alcohol is scary. esp when people get drunk and crazy =( it scared the shit out of me and i ended up crying...and today i suddenly feel guilty. coz i didnt stop my friends from drinking...........and instead we encouraged each other to feel high! wtf am i doing? what example am i showing? i am soooo sining again! and because of that...i feel...dirty? or am i just too uptight? whatever it is, i shall lay off alcohol for a while. phobia
but then....if a person who usually keeps things to himself. and usually are quiet and has alot of things troubling him....and he drinks and feels happy and worry free....shld we let him drink? i feel happy to see him happy....but....is that the right way to handle it?
i need to pray for forgiveness again! ahhh =(
the weekends...seem to be over-ing soon....
im glad i have a load off my mind now and i can acutally breathe a sigh of relief and not feel suffocated by my own thoughts. however, that isnt the end of it. some issues just cant be solved yet
and i think....i have commitment issues.lol. i sound like a guy now.
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