super memorable! omg. i think i love him.lol. but not in that way la. its really ytd that i really appreciate his friendship and how much a difference he can make.
and also much much thanks to nic.G for pei-ing me after my school ended all the way to meeting with vivian and the rest. although it was kinda weird initially....but it was okay la after a while. we watched aliens in the attic which was not too bad.ahhaha. the guy was handsome. and looked somewhat familiar. i am sooo touched and appreciative for ytd. i promise i will rmb whatever u mentioned abt urself. so please dont feel like kicking me down the stairs anymore.hahhaha.
i actually quite like to rmb people's likes and dislikes. coz its really interesting.
yay tmr school ends early.and it is casual day! HAHAHA. so like jeans for me. and after that it would be Lders outting to seoul gardens! i have been waiting for this day since the second day of the wisdom tooth operation last week.lol. i guess tmr would be a short day. with alot of stuff to complete! x.x
and after yesterday. i realise there are somethings which ARE really difficult to let go. it is really much much easier said than done. & humans are really men of habit
bell
Saturday, September 12, 2009
progress so far
today is sunday. which is one day before the ACTUAL internship and im starting to get nervous.like really.at least i am assured the teachers are nice. but! are the students nice? O.O will give u some updates tmr
most prolly going cycling tmr with the Lders.
and hopefully will get a chance to meet GV rojak this week.
got my new contacts alr. gonna wear it during the teaching thing so that i can perhaps look older.LOL. and also wanna try wearing it permanantly?
went shopping ytd.for teaching clothes. but only managed to but 1 skirt. which is kinda a failure. and also bought a slipper coz i have NONE left coz the one that the all 3 Lders got...mine broke while playing with little kids. =( i really liked that shoe and its new! kinda.
so i gotta borrow a skirt from levina tmr.hopefully i can wear...
and yay! i THINK i can eat proper food alr but chew on my other side. and WOW. i never knew that brushing ur teeth could have such a good feeling. i mean i have ALWAYS liked brushing teeth but this is like a whole new feeling.
been doing tons of thinking so far. and praying. but no answers so far regarding that matter. sighs.
i really wish i could be like aunty priscilla who can hear god's voice talking to her and directing her in every prospect of her life.
and i feel really bad that the LGEE disappointed ryan our LGEE leader and made him feel that he has failed in his duty. i never thought it was a good idea. but...i didnt have the guts to go against the idea.
must i really let you go before i can be free?
bell
most prolly going cycling tmr with the Lders.
and hopefully will get a chance to meet GV rojak this week.
got my new contacts alr. gonna wear it during the teaching thing so that i can perhaps look older.LOL. and also wanna try wearing it permanantly?
went shopping ytd.for teaching clothes. but only managed to but 1 skirt. which is kinda a failure. and also bought a slipper coz i have NONE left coz the one that the all 3 Lders got...mine broke while playing with little kids. =( i really liked that shoe and its new! kinda.
so i gotta borrow a skirt from levina tmr.hopefully i can wear...
and yay! i THINK i can eat proper food alr but chew on my other side. and WOW. i never knew that brushing ur teeth could have such a good feeling. i mean i have ALWAYS liked brushing teeth but this is like a whole new feeling.
been doing tons of thinking so far. and praying. but no answers so far regarding that matter. sighs.
i really wish i could be like aunty priscilla who can hear god's voice talking to her and directing her in every prospect of her life.
and i feel really bad that the LGEE disappointed ryan our LGEE leader and made him feel that he has failed in his duty. i never thought it was a good idea. but...i didnt have the guts to go against the idea.
bell
Thursday, September 10, 2009
totally random
today kinda boring the training thing is. sighs tmr another day to wake up early.ek! save me
and also tmr there will be LGEE bdae celebration and i cant eat the wonderful food they are ordering! ofcoz i think i'd try and chew the pizza REALLY slowly.lol
and i think i am gonna be sick coz i keep sneezzing and wanting to sneeze. and the sneeze aint the sneeze for fun sneeze its the hardcore sneeze.lol!
