1. its good to be alive someone i know...(not personally) is DYING!!!like seriously.(rc girls shld know what im talking abt)
2. however im sometimes still really pessimistic abt my life (although im kinda sinning here...but sometimes i think i am here on this earth to suffer)
3.when it rains it always pours.never drizzles.(and i don mean literally.as in one bad thing can just happen one after another)
4.however...there are ppl out there that could be ALOT worse off than me
5. there IS always a light at the end of the tunnel.and silver linning.(today was like THE worst day since i started work.however...LGEE totally cheered me up.yay lgee!!!! =D)
6.i really really irk public display of affections for BGR.if u know what i mean.(i mean holding hands etc is okay...budden this couple....or rather the guy...when he is talking or the girl is talking.he keeps touching the girl.her hair.her body.her hands.her face.OMGGGG!!bet he isnt really paying attention!!!)
7.i am wierdly enuf....getting tired and bored of BOF.i know...!!! shocking!! and i should like really be slapped for it or smth!! =(
8.i actually LIKE sitting on the mrt alone.eating alone.walking arnd alone.just having some "me time"im no longer self consious.wierdly.(being an observer freak as i am...i LOVEEE observing ppl.ppl watching if u may call it.except for the BGR thing mentioned above.)
9.im ACTUALLY starting to enjoy serving customers.ESPPP when im the ONLY promoter at night when all the other aunties have gone home.coz i OWN the sales floor.LOL.(i can say whatever i want not afraid of being scolded + can walk arnd freely serving customers EVERYWHERE in bedlinen and bedding + its a good "time-passer")
10.i MUST start depending/relying on god first.(since now....i kinda feel like most of my "good/best" friends are not really dependable.T.T)
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Friday, March 20, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
i work hard for the money~~
firstly...based on last week's lgee...i would like to thank god for answering the prayer with a yes for letting me get back my old job again.although tht means i wont be able to go for the cool sandcastle lgee outting or play ping pong with rach.(lol.) or watch DBSK concerts over and over again.i.e.choosey lover.=(
right now...my feet and shoulder aches like nuts.gees.who knew it would be like this?after working there before for 4 mths u'd think i'd be used to it alr.but NOOOO.still hurts.sighs...at least its 2 wks only.earn arnd 400++ bucks.oh well...enuff to cover the m'sia trip.hopefully christmas i can work there again?or the NEXT loonggg hols?i need to make up for the HK trip and...the mirotic concert if there is any.
hmm...not bad though...even though it was REALLYY boring there without my RCgirls arnd.HAHAH.but i did enjoy spending time by myself.like having lunch.walking arnd and stuff...i was the FIRST to arrive in the morning too.had the chance to look arnd at the new bedsheets for my brand.and sold something almost instantly.LOL.helped other brands to sell too.whoo hoo!~
i feel really bad for coming over to RC when the new aunty has to go over to the expo coz of that.but im not complaining since i dun wanna be the one.but i do feel guilty.coz she is NOTHING like the previous new aunty.she is REALLY nice and funny.unlike the other one.rc girls if u know who i am talking abt...>>>aunty jane!!!she REALLY gets on ppl's nerves.lol.
just another 2 more weeks or so to HK trip.we do need a face to face meeting girls.itenary and stuff.
excited for ocean park's theme park.LOL.levina passed the bug to me.however...i think i'd chicken out when i see it....thinking back to the flying coaster is getting me sick.
