secrets unrevaled!

making this a darn quick one...rushing off the watch american idol...anyways found out NH's real name...class...cds...lots of things abt him...JUST by having the luck of sitting behind him during lect today.OMG i was sooo esctatic...and his name starts with an L too!!!!!! and he has darn cool handwritting of any guy i have ever seen...cursive! and i know i keep saying this... but i LOVE his back view...lol.and being able to sit BEHIND him and just look at his BACK was soo cool.LOL.and he actually has really nice teeth (as if he used braces before) and dimple on his...err...left cheek? ahh...like kim beom from BOF!

and speaking of BOF i love love love totally LOVEEEE the show! just reading the summary spazzes typed on her blog was enough to make me cry alr.imagine the amount of tissue paper i would need when i ACTUALLY watch it on my fri night BOF marathon time slot.lol. LOVE the innocent romance between goo joon pyo and geum jan di....love isnt that simple anymore in real life. ahhh...and i must say that jan di is a darn good actress...and lee min ho (GJP) has really soulful eyes that can just melt my heart when he is angry sad or happy...there is just this certain innocence abt him...as usual...i cant wait for my fri nights to come...!!!! i PROMISE i would totally rush to buy the dvd of this show when it comes out in singapore...however i think i'll be really long....i can wait...=D

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here is some of their clips when they were in jap doing some vareity shows sorry not so recent..and sorry that the previous vids cldnt work as the vids were removed.anyways here is the link to show how much DBSK members love spicy food. like me!!!

part 1 of 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSfT8NIDuJk

part 2 of 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puPErVhC7zA

part 1 of 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nffQI6lZXOQ

part 2 of 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzlWtYF5koo

part 3 of 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f04EQdFs9SE

enjoy! poor Dong Bang boys...after that they had recording...so poor thing ehh..sighs...

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here is like the top 100 pop idols of the year or smth...and OMGGG although junsu isnt like 1st.BUT he like totally topped the rest of the dbsk members.lol.ahhh sooo proud of him.hahah.here is the list.i know some of them...and duno alot.hahha.but its a mix of the girls and guys.but...im genuienly surprised that the popular changmin...is the last out of all the dbsk members?and that yoochun is even more higher ranking than jaejoong?solma(possible)?anyways coz its like top 100 i'll just skip to those ppl i KNOW.

3 - DBSK, Junsu =D(yayness) his pic in the vid really does him justice.
5 - DBSK, Yunho
6. SS501, KIM HYUN JOONG
8 - SNSD, Taeyeon
10 - DBSK, Yoochun
11 - Big Bang, Daesung
13 - Shinhwa, Eric
15 - Big Bang, Taeyang
16 - DBSK, Jaejoong
19 - Shinee, Taemin
20 - Super Junior, Eunhyuk
24 - F.T Island, Hongki
26 - DBSK, Changmin
27 - H.O.T., Kangta
29 - SHINee, Minho
32 - Super Junior, Heechul
34 - Shinhwa, Andy
35 - Se7en
40 - SNSD, Tiffany
41 - SHINee, Onew
42 - Super Junior, Kangin
48-CSJH, Stephanie
49 - Super Junior, Siwon
51 - Rain
58 - super Junior,Eeteuk
59 - SHINee, Jonghyun
62 - Shinhwa, Junjin
64 - Shinhwa, Shin Hyesung
81 - SHINee, KEY
89 - Super Junior, Donghae
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H27BV0F9-LM

