anyways, today was a blessed day...at least for the earlier part of the 24 hrs. met up with lynn and cy and headed down to ECP to cycle. the sea breeze was AWESOMEEE.and the best part, NO ONE ARND! but it was kinda funny coz we saw 3 police patrol cars driving arnd the walk ways....my theory is that they are looking for a criminal on the loose. OR! someone recently was murder there~! but...u know they could always be just on patrol. but that alternative is a boring alternative =P it was really great to see the really blue sky and the breeze against ur face....such peace
u know cycling sometimes, although ur cycling with others, it can turn out to be pretty much a solo activity...while i was alone, i pondered...i saw couples, mothers, fathers and children. next time, i want to sit by the rock, with my boyfriend/husband's arms arnd me, and im leaning on him. sure it could get hot and sweaty. but i wont mind. and we'd just look at the blue sea and sky, with silent communication and love between us. and next time, i'd go to the beach everyday and teach my children how to walk, how to cycle, fly kite perhaps.
then after cycling...after out butts had hurt and suffered enough, we went to parkway for lunch at fish & co. NO ideao why ppl say that fish & co isnt nice when IT IS~! the fish is sooo tender and steaming hott and the soup isnt bad and the salad and drink is nice too! and during lunch...it rained! phew~ we made it in time...
then walked arnd...ate my fav. durian ice cream...and then bought ingredient to cook for dinner and went home...and it stopped raining too =)
but when i went home. i felt sooo emotionally drained. 내가바보야~ isnt it ironic how i have always wanted to let go for soooo long. and now when i have the chance to do so....i cant? is that what you really want? do u need to be so cruel .....가솜미아바.....
guess i wont be able to say goodbye before leaving.....maybe the 4 months would do me good.
good thing is. i didnt have any dream-mares last night. could it really be coz i slept early? then i shld sleep early tonight too. esp since i need to go to sch at 8.30 tmr. whole day of sch and lgee tmr would keep my mind off things for a bit.
i read daily bread today. it said, in heaven there is no pain, no night, no tears, no death. i wanna hurry go there now.
난뭇수또필요없어.....just you is enough.
countdown: 10 days
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