went to eat at a super cool seoul gardens today. where it is like u order from computer de. dont have to stand up and take the meat urself. ALTHOUGH i prefer that actually.AHAHHA. but then the ice cream selection was OMGGG! heaven~ ahahhahahha
then we took bus to city hall and walked the new B2 link from city hall to esplanade exchange. then to esplanade and then the new marina bay sands. WAHHH niceeee. ahahah
had lotsa fun and laughter exchanging stories,take pics and just eating and talking =) unfortunately our table not together =( today i am camera crazy.LOL.
something random: i rmb reading somewhere that in the past fuller sized women were seen as beauties. like eg. cleopatra, yang gui fei, venus the goddess...but now? dont get me started. and why? coz the beauty standards have changed. being health concious is one thing. being obessed.is another. and im sure that the root of all that came from the visual standards of men.
quotes from LoveQuotes "R" Us are SOOO romantic. that i can get so touched i feel like crying.
but then again. Quotes are just Quotes. just like how Fairytales are just Fairytales and Dramas are just Dramas. while we are back here in reality. and im just pmsing.
to reminisce is good
but once you add " if only.." and "what ifs..." to that....
its regret.
something i am truly guilty of.
are you the one?
who will find me perfect both on the inside and out?
find me perfect for me?
u'd think for someone who walked for ~6hrs ytd with aches everywhere, would swear off walking for a while....thats wad i thought too. but who knew? i found a short cut to ECP lagoon, and BEDOK central is SOO near to my hse by walking distance. and i still went swimming today. thanks for the exercise =)
and now....im addicted to walking...i feel like walking to everywhere....i feel like walking to bedok mrt tmr. and next time if i have lunch on my own or need to buy groceries on my own i will walk and not take bus. which mind us is arnd 6-7 bus stops....but weeeee~ love it. ahahhahs. route to a healthier lifestyle. ahahhs. must thank dom for the addiction.LOL.
another thing i am sooo addicted to right now are........SAPPY SOBBB LOVE STORIES. idk WHY...but i get the kick of crying my heart out =p iseriouslydontmindonepersoninmylifethatiwouldlovethatmuchand helovesmebackthatmuch.evenifitwasgoingtobeshortlived.likethepersondiedofcancerorsmth.butitwastruelove.
so anyways....those of u who know any movies of that sort. recommend me!
anways always love to see LZ's blog coz it always has interesting links...like the post its....and now its these love quotes. that makes SOOO much sense.
mayb post 1 a day or smth. ahahahhs. but for today a bonus.1+1 =D the first one is funny. has a twisted sense of humour and sarcarsm.
and i made up one on my own =P sounds depressing to levina...but nice to me =x
"the last thing i want to do is lose you....but you are unknowingly losing me"we happened for a reason.
and my reason is you.2weeks3days
ahhh~ went on this walk from pasir ris all the way to ECP macs today. the whole duration took from ~11.45-5.55. it was a REAL experience. and nice chatting for the WHOLE time.LOL. like nonstop.LOL. NOIDEAHOWITWASACCOMPLISHED.
but the WORST part was the shock i got when i got home. IHAVENEVERBEENTHISBURNTBEFORE. eks!!!! can see my tank top/bag tan lines!
but really enjoyed the challenge. but my leg aches. AHAHAH.all worth it though.ahahah. walked even more than at lushan in china that time.
thanks dom! lets do this again one day....not anytime soon though =P
lets slowly take one step at a time
so that every step we take is to happiness.
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today becoz of national day so SCV has like free channels for all. so i was practically glued to the tv today watch cartoons for the whole day almost. =x sponge bob, jimmy neutron, and disney movies enchanted and UP! (both watched before) totally LOVEEE enchanted. the songs. the humour. the typical romantic love plots i always fall for. sighs. i rmb i wanted to buy the dvd. LOL.
then watched MuBank while cooking dinner and Ip man after. IHATENATIONALDAYPARADEBTW.so i dont watch.LOL.
if only reality could be like fairytales though....how from the show i quote " true love's kiss is the most powerful of all... it can break all spells"
sighs....been having a heavy heart suddenly lately. like something bad is gonna happen. ofcoz then i must always rmb. dont be worried abt smth that u cannot control. or doesnt even exist.
maybe tmr's walk would be helpful.
something random : i have a dream to one day bake strawberry banana chocolate cheescake. ahahahhahahha~! i suddenly thought abt it ytd =D hopefully soon. anyone wanna accomplish this with me? ahahahhaswhat is love if it can be measured on a scale?
what is love if it can be compared to someone else?
what is love if it just causes painful tears?
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from more then 3 persons whom i know this week have told me that they want to just experience and have fun in rs. that now isnt the time to want to find the one.
and all along. i was living in my own bubble thinking that all girls would want to find a bf that they can last forever with.
and here i always thought that guys were the one who likes to play the field and jump from one flower to another like bees.
it sad to know that rs are not 'sacred' anymore. that im the only one with some old traditional grandma mindset to wanna last forever with the one and live happily ever after.
the society and the people around me are making me question more, and make me afriad even more. to ask : is there ever a pure, honest rs, without strings attached? without the thinking " just another rs to add to my fun experiences?" or " im tired of this rs. sian of my partner. i wanna experience more new stuff" just when i was letting my guard down....looks like reality just slapped me in the face again.
i know ppl must be thinking...why make such a big deal out of this? why make a mountain out of a molehill? well to me its like telling me that lying to someone is good and why not steal too.
but right now i just feel really sad, disappointed, speechless and foolish. prolly need to take some time out for a while =(
hah. looks like im learning how to escape by runing away too.
idk it guess it is just me. who i am to judge anyways? everyone has their own right of their own thinking. but im not gonna conform to the ways of this world. even though i will prolly end up at the losing end and getting hurt and bitten in the butt.
