11th post in china (230th post)

the weekends have come and gone. doing a mundane report. yawns.

i think i havent seen this kinda drama for a very very long time since secondary school.

all the complications....although it is tiring. i kinda miss it. ahahahha! wads life without complications right? more intersting no? and u learn smth from it all the time. but....the feeling kinda sucks sometimes. and i feel so tired everyday.

who knew i will never get rid of this curse following me? will history repeat itself or will this become smth more? these few days been thinking and suddenly im scared....really scared.hahhaahha. is this the phobia people talk about? yes. and its his fault all these years.need.to.get.over.the.phobia.

went to sit ferriswheel on sunday....ahahhahaha it was sooooooo amusing to see a certain someone get so nervous....prolly the first time i see someone's phobia in action =P as for the actual ride....hahah nothing exciting really. feels like im just siting on cable car. had sushi buffet....hmmm...didnt like the sitting arrangment....it was an anti social arrangment. and i think the coke was spiked.hhahahaha. went high after drinking it. and everyone went crazy over the toy grabber machine thingy except me. -.-. felt so....sian then. ahhaah. but i got a bear. hahahha. it shall accompany me for now. poor him though. lol. it gets the best and worst of my moods =x

rainy days so far. althought i love the rain vs the sun...but that = puddles and wet floor...= wet shoes.

just saw the internal organs of a mice. teehee. so cute and minified. and surprisingly...the blood is really dark red. more like maroon.hahahha.

side note. i love gossip girls TTM! HAHAHHAAH. wierdly i cannot wait for fri's possible movie night. and mayb theme park and KTV?

darling lynnette! you are missed dearly! we must have a dbsk concert marathon/cooking session soon with all 3 of us Lders! i love you =)

lights, camera, action. roll the tape!i feel like we're filming a drama...drama of life.
step into the world of love and hate. jealousy and anger. happiness and sadness. schemes and plans.
dont expect anything less than complications. or you'll be disappointed at the complexity of things.

bell