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right now...my feet and shoulder aches like nuts.gees.who knew it would be like this?after working there before for 4 mths u'd think i'd be used to it alr.but NOOOO.still hurts.sighs...at least its 2 wks only.earn arnd 400++ bucks.oh well...enuff to cover the m'sia trip.hopefully christmas i can work there again?or the NEXT loonggg hols?i need to make up for the HK trip and...the mirotic concert if there is any.
hmm...not bad though...even though it was REALLYY boring there without my RCgirls arnd.HAHAH.but i did enjoy spending time by myself.like having lunch.walking arnd and stuff...i was the FIRST to arrive in the morning too.had the chance to look arnd at the new bedsheets for my brand.and sold something almost instantly.LOL.helped other brands to sell too.whoo hoo!~
i feel really bad for coming over to RC when the new aunty has to go over to the expo coz of that.but im not complaining since i dun wanna be the one.but i do feel guilty.coz she is NOTHING like the previous new aunty.she is REALLY nice and funny.unlike the other one.rc girls if u know who i am talking abt...>>>aunty jane!!!she REALLY gets on ppl's nerves.lol.
just another 2 more weeks or so to HK trip.we do need a face to face meeting girls.itenary and stuff.
excited for ocean park's theme park.LOL.levina passed the bug to me.however...i think i'd chicken out when i see it....thinking back to the flying coaster is getting me sick.
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Friday, March 13, 2009
updates part 2 (the aftermath of m'sia trip)
okay.had my results.not too bad.ofcoz i really hope that levina wont be too upset abt her results alr and stop ignoring everyone arnd.sighs.makes me feel sad also and slightly frustrated.and im trying not to think abt it.although i cant say that i understand her.coz i havent been in her situation before.so i would be wrong also to say that i wish she'd stop being upset.as that is quite selfish of me to think only abt myself.=( sorry.
today had a REALLLYYY good and fun time with my lgee.hahahha.had lunch. and then played arcade for a while.and then went to watch race to witch mountain.super super nice show.action packed and all.and i found a $5 note on the floor!! whoo hoo! used it to treat my friends to popcorn.and then we went back to church as it was too early to have lgee.and so we played table tennis.has been since forever since i played that.so it was really fun.and also connected my mp3 player into the speaker and we listened to DBSK and other k music.whoo hoo! much to the horror of others though.hahahha.then went for dinner and had lgee.which was fun too!
totally love my lgee.!~
budden....our leader told us he broke up with his gf.and seriously....our hearts broke (the 3 girls there.me,rach,and dinah) ahhh! i hate r/s.why does this happen all the time.why isnt there really a happily ever after ending? it happens all arnd me all the time.and im sick and tired of feeling sad.be it happened to me or to others.sighs. so now we are trying ways to try and cheer him up.which i hope would work.but i know it wouldnt totally.coz it ALWAYS takes lots and lots of time to heal the wounds of a broken heart.esp when it seems that he is hurting more than his ex.seriously...those ARE one of the good things abt being single.sure this is an argumentative topic.but being single means that ur chances of getting hurt by an r/s is like....NIL!
on a random note. i am also sick and tired of wanting to ask ppl out during the hols.everytime they're like not free.and they didnt even take the initiative to ask me when they are! its like if someone asks me out and im not free.i'll tell them another day that i may be available.instead.some ppl are like.sorry not frree.fullstop.ends there.no stuff like.oh how abt next wk?i'll be free on xxx day.nope.none!sometimes i wonder if they secretly have a kick of like rejecting ppl and not following up making them seem damn busy is cool.-puke-so from now on i dun wanna initiate outings with my frens anymore.coz it really pisses me off.i dun care if im gona be bored and lonely during the hols.if they wanna go out.they initiate!just hope i get to work soon.so now i can say.sorry.im busy!
on a lighter note i watched the 2 new concerts i bought alr.had a marathon on my own.and OMG.how cute can they get!!!!! and in the 2nd jap live...although they arent as many hip movements.lol.but choosey lover was still awesome!!!!! and love their hairstyles there better then the t concert!