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not gonna tell u wad the shock was! bleh~
i love swimming in the morning where the whole pool is MINE...muahahaaha
and today was a good day =) weee~ did nothing much except....=x
today's blog post is more for inspiration la~
singapore is a really fast paced environment.
sometimes we need to really need to slow down and take a look at your surroundings.....
take time out sometimes to reflect and improve your life and mend your relationship with others.
take a step back to see the bigger picture.
and be slow to judge others but be quick to judge yourself.
always have the 9 fruits of the holy spirit with you:
love, joy, peace, patience, gentleness, goodness, faithfulness, meekness and self-control
(lately, i believe i have been dealing with patience well =P)
don't dwell too much on the past and regrets. but focus on the present and what you can do.
lastly, you never know that it is something that you can do that can touch the lives of others and inspire them to be a better person =Dthe past don't matter
and i won't worry what the future holds
be it forever, or never.
what matters is now. the present.
to treasure the little moments that belongs to us.
those moments that are ours.
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hmm....lets see
monday
spent time with mummy. had peranakan buffet and bought new goggles. wanted to watch despicable me but then no suitable timing.
tuesday
went back to sch for FAST test. so good. its like the END for the rest but for OSIP students there is another test. and then had MP briefing. darn. i was quite excited for the topics to be released. but apparently not ready. so need to wait another 2 weeks. then went out with JY and dom...ahahahaha! its a really huge contrast of mindset and ideas between the two. and it always amuses me to talk to both of em.
today
had sushi buffet @ orchard cine. i ate salmon and shrimp sashimi today. salmon was nicer than the last time i tried but shrimp was too mushy at the back for my taste. watched inception too. AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOMAZING! ahahhahaha! i mean i heard alot of people saying that it is confusing and hard to understand....but then to me and those watching with me, they felt it was really straight forward, effects were cool. and it was even funny! ahahhas. and Leonardo DiCarprio is a REALLY good actor...ahahah.
darn it. i was really looking forward to walking from pasir ris to ECP with dom next tues. but thanks to some STUPID STUPID OSIP thingy its either canceled or start at bedok reservior to ECP. which is also ok la. i meant the latter.
and i realised i have soooo many TBC outings next week that im sooo confused which day is to go out with who! ahahhahs. spend $$$ again. sighsssss! MP start soon please~1week 3 days
today in the afternoon the wind was so strong....it was scary and thrilling at the same time remembering lynn's words that the typhoon from china is coming to SG.lol.
i wanted to open the windows in my room also cannot coz it either forces my window to open tooooo big and everything in my room fly everywhere....or it slams my window shut.
so i had to settle to nap in the living room....it was like 23 degrees ONLY compared to nanchang's 35.Lol.
saw my SG members...only 4 came but still ..... misses =D and oddly i am more open like joke joke arnd and like more confident in leading/teaching them now...ahahhs.
then today is my weekly cooking day....disappointed in my dishes =( not as tasty....sighs must have lost touch liao =( but as usual mummy and aunty sharon still eats everything love~
tmr going to spend quality time with mummy. ahahhaahaha.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR FAST TESTS AND OSIP REPORT TO BE OVER. after this tues still got another one....sighs. FASTERRR! i hate this sub.
i will stop worrying. and lift this up to him
i will trust and hope.
regrets i have none. coz wad we have is good =)
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im glad i went for FOP (festival of praise) @ indoor stadium ytd night with LGee =) i had lotsa fun and the songs really touched my heart. i will go again next year! i still rmb the date. 5&6 of aug! wee~
here is a song that really touched me. there was another but i forgot =x
the title is he never sleeps by don moen. and COINCIDENTALLY we sang this song this morning too...!
When you've prayed every prayer that you know how to pray
Just remember the Lord will hear and the answer in on it's way
Our God is able
He is mighty
He is faithful
And He never sleeps He never slumbers
He never tires of hearing our prayer
When we are weak He becomes stronger
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him
Do you feel that the Lord has forgotten our need
Just remember that God is always working in ways you cannot see
Our God is able
He is mighty He is faithful
and then as for today's sermon, i felt it was REALLY good! though my SG members felt that it was boring =( the topic was on....WORRYING! (side track: weee~ miss my little lovelies. ahaha. glad i could come back and be ur SGL again! looking forward to SG outing~)
i am a SUPER worrywart. i worry about EVERYTHING.
here is wad someone said 40% of the things we worry about is about things that will NEVER happen. 30% is of things that HAVE ALREADY happened and 12% is of what others' think and 8% of uneccesary health problems. (i forgot the remaining 10% =x)
we can worry about 2 things. things we can control and things we cannot. for things we cannot. obviously. stop worrying about it coz its useless. for things we can control. DO smth about it so we won't worry anymore.
and i felt that the one point that really reached into me the most is this point : worrying is FAITHLESS.
we worry because we don't believe that god is greater than our problems and that he can solve them. most of the time we rely on ourselves FIRST. before going to him. and the speaker said my FAV verse from jeremiah 29:11-133
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
the most impt part is to call upon him, pray to him and seek him with all our hearts (having faith and believing) then, will he give what he has promised us. most of the time we want his promise. but do we seek him with all our hearts?
and besides, we should worry more about our heavenly things, like our treasures in heaven and god's promise to us, rather than earthly things
