althought i turned 21 years old just barely less than 6 mths ago...i dont feel like an adult. im still nt as independent as i wanna be. still sheltered under the wings of love of my mum.
but i will FINALLY be alone at home for the FIRST time in my life like not like alone for an aftnn kind...but like for a few days kind. although nt like i havent been away from my mum before. the 4 mths internship stint in china 2 yrs ago during poly and the annual trip overseas with friends has already given me a feel of independence.
anyway for the first night i will have the besties sleeping over :) movie marathon and our Lders ala brunch :) so exciting! havent done this in a while~~ used to be more often during the poly days. SIGH. being young has its perks i guess.
and...i FINALLY have my own debit card. not like i havent had any bank accounts or cards before. but like FINALLY its under my OWN name and not some joint account with my mum and i opened it myself :) so i get to keep it and USE IT. hehe. PLUS. the card is FREE FOREVER. LOLS.
ofcoz i cant imagine life without my mum...and i still love her and want her to be around forever. BUT. like i always sing to levina. im like a bird...i wanna fly away...(if those r even actually the correct lyrics) :x
so another two baby steps forward to adulthood for me. i dont have to worry about LOOKING like an adult though. with the help of school its giving me a big leap to looking OLD. with the lack of sleep and tons of things to do. white hairs. eye bags. wrinkles. excess fat. GONE is my youthful look. just a haggard face. MEH.
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