4th post in china

woo~ the labour day holidays~! awesomeness TTM.kekekke.

went to tengwang ge and musical fountain ytd....it was SOOOOO romantic to watch the couples watch the musical fountain...i was thinking how romantic it would be if i was with my boyfriend watching this.ahhahahaha.

then today wanted to go and eat mac breakfast but it ends at like 10! unlike SG. so we ended up eating lunch instead. hmm....cheaper then SG by 1-2 dollars for a meal. gonna go even earlier tmr for their breakfast that levina and verlyn seems so excited abt. LOL.

then went to watch movie! it was AWESOME. though i got quite horrified by some scenes where it was REALLY violent. ahahaha i think its so funny how i can watch ghost shows and laugh.... but this...i become a scared mouse and cry.lol. and its quite gross how people here spit in the cine too...i just hope its not on the carpet.

on another note.....i lost my temper 2 days in a row! i had a shock at myself too! wow. ytd was at a serivce staff at a place coz she kept on insisting that wasnt my order and i took from another table! that is TOTALLY WTF. i mean she is implying im stealing! HELLO! DO I LOOK THAT POOR?!?!
and today....got like 3-4 people just cut infront of me in the toilet.WTH.rawr! then i kinda cried in the toilet coz im angry at myself for being angry at them.lol. what happened to the fruits of the spirit of self-control, gentleness, joy, forgiveness?sighs.

hmmm thankgoodness for the scrub the rc girls gave me...AWESOMENESS TTM! kekeke...! i smell sooo nice ahahhaha and makes my skin feel sooo clean esp since china is sooo dusty and stuff....

there is an internal battle going on within me everyday.rawr. im afraid of letting old memories go and new memories to come in..... and wow. he never fails to shock/surprise me with something everyday.ahahaha. that is a good thing btw. but the effect it has on me....not sure if its a good thing....
things are getting complicated to me. sighs. i wish everything was much more simple...and now it isnt even 1 mth since we are here!

the stars in the sky are so clear
i feel like i could just lie here,
with you next to me.
then, everything will fall into place nicely.

bell