so much negative energy in me lately. initially i blamed it on PMS. but now the time of the month is over! what excuse can i have now? i have happiness in my palm...but i cant seem to grasp it and it is slowly slipping away. im slowly slipping away...i cant seem to find my true self anymore. just like a chameleon adapting to the colours of the environment that you don't even know the true colour of that lizard. usually the negativity lasts for a day and when i wake up the next, it goes away...but this time...it keeps coming back. im making the people around me tired. im feeling tired myself. the negatives seem to overcast the positives. what is the solution? i think i know the answer...but what am i doing about it? thats what makes me hate myself more.
its like a mine field....just a slight touch would cause it to explode....
i feel so sorry...becoz it seems like only that one person is bearing the heat of the fire.
hello happiness...tell me where you've been.
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