next is the top 20 list of pretty boys.LOL.and see!! i knew that jaejoong and lee jun ki were like pretty...girly.lol.and alot of the BOF boys are there too...teehee.
1. Kim Hyunjoong (SS501) (bof) WTF HE REALLY LOOKED LIKE A GIRL WHEN HE PIN HIS HAIR UP.
2. Jo Insung
3. Lee Minho (bof) he isnot pretty what.he is damn cute and handsome!
4. Jang Geunseok ( duno dont care)
5. Jung Ilwoo ( duno dont care)
6. Jang Donggeon ( this guy is NOT pretty...in fact he was kinda handsome when he was young...used to be aunty sharon's fav actor)
7. Kim Beom (bof) so this is how u really spell his name...lol
8. Kang Dongwon
9. NichKhun (2PM) ( oh this guy is soo handsome.lol)
10. Kim Wonjoon
11. Kim Hyeseong ( eww! he shldnt be here!)
12. Kim Heecheol (Super Junior) (OMG he really looks like a girl too!)
13. Lee Junki (totally agree again..he shld be no.1 hahah...but he looks sooo good when he has a playboy character!!! esp in my girl <3)
14. Jaejoong (DBSK) (totally 100% agree...he shld be no.2)
15. Won Bin (noooo how can he be pretty? he is DARN hot can?? he shouldnt be here!!! i havent seen him for sooo long =( and now when i see him he is in this list?solma?)
16 Kim Jaewook ( this guy acted in the coffee prince as the...gay? i cant rmb.the one with long hair la...he where got pretty?)
17. Lee Hongki (FTIsland)(oh no!! levina..saw this?? he looks darn girly in the vid)
18. Park Sihoo (heads up.this is the step bro of iljimae in iljimae.levina see this?his biceps are like woah! how can he be pretty boy?)
19. Taemin (SHINee) (lmao the person commented sang a shinee song...noona nomun yehpun..sister ur so pretty.LOL.)
20. Lee Seunggi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9dnqUgt8oI

love this bolero perf.finally a full one...love all the high notes! cant wait for the movie to come outtt!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAWRJ3Cege4

some footage from sm town concert. would love to post the songs.but they are fan cams so cant hear.so here is the dance battle for junsu who is looking so darn hot in his white suit and nothing else.lol. have seen danced better though...dance moves abit wierd for me.but nonetheless...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvjuam2_Xc4
and here is yunho's dance battle...also looking ever so hot!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oozlAm2K2IU

and i saw on spazzes lots and lots of yunho's pics for his bdae thing...OMG there are soo many hot ones...i almost...ALMOST feel as if the one i like most in dbsk in yunho and not junsu.ALMOST.

ahh...i realise...not many will be interested in this....

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i see the rainbow

today i am finially done with my french role play...that isnt scary at all..but still makes me nervous..as it was JUST in front of the teacher and NOT the whole class...so was pretty okay.plus had a thumbs up from him...so we felt pretty good after that.
also...done with my world issues ppt presentation...also...another thumbs up from the teacher...this one we had to do it in front of the class...but..nah...prolly only half the class showed up...so..not too nerve wrecking...we got full marks for group presentation u know!!! hahaha!! but duno abt the individual assesment la.
im so relieved now...hmm....

oh yeah...and then managed to catched glimpses of NH.hhahaha!!! and he wore formal clothes today coz he has presentation too..and he totally can pull of the formal look okay.the last person who i rmb could do that was bjorn.hahha.ahhh..he looked awesome..plus with his hair...DASHING.from the back...lol.i just totally love his back view.lol.

hmm...gonna start studying soon i hope.no i must.ahh...im just really happy and LAZY today i dont feel like doing anything.but im gonna sit down and study on my own in school tmr.ahhh~~ sighs sighs.so many things to rmb....

im gonna post more DBSK stuffs again...meeanne(sorry)~!

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OMG can i just say how much i like his side view? although he prolly cut his hair and its black and everything...he just still looks hot
omg did u see how close the audiences are to him? they can almost touch him! i wanna be there too! when will it be my turn????

he is still looking as hot and appealing as ever!
happy birthday yunho!!!

oh my....poor him.all the juniors getting their revenge.LOL.bet he saw that coming anyways.its their tradition.hahhaa.

clearer skies..or not

its the sunshine after the rain....ytd i didnt think i would be able to feel the full capacity of hapiness...but today...with everything back to normal i gather....i AM really happy and excited for the coming holidays!!!

called the job place...arranged for interview with frens. GOING for cruise with rc girls to KL omg!!! how exciting is that...i plan to go and buy DBSK stuff there...like their concerts and also perhaps some merchandises if i manage to find the shop levina mentioned with all the dbsk stuffs there...initially mummy allowed me to go on my own...but after aunty sharon mentioned to mummy to remind me to becareful and not follow strangers etc...mummy started getting paranoid and stuff...sighs..i dont blame her for being worried...but i kinda hate it when she does that too..coz some how to rather we may end up in some arguments...anyways...whatever im still excited abt that even if she is coming along or not i AM going.i told her like WAYYY in advance.we planned this like in dec or smth alr. looks like another 2 of my wishes on my wish list is another step towards being fulfilled.the 2 abt making more money and going holiday with frens....ahhh~ i hate this suspense thing