nervous abt monday when i will be ACTUALLY at the school (hai sing). eks. secondary school ppl scare me.
nothing much to write. i just wanted to post this awesome pic here.lol.i so would like do lean on my boyfren's shoulder too.
and take some zi lian pics together
oh and i just changed the pic just above the tagg board and for every entry just incase u didnt notice =D
bell
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
bad turn of events
today everything was going fine. although my cheeks were a little swollen in the beginging and couldnt talk properly or laugh properly. it slowly got better probably due to the interaction with the Lders and the medication.
bought levina and lynn gifts and gave em the card i made. and lynn managed to get her teaching clothes. and we walked arnd and arnd till i could barely walk properly.
and then i thought i had it all in the bag. i bought a cardigan and was off to buy a dress. but while trying the dress realised the cardigan was too small. and it was nonexchangable, nonrefundable. despite going to the aunty to negotiate and exchange she refused. so i was left without ANY clothes for teaching, wasted my money, have a useless cardigan and a defeated self esteem.
have completely NO apetite what so ever to eat although i was hungry. ate 1/3 porridge at least for show. i wish i didnt love food as much as i did. i wish i was someone who eat to live and not live to eat.
and the latest and worst, park jaebeom from 2PM left. incase u are totally clueless abt the kpop scene, he is the LEADER of2PM. and i just warmed up to 2PM just ytd and now they are doing this to me. apparently the scary and irritating korean netizens dugged up some bad history of his and used it against him. sighs. and now off he goes back to seattle USA. poor 2PM fans. i can just imagine how depressed i'd be if yunho left DBSK.
a little tribute to that beastly man. (click the pic for a larger view)
bought levina and lynn gifts and gave em the card i made. and lynn managed to get her teaching clothes. and we walked arnd and arnd till i could barely walk properly.
and then i thought i had it all in the bag. i bought a cardigan and was off to buy a dress. but while trying the dress realised the cardigan was too small. and it was nonexchangable, nonrefundable. despite going to the aunty to negotiate and exchange she refused. so i was left without ANY clothes for teaching, wasted my money, have a useless cardigan and a defeated self esteem.
have completely NO apetite what so ever to eat although i was hungry. ate 1/3 porridge at least for show. i wish i didnt love food as much as i did. i wish i was someone who eat to live and not live to eat.
and the latest and worst, park jaebeom from 2PM left. incase u are totally clueless abt the kpop scene, he is the LEADER of2PM. and i just warmed up to 2PM just ytd and now they are doing this to me. apparently the scary and irritating korean netizens dugged up some bad history of his and used it against him. sighs. and now off he goes back to seattle USA. poor 2PM fans. i can just imagine how depressed i'd be if yunho left DBSK.
a little tribute to that beastly man. (click the pic for a larger view)
off to sleep now. totally NOT looking forward to the next 2 days and the days to come. totally.regretting.
bell
fangirling 21 (SHINee and DBSK vids)
i will just give the begining parts and u gotta find the rest of the parts yourself. be sure to find those with eng subs for the variety shows =D
SHINee on Flower Boy Generation (FBG) unfortunately no ONEW but it makes me love key muchies. there are some vids missing for this though. sadly.
this is SHINee on idol army as 2PM as hosts. i watched it more for SHINee. but it made me feel neutral abt 2PM now and i esp like wooyoung.LOL. and it also made me neutral abt taemin as he seems really polite to his sunbaenims and also LOVE KEY EVEN MORE!!!
SHINee and 2PM again on Star Golden Bell. this one...not REALLY as funny as the other 2
and now for DBSK this is from their latest JAP concert in tokyo dome. the secret code concert.i love everyone's hair here except for mickeys =( sighs when he looked so good at the FITB concert
right im done =D
SHINee on Flower Boy Generation (FBG) unfortunately no ONEW but it makes me love key muchies. there are some vids missing for this though. sadly.
this is SHINee on idol army as 2PM as hosts. i watched it more for SHINee. but it made me feel neutral abt 2PM now and i esp like wooyoung.LOL. and it also made me neutral abt taemin as he seems really polite to his sunbaenims and also LOVE KEY EVEN MORE!!!