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today had a REALLLYYY good and fun time with my lgee.hahahha.had lunch. and then played arcade for a while.and then went to watch race to witch mountain.super super nice show.action packed and all.and i found a $5 note on the floor!! whoo hoo! used it to treat my friends to popcorn.and then we went back to church as it was too early to have lgee.and so we played table tennis.has been since forever since i played that.so it was really fun.and also connected my mp3 player into the speaker and we listened to DBSK and other k music.whoo hoo! much to the horror of others though.hahahha.then went for dinner and had lgee.which was fun too!
totally love my lgee.!~
budden....our leader told us he broke up with his gf.and seriously....our hearts broke (the 3 girls there.me,rach,and dinah) ahhh! i hate r/s.why does this happen all the time.why isnt there really a happily ever after ending? it happens all arnd me all the time.and im sick and tired of feeling sad.be it happened to me or to others.sighs. so now we are trying ways to try and cheer him up.which i hope would work.but i know it wouldnt totally.coz it ALWAYS takes lots and lots of time to heal the wounds of a broken heart.esp when it seems that he is hurting more than his ex.seriously...those ARE one of the good things abt being single.sure this is an argumentative topic.but being single means that ur chances of getting hurt by an r/s is like....NIL!
on a random note. i am also sick and tired of wanting to ask ppl out during the hols.everytime they're like not free.and they didnt even take the initiative to ask me when they are! its like if someone asks me out and im not free.i'll tell them another day that i may be available.instead.some ppl are like.sorry not frree.fullstop.ends there.no stuff like.oh how abt next wk?i'll be free on xxx day.nope.none!sometimes i wonder if they secretly have a kick of like rejecting ppl and not following up making them seem damn busy is cool.-puke-so from now on i dun wanna initiate outings with my frens anymore.coz it really pisses me off.i dun care if im gona be bored and lonely during the hols.if they wanna go out.they initiate!just hope i get to work soon.so now i can say.sorry.im busy!
on a lighter note i watched the 2 new concerts i bought alr.had a marathon on my own.and OMG.how cute can they get!!!!! and in the 2nd jap live...although they arent as many hip movements.lol.but choosey lover was still awesome!!!!! and love their hairstyles there better then the t concert!
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updates part 1 (gentings/KL trip)
hey ppl okay i'm spliting up my updates into 2.so i won bore u guys to death.basically went to m'sia with levina and her parents for 4 days and 3 nights.
day1:took at 8 hr ride up to gentings(inclusive of stop overs) reached gentings arnd 1 plus had lunch and then checked into the hotel and rested, refreshed ourselves and then went for dinner at pizza hut.really cheap there.almost half price...but the soup was AWFUL.and then walked arnd for a while.the parents wanted to show us arnd the casino.but guess what.ABOVE 21! and so was thinking that while they went to the casino...me and levina would go watch movie.jack neo's love matters.but guess what.the show there is M18!!! insane!so we just walked arnd instead.and we bought 3 hairbands.3 for 10 rm only! 2 for her 1 for me =)
day 2: KL!!!! so it was arnd 1 hr plus bumpy bus ride to KL.had lunch there and we were off to find the dbsk shop! it was our MAIN PURPOSE of the trip.and we found it! i think we almost spend like an hr in the shop or smth.LOL.we took a REALLY long time...or rather i took a really long time deciding what to buy.and in the end i spent 80+ sing dollars there!!! bought 1 junsu cartoon ver. tee, 2 concerts. (there first k.concert and there 2nd jap concert) and then 3 types of stickers.1 junsu (for me) 1 changmin (for rach) and 1 jae sticker and hp thing(for lynn).then we went walking arnd and i bought a bag!yay! first on my shopping list.-tick-wanted to buy a pair of shorts.but nomore cash at hand.HAHAHA.then we had dinner and it was back to gentings
day 3: another MAIN PURPOSE of the trip.THEME PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we started with slow stuff and then went on to greater for scary stuff.took one that almost made me go nuts with fear.i ALMOST cried.and TOTOALLY lost my ability to scream while on the ride.1. the cusion was really smelly.coz ur leaning forward kind. so i could hardly breathe.and 2. the handle was metal.and when ur nervous/scared ur hands tend to sweat.so DAMN hard to hang on.and we went upside down many times.so it was INSANE for me.LOL.anyways totally enjoyed it in the end.and we even had slight sun burn.LOL.its sooo funny since gentings is supposed to be abit cold and misty.weirdly enuf.but i really thank god that it was ultra sunny on that day.and the day before and the day after(that means the 2nd and 4th day rained like siao). we were extremly exausted with on and off headaches.and inbetween after dinner walked arnd the mall again and bought a pencil case -ticks off shopping list- and 1 earing for myself.4 earing for levina and 1 more for lynn.
day 4: time to go home.had a really lazy morning.slept time 10 plus.and then got ready for lunch and then head back to singapore.another 8 hr ride.on the way had stops and bought tons of tidbits for mummy and aunty sharon.still had some ringgit left...so no need to draw more money for hk trip.