3 days ago on sat the 7th was yunho's bdae.the admirable mature? leader of DBSK.yay! another year older...he'll make a good father one day i gather.he looks like one when he was on this show with the little girl who was blind.he was sooo good to her it touched my heart i cried or smth. anyways...kar young went to that concernt.OMG jealous nehhhh!!!!! and its like just before her exams.if i were her...i would have LOTS of energy after seeing the sm family that i would have all the momentom to study and do my exam.OR i would be DAMN distracted thinking when i would be able to see them again....ahh~! ofcoz to her it isnt that big an excitement anymore since this is her 2ND time seeing DBSK in a concert LIVE. when will my turn come??? mayb if dreams really do come true...the one i had abt going to a DBSK concert will become reality....

study wk next week.barely started on revising...planning soon. ahh cant wait for FC and BNF revision lect and i can HOPEFULLY- cross fingers- see NH during that time...hahaha! prolly spur me on??? budden again...OMG.can die.BNF has like 10 chapters for the exams.why dont u just stab me a million times now?

anyways...i am GONNA post like a million...or not...pics of DBSK at the sm town concert.ahh! and u know what...i was flipping through some mags to find pics of food for my french role play prop (menu) and i realise there were articles of DBSK way back in 2006 before i was familiar with them...that was arnd the time when vivian liked them.ignorant me...didnt know what i was missing.so ofcoz when i saw the articles...and pics...i went insane...squeeled... immediately TORE the pages out and squeeled somemore.hhaha.what rachel said was right.i quote " dbsk is like a happy pill right?" darn right u are!!! they are a drug that makes u addicted and has really terrible withdrawal symptoms.LOL.

french role play and world issues ppt presentation tmr.wish me luck! seeing my fellow classmates rehearsing jap makes me thank my lucky stars that i dont like jap(thats why i didnt choose jap for cds)

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disappointment?

how should i discribe it?i wasnt really angry.it was more of disappointed feeling really.almost close to rejection kinda feeling.LOL.does that make me less of a fren?how do u tell the difference between frens good frens best frens?
hmmm...?? this question has been popping this whole week.

was kinda disappointed i didnt get to see NH today.would have really been the highlight of the day.there WAS empty rows of chairs in front and behind me in the LT which would be the best places for him to be really.

next wk is the last wk of sch before the exam week.sighs.why is it that other schools have alr started their study week?that means their hols are like earlier.does that mean they learn lesser things? or they have a faster pace of teaching?or they have lesser time to grasp or for revision.like for me now...most of the lects are ending.actually...ended.in fact next wk is more or less considered a sorta study week since there are ALMOST no lects on the topics and the lects are more for COMPLUSORY revisions and stuff...

had a great time during LGEE today.new bible study materials....new way of conducting the bible study as well...on a more solem note.and ofcoz the occassional spewing of things that are "bimbotic" hahaha!

joey suddenly smsed me.asking me how i got over him last time BLAH BLAH.and then he said its coz he thinks his dog is gonna die.and then he mentioned a certain girl (that wasnt his girlfren) was hot.and then he said he was talking abt her dogs.and im like WHATEVER.see...thats how i got over him later on. when i realised how much worser his character is getting.nevermind how much he is improving on how to treat relationships (at my expense) budden again...looking at the statement above and the many other statements he has made. makes me doubt if he really did improve. anyways....i ALWAYS believe that OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND kinda thing. all that absence makes the heart grow fonder really is all crap. it DOESNT work.

anyways...really tired.but gonna force myself to watch BOF 2 epis by tonight.ahh~~! seriously cant wait for the few more days that i have left to the school hols.

