updates

ahh ytd was a total nightmare for me. i thought it would totally affect me the whole of today.coz i was unable to sleep well last night. but voila! this morning when i woke up i felt as if nothing happened at all.yay optimism. and also coz mayb facebook and a certain someone helped me sorta help me release some frustrations last night. anyways, i am really sure now that i will totally wash my hands off all matters alr.

insulting my optimism repeatedly is really the last straw.im still struggling to be optimistic abt my course and my school work thinking what to do after poly.and even sooner..which subject electives to take. and i am constantly tryna motivate myself by thinking of junsu's always cheerful and optimistic outlook.(although its true what levina says tt the situation is totally different for us compared to him.but still.... )
so when he insulted my optimism to me it was like insulting junsu???hahahha.

anyways...good news is...my mum allows me to go for ft island concert.whoo hoo~! i thought she'd be a little stiff abt it.but nope.omg! totally surprise there.even offered to pick me from the concert venue if it ends really late.lol.but ofcoz...nothing is confirmed yet for the concert.for all u know they may just end up still going to m'sia? nonono!!!

oh! and chris allen won AMI!WHOO HOO~ i am sooo pleased.not tt i think he deserves it....just tt he deserves it better than adam.i AMAMAMAM just toooo biased! but the person whom i really think deserves it is ....DANNY GOKEY! and even mummy agreed today.ahahha!

ahh...here is a clip of junsu being able to stand and perform again.although he really looks a little sad that he isnt able to dance all the cute dance for this cute song like the rest of the members.leader-sshi looks really happy though.hahha!don like the wierd outfits though...why does all they jap concerts have wierd outfits?




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