renewal

looking back and reading my previous post makes me feel so guilty about everything. its so funny how a few mths ago i was so blissful...and suddenly i have become hard hearted and did a drastic move...i find myself so scary. sighs...i wonder if im fated to haf this kinda sad life. but i gotta do what i think is right.

on the other hand i got admitted into massey university. a uni that i was so bitter about because of their screwed up system. but then agn when it is offered...without any pride i accepted. guess this kinda matters pride shldnt come in ur way.

its gonna be a hard 2 yrs though. and i hope tt lynn wld be able to help me...otherwise i'd crash n burn on my own. =/ esp maths...which i suck at =/

a new life ahead. with bittersweet changes and renewal. i hope somethings dont change though. like i wld aways haf my Lders w me and my besties. <3