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day1:took at 8 hr ride up to gentings(inclusive of stop overs) reached gentings arnd 1 plus had lunch and then checked into the hotel and rested, refreshed ourselves and then went for dinner at pizza hut.really cheap there.almost half price...but the soup was AWFUL.and then walked arnd for a while.the parents wanted to show us arnd the casino.but guess what.ABOVE 21! and so was thinking that while they went to the casino...me and levina would go watch movie.jack neo's love matters.but guess what.the show there is M18!!! insane!so we just walked arnd instead.and we bought 3 hairbands.3 for 10 rm only! 2 for her 1 for me =)
day 2: KL!!!! so it was arnd 1 hr plus bumpy bus ride to KL.had lunch there and we were off to find the dbsk shop! it was our MAIN PURPOSE of the trip.and we found it! i think we almost spend like an hr in the shop or smth.LOL.we took a REALLY long time...or rather i took a really long time deciding what to buy.and in the end i spent 80+ sing dollars there!!! bought 1 junsu cartoon ver. tee, 2 concerts. (there first k.concert and there 2nd jap concert) and then 3 types of stickers.1 junsu (for me) 1 changmin (for rach) and 1 jae sticker and hp thing(for lynn).then we went walking arnd and i bought a bag!yay! first on my shopping list.-tick-wanted to buy a pair of shorts.but nomore cash at hand.HAHAHA.then we had dinner and it was back to gentings
day 3: another MAIN PURPOSE of the trip.THEME PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we started with slow stuff and then went on to greater for scary stuff.took one that almost made me go nuts with fear.i ALMOST cried.and TOTOALLY lost my ability to scream while on the ride.1. the cusion was really smelly.coz ur leaning forward kind. so i could hardly breathe.and 2. the handle was metal.and when ur nervous/scared ur hands tend to sweat.so DAMN hard to hang on.and we went upside down many times.so it was INSANE for me.LOL.anyways totally enjoyed it in the end.and we even had slight sun burn.LOL.its sooo funny since gentings is supposed to be abit cold and misty.weirdly enuf.but i really thank god that it was ultra sunny on that day.and the day before and the day after(that means the 2nd and 4th day rained like siao). we were extremly exausted with on and off headaches.and inbetween after dinner walked arnd the mall again and bought a pencil case -ticks off shopping list- and 1 earing for myself.4 earing for levina and 1 more for lynn.
day 4: time to go home.had a really lazy morning.slept time 10 plus.and then got ready for lunch and then head back to singapore.another 8 hr ride.on the way had stops and bought tons of tidbits for mummy and aunty sharon.still had some ringgit left...so no need to draw more money for hk trip.
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
fangirling 9 (dbsk new mv)
hey ppl.i'll update abt my m'sia trip a little later yeah?
dbsk more impt?hahhha...nah just that its shorter and easier to post.i find them TOTALLY cute here...even micky!!! hahaha.love his hair!suits him totally.and nothing needs to be said for the rest =) although i find the song weird...
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dbsk more impt?hahhha...nah just that its shorter and easier to post.i find them TOTALLY cute here...even micky!!! hahaha.love his hair!suits him totally.and nothing needs to be said for the rest =) although i find the song weird...
