did more shopping again ytd....rawr...spending too much.LOL.
today.....didnt go anywhere special either. lalalla. another boring weekend...yawns...
ooo tmr is monday again...woohoo...unlike the rest. i actually like the weekdays to come...even though i may have nothing special to do....and just stone in the lab..but....i duno gives me time away from the rest and like.....prolly if i have alot of things to do (which i really hope will occur often in the week)....my mind wont wander abt....otherwise i'll get emo again....and start overthinking things...
and besides...i myself dont like people to be emo.....so i shldnt let people see me emo-ing.i'll hide away....ahahhaha...
i forgot to mention that nanchang is a pineapple paradise....kekeke. jui wei are u reading this?? im ur pineapple girl! who eats pineapples almost everyday =P
fruits i miss....mangosteen...longans....lychees... vegs i miss....brocoli...ladys fingers...long beans...french beans...
i love gossip girls TTM! i oddly cry when i watch that show. prolly coz its sooo real and touching sometimes. and i found out a girl senior here also likes to watch and she immediately guessed that i thought chuck was the most handsome =P sorry rach dear....i duno where to watch gleee...any suggestions?
i give up trying to keep a distance and i give in to whatever this is.
but....im still scared.am i playing with fire and just taking too much a risk?
am i putting myself out there too much....only to be disappointed and sad later?
only time will tell
when will i be able to sleep a normal time? or will this end up as another recent bad habit of mine? to just hide and seek solace in dreams
awesome quote from gossip girls
" tell me what's on your mind, so that it can be on my mind. and then it'll be on both our minds. so our minds can work together to solve what was on your mind in the first place"
bell
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