and so...during the past two years alone (in uni) i have done more group works than i have ever did in my whole primary, secondary and poly life put tgt. and through the clashes (of time and personalities) group work is really not easy. but in group work i guess the most impt is to not take things too personally. and its really hard not to try and rely on the better (more intelligent) person in the group. but its only natural u see...for i know that if i were to do it, the results wont be as good and i wld cause a hiccup in the progress. however, this means i prolly wont be able to learn as much as i cld.
so fast, all group works will come to an end. and it will be a solo effort for the rest of the journey. the final year project. most of my classmates will be doing it over at new zeland. and truth be told...i feel like i have bonded better with most of em over the past 4 months due to group work. so they would be missed as i do my FYP with the remaining few in SG. i still have my repeat module and internship aft tt, so this really feels like a solo journey as i wont be graduating with the rest. i know that when i mention this no one really knows what to say or react. so i quickly try and brush it aside. looking at it in a positive way, yeah its no biggie...at least i pass this n get my cert. just slower than others. i just take a longer time to work towards that same goal.
i have to say i really am looking forward to STOP studying. however, i know it will be another world altogether when work starts. a different and more cold world. as we grow older. we become more lonely.
but whenever i feel really lost and down...there is always someone i can turn to. and although we still argue, be it small or big. we work it out. honesty and trust.
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