i have made my mind up. i have already done what i should and want and have to do. this time it isnt just empty talk. i have put it into action. sure it is hard. so i am gonna cry to sleep tonight. every single thing i did after i made my decision was like a stab to my heart breaking it into a million pieces
i just watched yunho's movie heading to the ground and i quote " do you know what rots first when u die? your wounds" so if i were to die tmr, my heart would be rotting first.
and what inspired me to be so strong and brave and let go? this song by boys like girls. it suddenly woke me up and opened my eyes. and sealed my fate. no worries nothing korean.lol
Little change of the heart,
little light in the dark,
Little hope that you just might find your way out of here.
Cause you've been hiding for days,
wasted and wasting away,
But I got a little hope today you'll face your fears.
Yea I know it's not easy,
I know it's hard,
Follow the lights to this city.
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.
Believe the tunnel can end,
believe your body can mend,
Yea I know you could make it through cause I believe in you.
So lets go put up a fight,
lets go make everything alright,
Go on and take a shot go give it all you got.
Oh yea I know it's not easy,
I know that it's hard,
Know that it's not always pretty.
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.
Don't wanna wake up to the telephone ring,
Are you sitting down I need to tell you something,
Enough is enough you can stop waiting to breath,
And don't wait up for me.
Get up and go,
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on.
Don't look back just go, Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on.
Get up and go, take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.
Don't spend your whole life holding on.
and crap i didnt do my QT. sighs. and it was my idea for the plan. sorry guys. i will make up tmr.
really don feel like going out shopping with mummy tmr. feel like just mopping arnd at home...oh well....i hope i WILL be free after this.
goodbye.
bell
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