SHINee and 2PM again on Star Golden Bell. this one...not REALLY as funny as the other 2
and now for DBSK this is from their latest JAP concert in tokyo dome. the secret code concert.i love everyone's hair here except for mickeys =( sighs when he looked so good at the FITB concert
right im done =D
the bane of life
going through wisdom tooth surgery is seriously bad!
the process: i had no idea what was going on and i dun think i wanna know either. all i know is before the whole thing i was being mummified except my face. and the next thing i know i feel the injection. and don listen when they say its like ant bite.LOL. its more painful then that. or....mayb i haven experienced ant bite before. and the next thing i know, i was trembling and crying silently while shutting my eyes as tight as possible and hearing the sawing sound and OMG the way he take out my tooth was like harvesting his crops!
the aftermath: the swollen cheek part isnt bad. the not-eating-solid-food part also not so bad. THE WORST is....i cant brush teeeth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love brushing teeth. it makes me feel that my teeth is really clean and sparkling free of plaque. ofcoz i have the minty antiseptic mouthwash provided for me. but its not the same. and i hate it!!! and i cant talk or laugh properly either. i feel like someone who cant express her feelings anymore
andrius just told me his fren recieved the results alr via sms. OMG that means mine would be soon!!!! -faints- i just really pray not tmr.please please please.
another 1 more day and its the teaching inter training. ahh~ still highly NOT looking forward to the whole 1 mth
and i miss eating meat. chicken meat. pork meat. beef. i also miss eating yong tao foo and noodles! oh and don even start abt bubble tea! i ate mashed potato and soup today for dinner and barely half a bowl of porridge for lunch. and tmr soup again for lunch most prob. but i dun mind...coz its soup spoon soup!! miss it muchies. only thing is i cant eat the bread!
and guess what...i AM warming up to 2PM now.LOL. after watching idol army ytd with them as the host and SHINee as guest. i think some of em are likable.and some are.............ah! i shall start the fan girling vids~!
=bell=
the process: i had no idea what was going on and i dun think i wanna know either. all i know is before the whole thing i was being mummified except my face. and the next thing i know i feel the injection. and don listen when they say its like ant bite.LOL. its more painful then that. or....mayb i haven experienced ant bite before. and the next thing i know, i was trembling and crying silently while shutting my eyes as tight as possible and hearing the sawing sound and OMG the way he take out my tooth was like harvesting his crops!
the aftermath: the swollen cheek part isnt bad. the not-eating-solid-food part also not so bad. THE WORST is....i cant brush teeeth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love brushing teeth. it makes me feel that my teeth is really clean and sparkling free of plaque. ofcoz i have the minty antiseptic mouthwash provided for me. but its not the same. and i hate it!!! and i cant talk or laugh properly either. i feel like someone who cant express her feelings anymore
andrius just told me his fren recieved the results alr via sms. OMG that means mine would be soon!!!! -faints- i just really pray not tmr.please please please.
another 1 more day and its the teaching inter training. ahh~ still highly NOT looking forward to the whole 1 mth
and i miss eating meat. chicken meat. pork meat. beef. i also miss eating yong tao foo and noodles! oh and don even start abt bubble tea! i ate mashed potato and soup today for dinner and barely half a bowl of porridge for lunch. and tmr soup again for lunch most prob. but i dun mind...coz its soup spoon soup!! miss it muchies. only thing is i cant eat the bread!
and guess what...i AM warming up to 2PM now.LOL. after watching idol army ytd with them as the host and SHINee as guest. i think some of em are likable.and some are.............ah! i shall start the fan girling vids~!
