i am....

i am desperately in search of a job(or else its back to kk)
i am totally in want of money
i am still feeling a sense of sureal abt the kl trip (since it jsut happened sooo fast)
i am kinda looking forward to going kl(coz of dbsk?)
i am kinda nervous and worried abt kl ( a gut feeling)
i am kinda over the excitment and novelty of going holidays with my friends(even though i havent even gone)
i am darn scared abt going on holidays without my mummy
i am gonna miss mummy
i am darn bored at home now (and lonely??)
i am LOVING k-dramas(and anything korean)
i am waiting for DBSK jap album to come out (though it apparently costs 78 dollars?????!!!!)
i am wondering if time is passing slowly? or fast? ( im thinking...it's alr thurs! but then again...it felt like my exams ended weeks ago...and not ONLY last wed)
i am going for rach's bdae bbq party tmr (hopefully i'll enjoy it)
i am going in search of rach's bdae present tmr (i hope i get the right one)
i am wondering what to cook for myself for lunch
i am wondering what to do today (start packing? re-watch snow queen?)
i am just....wondering....
i am hoping i'll enjoy the rest of my holidays

i am =bell=