the year 2010 seemed promising to me in 2009....but when i think abt it...all the 'promising' things seem to disappear...im starting to get negative again...which sucks and is terrible.
right now i must say im not the happiest person in the world in singapore in the east or in my hse.
my obession is getting worse...i feel like i am going insane with thoughts in my head..even while typing this my obession is taking over me....this is crazy. but i cant help it....what can i do? mayb it isnt anything serious....and im making a mountain out of a molehill. but....to me....
cant wait for FT island to come in 22 days when i can take out my dusty pentastick and wave frantically abt and shouting my voice hoarse....but then again....nothing would make me happier when the day comes that dbsk is back together...all as it was before....listening to their songs make me sad. watching them perform together makes me cry. it isnt even 2 years since i fell in love with em. i shld have noticed them earlier. definately dragging my dvds to china with me. prolly if everything is terrible....that and levina would be the only thing keeping me sane.
anyone has a reliable chinese electronic dictonary to lend? traditional book type also welcome.
sleep deprieved me....
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