disappointment?

how should i discribe it?i wasnt really angry.it was more of disappointed feeling really.almost close to rejection kinda feeling.LOL.does that make me less of a fren?how do u tell the difference between frens good frens best frens?
hmmm...?? this question has been popping this whole week.

was kinda disappointed i didnt get to see NH today.would have really been the highlight of the day.there WAS empty rows of chairs in front and behind me in the LT which would be the best places for him to be really.

next wk is the last wk of sch before the exam week.sighs.why is it that other schools have alr started their study week?that means their hols are like earlier.does that mean they learn lesser things? or they have a faster pace of teaching?or they have lesser time to grasp or for revision.like for me now...most of the lects are ending.actually...ended.in fact next wk is more or less considered a sorta study week since there are ALMOST no lects on the topics and the lects are more for COMPLUSORY revisions and stuff...

had a great time during LGEE today.new bible study materials....new way of conducting the bible study as well...on a more solem note.and ofcoz the occassional spewing of things that are "bimbotic" hahaha!

joey suddenly smsed me.asking me how i got over him last time BLAH BLAH.and then he said its coz he thinks his dog is gonna die.and then he mentioned a certain girl (that wasnt his girlfren) was hot.and then he said he was talking abt her dogs.and im like WHATEVER.see...thats how i got over him later on. when i realised how much worser his character is getting.nevermind how much he is improving on how to treat relationships (at my expense) budden again...looking at the statement above and the many other statements he has made. makes me doubt if he really did improve. anyways....i ALWAYS believe that OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND kinda thing. all that absence makes the heart grow fonder really is all crap. it DOESNT work.

anyways...really tired.but gonna force myself to watch BOF 2 epis by tonight.ahh~~! seriously cant wait for the few more days that i have left to the school hols.

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