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Saturday, March 7, 2009
fangirling part 8 ( dbsk "survivor & mirotic concert)
can i just say how awesome the concert looks and the more i wanna watch it now!!! OMG esp junsu and yunho's solos and mirotic and are u a good girl with tons of hips, and OFCOZ wrong number.and crazy love.OMG i have never seen them do a live for that song before.levina would be ecstatic!!and who can forget their old favs like rising sun and hug? OMGGG I SOOO TOTALLY MUSTTT GO FOR THE MIROTIC CONCERT!!and MUST buy the MIROTIC CONCERT DVD AS WELL.MUST!!! went almost INSANE just watching this 9 min preview.they must go to kl.how can they do this to me?if not mummy must lemme go to bangkok or taiwan to watch...i would even go to lapland (sorry just that i have been rewatching snow queen.hahah) or the north pole
and ofcoz their new jap song which...as usual...grow on me after i hear it for a few more times.survivor.really catchy...kinda don like the mv.but the live is good.cant wait for the album to come out.and hopefully it wont cost like 78 dollars as what i saw on the web.
last entry before im off to m'sia.hopefully there is the mirotic concert dvd there alr?hahah.-fingers crossed-
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and ofcoz their new jap song which...as usual...grow on me after i hear it for a few more times.survivor.really catchy...kinda don like the mv.but the live is good.cant wait for the album to come out.and hopefully it wont cost like 78 dollars as what i saw on the web.
last entry before im off to m'sia.hopefully there is the mirotic concert dvd there alr?hahah.-fingers crossed-
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he's just not that into you!
today went arnd orchard in search of rach's present.love lynn to the max.lol.coz she followed me along to buy the present giving her opinions and such.-hugs-
and watched the movie he's just not that into u.i learnt some tips?but ofcoz u cant and shldnt follow them like its the rule.there are...expceptions =)
1. if a guy says its nice to meet u at the begining of the date.he means it.if he says it at the end.it means good-bye!and you'll never hear from him again
2. if a guy says he'll call you.ask for ur number.and then gives HIS namecard to you.and said i'd love to hear from u again...err...hello! mix signals.-rejected-
3. if a guy says he'll call u but doesnt within a day.he is NOT gonna EVER.
4. if a guy says i hope to see u again and really wans to see you again...he WILL make it happen.so if he doesnt....GONE HE IS.
5. if a guy is REALLY into you...he'll have actual VOICE convos with you.be it face to face or on the phone.and NOT through email voice mails or even worse facebook or whatever other media means.
but then....according to the movie...ofcoz if u follow these too closely...are guard urselves against these things....you wont be any closer to finding ur other half.infact ur further away..compared to someone who puts himself /herself out there to get hurt.that person instead is a step closer to finding the right one.coz when u are so guarded and reserved, u won even realise when someone thats suited for u is just infront of u.so...we must not be the rule.we must be the exceptions!
can i just say how much i love the show.LOL.i will so totally hunt the book down or smth.it is originally a book after all...and books are usually much better than movies...(unless the title is "twilight")
ahh...excitement for the kl/gentings trip....gonna stay over at levina's hse tmr night coz the bus to gentings is at like 6.30 am on sun morning.so will be quite hard and inconvinient to get there so early in the morning.like that we can all go together.much less scary.
totally kinda feel guilty abt forgetting to ask lynn as well for the m'sia trip.ofcoz i keep trying to console myself by saying that there is a high possibility of her not being able to go anyways and there was a time constrain...but then again...asking would be no harm...no one likes to feel left out.esp she is one of the "L"ders.LOL.esp since she is especially nice sometimes bearing all my mood swings, emoness and teasing.and accompanying me today.
ahhh!~~ i promised that i would at least bring back some dbsk stuff that we manage to find over there.and ofcoz go out with her again when we come back from the hols.
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and watched the movie he's just not that into u.i learnt some tips?but ofcoz u cant and shldnt follow them like its the rule.there are...expceptions =)
1. if a guy says its nice to meet u at the begining of the date.he means it.if he says it at the end.it means good-bye!and you'll never hear from him again
2. if a guy says he'll call you.ask for ur number.and then gives HIS namecard to you.and said i'd love to hear from u again...err...hello! mix signals.-rejected-
3. if a guy says he'll call u but doesnt within a day.he is NOT gonna EVER.