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fangirling!!!

part 1: junsu told his "old man" jap gags...aoyama a mountain u cant climb (blue moutain if u say it in another way) making puns of jap words.no one gets it..but they make fun of it later on...eg..when yunho got lost while hiking but managed to be found coz he called his mom with his hp.then the host said oh there was reception?then another host said...he must have climb the aoyama. jae wanted to own a supermarket when he was young so he can eat the stuff there whenever he wans.he stills wans to 10 yr later.(jokingly) then when junsu was young he liked to tell his OWN jokes but no one understands them.but he just keep talking anyways.SO CUTE.reminds me of me now.lol. yunho loves hiking when he was young....then the host asked if it was popular in korea.or is it yunho's the only one.and then he asked the other members if they liked hiking.and then said no.never tried.LOL.they asked junsu what was his first impression of yunho when he first joined SM entertainment.junsu was like 13-14 then and yunho was 16-17. and junsu said he looks like the kind who would buy sweets and give em to me.thats how i made frens with him.lol.and then yunho said junsu was lively and TOO optimistic.LOL.then they asked what they thought abt jae.and junsu said he initially thought jae was cold towards them.but as he talked to jae....he felt jae was like miso soup.LMAO.wierd analogy.totally no link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9Jt-gPLMD4

2nd part:jae's yunho and junsu's first impression of changmin was that he was really good to his seniors.like if there is the last chair he would let them sit.BUT now...he'll say...i'll sit.lol.then the host asked how they were selected out of 120 trainees to be in DBSK and yunho said they were all in different grps and then junsu continued by giving example of how they were grped.and then he gestured to jae to speak and jae said.yeah it was something liidat.then he host said...u're too lazy to speak right.lol.so junsu continued. then they said initially they were embarassed by their name DBSK.but now they are not.they are confident.and junsu randomly says.we're DBSK!LMAO.poor junsu is left out and has to sleep with the manager.its 2 in a rm.BUT.the members complain that he occupies 3 rms.his musical stuff in yunho and chagmin's rm.his personal com in the living rm and he sleep in the manager's rm.hahahah. he says coz he is smart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIVl_j4kq6E

new man in my life?

heya firstly...i really hafta say that the past few days has really been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me.lotsa ups and downs.its like it suddenly takes me back to the past when i used to really dislike poly life...
then its like another thing i really REALLY dislike is when how people tell you after a test/exam its sooo hard sooo hard sure cannot do well blah blah...and then...they get so high marks...or even FULL MARKS and then practically shoves it at ur face.LIKE GEES!!
i guess the only thing keeping me sane are really junsu/DBSK, and levina and NH the new man in my life.LMAO.shall elaborate abt that later.

ahh...anyways more abt today...i consider myself ABIT of a perfectionist....so i cant really take set backs or failures well.in fact i'll start getting frustrated/angry with myself...and start to get like zi bei and low morale and stuff....really bad...and today...it was kinda like a triple blow to me man....coz first...got back my maths quiz...which i alr new before hand that i wouldnt really do well..but due to a certain someone...made me feel MUCH worse...and then RIGHT after that is my BMIC lab test...which previous classes who have alr taken it says that it is horribly difficult...so that makes me worried...and when i went there...its true..i can JUST almost bet that the slide for the microscope is like spoilt or smth coz alot of ppl including me cannot see even a spec of microorganism on it.and then its like my fren's bunsen burner had problem also...they shld really check the supplies before letting us use u know.its so darn screwed up~! and so that was my second set back....and ofcoz lynn said its so hard...gee...i'd know better than to believe that its difficult for her. so while the first grp was waiting for the second group to finish...we were doing nothing...BAD for my mood.so i thought mayb i shld go to the com lab and like use the com to vent on my blog...BUT. gees.the com lab was so darn crowded! and then what was WORSE of all is that my mp3 couldnt work either.WHY? coz i was careless enuf to forget to turn it off the previous day and NOW the batt has konked out and cannot be used. so much for DBSK therapy. and then...decided to go library...and then when they were all done..lynn called me to tell me...but duno whats wrong with her damn fone...or mayb it was too noisy...she says hello...i say hello many times.and she hangs up.this happen twice.im like WTF.alr pissed enuf....i was starting to think today JUST wasnt my day...

ahh~~~ but!! when i went for BNF lect...i saw my eye candy!!! ahhh...instantly made me smile...well...to me my eye candy has the back view, side view and hairstyle of junsu...so he really REALLY reminds me of junsu...so this makes me happy.i duno what's his name...or even his class...i only know his course.DUH.coz only 3 courses taks BNF module.and out of the 3 courses.1 of the them only has 1 class.so he is definately NOT in there. anyways we nicked name him NH for nice hair.LOL.coz he DOES have nice hair and that TOTALLY made me notice him.coz i felt he has similar hair style to junsu.LOL.i RMB noticing him like LONG ago...but totally forgot abt it coz it was last yr before the really long mid term hols...so its like i didnt really do well for BNF quiz...however i was kinda too happy to be sad.TEEHEE.

