weee! this week passed really fast and its the weekends alr! kekekek! this week has been more....wisely spent? ahahaha...learnt more things and got to do experiments.FINALLY. i cannot wait to see what we do during the weekends...and im looking forward to my pile of ironing and cleaning...at least that would keep me occupied....
been sleeping really early these few days...ranging from 11 plus to 12. wow! i amaze myself....sighs...i have NO IDEA how i can sleep that early here and immediately fall into deep slumber. but in SG....ahahah another story altogether.
i guess....its my cowardness...i just wanna avoid situations incase it just slaps me in the face.... i wanna just hide in my dreams and take shelter. i dont wanna think about things...it makes me head spin and makes me mentally exhausted. if the truth hurts....i'd rather not know. coz i duno how to deal with it. i just wanna shut it out and hoping it'll go away like a passing shower.
why does everything need to be so complicated and confusing? why cant anything be simple anymore? when there is just black and white and no grey? im just so tired. i want everything to go back to before all this happened. if i knew this was gonna happen....i wouldnt have come to china. i didnt sign up for this!-criessobscries-
lallalaala. i need to be happy. at least plaster a smile on my face when im not. and drink more nescafe coz it kept me happy all day today coz i dun wanna affect the mood of people arnd me.coz they need to be happy inorder to keep my mood good. if the atmosphere was glum...ahahaha GG. so would mine.....im just hoping....this would fade away soon....if not i'll just kidnap my heart...tie it up and lock it in the cupboard.
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