4. if a guy says i hope to see u again and really wans to see you again...he WILL make it happen.so if he doesnt....GONE HE IS.
5. if a guy is REALLY into you...he'll have actual VOICE convos with you.be it face to face or on the phone.and NOT through email voice mails or even worse facebook or whatever other media means.
but then....according to the movie...ofcoz if u follow these too closely...are guard urselves against these things....you wont be any closer to finding ur other half.infact ur further away..compared to someone who puts himself /herself out there to get hurt.that person instead is a step closer to finding the right one.coz when u are so guarded and reserved, u won even realise when someone thats suited for u is just infront of u.so...we must not be the rule.we must be the exceptions!
can i just say how much i love the show.LOL.i will so totally hunt the book down or smth.it is originally a book after all...and books are usually much better than movies...(unless the title is "twilight")
ahh...excitement for the kl/gentings trip....gonna stay over at levina's hse tmr night coz the bus to gentings is at like 6.30 am on sun morning.so will be quite hard and inconvinient to get there so early in the morning.like that we can all go together.much less scary.
totally kinda feel guilty abt forgetting to ask lynn as well for the m'sia trip.ofcoz i keep trying to console myself by saying that there is a high possibility of her not being able to go anyways and there was a time constrain...but then again...asking would be no harm...no one likes to feel left out.esp she is one of the "L"ders.LOL.esp since she is especially nice sometimes bearing all my mood swings, emoness and teasing.and accompanying me today.
ahhh!~~ i promised that i would at least bring back some dbsk stuff that we manage to find over there.and ofcoz go out with her again when we come back from the hols.
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Thursday, March 5, 2009
him.
its just perfect weather today...rain and gloom...perfect for sleeping...perfect for reminicing..it just started pouring again with thunder and lightning...and FT island's thunder comes into mind.
its just sooo wierd to me how he can thug at my heart strings though i swear i long have no feelings for him.
when he suddenly smses me out of the blues i get surprised...
when he tells me some relationship problems..i try to help him...but secretly hate myself for it...wishing it would fail instead.
initially whenever i look back i only look at how much i hate the times spent with him
but now....its how much i miss those feelings to be loved and taken care of in such a way.
i also love to love someone and care for someone in that way
is it coz i'm clinging on and cant let go of the past?
coz i miss the feeling of being loved and taken care of in such a way?
coz i am lonely...? and that kinda loneliness that no best friend could take away?
how could he be soo happy there and yet....im over here?
i always believed him to be my soulmate...even though i hated him in away...only he...for some reason could read and understand my heart and mind better than anyone else.he always had the right things to say and the right actions.
and you know what they say abt soulmates.you have only 1 in your whole entire life.
but then again...u may not be with your soulmate.BOF moments much?
if only things didnt turn out the way it did...would i be happier?
occassionally i dream of him....and i wonder how come i never bump into him somewhere on the streets.afterall singapore is only this big.
=bell=(has finished being depressed)
its just sooo wierd to me how he can thug at my heart strings though i swear i long have no feelings for him.
its so wierd how he can make me worry abt him still even though it has been ages ago
wierdly enuf...it hurts me when i sms him and his reply is who are you?
and yet....i reply his smses instantly whenever.
when he suddenly smses me out of the blues i get surprised...
when he tells me some relationship problems..i try to help him...but secretly hate myself for it...wishing it would fail instead.
initially whenever i look back i only look at how much i hate the times spent with him
but now....its how much i miss those feelings to be loved and taken care of in such a way.
i also love to love someone and care for someone in that way
is it coz i'm clinging on and cant let go of the past?
coz i miss the feeling of being loved and taken care of in such a way?
coz i am lonely...? and that kinda loneliness that no best friend could take away?
how could he be soo happy there and yet....im over here?
i always believed him to be my soulmate...even though i hated him in away...only he...for some reason could read and understand my heart and mind better than anyone else.he always had the right things to say and the right actions.
and you know what they say abt soulmates.you have only 1 in your whole entire life.
but then again...u may not be with your soulmate.BOF moments much?
if only things didnt turn out the way it did...would i be happier?
occassionally i dream of him....and i wonder how come i never bump into him somewhere on the streets.afterall singapore is only this big.