=bell=
Sunday, September 6, 2009
dreadingg
today while waiting for mummy to fetch me i saw this couple. most prob had a fight. and the girl was like tagging along behind the guy leaving a huge huge gap. and the guy keeps turning arnd pissed and asking her to go away and stop following him. hmm... and recently. i saw another couple. the guy just slapped the girl ON THE FACE right in the middle of the park. woah~
just a thought to myself.totally NO LINK but... i think girls are fickle MINDED. but guys are fickle HEARTED.lol!
hmm...i have practically no interest in NH anymore. other than visiting his blog. i dun wanna tagg anymore coz he ignores me...and seeing his 1/2 drunk pics totally does NOT make him eyecandy material anymore.
tmr is THE surgery. sighs. its more of the after that i am afraid of.lol. imagine NOT eating solid food for a few days (actually take this opportunity to loose weight.lol) and my side face will swell up. so my face will be rounder than it alr is. so i cant go out....! i hope it will be well enuf for the 'L'ders outing for some shopping and do handfone skin thingy
the exam results are coming out sometime this coming week.sighsss!and if it comes out on the day of the intern training (thurs) double sigh IF even earlier like on 'L'ders outing day.TRIPLE sigh~!
and seeing the training schedule for thurs and fri....-thugs at hair- 8.30am to 5.30!
what am i getting myself into? ahh...i work hard for the money~~hopefully it'll be fun.im afraid of the students though.
bell
just a thought to myself.totally NO LINK but... i think girls are fickle MINDED. but guys are fickle HEARTED.lol!
hmm...i have practically no interest in NH anymore. other than visiting his blog. i dun wanna tagg anymore coz he ignores me...and seeing his 1/2 drunk pics totally does NOT make him eyecandy material anymore.
tmr is THE surgery. sighs. its more of the after that i am afraid of.lol. imagine NOT eating solid food for a few days (actually take this opportunity to loose weight.lol) and my side face will swell up. so my face will be rounder than it alr is. so i cant go out....! i hope it will be well enuf for the 'L'ders outing for some shopping and do handfone skin thingy
the exam results are coming out sometime this coming week.sighsss!and if it comes out on the day of the intern training (thurs) double sigh IF even earlier like on 'L'ders outing day.TRIPLE sigh~!
and seeing the training schedule for thurs and fri....-thugs at hair- 8.30am to 5.30!
what am i getting myself into? ahh...i work hard for the money~~hopefully it'll be fun.im afraid of the students though.
bell
Saturday, September 5, 2009
enjoyment ~
well my tan lines are not getting better.and i think some parts are starting to 'flake' on my face.sucks.gotta rmb to put sunblock.fullstop.
anyways...went out with lynn today to watch "where got ghost" lol. its seriously not scary...abit abit lame.but it is meant to be a comedy anyways and not a horror show. wanted to watch orphan but it ended so quickly. then made our way to MOE headquarters for the 1/2 hr briefing of what is expected of us i.e. weekly journals to be handed in at the end of the teaching internship, actually teach and get graded, may have to come back on sats for cca! and gotta report latest 7.10. dies. so.not.looking.forward.
then got to meet our teaching supervisor. and there goes the stereotype that FNN/homeEC trs are malays and more of the mature kind. NOPE. mostly CHINESE and YOUNG-ish!
then went to tiongbaru for tea?coz super hungry since we had lunch at like 11.
then off to meet "gvrojak" (if no idea what i am talking abt refer to previous post) as usual had a GREATTTTT time. and as usual.cant rmb most of the convo. just know that i enjoyed myself MUCHIES. cant wait for the next time.hahhaha. i think next time if i have a BF he MUSTNOT "ban" me from going out with em.
was looking forward to having seoul garden buffet next wed with 'L'ders. but i guess its a nono since i am going for the widom tooth surgery on mon and andrius says no eating solids for ~ 5 days? so... sorry guys...soup spoon i guess?
anyways...went out with lynn today to watch "where got ghost" lol. its seriously not scary...abit abit lame.but it is meant to be a comedy anyways and not a horror show. wanted to watch orphan but it ended so quickly. then made our way to MOE headquarters for the 1/2 hr briefing of what is expected of us i.e. weekly journals to be handed in at the end of the teaching internship, actually teach and get graded, may have to come back on sats for cca! and gotta report latest 7.10. dies. so.not.looking.forward.