and then when we went for lunch..i was hoping he'd be at the same place eating.then i this guy who is possibly his fren and got my hopes up...and then i saw ANOTHER of his fren which i KNOW sat with him in the LT during the lect and got ALL excited.turned out...he was sitting in PERFECT view of where i was sitting.so while eating i was enjoying the "wonderful view" in front of me.thank goodness i didnt make a mess as i wasnt really concentrating on how i ate.
unfortunately...i have this HUGE feeling he smokes or smth.not really sure. but he does kinda look like the type who does. but i can just imagine him cooking or smth...ahhh~! so suave...initially i (wierdly enuf) didnt like looking at his face.wasnt really eye-candy material.only his back view and front view.but the more i look at him the more i think he is kinda good looking from the front as well. especially when he either has the act cool expression or when he TOTALLY softens and has a LOL moment.he looks really kinda good. ahh~~~ but his rating kinda fell abit coz of the possibilty he may be a smoker.

oh tell u a really LAME joke. well coz we were making fun of this guy...who isnt very good looking...but he is supposed to act as "rain" u know the korean actor/singer in lynn jap role play.and then coz for jap always hafta add a "san" like lorelle-san kinda thing. so i said i am rain-san. then my fren continued...i am umbrella-san...and then i burst out laughing coz i thought of someting lame...( 1 huge thing in common with junsu..lame-ness..i take pride in it) anyways...then i continued..i am yu-san.LMAO. there are really ALOT of lameness going on..

ooo...cant wait for tmr where i can watch BOF "marathon" till the wee hrs...GYP here i comeeee

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not so busy after all?

heya there!!

ahh! i watched BOF until like 3am on fri..or technically sat morning.but it was all worth it...there were like TONS AND TONS of touching parts that made me cry....and according to levina the korean version has fast forward quite alot...which is good meaning there wont be any part 1 part 2 kinda thing like the taiwanese version.no clif hangers and waiting-in-suspense moment! yay! i am sooooo extremely happy that both of them finally got together goo jun pyo(GYP) and jandi! ahhh i need a GJY in my life too! he is that kinda tough on the exterior but actually really naive and innocent hearted inside...also partly dumb.LOL!ahhhh he is soooooo cuteee
i just mentally slapped myself for thinking that....junsu is #1~! anyways...trying my best to save the 2 epis of BOF that comes out today and tmr till friday night...at least i have something to look forward too...

anyways...did alot on sun...finished up fc project, world issues project, french translations and even had time to watch the begining episodes of iljimae.coz i didnt watch and was kinda lost when i started watching 2/3 into the show...u can never get enuf of lee jun ki! and i cant wait for hols to come...i spotted tons and tons of hyun bin shows that i wanna watch on mysoju...soju is a type of wine btw....koreans love drinking them. ahhh~! hyun bin is one of my fav korean actors whom i dont go ONLY for looks...but he does have an ULTRA cute smile! hahaha

so now besides the stupid 10 mins MCQ 10 QNS for my world issues tmr, csas1 group role playing thing and my damn lab test on thurs...i have nothing much for this week. really fotta brush up on the theory of the results expected and also the procedures for doing the lab experiments.hmm...shld be quite okay i hope...

also cant wait to find out if DBSK will be going to KL for their mirotic concert....-crosses fingers- im still ultra excited since that day that i found out..almost 1 wk alr...today we 3 'L's were even planning the mode of transport of going there...budget air?train? and even sharing of hotel rooms...ahhh~! ultra exciting!!! being a few steps nearer to fulfilling my #1 wish on my wishlist is driving me insane~!
darn it that they are in japan now promoting their new single and also soon to be new album....coz sooo many variety shows that they appear on seem to be not readily available to me...unlike when they appear on the variety shows in korea =(. miss them like CRRRAAZZZYY! i quote their song "its my crazy love for you~~" having withdrawal symptoms.really no one can lift my spirits like they do~!

bottem line is....I CANT WAIT FOR THE DAMN HOLIDAYS TO ARRIVE ALREADY!

alrighty! im off now to read my world issues project.no sweat i hope...basically common sense?

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