=bell=(has finished being depressed)
i am....
i am desperately in search of a job(or else its back to kk)
i am totally in want of money
i am still feeling a sense of sureal abt the kl trip (since it jsut happened sooo fast)
i am kinda looking forward to going kl(coz of dbsk?)
i am kinda nervous and worried abt kl ( a gut feeling)
i am kinda over the excitment and novelty of going holidays with my friends(even though i havent even gone)
i am darn scared abt going on holidays without my mummy
i am gonna miss mummy
i am darn bored at home now (and lonely??)
i am LOVING k-dramas(and anything korean)
i am waiting for DBSK jap album to come out (though it apparently costs 78 dollars?????!!!!)
i am wondering if time is passing slowly? or fast? ( im thinking...it's alr thurs! but then again...it felt like my exams ended weeks ago...and not ONLY last wed)
i am going for rach's bdae bbq party tmr (hopefully i'll enjoy it)
i am going in search of rach's bdae present tmr (i hope i get the right one)
i am wondering what to cook for myself for lunch
i am wondering what to do today (start packing? re-watch snow queen?)
i am just....wondering....
i am hoping i'll enjoy the rest of my holidays
i am =bell=
i am totally in want of money
i am still feeling a sense of sureal abt the kl trip (since it jsut happened sooo fast)
i am kinda looking forward to going kl(coz of dbsk?)
i am kinda nervous and worried abt kl ( a gut feeling)
i am kinda over the excitment and novelty of going holidays with my friends(even though i havent even gone)
i am darn scared abt going on holidays without my mummy
i am gonna miss mummy
i am darn bored at home now (and lonely??)
i am LOVING k-dramas(and anything korean)
i am waiting for DBSK jap album to come out (though it apparently costs 78 dollars?????!!!!)
i am wondering if time is passing slowly? or fast? ( im thinking...it's alr thurs! but then again...it felt like my exams ended weeks ago...and not ONLY last wed)
i am going for rach's bdae bbq party tmr (hopefully i'll enjoy it)
i am going in search of rach's bdae present tmr (i hope i get the right one)
i am wondering what to cook for myself for lunch
i am wondering what to do today (start packing? re-watch snow queen?)
i am just....wondering....
i am hoping i'll enjoy the rest of my holidays
i am =bell=
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
fangirling 7 (FT ISLAND mvs)
OMG can i just say how emo the songs are that FT island sings.LOL.they weirdly enuff...are soooo touching and this MV really made me cry.lol.totally love this songand seriously...hong gi is cute with his smile and all =D
OH MAN.totally love their mvs...coz its like they cant dance etc like dbsk...but their mvs are like a work of art....hong gi can really act well man! no wonder he is gonna act in a drama.cant wait.he is sooo cool fighting and his voice is awesome.love his expressions too.and the mvs are like watching actual dramas!<3
part 1/2
part 2/2 (the guy in the all black is kinda cute too!)
hong gi is really such a pretty boy.really TOTALLY INTO their songs
doing this becoz i am too FREE and need a JOB badddlllyyy =(
even gonna watch the jap version of BOF now.lol.
=bell=
OH MAN.totally love their mvs...coz its like they cant dance etc like dbsk...but their mvs are like a work of art....hong gi can really act well man! no wonder he is gonna act in a drama.cant wait.he is sooo cool fighting and his voice is awesome.love his expressions too.and the mvs are like watching actual dramas!<3
part 1/2
part 2/2 (the guy in the all black is kinda cute too!)
hong gi is really such a pretty boy.really TOTALLY INTO their songs
doing this becoz i am too FREE and need a JOB badddlllyyy =(
even gonna watch the jap version of BOF now.lol.
=bell=
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