then got to meet our teaching supervisor. and there goes the stereotype that FNN/homeEC trs are malays and more of the mature kind. NOPE. mostly CHINESE and YOUNG-ish!
then went to tiongbaru for tea?coz super hungry since we had lunch at like 11.
then off to meet "gvrojak" (if no idea what i am talking abt refer to previous post) as usual had a GREATTTTT time. and as usual.cant rmb most of the convo. just know that i enjoyed myself MUCHIES. cant wait for the next time.hahhaha. i think next time if i have a BF he MUSTNOT "ban" me from going out with em.
was looking forward to having seoul garden buffet next wed with 'L'ders. but i guess its a nono since i am going for the widom tooth surgery on mon and andrius says no eating solids for ~ 5 days? so... sorry guys...soup spoon i guess?
watched the dbsk TSC concert.whoo~ their top form man! coz like its at TOKYODOME which is HUGEEE! so...they gotta be their best man. want that concert too ontop of mirotic concert. looking forward to yunho's drama!
unfortunately....FT will not be coming to SG this year in NOV.biggg sighssss! postponed to next year due to clash in schedule of hongki's drama filming and SG trip.was soo looking forward. hope we wont be caught up with projects or what not next year.
oh and i changed my blog song to an english song!!(as requested by nicG)LOL. ofcoz still by korean (FT island)
bell
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
accomplishments
YAY~! levina has learnt how to cycle in 1/2 an hr!! thanks to the teachers me and lynn. ahahha! previously, i was the student and rach,victoria,dinah and andrew were the teachers. it sure feels good for the role reversal.LOL.
we were all really ecstatic for this accomplishment. and to put into practice lynn's 'stale' skills, levina's new found skills and me to practice my skills, we all rented bicycles to cycle for another 1 and half hr or so.
and oddly, when i rested at home after they have left, i found 1 new blueblack from today's cycling.LOL.which is odd coz i don remember being in any pain.
so altogether with today's and monday's cycling i have had 4 new blue blacks?LOL all worth it though.
now whenever my frens suggest cycling i wont be the ONLY went blanket saying "but...i dont know how to..."
but u know what was the MOST epic failure of today??!! ALL 3 OF US LEFT MY HSE WITHOUT FONE!lol. so we has to often ask strangers "excuse me may i know what time is it?" and we totally miss the precious scene of levina learning cycling.LOL.
anyways after cycling with the 'L'ders, we came back to my place and made instant tiramisu, and potato croquettes. well...not the best i have made so far coz attempted to bake it instead of pan frying it like usual.but it just refused to brown...so in the end had to pan fry. it still turned out quite nice though...coz the potato filling was just incredible.and as usual, how can we miss watching a DBSK concert at my place?
(rach is going to korea at the end of the year(dec hols) and i told her to try and search for DBSK mirotic concert if she can find. coz i doubt i would be going to KL anytime soon.)
anyways then after that me and levina went swimming. attepted to teach her. but i guess time wasnt on our side.and lynn wasnt arnd the help coz she had erm...well we agreed next time we shall all go and play in the pool again.
and...all 3 'L'ders had sun burnt.esp me!! the skin tone diff is totally....gees.
getting really excited for the FT fanmeet/fansign thing.LOL. i think this is a must go!?
but before that excitment, its the excitment for this fri.LOL. i have so much to share with vivan, nicG, andrius and ianson. LOL. i really need a name for them. really long to type all of their names. erm...GVrojak?LOL. coz its really funny how we ALL became good friends through connections. we're going to orchard ion which i think is really BIGGG the last time i went with the 'L'ders
on the other hand.. not really looking forward to the MOE thing this fri =(
and oddly, i am NOT into reading romance/mystery novels anymore!lol. i borrowed like 1 romance one the kind i'd usually like and the summary at the back interests me. but...once i flip the first page....i dont really feel like reading anymore.sighhss..
im glad im staying at home tmr =)
thats all
bell
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