bad turn of events

today everything was going fine. although my cheeks were a little swollen in the beginging and couldnt talk properly or laugh properly. it slowly got better probably due to the interaction with the Lders and the medication.

bought levina and lynn gifts and gave em the card i made. and lynn managed to get her teaching clothes. and we walked arnd and arnd till i could barely walk properly.

and then i thought i had it all in the bag. i bought a cardigan and was off to buy a dress. but while trying the dress realised the cardigan was too small. and it was nonexchangable, nonrefundable. despite going to the aunty to negotiate and exchange she refused. so i was left without ANY clothes for teaching, wasted my money, have a useless cardigan and a defeated self esteem.

have completely NO apetite what so ever to eat although i was hungry. ate 1/3 porridge at least for show. i wish i didnt love food as much as i did. i wish i was someone who eat to live and not live to eat.

and the latest and worst, park jaebeom from 2PM left. incase u are totally clueless abt the kpop scene, he is the LEADER of2PM. and i just warmed up to 2PM just ytd and now they are doing this to me. apparently the scary and irritating korean netizens dugged up some bad history of his and used it against him. sighs. and now off he goes back to seattle USA. poor 2PM fans. i can just imagine how depressed i'd be if yunho left DBSK.

a little tribute to that beastly man. (click the pic for a larger view)

off to sleep now. totally NOT looking forward to the next 2 days and the days to come. totally.regretting.
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